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Vol. CXXXIII No. 6 Next Issue on Sale<br />
<strong>June</strong> <strong>2013</strong> May 7, <strong>2013</strong><br />
6 45<br />
SERIAL<br />
DARK SECRET, part III of IV, Edward M. Lerner __________________________ 67<br />
NOVELETTES<br />
A CUP OF DIRT, Mark Niemann-Ross ___________________________________ 6<br />
SHORT STORIES<br />
IN THE GREEN, K. S. Patterson_______________________________________ 26<br />
WAVEFRONTS OF HISTORY AND MEMORY, David D. Levine ______________ 31<br />
HYDROPONICS 101, Maggie Clark ____________________________________ 45<br />
OUT IN THE DARK, Linda Nagata _____________________________________ 58<br />
PROBABILITY ZERO<br />
GLITCH, Jack McDevitt______________________________________________ 39<br />
SCIENCE FACT<br />
WAVES OF THE FUTURE: WHERE WILL THE NEXT<br />
TSUNAMI STRIKE? Richard A. Lovett _______________________________ 18<br />
SPECIAL FEATURE<br />
WORKING ON THE SPACE SHUTTLE, Jeff Mitchell_______________________ 52<br />
READER’S DEPARTMENTS<br />
GUEST EDITORIAL: GEM HUNTING, Jamie Todd Rubin ____________________ 2<br />
IN TIMES TO COME ________________________________________________41<br />
THE ALTERNATE VIEW, Jeffery D. Kooistra _____________________________ 42<br />
THE REFERENCE LIBRARY, Don Sakers______________________________ 100<br />
BRASS TACKS ___________________________________________________ 104<br />
UPCOMING EVENTS, Anthony Lewis _________________________________106<br />
Trevor Quachri Editor Emily Hockaday Editorial Assistant<br />
Cover design by Victoria Green Cover Art by diversepixel/shutterstock<br />
Indicia on Page 3
GUEST EDITORIAL Jamie Todd Rubin<br />
GEM HUNTING<br />
If you have ever read Jack McDevitt’s wonderful<br />
Alex Benedict series, then you<br />
know that Alex is a treasure-hunter. Along<br />
with his companion, Chase Kolpath, he<br />
seeks relics of the distant past (sometimes<br />
thous<strong>and</strong>s of years in the past) for his clients.<br />
His clients pay for these relics, of course, but<br />
I get the idea that Alex is not in it for the<br />
money. He loves unraveling the mysteries<br />
<strong>and</strong> holding these treasures in his h<strong>and</strong>, even<br />
if only for a short time, admiring them for<br />
what they represent.<br />
While I am no Alex Benedict, I feel the<br />
same way about science fiction stories that<br />
Alex feels about the relics he seeks out. Each<br />
time I begin reading a story I’ve never read<br />
before, I get a little bit of a rush. It is similar<br />
to the feeling I get just before the first pitch<br />
of a baseball game, wondering whether or<br />
not I will witness history: a perfect game,<br />
perhaps, or maybe a no-hitter? I do believe<br />
there are “perfect” stories, but unlike the<br />
baseball game, “perfect” in this sense is relative<br />
to the reader’s tastes. Ray Bradbury’s<br />
“The Rocket Man” is one example. Harlan Ellison’s<br />
“The Man Who Rowed Christopher<br />
Columbus Ashore” is another. The newest<br />
member of this short list is Ken Liu’s “The Paper<br />
Menagerie.”<br />
Perfect stories are extremely rare, whatever<br />
your definition of perfection. I don’t expect<br />
to find perfect stories, just like I don’t<br />
expect to see a pitcher throw a perfect game.<br />
Lately, I’ve been actively looking for what I<br />
call “gems.” Gems are those great stories that<br />
aren’t talked about much. If they are older<br />
stories, perhaps they have been forgotten or<br />
overlooked. For the last two years I have<br />
been seeking gems in this magazine, albeit<br />
seventy years in the past. Beginning with the<br />
May 1939 issue of Astounding, I have been<br />
2<br />
reading every word of every issue, cover-tocover,<br />
on a hunt for these lost stories. It takes<br />
me about two weeks to get through an issue,<br />
after which I write a blog post about it. I call<br />
this my “Vacation in the Golden Age.” What<br />
has been truly remarkable about this experience,<br />
much to my surprise, is the number of<br />
gems that I’ve uncovered in the first forty issues<br />
alone.<br />
<strong>Analog</strong>/Astounding (I’ll refer to the magazine<br />
as ASF going forward) has, in its 82 year<br />
history, published thous<strong>and</strong>s of stories. The<br />
magazine, under John W. Campbell, was utterly<br />
dominant in the 1940s. Many of the stories<br />
from that decade <strong>and</strong> since are now classics<br />
in the genre, <strong>and</strong> it would undoubtedly<br />
surprise younger fans to learn that these stories<br />
were first published in ASF. For instance,<br />
there have been two movies called The<br />
Thing, both of which were based on the<br />
1938 ASF story “Who Goes There?” by Don<br />
A. Stuart. Stuart was a pseudonym for Campbell.<br />
Dune was made into a movie <strong>and</strong> a<br />
miniseries <strong>and</strong> was based upon Frank Herbert’s<br />
novel, which was originally a series<br />
that appeared in ASF in the 1960s. There are<br />
many other examples of these ASF classics,<br />
from Isaac Asimov’s Robot <strong>and</strong> Foundation<br />
stories in the 1940s to Anne McCaffrey’s<br />
Hugo Award-winning. “Weyr Search” in<br />
1967.<br />
The gems that I’ve been seeking don’t often<br />
coincide with the classics we know today.<br />
A Venn diagram would certainly show<br />
some small overlap, but it is the gems that<br />
don’t overlap with the classics that I find<br />
most interesting. These stories, one <strong>and</strong> all,<br />
have been remarkable not just because they<br />
are outst<strong>and</strong>ing stories, but because they are<br />
seemingly forgotten. I hear almost no one<br />
talking about them at conventions. I read lit-
tle about them in online discussions. It seems<br />
to me the proper thing to do, therefore, is to<br />
call your attention to a h<strong>and</strong>ful of these precious<br />
stones, if for no other reason than to<br />
ensure they are better remembered.<br />
I uncovered the first of these stories in the<br />
middle of the May 1939 ASF. The story, “The<br />
Day Is Done” was written by Lester del Rey.<br />
It caught my attention because I recalled<br />
Isaac Asimov mentioning the story in his autobiography.<br />
When I sat down to read the<br />
story, I noticed something immediately different<br />
about it from the other stories I’d been<br />
reading in the early ASF: the story contains<br />
no spaceships, no aliens, no time machines,<br />
no scientists of any kind. Instead, we follow<br />
the last days of Hwoogh, the last of the Ne<strong>and</strong>erthals,<br />
struggling to live in a world of<br />
Homo sapiens amongst whom he simply<br />
cannot compete.<br />
In the Brass Tacks columns that followed<br />
that issue, fans of the day complained that<br />
the story wasn’t really science fiction. I disagree<br />
with them. Del Rey does a masterful<br />
job of putting us inside the head of a character<br />
who is not on the “fittest” side of the “survival<br />
of the fittest” equation. Hwoogh <strong>and</strong> all<br />
of his kind have been outcompeted. Their<br />
day is done. “The Day Is Done” is on my<br />
short list of the best stories I’ve read. Fortunately,<br />
this story is still available in the NESFA<br />
Press collection Robots <strong>and</strong> Magic, edited by<br />
Steven H Silver.<br />
I discovered two more gems in 1939. The<br />
first, “Greater Than Gods” by C. L. Moore,<br />
appeared in the July 1939 ASF. That issue included<br />
what would much later be considered<br />
a star-studded lineup: Isaac Asimov’s first story<br />
in ASF; A. E. van Vogt’s first story. Also stories<br />
by Nat Schachner <strong>and</strong> Ross Rocklynne.<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
C. L. Moore wasn’t even the only woman in<br />
that issue. There was a story by Amelia R.<br />
Long. Moore’s “Greater Than Gods” was not<br />
only the best story in the issue, it was the<br />
best story ASF produced in the second half of<br />
1939. The story was philosophical, pondering<br />
the multiverse before the term even existed.<br />
It explored the theme with characters<br />
that seemed real, people with whom we<br />
could empathize. The story was reprinted in<br />
The Best of C.L.Moore as well as in Great <strong>Science</strong><br />
<strong>Fiction</strong> Stories of 1939, edited by Martin<br />
H. Greenberg.<br />
The second gem of 1939 was a robot story.<br />
Robot stories are a staple of science fiction<br />
made most famous, perhaps, by Isaac Asimov<br />
who, with Campbell’s help, developed the<br />
now-famous “Three Laws of Robotics.” There<br />
were earlier robot stories, including E<strong>and</strong>o<br />
Binder’s “I, Robot” <strong>and</strong> Lester del Rey’s “Helen<br />
O’Loy.” In my opinion, none of these<br />
reached the emotional level <strong>and</strong> compactness<br />
of a little story called “Rust” (October<br />
1939) by Joseph E. Kelleam. This is the tale<br />
of the last three robots on earth, long after<br />
humanity has vanished. The three robots can<br />
repair one another, but one of them has begun<br />
falling apart <strong>and</strong> can no longer repair his<br />
counterparts. This leads them, each in turn,<br />
to mechanical failure <strong>and</strong> demise, with the<br />
last one witnessing the end of his kind with<br />
the same quiet sadness experienced by del<br />
Rey’s character, Hwoogh, in “The Day Is<br />
Done.” After I read “Rust” I began to sing its<br />
praises as perhaps the finest robot story I’ve<br />
ever read. The story was reprinted several<br />
times, most notably in The Great <strong>Science</strong> <strong>Fiction</strong><br />
Stories, Volume 1, 1939 edited by Isaac<br />
Asimov <strong>and</strong> Martin H. Greenberg.<br />
In 1940, the Golden Age as we know it to-<br />
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ANALOG<br />
day really began to take off. The year opened<br />
with my favorite Robert Heinlein story, “Requiem.”<br />
There was Nat Schachner’s “Cold”<br />
(March 1940), Theodore Sturgeon’s “Butyl<br />
<strong>and</strong> the Breather” (October 1940) <strong>and</strong> Willy<br />
Ley’s “Fog” (December 1940, written under<br />
the pseudonym Robert Willey). But the unexpected<br />
gem that year was the L. Ron Hubbard<br />
serial, “Final Blackout” (April, May, <strong>June</strong><br />
1940). “Final Blackout” follows a nameless<br />
Lieutenant leading his b<strong>and</strong> of men through a<br />
war-devasted Europe. In many respects the<br />
story was a contemporaneous alternate history.<br />
Rather than follow the broad historical<br />
strokes, Hubbard chose to focus on this<br />
small, tight-knit group (as was the case in<br />
Saving Private Ryan) in a technologically ruined<br />
European l<strong>and</strong>scape. It made for a powerful<br />
story, in my opinion the finest thing<br />
that Hubbard ever wrote. “Final Blackout”<br />
was put out as a novel first in 1948 <strong>and</strong> more<br />
recently in 1998.<br />
In 1941, one of my favorite Heinlein novels<br />
was serialized. “Methuselah’s Children” appeared<br />
across the July, August <strong>and</strong> September<br />
issues of ASF. Isaac Asimov’s “Nightfall”<br />
appeared in the September 1941 issue <strong>and</strong><br />
Theodore Sturgeon’s “Microcosmic God” appeared<br />
in the April 1941 ASF. All of these stories<br />
are fantastic, but the real gem that I<br />
found buried in the yellowed pages of 1941<br />
was the lead novelette for the February 1941<br />
