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Fire in our hearts - Jesus Army

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FIRE IN OUR HEARTS<br />

COMMUNICATE!<br />

community life and compassionate street work. Other streams<br />

like Ichthus and Pioneer had developed their own dist<strong>in</strong>ctives<br />

and we were beg<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g to enrich one another.<br />

Flow<strong>in</strong>g with the ma<strong>in</strong>stream was a whole new chapter <strong>in</strong><br />

<strong>our</strong> story. What was now happen<strong>in</strong>g amongst us was precious.<br />

I wept to see <strong>our</strong> church becom<strong>in</strong>g young aga<strong>in</strong>. At times we<br />

had been proud and pushy. The sword we wielded had<br />

wounded people unnecessarily. But God had applied it to us.<br />

We had tasted humiliation, rejection, failure; God’s wound<strong>in</strong>gs<br />

had caused us to need others, to recognise <strong>our</strong> mistakes and<br />

weaknesses, to forgive and be forgiven. And through that open<br />

door sprang a new ano<strong>in</strong>t<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

Noel’s new vulnerability touched me, his pa<strong>in</strong>stak<strong>in</strong>g efforts<br />

at reconciliation and the genu<strong>in</strong>eness of his vision for<br />

Brita<strong>in</strong>. But some Christians elsewhere doubted his motives.<br />

Was it all a cosmetic job? Another ruse to sign people up,<br />

promote <strong>our</strong>selves? Cynicism came <strong>our</strong> way and it hurt —<br />

tremendously.<br />

We held a big Celebration that April <strong>in</strong> Westm<strong>in</strong>ster Central<br />

Hall, London. There we presented <strong>our</strong> first <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>Army</strong> video,<br />

Fight<strong>in</strong>g For You, along with Re<strong>in</strong>hard Bonnke’s A Blood<br />

Washed Africa. Also a well known worship leader jo<strong>in</strong>ed us<br />

for the even<strong>in</strong>g. The next day <strong>in</strong> Bas<strong>in</strong>gstoke, he sported a<br />

sweatshirt with these words:<br />

Dave Bilbrough appeared with the <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>Army</strong><br />

And survived!<br />

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