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213<br />

A VIZIER’S DAUGHTER – A TALE OF THE HAZARA WAR<br />

“Agha, that is hardly a fair question,” she said. “You say I have given<br />

you services. Do you accept them as a gift, or was I merely slave<br />

bound to render them?”<br />

“You were never as my other slaves, Gul Begum,” he said quietly.<br />

“Surely you must admit that.”<br />

“No, I worked harder, was more often scolded,” she said pensively.<br />

“And were often praised,” he added. “Would you have changed places<br />

with any of my other slaves – with your cousin – with Shereen, for<br />

instance? I never scolded her.”<br />

The girl looked down. “No, Agha, I would not, you know I would not. I<br />

was never unhappy, except in seeing you cast down and overstrained<br />

and anxious. I had no trouble of my own.”<br />

“Not when you heard Mohamed Jan was going to reclaim you and tear<br />

you limb from limb? How quickly you have forgotten, girl.”<br />

“Mohamed Jan! Ah, that is the one name on earth that makes me<br />

tremble, Agha – Mohamed Jan. do you believe in dreams? I know you<br />

do, and in palmistry and all such things, although you will not own it?”<br />

She gave him no time to answer, but continued: “Agha, that man is in<br />

my fate, I cannot shake him off or get rid of him – he haunts me. Old<br />

Miriam said so, and since then I dreamt, oh, such a horrid dream! I<br />

thought that a great thick blackness was drawn between me and the<br />

light, and when I tried to peer through it I saw only as it were through<br />

a mist – a thick white mist like a veil. I strained my eyes and strained<br />

and strained again, then saw a face; it was Mohamed Jan; and then the<br />

darkness deepened again, and I awoke, cold and trembling, and with<br />

the feeling that I had seen a vision rather tha n dreamt an ordinary<br />

dream.”<br />

“Forget all about that now, child,” the official said kindly, but rather<br />

sadly. He, too, was superstitious. “Those thoughts, those dreams, that<br />

fate belonged to Kabul. We have both broken our Kismet, we have<br />

burst our bonds, and as you yourself said but a few minutes ago, we are<br />

free. We must both dream, but now we must dream for the future.<br />

Dreams of peace, and,” after a pause, “of power. I feel a different man.<br />

When shall I reach India? and when are we to get food, and where? this<br />

mountain air gives me quite an appetite.”<br />

“Do you see that cleft in the hills there, Agha, far in the distance? If<br />

we make for that we shall be taking the shortest way to India, shall I<br />

take you there, or will you not stay a day or two and rest? In t his<br />

country we are safe.”<br />

“Rest? Why should I rest?” her companion asked gaily. “What has<br />

there been to fatigue me? I went for an afternoon and evening ride

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