''Vladimir Nabokov's Comic Quest for Reality' - Nottingham eTheses

''Vladimir Nabokov's Comic Quest for Reality' - Nottingham eTheses ''Vladimir Nabokov's Comic Quest for Reality' - Nottingham eTheses

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- 213 - chess was only an enchanting dream" (105). Cured of a nervous breakdown - the consequence of this obsessional and exhausting preoccupation - Luzhin is for a while obedient to the instruction to regard chess as a "cold amusement", and he is "unable to think of it without a feeling of revulsion" (126). He gently submits to his wife's management of his life, and in a vague, dreamy sort of way even enjoys it. Then, by and by, chess takes hold of him again, more fatally and frighteningly than before. He is vaguely aware that a series of incidents seem to echo certain decisive incidents from his past. He realizes by degrees that this cannot be pure coincidence, but fails at first to see through what he calls the combination. Then, finally, comes a moment when things do fall into place and when the combination reveals itself to him, and this is for him a moment of aesthetic and artistic enjoyment. He feels the same delight he used to experience in connection with mathematics and jigsaw puzzles, but above all with chess. Pride and relief fill him, for he feels he has penetrated a mystery. He has detected the combination and system in the pattern of his life, found a pattern where there did not seem to be one, and where none but himself will see one. He experiences "that physiological sensation of harmony which is so well known to artists" (168), and which foreshadows the "combinational delight" that Shade in Pale Fire experiences when he discovers through his art the pattern and design underlying his own fate.

- 214 - Unlike Shade, however, Luzhin cannot accept what he finds. His delight changes into dread and horror when he realizes that the harmony he has detected is in fact the harmony of chess. Move by move, he finds, awesomely, elegantly, flexibly, the images of his childhood have been repeated (168); just ... as some combination, known from chess problems, can be indistinctly repeated on the board in actual play - so now the consecutive repetition of a familiar pattern was becoming noticeable in his present life (168). He suspects that the repetition will be continued, and he knows that if this happens, it will be fatal, for it will lead on to the same passion and ensuing catas- trophe as before and destroy once more what he has come to call "the dream of life" (190). From the moment he is able to distinguish the com- bination that has been worrying him for some time, his whole life takes on in his mind the semblance of a mon- strous game of chess. Even though he forbids himself to think of actual games, he is able to think only in chess images (190), and even sleep consists of sixty-four squares, a gigantic board in the middle of which, trembling and stark naked, Luzhin stood, the size of a pawn, and peered at the dim position of large pieces, megacephalous, with crowns and manes (186). Dillard's statements describe accurately what Luzhin experiences from now on. Although he has come to under- stand through his art the pattern of events and inci- dents in his life, and although he thinks he knows what it will lead to if it is developed any further, he is yet quite unable to interfere and to form the

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chess was only an enchanting dream" (105).<br />

Cured of a nervous breakdown<br />

- the consequence of<br />

this obsessional and exhausting preoccupation - Luzhin<br />

is <strong>for</strong> a while obedient to the instruction to regard<br />

chess as a "cold amusement", and he is "unable to<br />

think of it without a feeling of revulsion" (126). He<br />

gently submits to his wife's management of his life,<br />

and in a vague, dreamy sort of way even enjoys it.<br />

Then, by and by, chess takes hold of him again,<br />

more fatally and frighteningly than be<strong>for</strong>e. He is<br />

vaguely aware that a series of incidents seem to echo<br />

certain decisive incidents from his past. He realizes<br />

by degrees that this cannot be pure coincidence, but<br />

fails at first to see through what he calls the combination.<br />

Then, finally, comes a moment when things<br />

do fall into place and when the combination reveals itself<br />

to him, and this is <strong>for</strong> him a moment of aesthetic<br />

and artistic enjoyment. He feels the same delight he<br />

used to experience in connection with mathematics and<br />

jigsaw puzzles, but above all with chess. Pride and<br />

relief fill him, <strong>for</strong> he feels he has penetrated a<br />

mystery. He has detected the combination and system<br />

in the pattern of his life, found a pattern where there<br />

did not seem to be one, and where none but himself will<br />

see one. He experiences "that physiological sensation<br />

of harmony which is so well known to artists" (168),<br />

and which <strong>for</strong>eshadows the "combinational delight" that<br />

Shade in Pale Fire experiences when he discovers<br />

through his art the pattern and design underlying his<br />

own<br />

fate.

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