SOS by Glory, Girl Writer.pdf - Dawson's Creek Fandom Wiki
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"Hey, if she can wear a dress that costs as much as my car, despite the fact that she's never going to wear it again, I can give myself all the credit I want for looking just as good for a much more reasonable price." "You certainly are an incurable romantic." Jack smoothed the front of his own crisp white shirt, then clamped his hand on Pacey's shoulder. "You ready?" "Uhhh, I'm getting there." Pacey grinned and checked his reflection one more time. "Did you make sure Doug has the ring?" he asked in a low voice. "He has it. I checked twice. I asked him once in English, and once in Spanish, and then I made him show it to me, and then I hid it and made him describe it to me, and then I made him ask for it nicely, and then I gave it back to him. He has it." Jack gave a broad, brisk, thoroughly sarcastic thumbs-up. "We're a go for launch." Pacey clenched and unclenched his fists, starting to walk around the little room restlessly. "God," he muttered, "this is all just a little too much to take in." "What? The wedding? Just remember that in an hour, the part where everybody watches you with an eagle eye hoping you do something embarrassing will be over, and we'll be on to the part where everybody watches everybody else get drunk and hopes somebody else will do something embarrassing before they do. And then tomorrow, you and Joey will be winging your way across the Atlantic." Jack picked a piece of lint off Pacey's elbow. When Pacey turned to look at him, Jack shrugged. "You had a thing on your arm. I didn't think you wanted the most expensive pictures anybody's ever going to take of you to feature a thing on your arm." Pacey sat down in a worn armchair and ran his hands over his hair. "I just feel like this is all going to go so fast, you know? I'm barely going to get to see anybody, because wedding receptions are . . . they're like the Olympics. You just go from one event to another without any time to appreciate what's going on in the background. I mean, everybody I really care about is going to be in the same room at the same time, and I don't feel like I'm going to be able to enjoy it." Jack pulled a chair over and sat down opposite Pacey. "You'll be able to enjoy it." Pacey shook his head. "I wish I were as sure as you are." Jack leaned forward. "Okay, let me play filmmaker for a minute." "Oh, for God's sake, Jack, are you turning into Dawson now? If you quote me something from some Spielberg movie, I'm going to hang your stuffed head on the wall of my apartment." "Look, just bear with me. Close your eyes." Pacey snorted with disgust, then obeyed. "I want you to make a movie in your head. Picture yourself at the wedding reception, right? You're there, you're in your tux . . . "
One of Pacey's eyes popped open. "I'm in my tux now, so I don't really have to imagine that. I could just look down at myself if you'd let me do this with my eyes open." "Quit arguing with me and shut your eyes, you big baby. Okay. You're at the reception, you're in your tux, you're surrounded by your relatives. Your mother is probably huddled in a corner with the three people in Capeside who she actually likes, and they're probably talking about how Joey -- who they're probably calling Joanie -- deserves a lot of credit for her spunk, given her dire circumstances. Your father, meanwhile, is . . . what, probably getting drunk and complaining about how your entire life would have been different if only you'd been willing to take karate lessons. Some insane photographer is endlessly telling you to smile, and flashing something in your eyes that makes you see spots for ten minutes, so you can't actually see anyone, including the bride. It's an hour into the party and all you've had to eat is three chicken wings because every time you turn around, somebody you barely recognize is congratulating you and wishing you every happiness." "Is this supposed to be helping me?" "Yes." Pacey opened his eyes. "How exactly is that?" Jack spread his hands broadly. "You know what we didn't include in that movie you just saw?" Pacey raised his eyebrows expectantly. Jack smiled. "You're married. You're married to Joey. Joey's your wife." Pacey's face slowly dissolved into a grin of recognition and something approaching wonder. "I'll be damned," he said. "You're right." *** Joey's heart pounded as she stood at the back of the church alone. "No one gives me away," she had insisted, despite offers from Jack, Dawson's father, and Bodie. So there she was, clutching the hard grip of her heavy bouquet, staring at the closed door in front of her. On the other