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“Guruji,” he exclaimed. “I went to the top of the highest<br />

mountain and there I ate my apple. Even the birds could not fly<br />

as high as this mountain; therefore there was nobody who could<br />

watch me.” The Guru nodded in silence.<br />

In the evening the second disciple returned, breathless. “Guruji,<br />

Guruji, went into the deepest, darkest cave in the mountainside.<br />

There I crawled into the darkness and ate my apple, unseen by<br />

any being.” The Guru nodded but said nothing.<br />

The night passed as did the following day, but still the third<br />

disciple did not return. Finally, on the afternoon of the fourth<br />

day, the disciple returned slowly with his head down. “I have<br />

failed you, my master,” he said. “I climbed mountains, I swam<br />

in the rivers, I crawled into the trunks of trees and into deep<br />

pits in the ground. But, everywhere I went God’s eyes were<br />

watching me. There was nowhere I could escape His gaze.” The<br />

Master said, “You, my child, are the one who shall be my<br />

successor, for you are the only one who understands the true<br />

nature of God and His omniscience.”<br />

When we realize that God is always watching us, then we<br />

will never go astray. That is true pariksha.<br />

The second aspect is Samiksha – introspection. We must<br />

constantly analyze and re-analyze ourselves. We must<br />

never become complacent. At the end of the day, a good<br />

businessman always checks his balance sheet: how much<br />

has he made, how much has he spent? Similarly, a good<br />

teacher reviews her students’ test scores: how many passed,<br />

how many failed?<br />

By looking at their successes and failures, they assess how<br />

well they are doing. Are the businessman’s profits greater<br />

than his losses? Are most of the teacher’s students passing<br />

the exams?<br />

In the same way, each night, we must examine the balance<br />

sheet of our day: what were our successes, what were our<br />

failures. And for all the successes, all our “plus-points” we<br />

must give credit to God. For, we have truly done nothing<br />

but let Him work through us. All credit goes to Him. He is<br />

the one who saves us, who maintains our dignity and our<br />

success. It is only by His grace that our eyes can see the<br />

work in front of us, that our hands can perform the<br />

necessary tasks, that our brains can understand<br />

instructions, that our mouths can speak. So, we must never<br />

become arrogant; we must never think that it is “we” who<br />

have accomplished something. It is only His grace working<br />

through us.<br />

Our failures, we must also give to him. The fault is ours,<br />

definitely. Yet, He is so forgiving and so compassionate<br />

that He insists we turn these over to Him as well. We must<br />

say, “God, please take these minus points. You know that<br />

I am weak, you know that I am nothing. Please make me<br />

stronger tomorrow.” In this way, each night we check our<br />

balance sheet, and we pray to God to help us have fewer<br />

minus points, to make us stronger, to make us better hands<br />

doing his work, to give us more faith, more devotion.<br />

A true spiritual seeker always introspects frequently and<br />

always strives to be better the next day.<br />

Last is pratiksha – waiting. One must always wait. We must<br />

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