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Fire in our hearts - Jesus Army

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FIRE IN OUR HEARTS<br />

COMMUNICATE!<br />

the changes that had come from hob-knobb<strong>in</strong>g with other charismatics.<br />

Shout<strong>in</strong>gs and shak<strong>in</strong>gs, danc<strong>in</strong>g and drama were,<br />

<strong>in</strong> his eyes, so many fireworks that distracted us from <strong>our</strong><br />

true call<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

Most of us were happy with the new direction, but those<br />

who resisted it <strong>in</strong>creas<strong>in</strong>gly lost their bear<strong>in</strong>gs. Some of them<br />

gravitated towards Mark, who became more and more bogged<br />

down with their problems. The new ano<strong>in</strong>t<strong>in</strong>gs came as a divide.<br />

The cloud moved on, and those who did not move with it<br />

found themselves struggl<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

The whole Fellowship was go<strong>in</strong>g through a time of sift<strong>in</strong>g<br />

and ref<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g. The central ground was under attack and enthusiasm<br />

for <strong>our</strong> special dist<strong>in</strong>ctives was be<strong>in</strong>g eroded <strong>in</strong> the<br />

m<strong>in</strong>ds of some of <strong>our</strong> members.<br />

Families who’d found it hard to keep up with the pace <strong>in</strong><br />

the <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>Army</strong> were tempted to compare <strong>our</strong> rigorous standards<br />

with the less demand<strong>in</strong>g lifestyles enjoyed <strong>in</strong> other Christian<br />

scenes. Maybe community, or even covenant commitment,<br />

wasn’t such an important issue after all, they thought.<br />

Some celibates began to question their lifelong vows; a few<br />

brothers were los<strong>in</strong>g their way by gett<strong>in</strong>g too <strong>in</strong>volved with<br />

sisters. The London household was badly hit when their ma<strong>in</strong><br />

celibate brother and a lead<strong>in</strong>g sister whom he pastored suddenly<br />

left together.<br />

September 1989 was declared a month of cleans<strong>in</strong>g. The outward<br />

move <strong>in</strong>to the ma<strong>in</strong>stream had partly strengthened,<br />

partly weakened <strong>our</strong> central vision. It was sort<strong>in</strong>g people out.<br />

The focus now shifted to the <strong>in</strong>ternal strength of the church:<br />

her hol<strong>in</strong>ess, dist<strong>in</strong>ctives and prophetic call.<br />

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