A CAUSE TO FIGHT FOR - The Jesus Army
A CAUSE TO FIGHT FOR - The Jesus Army
A CAUSE TO FIGHT FOR - The Jesus Army
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double<br />
many<br />
blow..<br />
blessings<br />
When tragedy strikes a Christian couple<br />
– twice – how can they go on believing in<br />
the goodness of God?<br />
GORDON AND JENNY Martin lost both their children<br />
to a rare disease before they were three. Yet, though<br />
neither would say they had special qualities to weather<br />
such storms, their story emerges as a remarkable testimony<br />
to the comforting power of God.<br />
Gordon as a student in the 60s, had found himself asking<br />
what life was all about when his parents separated.<br />
An encounter with some Christians on the streets of<br />
Worthing proved life-changing.<br />
“As I chatted with one of them a voice in my head suddenly<br />
said ‘I want you’.” Gordon found faith and became<br />
part of a group of young Christians. It was here that he<br />
met Jenny and they married in 1976 and moved to<br />
Horsham.<br />
“I’d trained to be an occupational therapist” says Jenny.<br />
“But my sheltered childhood totally unprepared me<br />
for the realities of work in a psychiatric hospital.” Jenny<br />
had had a breakdown which left her prone to depression.<br />
In 1979, an old friend of Gordon’s, Roger, came to visit.<br />
He told Gordon he’d found “this little group of Christians<br />
– the <strong>Jesus</strong> Fellowship – living together in a Christian<br />
community near Coventry”.<br />
“We went to see for ourselves” says Gordon. “I lapped<br />
it up and Jenny loved it from the start, too. But Roger’s<br />
challenge to ‘come and join’ scared me. <strong>The</strong>re was too<br />
much to lose – the home we were just setting up, my job.<br />
I decided we weren’t ready yet.”<br />
By their second visit, their first baby was on the way; in<br />
1980 Stevie was born.<br />
“We thought we had a normal, healthy little boy<br />
– perhaps a bit slow developing but nothing obviously<br />
wrong,” explains Jenny. “In1982, just days before I was<br />
due to give birth to our second child, I woke in the night,<br />
hearing Stevie make a sobbing sound. He was having a<br />
massive, prolonged series of fits. A few hours later, while<br />
Stevie was in hospital with doctors trying to puzzle out<br />
what was the matter, I went into labour and our daughter<br />
Rachel was born.”<br />
Earlier that year, Jenny had read Power in Praise by<br />
Merlin Carothers, a Christian book which recommended<br />
praising God in all circumstances.<br />
“It grabbed me that people were praising God for awful<br />
things and how He transformed the people and those<br />
awful things in the process. We made an agreement to<br />
learn to praise God for every trial.”<br />
That discipline rescued them now. As Gordon sat<br />
in hospital with Stevie, he felt able to give him to God.<br />
Back home, Jenny wrote a prayer: “God – it’s all in Your<br />
hands.” That prayer was their anchor over the next three<br />
months, as Stevie’s condition deteriorated.<br />
“Stevie was a gentle, sensitive, little boy,” says Gordon.<br />
“We hoped the whole while for his healing. When we<br />
prayed for him he’d repeat ‘<strong>Jesus</strong> is Lord’ after us. At<br />
some stage in his illness, I realised Stevie could no longer<br />
see. His condition worsened and in January 1983 he died.<br />
<strong>The</strong> post-mortem revealed Alpers Syndrome. We were<br />
told it was so rare only eight cases were recorded and<br />
it wasn’t likely to affect other children we might have<br />
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