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"Well, I'm proud of you." For some reason, this made his face fall a little. "What's<br />

wrong?" she asked.<br />

"I'm just dying," he said through a reluctant smile, "to call Joey. Every time I get a B,<br />

every time I get a paper back and the professor has actually claimed to have understood<br />

it, every time anybody pays me a compliment, I'm just overwhelmed with this feeling of<br />

wanting to talk to her. And I know I can't, and I know that's a good thing, and I know<br />

she's happy in Boston, but . . . I miss her like you wouldn't believe."<br />

Gretchen frowned. "Tell me again why you can't call her."<br />

Pacey took another bite out of his cookie and chewed it thoughtfully. "I can't call her,<br />

because she and I have a deal. She's doing her thing there, and I'm doing my thing<br />

here. That's what we decided. We don't talk, we don't write, we don't e-mail, we just . . .<br />

we don't."<br />

"Well, why did you make a stupid, moronic deal like that?"<br />

He chuckled. "Gretch, Joey and I have done nothing but go around in circles since the<br />

day we started dating. We're together, we're not together, we're dating, we're just<br />

friends, we're with other people . . . it just got ridiculous. And after she moved back from<br />

California, we agreed that we shouldn't get back together right away. It was a bad idea.<br />

She needs to finish up all this old stuff in her head, and so do I, and we agreed that<br />

taking some time apart was the best way to do that."<br />

"Why can't you be friends? Why can't you talk on the phone like friends?" Gretchen<br />

shrugged. "Dawson and I do."<br />

"Can you please not make me relive that particular festival of horrors?" Pacey looked at<br />

his cookie distastefully, then put it down. "You've literally put me off my feed there, sis."<br />

He rolled his eyes. "Anyway, we can't talk on the phone like friends because we agreed<br />

that we've talked about everything there is to talk about until we both feel ready to move<br />

on. And maybe that will be together, and maybe not."<br />

"Very adult," she said, nodding.<br />

"We thought so." He picked up his pen again.<br />

"It's good of you not to rush her," Gretchen said admiringly.<br />

"Well, it's good that she's in Boston, because right at this particular moment, if you put<br />

her in the same room with me, you can bet your ass I'd rush her. I'd rush her like I was<br />

going for the quarterback sack." He popped the rest of his cookie in his mouth. "Thanks<br />

for the food. Now go pester Dougie, because I've got stuff to do."<br />

***<br />

part twelve: give

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