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"Mmm, very informative. You'd be great on TV. 'Ladies and gentlemen, this is Jennifer Lindley, I'm standing somewhere where, moments ago, something occurred. Details to follow as events warrant.'" He popped a chip in his mouth. "So you were going to tell me." She sipped her drink casually, lying on her side and keeping her eyes on the screen. "Tell you what?" He was stalling, of course. "Before you went into the kitchen, you were going to tell me what happened on Thanksgiving between you and Joey." "I was? I don't remember that." He looked at her, feigning puzzlement, but his enthusiasm for the game wilted when she shot him a motherly look. "You know I don't kiss and tell." "You kissed her?" "No. But I don't bandage and tell, either." He munched on another chip and wiggled his eyebrows tauntingly. "Yeah, I heard about the bandaging. I heard that she punched some guy and knocked a couple of his teeth out, and then I heard that he tried to attack her, and you dragged her off to the bathroom and then . . . ," she nodded knowingly, "there was touching." He grinned. "Well, I'd say the entire thing has been blown a little out of proportion, as these escapades so often are. She didn't take out any teeth, but she did pretty much knock him on his ass, and I wouldn't say he tried to attack her so much as he tried to save what was left of his withering rep as a he-man." "And?" Now she rolled onto her back and faced him. "What happened?" He looked down at his hands. "Well, there was indeed a brief remembrance of things past, but . . . nothing to speak of. Hands were held, but there was no lip." He took a long drink and then frowned. "You understand, she was entranced by the sparkling Witter charm, but I, ever the gentleman, returned her to Dawson with her purity none the worse for wear." She watched his face for a long minute. "You really can make anything into banter." His face flashed with pain, and then he shook his head and chuckled. "Well, what were you hoping to hear? That it hurt so bad to walk away from her that I felt like crawling into bed for a week? That the minute I touched her hand, I started shaking and I still can't believe she didn't call me on it? That . . . that I saw a ten-second glimpse of the only girl -- the only human being -- who ever made me completely happy, and then she was gone so fast that it was like seeing a ghost?" He glanced at Jen, who had reached down and taken his hand. "None of that's true, of course." "Of course."

*** Joey's mind wandered back to Thanksgiving. She thought of the moment when Pacey grabbed her by the belt loop and pulled on her. It had felt strangely like being led by her hips. And then in the bathroom, he had touched her hands and reached up her sleeve . . . I miss here, he had said. The voice in her head was insistent and irritated this time. Your boyfriend is kissing you. You should be paying attention. She immediately jerked her head back, her mouth making a loud smacking sound as she disengaged from Dawson. "What?" He looked stunned. "Joey, what's wrong?" "I -- I -- nothing." She smiled as warmly as she could. "I'm sorry." She turned around so her back was to him, then sank back into his chest. She pulled his arms around her, and turned her attention back to the movie. "Did I miss the part where Harrison Ford drag races Paul LeMat and the girl from 'One Day at a Time?'" "No, still to come." He ran his fingers over her hands as they sat pretzeled on the couch. "Are you sure there's nothing wrong?" She wasn't listening. She was already back in the bathroom of Pete's apartment, with Pacey's hand up the sleeve of her sweater. He touched her arm with warm fingers, and she stopped breathing. His hand pulled out of her sleeve and moved up to her cheek, she tilted her head down to meet it, his finger was on her jaw . . . I miss here. She closed her eyes, and now she was back even farther. Trace. She ran her hand up her sleeve to the inside of her elbow, then ran her finger back and forth inside the bend of her arm. "Joey, did you hear me?" She snapped her head forward and almost felt the time rush forward until she wound up here, on this couch, with Dawson. This is wrong, and you know it's wrong, and it's not fair to him. She hated that voice, because it was always right. "No," she said plainly. "I didn't hear you." She shifted and turned so she was facing him. Staring into his eyes, freed suddenly from the task of trying to be in love with him, she felt an overwhelming rush of affection. They were six again, seeing E.T. for the first time. They were ten, sharing a pint of Ben and Jerry's on the end of the dock. They were twelve, in her room the day her mother died, his arm around her shoulders, her face buried in his shirt. How was she going to do this? Finally, she spoke. "I want to thank you so much for bringing me to California with you." For just a minute, it didn't register. Some part of his brain actually started to form words like I'm glad you came with me, to be delivered as an even response to this spontaneous burst of gratitude from Joey. But then he saw the way she was rubbing her hand against the leg of her jeans. Something was very, very wrong. "Where is this going, Jo?" His eyes were dark.

"Mmm, very informative. You'd be great on TV. 'Ladies and gentlemen, this is Jennifer<br />

Lindley, I'm standing somewhere where, moments ago, something occurred. Details to<br />

follow as events warrant.'" He popped a chip in his mouth.<br />

"So you were going to tell me." She sipped her drink casually, lying on her side and<br />

keeping her eyes on the screen.<br />

"Tell you what?" He was stalling, of course.<br />

"Before you went into the kitchen, you were going to tell me what happened on<br />

Thanksgiving between you and Joey."<br />

"I was? I don't remember that." He looked at her, feigning puzzlement, but his<br />

enthusiasm for the game wilted when she shot him a motherly look. "You know I don't<br />

kiss and tell."<br />

"You kissed her?"<br />

"No. But I don't bandage and tell, either." He munched on another chip and wiggled his<br />

eyebrows tauntingly.<br />

"Yeah, I heard about the bandaging. I heard that she punched some guy and knocked a<br />

couple of his teeth out, and then I heard that he tried to attack her, and you dragged her<br />

off to the bathroom and then . . . ," she nodded knowingly, "there was touching."<br />

He grinned. "Well, I'd say the entire thing has been blown a little out of proportion, as<br />

these escapades so often are. She didn't take out any teeth, but she did pretty much<br />

knock him on his ass, and I wouldn't say he tried to attack her so much as he tried to<br />

save what was left of his withering rep as a he-man."<br />

"And?" Now she rolled onto her back and faced him. "What happened?"<br />

He looked down at his hands. "Well, there was indeed a brief remembrance of things<br />

past, but . . . nothing to speak of. Hands were held, but there was no lip." He took a<br />

long drink and then frowned. "You understand, she was entranced <strong>by</strong> the sparkling<br />

Witter charm, but I, ever the gentleman, returned her to Dawson with her purity none the<br />

worse for wear."<br />

She watched his face for a long minute. "You really can make anything into banter."<br />

His face flashed with pain, and then he shook his head and chuckled. "Well, what were<br />

you hoping to hear? That it hurt so bad to walk away from her that I felt like crawling into<br />

bed for a week? That the minute I touched her hand, I started shaking and I still can't<br />

believe she didn't call me on it? That . . . that I saw a ten-second glimpse of the only girl<br />

-- the only human being -- who ever made me completely happy, and then she was gone<br />

so fast that it was like seeing a ghost?" He glanced at Jen, who had reached down and<br />

taken his hand. "None of that's true, of course."<br />

"Of course."

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