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Fire in our hearts - Jesus Army

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FIRE IN OUR HEARTS<br />

AWAKE O ZION!<br />

Evangelicals at Oxford were cautious of <strong>our</strong> <strong>in</strong>fluence<br />

amongst the students there and the mother of one girl <strong>in</strong>volved<br />

with us feared that her daughter would be subject to<br />

bra<strong>in</strong>wash<strong>in</strong>g, low-prote<strong>in</strong> diet, sleepless nights and religious<br />

fanaticism.<br />

So Mum came to a chapel meet<strong>in</strong>g with a tape recorder.<br />

The worship was charismatic. That was bad enough. Then<br />

Noel preached on repentance and whole-hearted follow<strong>in</strong>g<br />

of Christ. The man was obviously some k<strong>in</strong>d of dictator, hold<strong>in</strong>g<br />

people <strong>in</strong> sway by his hypnotic personality!<br />

She decided to br<strong>in</strong>g along a GP and a psychiatrist friend,<br />

and as her daughter was just under twenty-one, they were<br />

able to get her provisionally conf<strong>in</strong>ed under a section of the<br />

Mental Health Act. But after psychiatrists could f<strong>in</strong>d no evidence<br />

of bra<strong>in</strong>wash<strong>in</strong>g, the matter was dropped and she returned<br />

to us. It was an isolated <strong>in</strong>cident, but a po<strong>in</strong>ter to the<br />

misunderstand<strong>in</strong>g and persecution that lay ahead for us.<br />

From with<strong>in</strong> rose some disunity. Brian, who had been a key<br />

figure from the early days, struggled with <strong>our</strong> lifestyle now<br />

his family was at the Hall. The radical lifestyle, challeng<strong>in</strong>g<br />

enough for us s<strong>in</strong>gles, was a culture shock for the average<br />

couple. The self-conta<strong>in</strong>ed flats provided privacy for the nuclear<br />

family but some found it hard to <strong>in</strong>tegrate <strong>in</strong>to the rather<br />

motley ‘family’ at the Hall. Brian and his family began to withdraw<br />

from the life of the house. We found this isolation difficult<br />

to accept and Ralph and others gently entreated him.<br />

But the gulf widened and eventually the family left. It was a<br />

great loss.<br />

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