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would do my homework in the back, but that practice didn't last. I wasn't a manager like<br />
Javier, so I wasn't supposed to be within answering distance of the phone, leaving the<br />
office desk off limits. This limitation of my position left me standing over my trigonome<br />
try problems or a physiology diagram at the side order preparation counter. If Javier<br />
wasn't busy (he usually wasn't), he would make fun of me for being a nerd.<br />
Another thing which delighted Javier in his free time was talking to the cooks<br />
about things he thought I didn't understand. I knew enough Spanish to pick up the<br />
general topic of conversation, but I never revealed this fact until the night he was talking<br />
about his latest jaunt to the strip club. Javier must have had a desirable lap, because he<br />
always got the best lap dances for free.<br />
"Do you tell your wife you go to strip clubs?"<br />
The question stuck in the air until Javier digested the moment.<br />
"Hablas espanol?"<br />
"I understand a little, but speak less."<br />
"Comprendes todos los conversaciones de hoy?"<br />
"Maybe today, but you'll never know, will you?"<br />
I didn't realize it immediately, but that day I had at least secured myself a<br />
place within the hierarchy, even if it was still on the bottom. Javier spent less time talking<br />
about me, around me, and over my head, and more time talking to me.<br />
"Going to the strip club tonight?" I asked once.<br />
"No, I have to work."<br />
"Strip clubs are open after closing time."<br />
"No, my other job," he said. "I work as a driver for Pepsi."<br />
"Oh."<br />
"See, my goal was to save up enough money to quit this job, because the other<br />
one pays more. I was going to invest in stocks and go back to school. Then my wife had<br />
the baby and we needed more money." Javier was stuck. The most he'd ever be able to<br />
do is manage another fast food restaurant or drive or take orders somewhere. Thelma<br />
was likely stuck as well. In a few months I'd be graduating from high school and would<br />
be quitting fast food for the rest of my life. No matter how far below the hierarchy I'd<br />
been, nothing was as low as being on the top.<br />
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