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issue, “Magic City” by Nelson S. Bond. The<br />
story, which I later learned was the second in<br />
a loosely-connected series, was a kind of<br />
post-apocalyptic travelogue of a b<strong>and</strong> of men<br />
<strong>and</strong> women making their way to a city once<br />
known as New York. In some ways it foreshadowed<br />
a new kind of story; the kind that<br />
would lead to “A Canticle For Leibowitz” by<br />
Walter M. Miller, Jr. <strong>and</strong> “They Don’t Make<br />
Life Like They Used To” by Alfred Bester.<br />
“Magic City” was reprinted in 2002 in the<br />
collection The Far Side of Nowhere by<br />
Arkham House.<br />
As regular readers know, ASF publishes not<br />
only stories but science articles as well. This<br />
is true today <strong>and</strong> it was true seventy years<br />
ago. When I began my search for these gems,<br />
I had stories in mind. But I found myself impressed<br />
with a number of the science articles<br />
that appeared. One in particular has stood<br />
out among all of the others that appeared in<br />
the first 40 issues of my Vacation. “The Other<br />
Side of Astronomy” (September 1939) by<br />
R. S. Richardson was a remarkable article that<br />
talked about the trials <strong>and</strong> tribulations of the<br />
day in the life of an astronomer. Richardson’s<br />
colloquial style, self-deprecation, <strong>and</strong> obvious<br />
dedication to his career made this article<br />
the finest that I’ve read in the early years of<br />
ASF. Even so, Willy Ley has been close on his<br />
heels once or twice.<br />
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ecord, I have yet to find one in 1942, despite<br />
having read 11 of the 12 issues that<br />
year—has given me a new appreciation for<br />
slush piles. Writers often look upon the notion<br />
of a slush pile with suspicion. “Why,”<br />
they might think, “would an editor bother to<br />
look at stories in the slush pile, when they<br />
are certain to get a usable story from one of<br />
their reliables?”<br />
I am no editor, but I have to suspect part of<br />
the answer lies in the gems. An editor takes<br />
the same pleasure in seeking out gems in the<br />
slush pile that I find digging them out of the<br />
old pages of ASF. The experience has<br />
changed the way I read science fiction magazines.<br />
I used to read the stories by friends<br />
first. Next, I’d tackle stories by writers I’ve always<br />
admired. It used to be that if I didn’t<br />
recognize someone’s name, I would skip the<br />
story. Not anymore. The reason is because<br />
you never know if that story with an unfamiliar<br />
name is going to be the next gem. I imagine<br />
the same is true of an editor <strong>and</strong> their<br />
slush pile.<br />
There is also a pleasure in time-traveling<br />
into science fiction’s past. Each lunch hour, I<br />
am transported back into the early 1940s.<br />
GEM HUNTING<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
The world is at war <strong>and</strong> at times, things look<br />
bleak. But there, within the pages of ASF,<br />
bright people are imaging moon l<strong>and</strong>ings <strong>and</strong><br />
cities on Mars. They are exploring different<br />
models of society. They envision robots <strong>and</strong><br />
automation <strong>and</strong> video phones <strong>and</strong> flying<br />
cars. And, much like discussion boards on<br />
the Internet today, they are duking it out in<br />
the Brass Tacks column, holding the 1940s<br />
equivalent of a modern-day flame war.<br />
And occasionally, they produce a gem. ■<br />
About the Author:<br />
Jamie Todd Rubin is a science fiction writer<br />
<strong>and</strong> blogger with stories appearing in <strong>Analog</strong>,<br />
InterGalactic Medicine Show, Apex<br />
Magazine, Daily <strong>Science</strong> <strong>Fiction</strong> <strong>and</strong> 40K<br />
Books. He wrote the Wayward Time Traveler<br />
column on science fiction for SF Signal,<br />
<strong>and</strong> occasionally appears on the SF Signal<br />
podcast. Jamie also writes book review <strong>and</strong><br />
interview columns for InterGalactic Medicine<br />
Show.<br />
Jamie lives in Falls Church, Virginia with<br />
his wife <strong>and</strong> two children. He can be found<br />
online at jamietoddrubin.com.<br />
5
Enzo <strong>and</strong> Dmitry sat in the galley of the<br />
space station unencumbered by EVA<br />
suits, eating dinner <strong>and</strong> appreciating being<br />
able to scratch their faces. Olya<br />
Sidorova, the older, taller, <strong>and</strong> blonder of the<br />
much-lusted-after Sidorova sisters tried to eat<br />
6<br />
Illustrated by Vincent DiFate<br />
A Cup<br />
of Dirt<br />
Mark Niemann-Ross<br />
Dirt is what you track into the space station.<br />
Soil is what you grow things in.<br />
between interruptions from the kitchen.<br />
Three plates held construction-worker sized<br />
quantities of spaghetti with tomatoes from<br />
the hydroponic gardens.<br />
The galley was small, so it was logical for<br />
Olya to be sitting close to Dmitry. Close
enough that her blonde hair stuck to the static<br />
electricity of his sweater.<br />
“Izvinite,” Olya said. She reached across<br />
Dmitry’s plate for a napkin.<br />
She could have retrieved a napkin from the<br />
dispenser behind her, but instead invaded his<br />
personal space, flashing a smile. Olya’s smile<br />
had caused several rocket scientists to lose<br />
concentration. Dmitry blushed <strong>and</strong> focused<br />
on his spaghetti.<br />
“Olya, dinner is delizioso,” Enzo said. He<br />
waved a chunk of tomato with his fork.<br />
“These remind me of tomatoes from my<br />
home.”<br />
“Comrade Enzo, you never could grow<br />
tomato like my Nana.” Dmitry swallowed,<br />
then spun the fork to point at his fellow station<br />
worker. “Hydroponic dermo tomato lack<br />
soul of real tomato when plant seed in fertile<br />
earth. This tomato—processed urine in red<br />
skin—Bah.” Dmitry forked, shoveled, looked<br />
up <strong>and</strong> chewed with Russian enthusiasm.<br />
Enzo’s English vocabulary was ten times<br />
that of Dmitry’s, but he had nothing to say. He<br />
pictured his family’s fattoria in the Tuscan<br />
Valley of Italy. There, gardens are a status symbol<br />
<strong>and</strong> the absence of a flock of sheep is an<br />
eyesore. Enzo remembered one uncle who<br />
gained a black eye by carelessly disparaging a<br />
neighbor’s produce. Dmitry’s complaints<br />
about hydroponic tomatoes hadn’t been addressed<br />
directly at him—Enzo wasn’t much of<br />
a gardener—but his ancestral conditioning<br />
viewed it as a challenge. Soil-grown tomatoes<br />
on a space station. Irrational, impossible—exactly<br />
the kind of problem Enzo couldn’t ignore.<br />
Enzo twirled spaghetti <strong>and</strong> daydreamed<br />
about the home he hadn’t seen for the better<br />
part of a year. The installation of the Italian<br />
science module proceeded along a predictable<br />
<strong>and</strong> boring timeline. A good thing,<br />
considering the alternative to boredom often<br />
involved sudden <strong>and</strong> cold death. But Enzo<br />
thrived on challenges, <strong>and</strong> anyone who knew<br />
him, knew trouble could soon follow.<br />
Enzo’s job as the module manager required<br />
an engineer’s knowledge <strong>and</strong> a comm<strong>and</strong>er’s<br />
self-confidence. Unfortunately, these rare<br />
combinations of personalities were Il Demonio’s<br />
playground. Enzo encouraged <strong>and</strong> enabled<br />
his college engineering class to reassemble<br />
a professor’s skimmer in the<br />
A CUP OF DIRT<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
women’s locker room. And to launch laserguided<br />
water balloons during freshman visitation.<br />
Solving offbeat problems was Enzo’s<br />
drug of choice.<br />
A buzzer sounded in the kitchen, calling<br />
Olya to action <strong>and</strong> bringing Enzo back to the<br />
galley.<br />
“Bus dishes!” she shouted as she left, swearing<br />
in Russian when a second stove alarm<br />
joined the chorus. Dmitry turned to appreciate<br />
the backside of the departing cook, but<br />
the entrance of Captain Theresa Jerwin broke<br />
his moment of concentration. Sharing a room<br />
with the Station Captain had a highly clarifying<br />
effect. Some described it as terrifying.<br />
“Gentlemen,” she said. Captain Jerwin gave<br />
them a dismissive nod <strong>and</strong> strode to the coffee<br />
machine.<br />
She filled her sippy-cup <strong>and</strong> turned to regard<br />
the engineers. One of the older members<br />
of the station, her efforts to retain bone mass<br />
had kept her looking like the sprinter she had<br />
been at the University of Oregon. She excelled<br />
in the nascent sport of orbital Judo <strong>and</strong> several<br />
visiting athletes were surprised to find themselves<br />
on the receiving end of her chokehold.<br />
“How’s the food?” she asked.<br />
“Good. Fine,” said Enzo.<br />
“Tomatoes are dermo,” said Dmitry. “My<br />
Nana grow better at home.”<br />
“Perhaps we need to assign you to the hydroponics<br />
bay,” Captain Jerwin pasted a terrifying<br />
grin on her face. “I’m sure they would<br />
appreciate the talents <strong>and</strong> opinions of someone<br />
with discerning tastes such as yourself.”<br />
Enzo wasn’t sure Dmitry could read the implied<br />
threat <strong>and</strong> kicked him under the table.<br />
Captain Jerwin was likable, but had a limited<br />
sense of humor.<br />
She had learned self-defense on Earth as a<br />
Director at NASA, although her opponents<br />
were bean counters <strong>and</strong> the contest had been<br />
funding space exploration, not Judo. Captain<br />
Jerwin’s passion had been sharpened by the<br />
aftermath of an unexpected bolt failure on a<br />
previous station, tragically resulting in the orbiting<br />
object known as “CPTN_ABDUL_RAH-<br />
MAN.” Her presentation at a Congressional<br />
hearing showed the failure was a result of illadvised<br />
budget cutbacks by a red-faced Representative.<br />
She exhibited an “I would kill you if<br />
I could reach you” stare which had been<br />
recorded <strong>and</strong> reached most-popular status on<br />
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the Internet.<br />
A death on this station wouldn’t improve<br />
shareholder value <strong>and</strong> the Corporation gave<br />
her god-like powers to prevent it. Captain Jerwin<br />
kept the crew happy <strong>and</strong> safe. The crew<br />
kept Captain Jerwin on a pedestal. Dmitry <strong>and</strong><br />
Enzo didn’t relax until she departed from the<br />
galley.<br />
Enzo thought about soil when he took a<br />
bath. Water from his sponge disappeared<br />
through vacuum ports, taking dirt with it.<br />
Enzo thought about soil as he passed through<br />
airlocks. A quick shake <strong>and</strong> a blast of air sent<br />
dirt through the floor vents. Growing tomatoes<br />
in soil would be hampered by the stationwide<br />
absence of dirt. Dirt was nasty stuff with<br />
no purpose; its presence led to component<br />
failures. Soil had no ‘return on investment’<br />
<strong>and</strong> the shuttle schedule wouldn’t prioritize a<br />
bag of mulch over a piece of necessary lab<br />
equipment.<br />
Tomato seeds would be easy enough. His fidanzata,<br />
Amata, would gladly send some in<br />
the next personal package, included with<br />
chocolate chip cookies deemed essential for<br />
crew morale. Water wasn’t an endless resource,<br />
but he would be able to satisfy a plant.<br />
