Stony Brook University - SUNY Digital Repository
Stony Brook University - SUNY Digital Repository Stony Brook University - SUNY Digital Repository
Willingness to work for ends by means of acts not naturally attractive is best attained by securing such an appreciation of the value of the end that a sense of its value is transferred to its means of accomplishment. Not interesting in themselves, they borrow interest from the result with which they are associated. (218) This “value” is “conjoint free mental play and thoughtfulness” (219) - the marriage of “pure interest in truth” and the “love of the free play of thought” - which is so natural to children but is often lost upon maturity because of the pressure of “social conditions.” For Dewey, it is the work of the teacher to stimulate his or her students to pursue such “value” in those “materials and occupations” put before them. To do this, to stimulate the “enrichment of the present for its own sake [which] is the just heritage of childhood and the best insurer of future growth” (219), is to stimulate wonder, that thing I sought out in my own writing when I too was a child and then, years later, when I began working to become a teacher of writing. And now that I have explored those portraits of the dialectical opposition of Uncertainty and Certainty as offered, whether explicitly or implicitly, through the educational philosophy of John Dewey and the research study of William Perry, I would now turn to me: my very own attempts to realize this theoretical purpose and the “potential” and “promise” therein in the writing classes I have taught over the years. I 172
would say a few things about my pedagogy before explaining, with as much detail as I can offer, how I have tried to translate that dialectic into practice. Towards the end of Embracing Contraries, Peter Elbow had this to say about the raison d’etre of his “cooking”: Searching for contradiction and affirming both sides can allow you to find both the limitations of the system in which you are working and a way to break out of it. If you find contradictions and try too quickly to get rid of them, you are only neatening up, even straightening, the system you are in. To actually get beyond that system you need to find the deepest contradictions and, instead of trying to reconcile them, heighten them by affirming both sides. And if you can nurture the contradictions cleverly enough, you can be led to a new system with a wider frame of reference, one that includes the two new elements which were felt as contradictory in the old frame of reference. (241, emphasis mine) If my philosophy of teaching were to have some defining epigraph, some words that distilled the primordial essence of what I thought about the “How?” and the “Why?” of teaching, it would be these. Elbow does indeed summarize my teaching philosophy very well, very well better than I could do myself. For me, thinking and learning – and writing – rises from out of the wreckage of the disturbing head-on collision of those “deepest contradictions.” And teaching is provoking and inciting – catalyzing – those collisions. “Nurtur[ing]” those collisions, within the student but also within yourself, as a teacher. Between freedom and constraint. Between exploration and scrutiny. Between the “personal” and the “social.” Between hope and skepticism. Between inspiration and criticism. 173
- Page 129 and 130: former I will not really pay much a
- Page 131 and 132: avoid Certainty put forward as Unce
- Page 133 and 134: Derrida’s purpose for “deconstr
- Page 135 and 136: “subversion” and there is no
- Page 137 and 138: IV. As a teacher, how do you not be
- Page 139 and 140: urge to “write with Uncertainty,
- Page 141 and 142: his book Embracing Contraries, he e
- Page 143 and 144: iochemical workings of the human bo
- Page 145 and 146: with the densest, most unyielding o
- Page 147 and 148: are, as LuMing Mao explains in his
- Page 149 and 150: a compromise and a retreat, yet ano
- Page 151 and 152: more fully human is curtailed. Eros
- Page 153 and 154: “cooking”: “Between People,
- Page 155 and 156: palpable. To teachers of writing st
- Page 157 and 158: een greatly influenced by this conc
- Page 159 and 160: attribute that movement, that progr
- Page 161 and 162: But this is a somewhat vague answer
- Page 163 and 164: where students perceive “all know
- Page 165 and 166: with a graduation from college or u
- Page 167 and 168: call for thinking. In essence, it i
- Page 169 and 170: Difficulty or obstruction in the wa
- Page 171 and 172: education, but it ends with his con
- Page 173 and 174: is also the rise of the other. But,
- Page 175 and 176: processes? “Morals”? Deliberate
- Page 177 and 178: exactly is that teacher to evoke fo
- Page 179: The more remote supplies the stimul
- Page 183 and 184: to coin wholly new and different mo
- Page 185 and 186: “middling” and Knoblauch’s ow
- Page 187 and 188: question of how their educational e
- Page 189 and 190: of the readings and, quoting the as
- Page 191 and 192: genetics and chemistry? Or is the i
- Page 193 and 194: ibliography, and a final report, wh
- Page 195 and 196: turned outward, towards society and
- Page 197 and 198: as a whole. These essays attempted
- Page 199 and 200: students had to do it from and for
- Page 201 and 202: teacher staring back at me. A lazy
- Page 203 and 204: ut inwards, to themselves, and to p
- Page 205 and 206: Again, if I took that long, hard lo
- Page 207 and 208: subjectivity” of those same “po
- Page 209 and 210: eflecting writing and those questio
- Page 211 and 212: work” (318). For me, it is this s
- Page 213 and 214: ut what is thought and, possibly, w
- Page 215 and 216: of the “Deweyan” community - th
- Page 217 and 218: question, “Can writing be used to
- Page 219 and 220: Shapiro took those seventy essays a
- Page 221 and 222: instructor’s standing within such
- Page 223 and 224: in responding to drafts, in confere
- Page 225 and 226: elevance of context is what finally
- Page 227 and 228: different composition scholars and
- Page 229 and 230: a human being living in this world
would say a few things about my pedagogy before explaining, with<br />
as much detail as I can offer, how I have tried to translate<br />
that dialectic into practice. Towards the end of Embracing<br />
Contraries, Peter Elbow had this to say about the raison d’etre<br />
of his “cooking”:<br />
Searching for contradiction and affirming both sides<br />
can allow you to find both the limitations of the<br />
system in which you are working and a way to break<br />
out of it. If you find contradictions and try too<br />
quickly to get rid of them, you are only neatening<br />
up, even straightening, the system you are in. To<br />
actually get beyond that system you need to find the<br />
deepest contradictions and, instead of trying to<br />
reconcile them, heighten them by affirming both<br />
sides. And if you can nurture the contradictions<br />
cleverly enough, you can be led to a new system with<br />
a wider frame of reference, one that includes the two<br />
new elements which were felt as contradictory in the<br />
old frame of reference. (241, emphasis mine)<br />
If my philosophy of teaching were to have some defining<br />
epigraph, some words that distilled the primordial essence of<br />
what I thought about the “How?” and the “Why?” of teaching, it<br />
would be these. Elbow does indeed summarize my teaching<br />
philosophy very well, very well better than I could do myself.<br />
For me, thinking and learning – and writing – rises from out of<br />
the wreckage of the disturbing head-on collision of those<br />
“deepest contradictions.” And teaching is provoking and<br />
inciting – catalyzing – those collisions. “Nurtur[ing]” those<br />
collisions, within the student but also within yourself, as a<br />
teacher. Between freedom and constraint. Between exploration<br />
and scrutiny. Between the “personal” and the “social.” Between<br />
hope and skepticism. Between inspiration and criticism.<br />
173