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Fire in our hearts - Jesus Army

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FIRE IN OUR HEARTS<br />

AWAKE O ZION!<br />

peared words like love, joy, loyalty. The more they sang, the<br />

larger their <strong>hearts</strong> became. Eventually these all jo<strong>in</strong>ed to form<br />

one great heart with the words: ‘The Fulness of God’. The<br />

people now laughed and wept freely together. Some crept to<br />

the outside but those of the one heart drew them <strong>in</strong> and knelt<br />

at their feet. Some of these jo<strong>in</strong>ed the oneness but others<br />

fled away <strong>in</strong>to the darkness.<br />

The Spirit was work<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> <strong>our</strong> depths. Many who once felt<br />

rejection and lonel<strong>in</strong>ess now wept it all out. It was hardly<br />

surpris<strong>in</strong>g that the jazzy choruses were giv<strong>in</strong>g way to gentle<br />

worship and songs that expressed the long<strong>in</strong>gs of the soul.<br />

At Ashburnham, the <strong>in</strong>struments would lead <strong>in</strong>to spiritual<br />

s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g. Then <strong>in</strong>dividuals sang or improvised on their <strong>in</strong>struments.<br />

Alan’s old busk<strong>in</strong>g partner would p<strong>our</strong> his heart out<br />

on the electric guitar. Once he’d lived like a tramp, addicted<br />

to cough medic<strong>in</strong>e. Now he sang <strong>in</strong> the c<strong>our</strong>ts of the K<strong>in</strong>g. At<br />

times a sense of the preciousness and depth of Zion spread<br />

over the assembly like liquid gold. We were learn<strong>in</strong>g to break<br />

open <strong>our</strong> <strong>hearts</strong> and release the fragrance of <strong>Jesus</strong>.<br />

But what did the staff at Ashburnham make of it all? For<br />

one young woman, meet<strong>in</strong>g the <strong>Jesus</strong> Fellowship <strong>in</strong> full flight<br />

was quite an experience:<br />

What struck me was the difference. It wasn’t just a conference.<br />

It was more like a life force! These people just flowed out. I felt<br />

I was com<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> out of the cold and suddenly there’s this massive<br />

great bonfire. And I was be<strong>in</strong>g slowly defrosted! I stopped<br />

swear<strong>in</strong>g and forgot to use make-up. But the biggest surprise<br />

was when it suddenly dawned on me that I wanted to be holy.<br />

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