Abundant sunlight waited just outside the<br />
hull.<br />
But—soil. How do you make soil in a sterile<br />
environment?<br />
It was no problem on Earth. Take a shovel,<br />
get as much as you want. If needed, amend it<br />
with minerals, mulch, or worms <strong>and</strong> compost.<br />
On Earth, soil inevitably happened.“Ashes<br />
to ashes, dust to dust.” On a space station,<br />
soil was an anomaly, a pest. Station procedure<br />
manuals were clear; “All personnel will complete<br />
pre-orbital sanitation procedures to<br />
prevent contamination of the facility by foreign<br />
bodies.”<br />
Enzo researched the Internet. Googling<br />
“make dirt” produced some unexpectedly<br />
racy results. Googling “create dirt” produced<br />
no useful results; Earth had no need to make<br />
more. Googling “manufacturing soil” resulted<br />
in pages of information on removing it from<br />
clean environments such as manufacturing facilities<br />
or space stations. Enzo chased the idea<br />
until falling asleep; he dreamt of his beloved<br />
Amata digging in the garden.<br />
8<br />
Eleven hours later, Dmitry <strong>and</strong> R-Eva (the<br />
Robotic Extravehicular Automaton) floated<br />
outside the station. The robot was remotely<br />
operated, saving an operator from the ordeal<br />
of suiting up. Above the waist R-Eva was humanoid,<br />
complete with arms, h<strong>and</strong>s, <strong>and</strong> a<br />
protective helmet around stereo video cameras.<br />
But instead of legs, R-Eva had a tail ending<br />
in an EVA clamp.<br />
R-Eva was controlled by Antoniy, a babyfaced<br />
Ukrainian with a master’s in orbital engineering.<br />
He was one of the few qualified<br />
(<strong>and</strong> well-paid) R-Eva operators. Corporate<br />
headhunters had tried to recruit him for other<br />
projects, but he always turned down their offers.<br />
Experience on the station put him closer<br />
to the stars <strong>and</strong>—hopefully—a career among<br />
them.<br />
Antoniy wore VR glasses showing the view<br />
from R-Eva’s perspective <strong>and</strong> gave the sensation<br />
of being outside, wearing only a jumpsuit.<br />
R-Eva mimicked everything Antoniy did,<br />
so training had included learning not to<br />
scratch one’s anatomical parts. Woe to the operator<br />
who forgot <strong>and</strong> found video evidence<br />
of their embarrassing moment broadcast to<br />
the world.<br />
R-Eva might be convenient, but trickier procedures<br />
required a h<strong>and</strong>s-on spacewalk. Dmitry<br />
was fastening connectors on the outside of<br />
the hull with Enzo providing guidance from<br />
inside, st<strong>and</strong>ing next to Antoniy.<br />
“I’ve been asked to confirm the arrangements<br />
for air recirculation,” Enzo said to Antoniy.<br />
“Will there be enough flow to make it<br />
through both filtration <strong>and</strong> sterilization?”<br />
“Da, plenty airflow,” Antoniy affirmed. He<br />
looked down at a virtual bolt in his virtual<br />
h<strong>and</strong>. “Sterilizer close to module joint. Air<br />
come in, get cleaned, right back out.”<br />
“But only if Antoniy install correctly,” Katya<br />
Sidorova’s voice laughed over the intercom.<br />
Katya was Olya’s younger sister <strong>and</strong> had red<br />
hair, blue eyes, <strong>and</strong> a degree in electrical engineering.<br />
The medical staff asserted they<br />
could determine Katya’s location just by observing<br />
heart rate telemetry of the station personnel.<br />
Currently she was checking diagnostics<br />
inside the Italian module. She had also<br />
been checking out Antoniy, who was too shy<br />
to respond, but this hadn’t stopped her from<br />
being persistent. Katya may have been the<br />
reason Antoniy turned down offers to move<br />
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to other projects.<br />
“If Antoniy distracted, air systems do not<br />
work <strong>and</strong> moosor float free,” Katya continued,<br />
slipping into Russian for “garbage.”<br />
That’s the answer, realized Enzo.<br />
The human body pollutes. It emits noxious<br />
gasses. It sheds dead tissue. It excretes waste.<br />
Large parts of the station were dedicated to<br />
cleaning air <strong>and</strong> water after use by various organs.<br />
Most interesting to Enzo, filtration systems<br />
removed floating bits of filth.<br />
“Is filtration located near the sterilizer?”<br />
asked Enzo.<br />
“Same thing,” said Antoniy. He h<strong>and</strong>ed a<br />
virtual bolt to Dmitry. “Sterilize. Filter. One<br />
unit. Cheaper to maintain. Air flow in, sterilize,<br />
filter, air go back. New filter every<br />
month.”<br />
“What happens to the used filters?”<br />
Antoniy paused for a minute. He gently<br />
reached into the air, grasped a non-existent<br />
connector, then replied. “Filters sampled <strong>and</strong><br />
sealed. Test moosor for pathogens, send to incinerator.”<br />
Incineration meant a fiery re-entry<br />
into atmosphere.<br />
“How much filtrate do you test—<strong>and</strong> is it<br />
returned to the rest of the collection bag?”<br />
“One cc, eight filters. Keep samples for<br />
month, then throw down with next bag.” Antoniy<br />
absently responded while he h<strong>and</strong>ed another<br />
bolt to Dmitry.<br />
“I’d like to use some for testing. Instead of<br />
throwing them away, could I have them?”<br />
“If you want moosor, take. I show to you<br />
where samples are stored. Take last day of<br />
month or I throw out.” Antoniy picked up another<br />
imaginary bolt <strong>and</strong> h<strong>and</strong>ed it to Dmitry,<br />
leaving Enzo to contemplate his potential supply<br />
of raw material.<br />
* * *<br />
With the station under construction, the<br />
outer ring contained pressurized but unassigned<br />
rooms. Later, these would become officer’s<br />
quarters, labs <strong>and</strong> storage areas—but<br />
for now, the crew occupied them <strong>and</strong> Enzo<br />
enjoyed a bit of privacy. The door didn’t lock<br />
but he had a hidden place to store his<br />
moosor.<br />
“Antoniy,” yelled Katya. She walked past<br />
Enzo’s room, deep into male territory. “You<br />
are wearing clothes?”<br />
The station ring had been divided into<br />
three areas: men, women, <strong>and</strong> couples. Visi-<br />
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tors weren’t prohibited, but protocol suggested<br />
an announcement when crossing boundaries—shower<br />
stalls were a shared facility.<br />
Katya had decided it was more convenient to<br />
walk through the men’s area—<strong>and</strong> past Atnoniy’s<br />
room—when she needed access to<br />
the science labs.<br />
“I don’t think Antoniy is here,” said Enzo.<br />
He called through his door as he put on his<br />
shoes. “I’m going to meet him at the maintenance<br />
lab. Would you like to come along?”<br />
“Da!” Katya enthusiastically responded.<br />
Enzo walked out of his room <strong>and</strong> stopped.<br />
Katya Sidorova wore makeup.<br />
Makeup on a girl is pleasant. Makeup on a<br />
girl on a space station is wildly extravagant. At<br />
an orbiting cost of roughly one dollar per<br />
gram, a small tube of eyeliner cost two dollars<br />
to ship into space. Lipstick cost five dollars.<br />
Shampoo cost $340. Katya had invested a<br />
small, but significant, portion of her discretionary<br />
payload into the pursuit of Antoniy.<br />
Enzo tried not to stare.<br />
Ten meters around the ring <strong>and</strong> a progressively<br />
easier climb of fifty meters up a spoke;<br />
they reached the nearly weightless maintenance<br />
room. Just enough gravity to keep projects<br />
in place, but not enough to prevent<br />
climbing the walls. Antoniy stood in front of a<br />
beheaded R-Eva, cleaning lenses <strong>and</strong> cameras.<br />
Adrienne, an attractive French girl, sat at the<br />
station next to him. She smiled at Antoniy, listening<br />
to a story he was telling.<br />
“Antoniy, I’m here to pick up some filtrate,”<br />
said Enzo. Adrienne abruptly turned<br />
back to her project area.<br />
Katya entered the room behind Enzo. “And<br />
I here to pick up Antoniy,” she said. Katya had<br />
not missed Adrienne’s furtive move.<br />
At Katya’s voice, Antoniy turned <strong>and</strong><br />
blushed.<br />
“Da. Moosor there. Behind door.” Antoniy<br />
spoke to Enzo, but stared at Katya. Enzo<br />
moved across the room to inspect the filtrate,<br />
opening a clear path for Katya to assess the situation.<br />
“Antoniy, dorogoy,” Using the low gees to<br />
exaggerate her swinging hips, Katya moved to<br />
st<strong>and</strong> between Antoniy <strong>and</strong> Adrienne. The reduced<br />
gravity allowed her to accidentally<br />
bump up next to him, <strong>and</strong> with deliberation,<br />
she flipped her long braid over her shoulder.<br />
It floated into Adrienne’s project area, leaving<br />
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Adrienne to bat at the semi-floating intruder.<br />
“Tell me what is this?” Katya asked. She<br />
glanced at R-Eva’s head, then looked up to Antoniy.<br />
Antoniy stammered <strong>and</strong> tried not to direct<br />
his gaze where he most wanted to look.<br />
Katya’s degree in electrical engineering had<br />
not stunted her femininity, nor her ability to<br />
monopolize the thoughts of a man. Enzo felt<br />
bad for Adrienne’s discomfort <strong>and</strong> wondered<br />
what might happen to a more serious competitor<br />
for Antoniy’s attention. He took his filtrate<br />
<strong>and</strong> left, wisely deciding there was no<br />
further need of his presence.<br />
Enzo looked at the eight CC of filtrate. Collecting<br />
enough to plant a tomato would take<br />
time, but as long as the crew continued to<br />
shed their skin he’d eventually have a bowl of<br />
nutritionally deficient organic dust.<br />
Enzo knew the creation of soil would be<br />
classified as an unsanctioned biological experiment.<br />
Any number of PhDs would actively<br />
object to the skunk-works project when<br />
their research was being delayed. Station operations<br />
didn’t care about PhD empire-building<br />
concerns, but they sure as hell would<br />
strongly discourage anything with a potential<br />
to cause a clean-room failure. He thought it<br />
best to keep things quiet.<br />
But filtrate wasn’t fertile soil. As a boy, he<br />
carried compost to all corners of the fattoria.<br />
He blamed the unending job for his mental<br />
block of agriculture <strong>and</strong> resulting civil engineering<br />
degree, but fully understood the necessity.<br />
Tomatoes would need minerals <strong>and</strong><br />
organics. He pondered stealing chemicals<br />
from the hydroponics lab, but that would be<br />
difficult <strong>and</strong> somewhat contrary to his self-imposed<br />
rules of the game—an unfair shortcut.<br />
He needed rotting vegetables.<br />
“Olya, what do you do with the food wastes?<br />
How do you break it down for the plants in hydroponics?”<br />
Enzo queried the cook over dinner.<br />
Dmitry quietly shoveled in his food.<br />
Olya reached across Dmitry’s plate for the<br />
saltshaker, shook it <strong>and</strong> wetted a finger to<br />
pick up the small amount. Licking it from her<br />
finger, she pointed her blue eyes at Enzo.<br />
“Incinerator. Too much spices <strong>and</strong> meat.<br />
Wrecks hydroponics then no dermo tomato<br />
for Dmitry.”<br />
She looked at Dmitry, who smiled at being<br />
mentioned but continued to focus on his<br />
plate of food.<br />
Later, Enzo found an opportunity to w<strong>and</strong>er<br />
