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"Surely You're Joking, Mr. Feynman!" - unam.

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hair. I tried to see if I could see each hair. You know how there's a little area of color just<br />

where the sun is reflecting ­­ the diffraction effect, I could see that! I could see each hair<br />

as sharp as you want: perfect vision!<br />

Another time I had a dream in which a thumbtack was stuck in a doorframe. I see<br />

the tack, run my fingers down the doorframe, and I feel the tack. So the "seeing<br />

department" arid the "feeling department" of the brain seem to be connected. Then I say<br />

to myself, Could it be that they don't have to be connected? I look at the doorframe again,<br />

and there's no thumbtack. I run my finger down the doorframe, and I feel the tack!<br />

Another time I'm dreaming and I hear "knock­knock; knock­knock." Something<br />

was happening in the dream that made this knocking fit, but not perfectly ­­ it seemed<br />

sort of foreign. I thought: "Absolutely guaranteed that this knocking is coming from<br />

outside my dream, and I've invented this part of the dream to fit with it. I've got to wake<br />

up and find out what the hell it is."<br />

The knocking is still going, I wake up, and. . . Dead silence. There was nothing.<br />

So it wasn't connected to the outside.<br />

Other people have told me that they have incorporated external noises into their<br />

dreams, but when I had this experience, carefully "watching from below," and sure the<br />

noise was coming from outside the dream, it wasn't.<br />

During the time of making observations in my dreams, the process of waking up<br />

was a rather fearful one. As you're beginning to wake up there's a moment when you feel<br />

rigid and tied down, or underneath many layers of cotton batting. It's hard to explain, but<br />

there's a moment when you get the feeling you can't get out; you're not sure you can wake<br />

up. So I would have to tell myself ­­ after I was awake ­­ that that's ridiculous. There's no<br />

disease I know of where a person falls asleep naturally and can't wake up. You can<br />

always wake up. And after talking to myself many times like that, I became less and less<br />

afraid, and in fact I found the process of waking up rather thrilling ­­ something like a<br />

roller coaster: After a while you're not so scared, and you begin to enjoy it a little bit.<br />

You might like to know how this process of observing my dreams stopped (which<br />

it has for the most part; it's happened just a few times since). I'm dreaming one night as<br />

usual, making observations, and I see on the wall in front of me a pennant. I answer for<br />

the twenty­fifth time, "Yes, I'm dreaming in color," and then I realize that I've been<br />

sleeping with the back of my head against a brass rod. I put my hand behind my head and<br />

I feel that the back of my head is soft. I think, "Aha! That's why I've been able to make all<br />

these observations in my dreams: the brass rod has disturbed my visual cortex. All I have<br />

to do is sleep with a brass rod under my head, and I can make these observations any time<br />

I want. So I think I'll stop making observations on this one, and go into deeper sleep."<br />

When I woke up later, there was no brass rod, nor was the back of my head soft.<br />

Somehow I had become tired of making these observations, and my brain had invented<br />

some false reasons as to why I shouldn't do it any more.<br />

As a result of these observations I began to get a little theory. One of the reasons<br />

that I liked to look at dreams was that I was curious as to how you can see an image, of a<br />

person, for example, when your eyes are closed, and nothing's coming in. You say it<br />

might be random, irregular nerve discharges, but you can't get the nerves to discharge in<br />

exactly the same delicate patterns when you are sleeping as when you are awake, looking<br />

at something. Well then, how could I "see" in color, and in better detail, when I was<br />

asleep?

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