Infant and Child Sexuality: A Sociological Perspective - Ipce
Infant and Child Sexuality: A Sociological Perspective - Ipce
Infant and Child Sexuality: A Sociological Perspective - Ipce
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It was not until high school that I ever ran<br />
across much pornography, either in the form of<br />
pictures or books. When I got a hold of these<br />
they tended to be the things I masturbated over.<br />
Often I imagined a girl I knew to be the person<br />
in the picture or the story. It was the book<br />
that introduced me to such things as fellatio,<br />
cunnilingus, <strong>and</strong> anal intercourse, as well as<br />
other “unacceptable” forms of sex. Often I would<br />
imagine these things were being performed during<br />
masturbation.<br />
Throughout junior high <strong>and</strong> senior high school my<br />
self stimulation continued <strong>and</strong> my sexual fantasy<br />
developed. At first this involved images of life<br />
with the man I would some day meet or dreams of<br />
being held captive by a gang of boys, having to<br />
perform rituals including intercourse with them<br />
all, <strong>and</strong> showing my body to the group. Always<br />
the imaginary lead man was h<strong>and</strong>some <strong>and</strong><br />
domineering. Upon dating, my fantasy included<br />
the boy I was seeing at the time or images of<br />
marriage.<br />
Why do preadolescents fell guilty about masturbating? Is it because<br />
of parental attitudes transmitted in infancy <strong>and</strong> childhood? Is it<br />
parental admonition? Is it from reading some of the “scare” literature<br />
about the effects of masturbating? Many preadolescents are not<br />
consciously aware of any such reasons as to why they feel guilty. They<br />
appear to intuit guilt. If they remember the kind of sexual<br />
socialization they received in infancy <strong>and</strong> childhood they would likely<br />
know why they feel guilty when masturbating. In the following case, the<br />
boy’s puzzlement over the reasons for his guilt feelings is<br />
illustrative.<br />
It has always puzzled me as to exactly where I<br />
got the feelings of guilt. As far as I can<br />
remember, my parents never said much of anything<br />
about sex. Certainly nothing that would lead me<br />
to believe sex was wrong or bad. Possibly it was<br />
because they said nothing that I felt there was<br />
something secret about sex. Likewise, I can’t<br />
remember picking up much in church that would<br />
have led me to believe that I should not<br />
masturbate. Maybe I merely picked up the guilt<br />
feelings about sex from off-h<strong>and</strong> comments I<br />
might have heard. At any rate, regardless of<br />
where I acquired my feelings. I definitely felt<br />
it was wrong to masturbate <strong>and</strong> had deep guilt<br />
feelings about the activity.<br />
Masturbation is much more common in preadolescent boys than is heterosexual<br />
experience. Even for those who are willing, partners are not<br />
easy to come by <strong>and</strong> masturbating requires no partner. First experiments<br />
with copulation are not unusual between the ages of ten <strong>and</strong> fourteen,<br />
however. By twelve years of age, approximately one boy in every<br />
four or five has tried at least to copulate with a female <strong>and</strong> more than<br />
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