past the kitchen. “Chort voz’mi!” Olya’s voice<br />
rose amidst a chorus of buzzers <strong>and</strong> the clatter<br />
of a dropped bowl. She bent to scoop up<br />
the spilled pan of re-hydrating textured vegetable<br />
protein.<br />
“Can I help?” Enzo asked.<br />
Olya jumped <strong>and</strong> spun to face Enzo, suddenly<br />
aware of his presence. “Nyet. This is<br />
fine. You are back, would you like coffee?”<br />
“Um . . . I hoped to find out more about<br />
food wastes,” Enzo asked. “I’m doing some research<br />
<strong>and</strong> hoped to get some samples.”<br />
“Antoniy says you collect moosor,” Olya<br />
leaned back on the counter, holding the pan<br />
of scooped-up TVP. “You need more? You like<br />
messy room, garbage lying around?”<br />
“Uh, I’m . . . doing some research on . . .”<br />
“You are not good liar, Enzo,” Olya put<br />
down the pan <strong>and</strong> wiped her h<strong>and</strong>s. “You<br />
have dust, now you need old food. Tell me<br />
what you research.”Olya flashed a smile, melting<br />
Enzo’s self-reserve.<br />
“Er. Okay . . . I’m going to grow tomatoes,”<br />
admitted Enzo. “The dust <strong>and</strong> food waste are<br />
for making soil. When I have enough, I’ll plant<br />
seeds, <strong>and</strong> then surprise Dmitry with a real<br />
soil-grown tomato.”<br />
Enzo stopped, knowing the space station<br />
owners wouldn’t want to hear about soil being<br />
created on-board. Perpetrators would likely<br />
be sent Earthside <strong>and</strong> Olya was now in the<br />
uncomfortable position of either informant or<br />
collaborator.<br />
“Soil tomato for Dmitry?” Olya crossed her<br />
arms <strong>and</strong> smirked at Enzo. Her lips worked<br />
side to side, mirroring the thoughts behind<br />
her eyes.<br />
“I like,” Olya said. “I supply ground up vegetable<br />
scrap, rescued from trash of sloppy<br />
eaters. No meat. How much you need?”<br />
Enzo needed far less than Olya supplied.<br />
Perhaps Olya was interested in gaining Dmitry’s<br />
attention. Like Antoniy, Dmitry was shy,<br />
but the sisters appeared to like the hard-to-get<br />
Russian boys.<br />
“How is research?” Olya often whispered to<br />
Enzo, but only when Dmitry was out of<br />
earshot.<br />
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Unfortunately, “research” was not going<br />
well. Enzo mixed the compost puree with filtrate<br />
but only created a dry salsa. The combination<br />
quickly went rancid, growing mold. He<br />
needed a processing facility to convert the<br />
powdered human cast-offs into component<br />
minerals <strong>and</strong> organics. It was so easy to compost<br />
on Earth with its teeming mass of bugs<br />
<strong>and</strong> critters—but impossible here. Absently,<br />
he poked the moldy salsa, wiped off his finger,<br />
slung back into his hammock <strong>and</strong> dialed<br />
up his fidanzata.<br />
“Enzo, amore mio! How are you?” Amata<br />
appeared on the screen, Tuscan fields in the<br />
background. “I wondered when you were going<br />
to call.”<br />
Amata had studied biochemical engineering<br />
at the same university as Enzo, with a minor<br />
in botany. Engineering was her career; plants<br />
were her passion. Enzo admired the l<strong>and</strong>scape<br />
with a new appreciation for all the free<br />
soil lying around.<br />
“Things are good, Amata. Working on a few<br />
minor problems, but the module install is going<br />
perfettamente.”<br />
“So you will be coming home early?” Amata<br />
laughed. She placed the phone on a shelf, giving<br />
Enzo a view of her in the garden shed. She<br />
was always willing to talk but her h<strong>and</strong>s were<br />
constantly in motion. She scooped the contents<br />
of the kitchen compost bucket into a<br />
bin.<br />
“Sorry, no changes to the schedule.” Enzo<br />
watched Amata work, watched her dark hair.<br />
Enzo refocused <strong>and</strong> recited the station gossip,<br />
but his attention drifted to the background—<br />
the potting soil, the green plants, the fertilizer.<br />
“What are you doing?” Enzo asked.<br />
“Just feeding the worms.”<br />
With a flock of chickens arguing off-camera,<br />
she described the healthy state of the<br />
worm farm, the egg bundles she had recently<br />
found, <strong>and</strong> the amount of castings.<br />
Enzo slapped his head. “Amata, would you<br />
send me a care package? I have a special request.<br />
. . .”<br />
He explained his needs <strong>and</strong> Amata shook<br />
her head, placing her h<strong>and</strong> on her hip. “I can<br />
do this. But if you get into trouble, make sure<br />
they return you directly to me for disciplining.”<br />
“Cargo container ATE 23.55 successfully<br />
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docked. Shuttle Tiberius clear. Enjoy the<br />
toys.” The departing shuttle extinguished its<br />
floodlights <strong>and</strong> drifted to the next docking<br />
station.<br />
Inside the station, Dmitry equalized pressure<br />
with the cargo container, opened the airlock<br />
<strong>and</strong> floated through. Enzo could hear<br />
him unsnapping clamps; he quickly reappeared,<br />
pushing the perishables container.<br />
Too many flash-frozen bottles of good Russian<br />
vodka had resulted in grumblings from the<br />
crew, so the captain arranged a compromise.<br />
Each cargo container included a limited volume<br />
of warm, pressurized storage. In exchange,<br />
construction would get back on<br />
schedule.<br />
Captain Jerwin knew to play the politics<br />
<strong>and</strong> insisted on personally distributing the<br />
contents. She refused to wear the Station’s<br />
Santa Claus suit while she performed this task,<br />
but the event was clearly festive.<br />
“Enzo, you have a package from Amata,”<br />
Captain Jerwin announced. “Is this from your<br />
farm?”<br />
“Sì,” Enzo said. “Something special from my<br />
fidanzata.”<br />
“I’m not going to have to confiscate this,<br />
am I?” asked the Captain. “We can’t be introducing<br />
contaminates....”<br />
Enzo froze. Had the Captain somehow<br />
learned the contents of the package? He<br />
quickly examined the seal—still intact. He<br />
started to formulate a response.<br />
“. . . After all, chocolate-chip cookies are a<br />
special kind of contrab<strong>and</strong>,” continued Captain<br />
Jerwin. “I’d hate to have to eat them all<br />
myself in the name of station cleanliness.”<br />
Captain Jerwin was smiling. Enzo realized<br />
she was joking. He resumed breathing.<br />
“Amata sends you cookies?” Dmitry whispered.<br />
“Drinking vodka later, you bring!”<br />
“Gotta go, Dmitry,” mumbled Enzo as he<br />
h<strong>and</strong>-climbed out of the zero-gee dock in the<br />
hub of the station. “I’ll stop by this evening.”<br />
Enzo rushed to his room <strong>and</strong> snapped the<br />
seal on the package. Inside were cookies—<br />
but more importantly, a bag containing tiny<br />
yellow pouches, each smaller than a grain of<br />
rice. He carefully opened the bag <strong>and</strong> mixed<br />
the contents with a fresh sample of filtrate<br />
<strong>and</strong> a bit of water.<br />
Every preschool student plants a seed in a<br />
cup of soil, unleashing an ancient force of bio-<br />
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chemical mysticism. They watch in awe as the<br />
emerging life waves a green banner of hope<br />
<strong>and</strong> fulfillment. Enzo was no less hopeful as<br />
he planted the packets of worm eggs in skin<br />
flakes. A batch of mature worms from Amata<br />
would have been easier, but rail-gun acceleration<br />
turned complex organisms into mush.<br />
Eggs were much more robust <strong>and</strong> if they<br />
weren’t frozen, would make orbit in fine<br />
shape.<br />
Enzo watched the mix for weeks, but nothing<br />
moved. No worms, no soil, just powdered<br />
dead skin. Olya frequently stopped by to<br />
check up on the research—which accidentally<br />
led to the next conspirator in the tomato<br />
drama.<br />
Enzo had borrowed a magnifying glass to<br />
inspect for weld undercuts <strong>and</strong> had “forgotten”<br />
to return it. Olya sat at the desk <strong>and</strong> held<br />
it above the dormant worm farm, searching<br />
for life.<br />
“Is this worm egg?” she asked. Enzo stood<br />
<strong>and</strong> took the magnifier, looking over her<br />
shoulder at the contents of the desk. The aerial<br />
view of Sidorova cleavage caught his attention,<br />
if only for the slightest of moments.<br />
“You don’t need magnifier to see that,” Antoniy<br />
laughed. His unexpected appearance in<br />
the small room startled <strong>and</strong> embarrassed<br />
Enzo. He straightened quickly <strong>and</strong> his collar<br />
zipper snagged several blonde hairs from<br />
Olya’s head, yanking her back <strong>and</strong> exposing<br />
the worm farm to Antoniy’s full view.<br />
“Moosor?” Antoniy immediately recognized<br />
the powder. “You are hoarding moosor? This<br />
is strange.”<br />
Enzo <strong>and</strong> Olya babbled with competing explanations,<br />
protesting entirely too much to assert<br />
any innocence. He watched them quietly,<br />
then walked to the desk, fingered the small<br />
pile <strong>and</strong> turned to regard his shipmates with a<br />
puzzled expression.<br />
“Tomatoes!” Enzo exclaimed. “Soil grown<br />
tomatoes for Dmitry.” He came clean about<br />
the entire plan. Olya held her breath.<br />
Antoniy, revealing a hidden sense of humor,<br />
thought the idea of presenting Dmitry with a<br />
tomato taste-test was “Vot eto da!” Enzo’s private<br />
quarters become a clubhouse for the<br />
three while they fretted over the dormant<br />
worm farm.<br />
Olya <strong>and</strong> Antoniy sat at the desk, using the<br />
magnifier to examine the bowl of filtrate for<br />
signs of activity. As had been true for the previous<br />
week, nothing could be seen.<br />
“I’m worried about this,” said Enzo. “This<br />
station is too small to keep secrets. What happens<br />
when people find out?”<br />
“Nobody to find out from me,” Olya said. “I<br />
want surprise for Dmitry.”<br />
“Chyort voz’mi!” exclaimed Antoniy, looking<br />
at the clock <strong>and</strong> bolting out the door.<br />
“Late for shift!”<br />
Which resulted in the opening scene of a<br />
major station-side love sc<strong>and</strong>al, complete with<br />
associated gossip.<br />
In the hallway, Antoniy received a refresher<br />
course on the effects of rapid acceleration,<br />
precession <strong>and</strong> movement against direction of<br />
spin in the tight confines of a space station.<br />
These forces normally resulted in a collision—<br />
in this case with Katya Sidorova.<br />
Russian cursing <strong>and</strong> apologies echoed back<br />
into the room as Katya <strong>and</strong> Antoniy tried to regain<br />
their proper orientation. Olya mistakenly<br />
peeked out the door. Katya looked up from<br />
her position on the floor.<br />
Speakers of any language could underst<strong>and</strong><br />
the ensuing Russian invectives between the<br />
sisters. Katya had not expected to meet Antoniy<br />
in such a forceful way <strong>and</strong> was especially<br />
not pleased to find Olya peeking out of the<br />
door he had just exited. Thinking with her red<br />
hair, Katya jumped to the worst of conclusions<br />
<strong>and</strong> berated her sister for romancing Antoniy.<br />
The volume quickly rose to uncomfortable<br />
levels <strong>and</strong> echoed through the station,<br />
with Antoniy unhappily stuck in the middle.<br />
“Blyad!” screamed Olya as she jetted off toward<br />
