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"Surely You're Joking, Mr. Feynman!" - unam.

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concentrate on this one. So they started to work.<br />

My wife, Arlene, was ill with tuberculosis ­­ very ill indeed. It looked as if<br />

something might happen at any minute, so I arranged ahead of time with a friend of mine<br />

in the dormitory to borrow his car in an emergency so I could get to Albuquerque<br />

quickly. His name was Klaus Fuchs. He was the spy, and he used his automobile to take<br />

the atomic secrets away from Los Alamos down to Santa Fe. But nobody knew that.<br />

The emergency arrived. I borrowed Fuchs's car and picked up a couple of<br />

hitchhikers, in case something happened with the car on the way to Albuquerque. Sure<br />

enough, just as we were driving into Santa Fe, we got a flat tire. The two guys helped me<br />

change the tire, and just as we were leaving Santa Fe, another tire went flat. We pushed<br />

the car into a nearby gas station.<br />

The gas station guy was repairing somebody else's car, and it was going to take a<br />

while before he could help us. I didn't even think to say anything, but the two hitchhikers<br />

went over to the gas station man and told him the situation. Soon we had a new tire (but<br />

no spare ­­ tires were hard to get during the war).<br />

About thirty niiles outside Albuquerque a third tire went flat, so I left the car on<br />

the road and we hitchhiked the rest of the way. I phoned a garage to go out and get the<br />

car while I went to the hospital to see my wife.<br />

Arlene died a few hours after I got there. A nurse came in to fill out the death<br />

certificate, and went out again. I spent a little more time with my wife. Then I looked at<br />

the clock I had given her seven years before, when she had first become sick with<br />

tuberculosis. It was something which in those days was very nice: a digital clock whose<br />

numbers would change by turning around mechanically. The clock was very delicate and<br />

often stopped for one reason or another ­­ I had to repair it from time to time ­­ but I kept<br />

it going for all those years. Now, it had stopped once more ­­ at 9:22, the time on the<br />

death certificate!<br />

I remembered the time I was in my fraternity house at MIT when the idea came<br />

into my head completely out of the blue that my grandmother was dead. Right after that<br />

there was a telephone call, just like that. It was for Pete Bernays ­­ my grandmother<br />

wasn't dead. So I remembered that, in case somebody told me a story that ended the other<br />

way. I figured that such things can sometimes happen by luck ­­ after all, my<br />

grandmother was very old ­­ although people might think they happened by some sort of<br />

supernatural phenomenon.<br />

Arlene had kept this clock by her bedside all the time she was sick, and now it<br />

stopped the moment she died. I can understand how a person who half believes in the<br />

possibility of such things, and who hasn't got a doubting mind ­­ especially in a<br />

circumstance like that ­­ doesn't immediately try to figure out what happened, but instead<br />

explains that no one touched the clock, and there was no possibility of explanation by<br />

normal phenomena. The clock simply stopped. It would become a dramatic example of<br />

these fantastic phenomena.<br />

I saw that the light in the room was low, and then I remembered that the nurse had<br />

picked up the clock and turned it toward the light to see the face better. That could easily<br />

have stopped it.<br />

I went for a walk outside. Maybe I was fooling myself, but I was surprised how I<br />

didn't feel what I thought people would expect to feel under the circumstances. I wasn't<br />

delighted, but I didn't feel terribly upset, perhaps because I had known for seven years

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