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''Vladimir Nabokov's Comic Quest for Reality' - Nottingham eTheses

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"Don't <strong>for</strong>get normal adultery" (442).<br />

Paradise, or what deranged minds mistook <strong>for</strong> it,<br />

does not exist, <strong>for</strong> (Anti) Terra is hell. Nor do some<br />

of the glimpses that Van allows the reader of the<br />

hereafter give rise to any hope that a better place<br />

may follow this "evil world" (301). Dan has only a<br />

dim vision of the hereafter as "the torture house of<br />

eternity" (435), but Van's ideas are more specific.<br />

Death, he knows, cannot be the end of everything:<br />

The mind of man, by nature a monist,<br />

cannot accept two nothings; he knows<br />

there has been one nothing, his biological<br />

inexistence in the infinite<br />

past, <strong>for</strong> his memory is utterly blank,<br />

and that nothingness, being, as it<br />

were, past, is not too hard to endure.<br />

But a second nothingness - which perhaps<br />

might not be so hard to bear<br />

either -<br />

is logically unacceptable.<br />

... we simply cannot expect a second<br />

nothing, a second void, a second blank<br />

(314).<br />

What he imagines as following life is perhaps harder<br />

to face than this second "impossible" nothingness<br />

and blank, <strong>for</strong> it is nothing less than a continuation<br />

of the unhappiness and pain of life, experienced<br />

through some <strong>for</strong>m of "disorganized consciousness"<br />

(314). To dying Mr Rack he says (mercifully only in<br />

thought): "... the only consciousness that persists in<br />

the hereafter is the consciousness of pain" (315),<br />

and he <strong>for</strong>esees <strong>for</strong> him<br />

...<br />

tiny clusters of particles still ,<br />

retaining Rack's personality, gathering<br />

here and there in the here-andthere-after,<br />

clinging to each other,<br />

somehow, somewhere, a web of Rack's<br />

toothaches here, a bundle of Rack's<br />

nightmares there - (315).<br />

...<br />

He sees Lucette's death as followed by an eternity

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