the kitchen.<br />
“Blyadishcha!” answered Katya, running in<br />
the opposite direction.<br />
Silence from the hall leaked into Enzo’s<br />
quarters. Antoniy had slipped back into the<br />
room in an attempt to hide from the sisters.<br />
The explosive situation in the hallway had dissipated<br />
before Antoniy turned to Enzo. “I go<br />
to work now. Perhaps EVA might be safer.” He<br />
slunk out the door.<br />
Enzo’s clubhouse became a therapy room.<br />
Olya frequently replayed the event <strong>and</strong> shared<br />
stories of Katya’s irrational behavior. Antoniy<br />
focused on the worm farm. Enzo was an engineer,<br />
not a therapist, so he wisely spent much<br />
of the time nodding his head in vague agree-<br />
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ment.<br />
Station retellings of the Shakespearean drama<br />
were proliferate <strong>and</strong> inaccurate. Dmitry reacted<br />
with Slavic silence, which annoyed Olya<br />
who found reasons to blame Katya. Dmitry<br />
seemed unsure of the relationship between<br />
Antoniy <strong>and</strong> Olya—they had been spending a<br />
lot of time together. Time spent farming<br />
worms, but he was unaware of this detail. Perhaps<br />
Dmitry was just frightened of Olya, either<br />
her explosive temper or possibly her<br />
smoldering good looks.<br />
Katya aggressively didn’t speak to Antoniy,<br />
but found opportunities to make him feel<br />
sheepish. As they were still working on the<br />
Italian installation, those moments were frequent.<br />
Enzo replayed one awkward session on<br />
video for Amata.<br />
On the recording, Dmitry floated on EVA,<br />
accompanied by R-Eva, operated by Antoniy.<br />
Enzo could be seen consulting blueprints next<br />
to Antoniy. Katya appeared in an inset window<br />
of the monitor, confirming connections<br />
at the module joint.<br />
“Dmitry, connection not functional,” Katya<br />
said. “Please tell R-Eva move it to socket B13.”<br />
Dmitry shifted his position to look up at Antoniy/R-Eva,<br />
<strong>and</strong> then looked back at the panel<br />
he held. Normally, Katya would have made<br />
an impish remark directly to Antoniy. Now<br />
she directed her conversation to Dmitry, who<br />
had to relay it to R-Eva <strong>and</strong> finally to Antoniy.<br />
Antoniy could hear everything, but anger or<br />
shyness prevented his direct reply.<br />
The video lasted for one minute, thirty-two<br />
seconds, but recorded an eternity. On an orbiting<br />
station, awkward moments have a lot of<br />
space to fill.<br />
* * *<br />
“. . . she always took last of ice cream <strong>and</strong><br />
Mama let her,” Olya said. She had been venting<br />
to Enzo <strong>and</strong> Antoniy about her younger<br />
sister for the last hour.<br />
Enzo tried to read in his hammock. Antoniy<br />
avoided eye contact.<br />
“I need return to kitchen. Dinner waits.”<br />
Olya stood <strong>and</strong> departed from Enzo’s Therapy<br />
Room <strong>and</strong> Dormant Worm Farm. The cabin<br />
was blissfully quiet for forty-two minutes before<br />
the excitement started.<br />
“Gospodi!” Antoniy quietly whispered from<br />
the desk. Enzo didn’t look up from his reader—Antoniy<br />
had been calling false alarms for<br />
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JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
the last week. “Little worms!”<br />
Enzo shifted his gaze to the desk. Antoniy<br />
turned the bowl of filtrate with one h<strong>and</strong>, the<br />
other holding the magnifier to his eye. Turn<br />
the bowl, stop, turn back, fiddle with the focus<br />
dial, turn the bowl.<br />
“Gospodi!” Antoniy again exclaimed.<br />
Antoniy’s false alarms were usually momentary,<br />
followed by “Nyet” <strong>and</strong> a sniff. This time,<br />
Antoniy did see something. Enzo rolled off the<br />
hammock <strong>and</strong> stood, looking through the<br />
magnifier.<br />
“Oh my God!” agreed Enzo.<br />
The white filtrate contrasted with the small<br />
red lines crawling across the surface. No mistake—worms.<br />
Worms, searching for food.<br />
Enzo hadn’t kept any kitchen scraps around<br />
for weeks, but now he suddenly needed nutrients.<br />
He turned for the door.<br />
“Stay here!” shouted Enzo. “Don’t let them<br />
get away!”<br />
Workers from the third shift filled the galley,<br />
but seeing Enzo breathlessly appear in the<br />
kitchen doorway gave Olya every reason to ignore<br />
the crowd.<br />
“Research!” whispered Enzo.<br />
Dumping the contents of the mixer, Olya<br />
grabbed a h<strong>and</strong>ful of mixed food trimmings<br />
<strong>and</strong> minced them to soup. Like a bartender in<br />
a high-class restaurant, she deftly tossed the<br />
puree into a clean glass <strong>and</strong> h<strong>and</strong>ed it to<br />
Enzo.<br />
“Research!” agreed Olya. “Go!”<br />
Enzo proceeded down the corridor at a<br />
faster pace than advised in the station manuals,<br />
bouncing off walls when his enthusiasm<br />
exceeded available gees. He directed his attention<br />
entirely at the small glass of vegetable<br />
puree, resulting in his vector abruptly intersecting<br />
with the Captain’s. He tumbled, but<br />
managed to keep the contents of the glass<br />
contained. Containing the angry Captain<br />
proved to be more difficult.<br />
“Where’s the fire, Enzo?” queried the Captain.<br />
Her eyebrows furrowed in annoyance.<br />
“Do we need to post speed limits?”<br />
Enzo used his finger to wipe up the small<br />
bits of vegetable from the floor, walls, <strong>and</strong> her<br />
uniform. “Sorry,” he said, hoping to truncate<br />
the conversation <strong>and</strong> return to his starving<br />
worm farm.<br />
“What’s in the glass?” she enquired. “Does<br />
Olya have a new milkshake flavor?”<br />
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Enzo realized he should panic. Transporting<br />
unlicensed vegetable puree wasn’t prohibited—but<br />
could lead to questions he didn’t<br />
want to answer.<br />
“Um . . . it’s something she’s trying out. A<br />
bit bl<strong>and</strong>, but lots of vitamins.” He desperately<br />
spun the story, focusing his adrenaline with<br />
hopes of preserving his career <strong>and</strong> the secrecy<br />
of the impending soil. Captain Jerwin regarded<br />
him with a questioning look.<br />
Enzo hesitated, raised the glass of puree to<br />
his lips, took a tentative sip <strong>and</strong> swirled the<br />
woody pulp. The overwhelming taste of garlic<br />
<strong>and</strong> strawberry surprised him, but he<br />
smacked his lips in theatrical approval, held<br />
up the glass <strong>and</strong> nodded.<br />
“Delicious!” he lied. “Gotta go.”<br />
Enzo resumed his dash down the hallway<br />
before the Captain could respond. Cornering<br />
into his cabin, he h<strong>and</strong>ed the puree to Antoniy,<br />
who carefully placed small amounts<br />
near the infant worms. Antoniy <strong>and</strong> Enzo almost<br />
cheered out loud when their babies<br />
found the vegetable mix.<br />
The worms thrived on Olya’s compost<br />
puree <strong>and</strong> the filtrate slowly turned from salsa<br />
to soil. A diet of straight vegetable sauce<br />
failed—the worms needed the filtrate for rest<br />
<strong>and</strong> breeding. Antoniy decided the station air<br />
filters needed more frequent cleaning <strong>and</strong><br />
now supplied twenty or thirty CCs of moosor<br />
per month.<br />
Distressingly, an increasing number of station<br />
personnel were becoming aware of the<br />
project <strong>and</strong> becoming willing co-conspirators.<br />
“Enzo, please meet friend of mine,” Antoniy<br />
introduced a newcomer to Enzo’s research<br />
room <strong>and</strong> private quarters. “He comes<br />
from Penza, much farming. He misses smell of<br />
soil. I tell him I know of something he will<br />
like, he bring vodka from Penza. Top quality.<br />
We drink!”<br />
Enzo had learned to appreciate fine vodka,<br />
but this was some of the best he had appreciated.<br />
Likewise, Antoniy’s friend agreed the<br />
soil was the best he had smelled in months.<br />
“Too bad about plants,” the Penzan farmer<br />
said. “Space seeds are genetically modified for<br />
hydroponics—lots of fruit, not much root. In<br />
dirt, they sprout then die. Not enough nutrients.<br />
Normal seeds also fail. Light is all<br />
wrong.”<br />
Enzo had had assumed the failure to sprout<br />
was due to his lack of gardening skills. After<br />
the conversation with the Penzan, he realized<br />
the need for more agricultural know-how.<br />
With hopes of gaining further insights, Enzo<br />
supplied the staggering Russian with a starter<br />
kit of filtrate, worms <strong>and</strong> puree.<br />
Olya now included “Research” in her daily<br />
food preparation schedule <strong>and</strong> “For Research”<br />
became a regular, although cl<strong>and</strong>estine, request<br />
at the galley.<br />
The success of soil creation offset the corresponding<br />
social failures of Katya, Antoniy<br />
<strong>and</strong> Olya. With hopes of patching up friendships,<br />
Enzo carefully hid any evidence of<br />
worms <strong>and</strong> threw a small party in his quarters.<br />
“Antoniy tells me this vodka is from Penza,”<br />
Enzo chattered to Dmitry, pouring him an<br />
oversized glass. He poured an equal amount<br />
for Antoniy, hoping the myth of Russians<br />
holding their booze was inaccurate. For himself<br />
he poured only a little, trying to maintain<br />
his wits should things go out of control.<br />
“Penza near my home town,” Dmitry cheerfully<br />
agreed. “Make good vodka. Za druzhbu<br />
myezhdu narodami!” Dmitry <strong>and</strong> Antoniy<br />
emptied their glasses in a toss, <strong>and</strong> then<br />
looked expectantly at Enzo. Enzo, being a<br />
good host, followed their example.<br />
Two more shots <strong>and</strong> the singing started.<br />
Loud Russian vocalizations did not need the<br />
intercom to echo through the station. The out<br />
of control portion of the party began with<br />
Katya entering the room.<br />
Dmitry noticed Katya first. Antoniy faced<br />
away from the door, teaching Enzo the correct<br />
pronunciation of a Russian folksong.<br />
Dmitry removed the foolish grin from his face,<br />
replacing it with a sober frown.<br />
“Enzo, you not say Antoniy here!” Katya<br />
said, expecting a pleasant evening with Dmitry<br />
<strong>and</strong> Enzo, rather than a weak attempt at reunions.<br />
Antoniy stopped <strong>and</strong> turned. Not prepared<br />
for an encounter with a redheaded Russian<br />
she-badger, he tossed back the rest of his glass<br />
<strong>and</strong> exited the room, managing to avoid any<br />
contact with Katya through a door not designed<br />
for two occupants.<br />
“Antoniy is Yeban’ko maloletnee,”<br />
screamed Katya. “I make clear I don’t want<br />
see him again!”<br />
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And on cue, Olya entered the room at high<br />
velocity. She had been just down the hallway<br />
when she saw Antoniy exit <strong>and</strong> heard her sister<br />
swearing at Enzo.<br />
“Enzo, you are glupetz, why is she here?”<br />
Olya blasted him before she even passed the<br />
doorway. She didn’t expect Katya would be<br />
blocking the door <strong>and</strong> unexpectedly bounced<br />
off her—directly into Dmitry’s half-finished<br />
glass of vodka, spilling the drink into his lap<br />
<strong>and</strong> l<strong>and</strong>ing there herself.<br />
The silence was as brief as the explosion of<br />
