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now have my doubts, which is what brings me here: the question<br />

of “uncertainty.”<br />

The semester before I wrote my graduate thesis, the last<br />

semester of my Master’s coursework at Montclair State, I took a<br />

course called “Rhetorical Theory and the Teaching of Writing.”<br />

It was taught by a professor whom I had heard about many times<br />

before from some of my fellow graduate assistants who had<br />

already taken this same class. His name was Bob Whitney. When<br />

they spoke of him, it was almost with reverence as well as<br />

respect, as if he were some sort of religious personage, a yogi<br />

or a shaman or some such thing, who had opened their eyes to<br />

hitherto untold “truths” about writing or teaching or both. It<br />

was not difficult to see why some responded to him as they did,<br />

this man who appeared to me more like a hippie lumberjack than a<br />

composition professor, as he exhibited a reserved yet roused<br />

passion for writing, reading, and, perhaps more than anything<br />

else, questioning. And if he did fulfill the role of graduate<br />

school “clergyman” for some of my classmates, what we worshipped<br />

in that small, windowless room that semester was “uncertainty.”<br />

The words “write with uncertainty” became the veritable mantra<br />

of the class over the span of that term. Almost everything<br />

about the course was intended to offer us a portrait of that<br />

“uncertainty,” not only philosophically but pedagogically as<br />

well – what it was supposed to “do.” It was at the heart of our<br />

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