side, she heard the organ music drifting down from the choir loft. Unseen rows of spectators were waiting for her, probably admiring the blue and white clusters of flowers tied to the pews, maybe looking at Doug and Dawson and Jack, standing in a clean, straight row, probably all so gorgeous they were stealing attention from the bridesmaids. Andie was probably reaching the front right about now, Jen would be about halfway down the aisle, and Bessie had just vanished through the door, a blur of blue in the simple dress Jen and Joey had found back in Boston. She took a breath and leaned toward the door. She could almost feel him, through the door, across the room. She knew that even now, with him scrubbed and clipped and ironed, if she stood just behind him and inhaled deeply from the back of his neck, he would have that familiar smell . . . that smell like boats and water and wind. Holding the flowers in her left hand, she curled the fingers of her right, imagining that they were closing around his hand. Her eyes closed, she stepped forward and flattened her palm against the cold wooden door, a smile spreading across her face. He was so close now, waiting for her, and even though she knew it would be only literally seconds before she
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One of Pacey's eyes popped open. "I'm in my tux now, so I don't really have to imagine<br />
that. I could just look down at myself if you'd let me do this with my eyes open."<br />
"Quit arguing with me and shut your eyes, you big ba<strong>by</strong>. Okay. You're at the reception,<br />
you're in your tux, you're surrounded <strong>by</strong> your relatives. Your mother is probably huddled<br />
in a corner with the three people in Capeside who she actually likes, and they're<br />
probably talking about how Joey -- who they're probably calling Joanie -- deserves a lot<br />
of credit for her spunk, given her dire circumstances. Your father, meanwhile, is . . .<br />
what, probably getting drunk and complaining about how your entire life would have<br />
been different if only you'd been willing to take karate lessons. Some insane<br />
photographer is endlessly telling you to smile, and flashing something in your eyes that<br />
makes you see spots for ten minutes, so you can't actually see anyone, including the<br />
bride. It's an hour into the party and all you've had to eat is three chicken wings because<br />
every time you turn around, somebody you barely recognize is congratulating you and<br />
wishing you every happiness."<br />
"Is this supposed to be helping me?"<br />
"Yes."<br />
Pacey opened his eyes. "How exactly is that?"<br />
Jack spread his hands broadly. "You know what we didn't include in that movie you just<br />
saw?" Pacey raised his eyebrows expectantly. Jack smiled. "You're married. You're<br />
married to Joey. Joey's your wife."<br />
Pacey's face slowly dissolved into a grin of recognition and something approaching<br />
wonder. "I'll be damned," he said. "You're right."<br />
***<br />
Joey's heart pounded as she stood at the back of the church alone. "No one gives me<br />
away," she had insisted, despite offers from Jack, <strong>Dawson's</strong> father, and Bodie. So there<br />
she was, clutching the hard grip of her heavy bouquet, staring at the closed door in front<br />
of her. On the other side, she heard the organ music drifting down from the choir loft.<br />
Unseen rows of spectators were waiting for her, probably admiring the blue and white<br />
clusters of flowers tied to the pews, maybe looking at Doug and Dawson and Jack,<br />
standing in a clean, straight row, probably all so gorgeous they were stealing attention<br />
from the bridesmaids. Andie was probably reaching the front right about now, Jen would<br />
be about halfway down the aisle, and Bessie had just vanished through the door, a blur<br />
of blue in the simple dress Jen and Joey had found back in Boston.<br />
She took a breath and leaned toward the door. She could almost feel him, through the<br />
door, across the room. She knew that even now, with him scrubbed and clipped and<br />
ironed, if she stood just behind him and inhaled deeply from the back of his neck, he<br />
would have that familiar smell . . . that smell like boats and water and wind. Holding the<br />
flowers in her left hand, she curled the fingers of her right, imagining that they were<br />
closing around his hand. Her eyes closed, she stepped forward and flattened her palm<br />
against the cold wooden door, a smile spreading across her face. He was so close now,<br />
waiting for her, and even though she knew it would be only literally seconds before she