cursing <strong>and</strong> accusations was loud. Katya<br />
swearing at Enzo. Olya swearing at Katya <strong>and</strong><br />
Enzo. Dmitry trying to move between the<br />
atoms of the wall behind him <strong>and</strong> away from<br />
the struggling blonde in his lap. Enzo trying to<br />
explain. Katya <strong>and</strong> Olya challenging each other’s<br />
parenthood <strong>and</strong> virtue. Abruptly, the sisters<br />
exited into the hallway, departing in<br />
equal but opposite directions. Dmitry listened<br />
to the firestorm recede, glanced at Enzo <strong>and</strong><br />
quietly left him alone.<br />
Two days later, Enzo <strong>and</strong> Dmitry climbed to<br />
EVA prep for the next scheduled install.<br />
“Antoniy <strong>and</strong> Katya? Same room, same<br />
time?” queried Dmitry of Enzo. “Did Katya<br />
<strong>and</strong> Antoniy know same room, same time?”<br />
Enzo admitted he had been a neglectful<br />
host.<br />
“Why not sponsor Judo match instead?”<br />
snarked Dmitry.<br />
Sobs greeted them as they entered the<br />
wing. “That Yeban’ko maloletnee LEFT!”<br />
Katya choked. “Antoniy transferred to other<br />
station yesterday. Did not say goodbye, just<br />
gone with glupetz robot.” Another sobbing<br />
cry filled the station. Katya was a hysterical<br />
wreck.<br />
Enzo paged Olya to collect her sister. Without<br />
a qualified tech helping them inside the<br />
station, they were done for the day. It would<br />
be best if they were gone when Olya arrived,<br />
so they went to find other projects.<br />
Enzo later found Olya <strong>and</strong> Katya in the galley<br />
with strong black tea <strong>and</strong> tissues. The magnetic<br />
force of boyfriends had repelled, <strong>and</strong><br />
then attracted the sisters. While Katya<br />
sobbed, Olya explained to Enzo how Antoniy<br />
had transferred to the sister space station, also<br />
under construction. The other station had a<br />
greater need for R-Eva operators, so his re-<br />
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JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
quest had been quickly granted. Antoniy had<br />
left without telling Katya, leaving her to find<br />
out from the station project manager. For a<br />
woman who had been inflicting Russian silent<br />
torture on Antoniy for several weeks, Katya<br />
now reacted as if Antoniy was the only boy in<br />
space.<br />
“I angry, but not want him to leave,” sniffed<br />
Katya. “Just want him to be strong, notice<br />
me.” Another sob <strong>and</strong> a drink of tea.<br />
“Stupid men,” agreed Olya.<br />
Katya wasn’t the only one missing Antoniy.<br />
The engineer newly tasked with cleaning filtration<br />
wanted nothing to do with saving filtrate<br />
for worms <strong>and</strong> soil. Filters were cleaned,<br />
moosor incinerated <strong>and</strong> the monthly eight<br />
CCs of archived filtrate sent Earthward. Enzo<br />
couldn’t blame him for sticking to documented<br />
procedures, but it created a barrier to<br />
building enough soil for serious agriculture.<br />
Or even one good tomato.<br />
Further <strong>and</strong> unfortunately, the module installation<br />
continued to proceed on schedule.<br />
With only a few short weeks before the last<br />
connectors were placed, Enzo realized he<br />
would be sent back to Amata before the tomatoes<br />
were sprouting.<br />
“Ciao amore mio!” Enzo said to the video<br />
link image of Amata, who smiled back at him.<br />
“Three weeks <strong>and</strong> I will be home. Is the house<br />
still st<strong>and</strong>ing?”<br />
“There have been no fires to speak of,” Amata<br />
laughed. “The chickens are happy <strong>and</strong> the<br />
garden is ripe. Fresh marinara for you when<br />
you return.” Amata held up a Roma tomato,<br />
ripe <strong>and</strong> out of reach. Her botany degree had<br />
served her well.<br />
“Amata, you cannot imagine how much I<br />
wish to be holding that tomato.”<br />
“Tell me more when you come home,” Amata<br />
breathed. “I miss you.”<br />
Three days later, the final scene of the station<br />
celebrity sc<strong>and</strong>al took place. It began as<br />
Enzo, Dmitry <strong>and</strong> Katya reported to EVA prep<br />
for external inspection spacewalks.<br />
“Don’t bother suiting up,” said Roger, the<br />
EVA tech. “Captain just left. She said to tell<br />
you two things. First—you’re late. Second—<br />
you’re to report to her conference room. And<br />
I’m pretty sure she meant immediately.”<br />
The three moved down the station corridors<br />
feeling the dark, gravitational pull of the<br />
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Captain’s summons. They passed the galley<br />
when Olya emerged with a glass of what appeared<br />
to be vegetable puree.<br />
“Move,” Olya shouted. “Captain want<br />
pureed vegetables in conference room.”<br />
Enzo imagined bad things coming his way.<br />
They entered the room to find Antoniy’s<br />
image displayed on a teleconference link, the<br />
Captain looking out of the view port <strong>and</strong> a<br />
bowl of soil <strong>and</strong> worms at the head of the<br />
table. Enzo smelled impending doom.<br />
“Sit,” stated Captain Jerwin.<br />
They sat.<br />
“The five of you are an unbelievable pain in<br />
the ass.” The Captain turned, staring at each<br />
of them, finishing with a glare at the worms.<br />
“I assume you have forgotten the commercial<br />
nature of this station. I assume you have<br />
forgotten the importance of maintaining a<br />
clean-room environment. I assume you have<br />
forgotten the consequences, both to your<br />
safety <strong>and</strong> careers, of willfully creating quantities<br />
of contaminant.”<br />
“I can explain—” Enzo attempted to do the<br />
noble thing <strong>and</strong> own up.<br />
“I’m talking. You’re listening.” The Captain<br />
glared at him in a fashion reminiscent of her<br />
famous video. “When I’m ready to hear from<br />
you, I will have told you what you are going to<br />
say. Until then, nothing. Understood?”<br />
Enzo gulped <strong>and</strong> nodded. He hoped he’d be<br />
sent home in the pressurized transport, rather<br />
than the incinerator run.<br />
“Last night, I had a Captain’s dinner at our<br />
sister space station. A wonderful meal, until<br />
we discussed shipboard morale. At this point,<br />
my peer challenged me with a wager. He believes<br />
his station will produce soil-grown<br />
tomatoes faster <strong>and</strong> of better quality than<br />
ours.”<br />
Enzo shot a quick glance at a puzzled Dmitry.<br />
The Captain continued, “‘What are soilgrown<br />
tomatoes?’ I thought to myself. But I<br />
don’t like to appear ignorant of activities<br />
around my station. So I, of course, accepted<br />
his wager. And by the way, it is a substantial<br />
wager.”<br />
Enzo mentally inventoried his possessions<br />
on the station <strong>and</strong> decided to whom they’d be<br />
given.<br />
“Antoniy.” The Captain faced the monitor.<br />
“Thank you for indulging me in our conversa-<br />
tion last night. For those of you in the room,<br />
Antoniy explained where these worms <strong>and</strong><br />
soil have come from <strong>and</strong> how they traveled to<br />
our sister station amongst his personal belongings.”<br />
The Captain picked up the bowl <strong>and</strong> examined<br />
it closely. “News travels quickly in the vacuum<br />
of space. This morning, I had the unexpected<br />
pleasure of conversing with an<br />
extremely enthusiastic representative of the<br />
Corporation that owns this station. He told me<br />
they were thrilled we had instituted a program<br />
to improve station morale by reproducing a little<br />
piece of Earth. He was briefly curious about<br />
how we contained this—dirt—so as to not<br />
contaminate the station, but didn’t pause long<br />
enough for me to dream up a lie. He rushed on<br />
to tell me Earthside engineers were highly supportive<br />
about the improvements in quality of<br />
life on our station. He wanted to know when<br />
we’d be prepared for a press conference to<br />
show off these tomatoes.”<br />
Turning back to the monitor, the Captain<br />
continued. “Antoniy. I managed to rescind<br />
your transfer, much to the dismay of my competitor<br />
in this wager. You are returning to this<br />
station on the next transport. I believe it will<br />
be departing your current location in approximately<br />
fifty minutes. When you set foot on<br />
this station, you will report to engineering<br />
headquarters. You will accept your previous<br />
assignment. They are expecting you to complete<br />
cleaning the filtration systems before<br />
dinner. You will continue to use your modified<br />
disposal routine for the filtrate. Dismissed.”<br />
The connection ended <strong>and</strong> a dropjawed<br />
Antoniy disappeared from the monitor.<br />
“Katya,” The Captain turned from the blank<br />
monitor <strong>and</strong> stared down the Russian girl.<br />
“You are remaining as Support Engineer on<br />
the same team. This time you will not turn my<br />
station into a soap opera. I will not hear reports<br />
of missed assignments. You <strong>and</strong> Antoniy<br />
will attend an upcoming series of Effective<br />
Communication classes. I expect to hear<br />
glowing reports from the instructor regarding<br />
your respective performances. This is not a<br />
speculative statement. Is this clear?”<br />
Katya’s face was as red as her hair. She understood.<br />
The Captain turned to Olya.<br />
“This vegetable puree seems to be exceedingly<br />
popular <strong>and</strong> until last night, it didn’t occur<br />
to me it was anything other than a health<br />
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drink. Apparently it’s a health drink, but not<br />
for my human crew. In support of the tomato<br />
project, you are now going to produce<br />
enough of your health mix to keep our worm<br />
population happy <strong>and</strong> producing soil.”<br />
“And you,” The Captain turned her gaze on<br />
a suddenly fidgeting Dmitry. “It’s unclear<br />
how, but you are somehow the cause of this<br />
situation. You are now accepting the job of<br />
Soil Production Manager. I expect you will<br />
work closely with Olya <strong>and</strong> Antoniy to monitor,<br />
contain, <strong>and</strong> maximize system throughput.<br />
Emphasis on contain. Please do not consider<br />
this a promotion; it is simply a new part<br />
of your job. Understood?”<br />
Dmitry replied with a vigorous affirmation.<br />
“Da, Captain!”<br />
“The three of you are dismissed,” The Captain<br />
said in an efficient tone. “Enzo, you stay.”<br />
Olya, Dmitry, <strong>and</strong> Katya cleared the room<br />
as if in an explosive decompression. In spite<br />
of the air-conditioning, Enzo began to sweat.<br />
“Enzo, you <strong>and</strong> I have a problem,” started<br />
the Captain. “First, an affirmation. You’re a<br />
good engineer. Your module install will finish<br />
on time. Good work.”<br />
Enzo swallowed. Nodded. Stared.<br />
“If you were a screw-up, I could just wait<br />
for your contract to end <strong>and</strong> you’d be off my<br />
station. However, you are clever <strong>and</strong> you<br />
know the routines. And there’s this wager <strong>and</strong><br />
press conference. All of this soil. But no tomatoes.”<br />
The Captain held up the bowl. “Is that<br />
correct? There are no tomatoes?”<br />
Enzo admitted that yes, there were no<br />
tomatoes.<br />
“I’ve put in a recommendation you remain<br />
on the ship for further work on the Italian<br />
