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were released from their kennel to<br />

roam the campus at night .<br />

The teachers' favorite topic of<br />

conversation was the students : how<br />

stupid and ignorant they were .<br />

"The students don't count at<br />

all," said a not very scholarly<br />

teacher . "A university is a community<br />

of scholars . It exists for the<br />

sake of the teachers ."<br />

The school was desperate for<br />

PhDs, and the degree seemed to be<br />

all important . The chairman of my<br />

department was an East Indian<br />

who had just gotten his doctorate<br />

from N.Y.U . He had never taught,<br />

knew nothing about this country,<br />

planned to return to India and enter<br />

politics shortly, and was very status<br />

conscious. He pretended not to<br />

know his black colleagues when<br />

they met off campus . Then, there<br />

were several elderly Chinese refugees<br />

. The students couldn't understand<br />

their English. They cared<br />

nothing about the students. They<br />

let them cheat openly on exams, because<br />

they didn't want to bother<br />

stopping them . Students were eager<br />

to get into their classes, because<br />

they gave good grades and expected<br />

nothing from the students .<br />

Although it was a state college,<br />

they had something called Religious<br />

Emphasis Week . This consisted<br />

of sermons in which the so-<br />

6 2<br />

cial order was thoroughly identified<br />

with God. The students were exhorted<br />

to feel eternally grateful for<br />

the opportunity to get a college<br />

education, although I don't think<br />

that is a good description of what<br />

they were getting .<br />

Right after Religious Emphasis<br />

Week, we had a class discussion<br />

on a statement by Napoleon to the<br />

effect that the only way to make<br />

the poor and downtrodden submit<br />

to their lot here on earth is to promise<br />

them rewards in the hereafter .<br />

One of the students thought Napoleon<br />

had something there . The<br />

other students indignantly stared<br />

her down .<br />

Many of the teachers complained<br />

about the student's lack of<br />

spontaneity.<br />

"They never smile."<br />

"They never show a spark of<br />

life ."<br />

After a while, we had to close<br />

the windows and doors in my class,<br />

because the discussions were getting<br />

so animated .<br />

When one of my students said,<br />

"I don't know why we should be<br />

grateful to Lincoln for freeing us .<br />

He only did it because he had to,"<br />

I thought I had it made .<br />

There were a handful of students<br />

from the outside world, most of<br />

them on athletic scholarships . One<br />

student, a basketball player from<br />

Indiana, was determinedly hostile<br />

to me, and influenced the class . The<br />

day Malcolm was killed, we both<br />

found ourselves explaining to the<br />

class who Malcolm was . One of the<br />

March 1969 NEGRO DIGEST

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