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Scriptural Sanctification - Media Sabda Org

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teacher with power to teach his or her class to love Jesus. It would enable the superintendent to be<br />

a mighty man of God in the Sabbath school, and it would make the deacon or the leader of the<br />

Endeavor Society or the Epworth League a wonder of efficiency in service. The pastor baptized with<br />

this Spirit would preach with a new and unknown power. The Church universal, baptized with the<br />

Spirit, would be resistless in its influence, and terrible in the march of its conquests 'as an army with<br />

banners.'"<br />

This baptism also brings light and peace and power into social and business circles, making life's<br />

burdens lighter, its friction smaller, its joys sweeter, and its hopes brighter. It goes with the wife and<br />

mother into cares, responsibilities, and perplexities of domestic life, making home more attractive<br />

and its duties less irksome It accompanies the student to his schoolroom making his tasks easier. It<br />

goes with the husband and father into the field, the workshop, the counting-room, the business office,<br />

and the marts of trade, keeping him tranquil and serene amid these scenes of toil and conflict and<br />

burden-bearing. In a word, it gives a new a brighter phase to life, bringing perennial peace, perpetual<br />

sunshine, and increased faithfulness. May all our readers seek it!<br />

4. A word to our old parishioners. During the past forty years God has permitted us to preach and<br />

otherwise minister to many thousands of his people. We are painfully conscious of the comparative<br />

inefficiency and fruitlessness of that service. It was with great timidity and shrinking that we entered<br />

upon this work. During the first few weeks of our ministry, we felt that we would greatly prefer to<br />

go where we would never see the face of man again than to continue in this responsible and difficult<br />

work. But, trusting in God, we pressed on with some measure of success and encouragement, feeling<br />

more than once that we would cheerfully give our life in order to secure the prosperity of the Church<br />

and the salvation of the congregation we were serving. We were conscientious, and strove to be<br />

faithful and useful, and had more or less of joy in God's service and of success in our ministry. But,<br />

because of a defective faith and a mixed experience, we feel that the fruits of that ministry have<br />

fallen far short of the measure they ought to have reached. For this lack of service and the many<br />

mistakes which have marked our ministry, though greatly deplored, we feel we have the divine<br />

forgiveness, and now crave your pardon. You were kind to us beyond our merits, and deserved a<br />

better service at our hands.<br />

Before we entered the ministry, we became greatly interested in this matter of sanctification. We<br />

read much on the subject and earnestly sought the blessing. But some of our later reading unsettled<br />

our views, which had been strictly Wesleyan. In the course of our ministry we have at different times<br />

preached to some of you on both sides of this question. We were honest but mistaken in this. Later<br />

on we preached the Wesleyan doctrine again -- we might say somewhat tentatively, hypothetically,<br />

and hesitatingly. Further reading and our profound sense of need -- need of a more thorough work<br />

in our own soul brought us to fully accept again the theory of our early ministry. Some very gracious<br />

experiences while stationed in Newbern, in 1878, and while on the Greensboro District, in 1893,<br />

tended to bring us back to that theory.<br />

In June, 1896, having reached a point where we felt that we must have something better feeling,<br />

indeed, at times, that we would prefer death to living at the old "poor dying rate," carrying with us<br />

an "aching void within," a keen sense of weakness and want -- we deliberately and most earnestly<br />

sought this baptism until God came and took possession of our poor hungry heart. It was in the town

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