module. I have expressed concerns about its<br />
operation, concerns that will require a qualified<br />
engineer to address. In addition to your<br />
duties with the module, you are also going to<br />
produce tomatoes.”<br />
Enzo felt his heart drop to Earth, to his Amata.<br />
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JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
“Captain.” Enzo stopped to clear his throat<br />
<strong>and</strong> started again. “Captain, I’m not sure it can<br />
be done. I’m not good with plants. I’m sure<br />
Dmitry <strong>and</strong> Olya can h<strong>and</strong>le it.”<br />
“They will be busy enough. This is for you<br />
to do.” The Captain voiced the statement<br />
slowly, enunciating every syllable. “Your<br />
tomatoes are now tied to shareholder value.<br />
You will grow them successfully, if you have<br />
to spend evenings taking a community college<br />
class in botany. I don’t care what it takes. It<br />
apparently doesn’t matter to the corporation<br />
how much it costs. But I’d better see them on<br />
my desk <strong>and</strong> soon.”<br />
Enzo thought for a long moment. “Captain,<br />
I think I know how to do this.”<br />
“Fine. Good. Do as you need. Red, round<br />
vegetables on my desk. Dismissed.”<br />
Two weeks later, R-Eva worked near the<br />
docking port. Antoniy, wearing VR glasses<br />
<strong>and</strong> controlling R-Eva, stood inside next to<br />
Katya.<br />
“Can you see them?” Katya scanned the<br />
videos, showing the view from outside via R-<br />
Eva’s cameras. Katya put her arm around Antoniy.<br />
R-Eva reached down to pat a phantom<br />
Katya’s butt—an oversight by Antoniy, with<br />
video evidence shared widely among station<br />
crew.<br />
“There is shuttle,” said Antoniy. “Coming<br />
from behind spoke three.”<br />
R-Eva’s head swiveled to follow the Italian<br />
personnel shuttle. Inside the station, Antoniy<br />
took off the VR glasses <strong>and</strong> joined Katya in<br />
watching the video of the dock interior. They<br />
could see Enzo, Dmitry, <strong>and</strong> Olya waiting by<br />
the entry port for final pressurization. Lights<br />
flashed, the seal opened, <strong>and</strong> several new station<br />
personnel emerged. Among them was a<br />
dark-haired woman with a botany major <strong>and</strong> a<br />
sack of seeds, who launched herself into<br />
Enzo’s arms. ■<br />
17
A<br />
few years ago, I joined some friends<br />
for an event called the Hood to Coast<br />
Relay—which, as the name implies, is<br />
a relay race running all the way from<br />
Oregon’s Mount Hood to the sea (about two<br />
hundred miles). That year I didn’t run, but instead<br />
served as a volunteer, directing traffic<br />
somewhere in the recesses of the Oregon<br />
Coast Ranges. Afterward, I joined my friends<br />
at the beach for sunset, celebration, <strong>and</strong> a<br />
weekend on the coast.<br />
Since I’d not run the race, I went for a jog.<br />
About two miles into it, I got to thinking<br />
about tsunamis.<br />
That might sound strange, but those<br />
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<strong>Science</strong> <strong>Fact</strong><br />
Waves of the<br />
Future: Where<br />
Will the Next<br />
Tsunami Strike?<br />
Richard A. Lovett<br />
who’ve read my prior articles know I’ve often<br />
written about seismology, earthquakes, <strong>and</strong><br />
tectonics. 1 Not far offshore from the Oregon<br />
Coast is one of the world’s largest subduction<br />
zones—a place where tectonic plates crush<br />
together, with one diving beneath another,<br />
sometimes in giant lurches. These can produce<br />
earthquakes of magnitude 9.0 or greater<br />
. . . <strong>and</strong> undersea earthquakes of that size<br />
mean tsunamis.<br />
What, I wondered, would I do, if the<br />
ground heaved?<br />
I knew a tsunami wouldn’t strike until<br />
twenty or thirty minutes after a quake ended.<br />
That was enough time for me to run three or<br />
1 In fact, my guest Alternate View column in November 2012, “Traditional Mousetraps” was about<br />
a different aspect of the global tsunami problem.
four miles . . . assuming bridges were intact<br />
<strong>and</strong> I didn’t have to swim sloughs. Assuming<br />
there weren’t power lines down all over the<br />
place. Assuming the hill I ran for didn’t turn<br />
out to be an impenetrable blackberry thicket.<br />
The beach I was running along was three<br />
miles long, which meant the middle of it was<br />
a mile <strong>and</strong> a half from high ground. Suddenly,<br />
I felt dangerously exposed.<br />
The last decade has done much to bring the<br />
threat of tsunamis to worldwide attention.<br />
The best-known disasters were the ones in<br />
Sumatra (230,000 dead on December 26,<br />
2004) <strong>and</strong> Japan (20,000 dead on March 11,<br />
2011). But those aren’t the only killer waves.<br />
The 2010 Chilean earthquake generated eightfoot<br />
waves that killed two hundred people. 2<br />
And an earthquake near Samoa on September<br />
29, 2009 washed the isl<strong>and</strong>s with 15-foot<br />
waves, killing at least 129. 3 Even the Haiti<br />
earthquake of 2010 generated a small but<br />
deadly tsunami. 4 All of which leads to a simple<br />
question: where will the next deadly wave hit?<br />
The short answer is that until earthquake<br />
prediction becomes a true science, nobody<br />
knows. But some regions are at greater risk<br />
(<strong>and</strong> more poorly prepared) than others.<br />
The Oregon Coast where I was jogging is<br />
one of these. The fault that threatens it is the<br />
Cascadia Subduction Zone, which stretches<br />
offshore from Northern California to Canada.<br />
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Every few hundred years, geologists believe,<br />
this fault unleashes a mega-quake comparable<br />
to the one that devastated Japan. The most recent<br />
was in 1700 (dated by tree-ring studies of<br />
trees it killed). 5 Nobody knows whether that<br />
means the fault is about ready to slip again, or<br />
if it will be quiescent for several more centuries.<br />
Unfortunately, if it happens now, American<br />
coastal residents won’t react as well as the<br />
Japanese. “The Japanese are culturally attuned<br />
to be aware of earthquakes <strong>and</strong> tsunamis,”<br />
says Patrick Corcoran, a disaster specialist at<br />
Oregon State University. “We are not.”<br />
How many people are in the danger zone is<br />
difficult to estimate. Corcoran puts the figure<br />
at roughly a hundred thous<strong>and</strong>, but some of<br />
the coastal towns, he notes, can see their populations<br />
swell by a factor of ten during peak<br />
tourist weekends. “It’s musical chairs,” he<br />
said. “When the earthquake happens, whoever<br />
is going to be there is going to be there.”<br />
In Japan, 90% of the people in the areas hit<br />
by the tsunami escaped. In Oregon, Corcoran<br />
fears, it might be the reverse: the 90% might<br />
well be the victims. 6<br />
Ring of Fire . . . <strong>and</strong> Water<br />
Cascadia is part of the Pacific “Ring of Fire,”<br />
where volcanoes (<strong>and</strong> subduction zones) rim<br />
the planet’s most tectonically active zone. Seven<br />
of the ten largest earthquakes in recorded<br />
history 7 have occurred here—sixteen of the<br />
2<br />
“When Will We Learn,” Newsweek, March 13, 2011, http://www.thedailybeast.com/newsweek/<br />
2011/03/13/when-will-we-learn.html.<br />
3<br />
Ibid.<br />
4<br />
Of the 200,000 who died in that earthquake, only three are known to have been killed by the wave,<br />
but there might have been others who survived the collapse of their houses only to drown. See<br />
Richard A. Lovett, “Haiti Earthquake Produced Deadly Tsunami,” Nature News (online) 25 February<br />
2010.<br />
5<br />
It also spawned legends among coastal tribes, <strong>and</strong> produced a tsunami described by Japanese historians.<br />
See Richard A. Lovett, “From Atlantis to Canoe-Eating Trees: Geomythology Comes of Age,”<br />
<strong>Analog</strong>, September 2009.<br />
6<br />
Northern California might fare slightly better if people remember 2011, when four people (three of<br />
whom survived) were washed out to sea by 8-foot waves from the Japan earthquake. See “Tsunami:<br />
Much of Crescent City harbor destroyed; 4 people swept into sea, 1 feared dead,” Los Angeles Times,<br />
March 11, 2011, http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/lanow/2011/03/crescent-city-harbor-destroyed-people-swept-into-sea.html.<br />
But history isn’t on the side of memory. The person who died was reportedly<br />
photographing the waves — despite the fact that well within living memory, Crescent City had seen 11<br />
fatalities from a tsunami generated by Alaska’s 1964 “Good Friday” earthquake (magnitude 9.2).<br />
7<br />
“Largest Earthquakes in the World since 1900,” U.S. Geological Survey, http://earthquake.usgs.gov/<br />
earthquakes/world/10_largest_world.php.<br />
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ANALOG<br />
top seventeen, in fact, if you include the Indian<br />
Ocean side of Indonesia, which may not<br />
border the Pacific but is part of the same tectonic<br />
region.<br />
Another high-danger part of that region lies<br />
offshore from Lima, Peru. “[Since] the Spanish<br />
conquest in 1543, Lima has been destroyed<br />
three times by a major earthquake with<br />
tsunamis,” says Emile Okal, a geophysicist<br />
from Northwestern University, Evanston, Illinois.<br />
“How large, we are not sure, but enough<br />
to completely wreck the city as it was built [at<br />
the time]. Now construction would be a bit<br />
better, but the population has increased tenfold<br />
or something, so I would put Lima as a<br />
city very much at risk.”<br />
Also at risk is Indonesia (<strong>and</strong> the same farflung<br />
regions of the Indian Ocean that were<br />
hard hit in 2004). At one level, that’s surprising,<br />
because classic tectonic theory says that<br />
earthquakes release long-accumulating strain.<br />
This means that a fault should not rupture<br />
again in the same place until enough time has<br />
passed for strain to re-accumulate.<br />
But faults appear to come in segments, <strong>and</strong><br />
an earthquake in one segment can transfer<br />
stress to adjacent ones. And, while Indonesia<br />
has seen more than its share of giant earthquakes,<br />
one segment of the Sunda Subduction<br />
Zone—the fault that generated both the 2004<br />
Indian Ocean tsunami <strong>and</strong> a subsequent magnitude<br />
8.6 earthquake nearby—hasn’t seen a<br />
major earthquake since 1833 . . . <strong>and</strong> even that<br />
earthquake may have released only a portion<br />
of the accumulating strain.<br />
That segment lies offshore of the densely<br />
populated city of Padang, which is several<br />
times larger than B<strong>and</strong>a Aceh, the largest Indonesian<br />
city hit by the 2004 tsunami. “There<br />
are places where we know of very large historical<br />
earthquakes that are more or less ripe<br />
for [another],” says Okal. “I would put Padang<br />
as [such] a bad place.”<br />
Other “bad” places circle much of the Ring<br />
of Fire. For example, Okal says, there may still<br />
be strain to be released in northern Chile. “We<br />
know there was one earthquake [there] in<br />
1877, <strong>and</strong> a smaller one in 1922,” he says.<br />
“But there is the possibility [of another].”<br />
Moving north, he notes that Mazatlán, Mex-<br />
ico, could be at risk, though probably not of a<br />
mega-quake (magnitude 9). Similarly, southern<br />
