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<strong>Psychosocial</strong> <strong>Notebook</strong>, Volume 2, October 2001<br />

we are not nomadic as people here think, a day here another day there…<br />

around… what we should do around?<br />

Sofia: In the middle of October I went back to my city [Vuctrn,<br />

Kosovo] in order to get some documents and see the condition<br />

of my house… and I saw not only mine, but many<br />

destroyed houses… before destroying them they removed<br />

windows, doors, floors… I saw all the tiles broken and the<br />

kitchen… only three walls were standing, one on the back<br />

and two in the middle of this two-floor high house… everything<br />

had been taken away… also the house had been violated…<br />

I was so upset when I saw what had happened to the<br />

house that everything disappeared in front of my eyes… It<br />

was tragic… I saw all of that and everything disappeared in<br />

front of my eyes…<br />

Question: Did you faint?<br />

Sofia: Yes… fainted… I didn’t imagine that it would be like that…<br />

if my house was still there I would not have come to Italy at<br />

all…<br />

The memory of the house was always there, of the city, of what was<br />

left… I had my fantasies about what happened to me, not about the<br />

future… [Rozafa]<br />

It is better if everyone goes back home… I was much happier there…<br />

[Bajtar]<br />

The theme of the house and the story of return were both central to the<br />

refugees’ narrative identity. According to research in the field, these<br />

images correspond to the Roma people’s need to reconstruct the meanings<br />

and self-perceptions which have been challenged by the experience of displacement.<br />

In a completely new environment and life, the refugees need to<br />

build an image of continuity and coherence with their own past (Daniel<br />

and Knudsen, 1995). As in the words of Plejic:<br />

Home is a place of security, one’s “life-work” and the symbol of the family’s<br />

success. The loss of home and everything it stood for represents one<br />

of the fundamental motives in all our testimonies (Plejic, 1993: 234).<br />

In the last sentence of her previous statement “If my house was there, I<br />

would not have come to Italy at all,” Sofia spoke for the majority of<br />

Romany interviewees. Most of them left Kosovo because they were forced<br />

to do so by circumstances, and they wish to return. In describing their emigration,<br />

the Romany refugees emphasized this will to go home to Kosovo,<br />

and not one of them seemed to want to reconstruct their life in Italy or elsewhere.<br />

This longing was shared by all of the refugees, men and women,<br />

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