California doesn’t seem likely to have a giant<br />
subduction-zone earthquake, though, of<br />
course, it’s always vulnerable to waves coming<br />
from far afield. And, as we’ll discuss later,<br />
subduction zone temblors aren’t the only<br />
source of tsunamis.<br />
Continuing to move north, we hit Cascadia,<br />
then Alaska, where the giant “Good Friday”<br />
earthquake of 1964 (magnitude 9.2) unleashed<br />
a tsunami that killed people as far<br />
away as Crescent City, California. But that was<br />
less than fifty years ago <strong>and</strong> it’s unlikely that<br />
enough stress for a repeat will reaccumulate<br />
anytime soon.<br />
Better primed for big earthquakes are the<br />
Aleutian Isl<strong>and</strong>s, parts of which, Okal says,<br />
haven’t seen large earthquakes since 1788.<br />
“But they are very lightly populated.” Still, he<br />
notes, a big earthquake here could beam<br />
tsunami waves toward Los Angeles <strong>and</strong> other<br />
parts of California. “This is a scenario which is<br />
considered by some people [to be] a major<br />
priority in terms of hazard assessment on the<br />
U.S. West Coast,” he says.<br />
Other parts of the Aleutians, he adds, could<br />
produce a tsunami that “would strike Hawaii<br />
pretty badly.”<br />
Continuing around the Ring of Fire, Kamchatka,<br />
Russia, had a huge earthquake in 1952<br />
(variously reported as magnitude 8.2 to 9.0)<br />
that produced a tsunami whose effects the Soviet<br />
Union long kept secret. “It killed upward<br />
of seventeen thous<strong>and</strong> people,” Okal says. But<br />
here, too, the strain has probably been fully<br />
released, making a near-future repeat unlikely.<br />
Moving to Japan, the best thing that can be<br />
said is that the fault zone that produced the<br />
2011 earthquake is probably safe for hundreds<br />
of years. But there’s always the threat of a big<br />
tsunami from other areas hitting Tokyo, as<br />
happened in 1923, when one hundred thous<strong>and</strong><br />
died, with another forty thous<strong>and</strong> missing.<br />
8 Farther south, Okal adds, the big<br />
question is a fault zone known as the Nankai<br />
Trough. “Some parts are ripe for rupture,” he<br />
says.<br />
Continuing south, the Ryukyu Isl<strong>and</strong>s<br />
(which run from Japan to Taiwan) appear to<br />
8 Not all, or even most, of these people died from the tsunami. The earthquake produced fires, which swept<br />
through the city, killing tens of thous<strong>and</strong>s. A subsequent typhoon added to the misery, <strong>and</strong> the death toll.<br />
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have had some history of seismicity in the<br />
1700s, but have been quiescent since. In<br />
earthquake risk, that’s not a good thing.<br />
“There is a possibility to fit a very large earthquake<br />
in there—up to magnitude 9—which<br />
would be bad for the Philippines in addition<br />
to the local isl<strong>and</strong>s,” Okal says.<br />
The Philippines themselves, he adds, are a<br />
“tectonic mess.” Mega earthquakes have never<br />
occurred there in recorded history, he says,<br />
but it’s possible that a region known as the Luzon<br />
Trench might produce such an earthquake.<br />
“If all of this were to rupture at<br />
once—<strong>and</strong> there is no reason to think it could<br />
not—you could have a major event,” he says.<br />
The resulting wave, he adds, would be a disaster<br />
in the South China Sea, which borders not<br />
just Manila but much of Southeast Asia. “It<br />
could be one of the very few scenarios in<br />
which the coastlines of Vietnam, western<br />
Malaya, <strong>and</strong> perhaps Singapore, could be<br />
threatened,” he says, adding that Hong Kong<br />
might also be hit by the resulting wave.<br />
It’s a very poorly understood area, tectonically,<br />
but—for those worried about mega-disasters—probably<br />
the scariest setting we’ve yet<br />
discussed, simply because of the enormous<br />
number of people living along the coast <strong>and</strong><br />
their lack of tsunami preparedness. 9<br />
Continuing south, Okal says an earthquake<br />
on the southern coast of the Indonesian isl<strong>and</strong><br />
of Java would not only be disastrous for local<br />
communities, but is one of the few that could<br />
produce a wave that would hit Western Australia,<br />
including the harbor city of Perth. “Economically,<br />
that is of great concern to our<br />
friends Down Under,” he says.<br />
The final big risk in the Pacific is Tonga,<br />
which lies near a subduction zone that shares<br />
some characteristics with Indonesia’s Sunda<br />
zone. But, Okal says, it’s another “big question<br />
mark” because we don’t know much about its<br />
seismic history.<br />
Luckily, it’s not a densely populated area.<br />
Other than Tahiti, Okal notes, an earthquake<br />
there would beam its tsunami energy mainly<br />
at uninhabited areas—though, he says, an<br />
1865 event in the region did produce a tsunami<br />
that hit the Marquesas Isl<strong>and</strong>s.<br />
* * *<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
Sloshing the Middle East<br />
The Ring of Fire is well known. But other<br />
than the South China Sea, some of the globe’s<br />
most dangerous tsunami zones may be elsewhere.<br />
One such potential disaster area is the<br />
Makran Subduction Zone, which lies in the<br />
Arabian Sea, paralleling the coasts of Pakistan<br />
<strong>and</strong> Iran. Virtually unknown to Americans,<br />
this region’s most recent large event was a<br />
magnitude 8.5 quake in November, 1945,<br />
which produced waves reported to be as high<br />
as forty-five feet <strong>and</strong> killed four thous<strong>and</strong> people<br />
in southern Pakistan.<br />
One might think that this released all of the<br />
accumulating strain, but only about one-third<br />
of the “available” fault ruptured, Okal says. Is<br />
the rest primed to go any day? Who knows.<br />
But, Okal says, “There is a concern. We are<br />
talking about a major impact on places like<br />
Karachi <strong>and</strong> Mumbai.”<br />
Another place that’s ripe for a major tsunami<br />
might be Istanbul, Turkey.<br />
It’s another place most of us wouldn’t associate<br />
with tsunamis. After all, it’s inl<strong>and</strong>, miles<br />
from either the Black Sea or the Aegean. But it<br />
happens to lie on a body of water known as<br />
the Sea of Marmara, which is the lake-like<br />
zone between the Black <strong>and</strong> Aegean Sea. And<br />
Turkey’s most dangerous fault, the North Anatolian<br />
Fault, runs right along the northern<br />
edge of Turkey, directly toward that sea, says<br />
Costas Synolakis, a tsunami expert at the University<br />
of Southern California <strong>and</strong> president of<br />
the Hellenic Center for Marine Research in<br />
Greece.<br />
Since 1939, that fault has been rupturing,<br />
piecemeal, starting at the eastern end, <strong>and</strong><br />
heading toward Istanbul. The most recent<br />
earthquake, in 1999, was a magnitude 7.4 in<br />
Izmit (only sixty miles east of Istanbul) that<br />
left seventeen thous<strong>and</strong> dead <strong>and</strong> produced a<br />
small tsunami in the Sea of Marmara.<br />
The 1999 tsunami wasn’t a major source of<br />
destruction, but the next segment of the fault<br />
lies directly beneath the sea <strong>and</strong> is likely to<br />
produce a more substantial tsunami, Okal<br />
9 It is only very recently that the Vietnamese appear to have become aware of the risk. See, “Tsunami<br />
in Vietnam is the Real Risk,” VietnamNet English, April 2012, http://en.baomoi.com/ Info/Tsunamiin-Vietnam-is-the-real-risk/6/256298.epi.<br />
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ANALOG<br />
Megatsunamis<br />
Not all tsunamis originate from beneath the ocean’s surface. Giant l<strong>and</strong>slides falling into the<br />
waters from above can also set off big waves, at least locally. 1<br />
The biggest tsunami ever known happened exactly this way, in a place called Lituya Bay,<br />
Alaska, on July 9, 1958. The earthquake that triggered it, magnitude 7.9 to 8.3 (depending on<br />
which estimate you believe), wasn’t undersea, but on a fault about thirteen miles inl<strong>and</strong>. But<br />
there were steep mountains near the sea, <strong>and</strong> one of them gave way, dropping forty million<br />
cubic yards of rock into the head of a fjord. Some of the rock plunged as far as three thous<strong>and</strong><br />
feet.<br />
The resulting splash sent water surging across the narrow fjord <strong>and</strong> 1,720 feet up the opposite<br />
wall—a height that could be precisely measured simply by looking at areas denuded of<br />
vegetation. It then sped out of the fjord, still reaching as high as eighty to one hundred feet as<br />
it approached the mouth of the fjord, seven or so miles away, killing five people on its way.<br />
Once out of the fjord, it quickly dissipated in the Gulf of Alaska. 2<br />
Such events aren’t all that uncommon. In Lituya Bay alone, geologists have found signs of at<br />
least three other one-hundred- to five-hundred-foot tsunamis in the past 160 years—not the<br />
type of place in which I’d like to live.<br />
Volcanic isl<strong>and</strong>s are another possible source of megatsunamis. In the Atlantic, geologists<br />
have long had their eyes on the Canary Isl<strong>and</strong>s, where a somewhat controversial theory holds<br />
that an eruption might trigger an above-water flank collapse that might unleash a rather nasty<br />
tsunami on the U.S. East Coast, Brazil, <strong>and</strong> the Western Caribbean. 3<br />
The mother of all such megatsunamis, however, would be from a mega-l<strong>and</strong>slide flank collapse<br />
on Hawaii’s 13,100-foot Mauna Loa. If that occurred in the right (or wrong) place, Honolulu<br />
could be wiped out before most people could evacuate, a National Geographic TV<br />
segment called “Ultimate Tsunami” claimed a few years ago. 4<br />
1 An asteroid impact can do the same, but that’s beyond the scope of this article.<br />
2 There is a good map here: http://geology.com/records/biggest-tsunami.shtml<br />
3 For opposing views on this, see: Ian Gurney, “A Wave of Destruction Will Destroy America’s East Coast,”<br />
The Daily Express (UK), 8 October 2004 (I think; the date reads “8-10-4”), www.rense.com/general56/tsu.htm,<br />
<strong>and</strong> “Canary Isl<strong>and</strong>s L<strong>and</strong>slides <strong>and</strong> Mega-Tsunamis: Should We Really Be Frightened?,” <strong>Science</strong> Daily (Aug.<br />
15, 2004). www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2004/08/040815234801.htm.<br />
4 http://natgeotv.com/uk/ultimate_disaster/about<br />
says, “right in front of Istanbul.” And, he adds,<br />
Turkey’s seismic-based building codes aren’t<br />
the world’s best enforced. “The next earthquake<br />
along the North Anatolian Fault is going<br />
to be a humanitarian disaster,” he says. “We<br />
can bet on this.”<br />
“Misery Beyond the Intolerable”<br />
Turkey isn’t the only part of the Eastern<br />
Mediterranean that might be at risk. One of<br />
the least studied <strong>and</strong> least understood subduction<br />
zones in the world is the Hellenic Arc,<br />
which runs south of Greece <strong>and</strong> Turkey, says<br />
Synolakis.<br />
In the last two thous<strong>and</strong> years, Synolakis<br />
says, that region has produced two giant<br />
earthquakes, with magnitudes estimated to<br />
have exceeded 8.5 <strong>and</strong> “tsunamis to match.”<br />
One, in 365 AD, devastated ancient Alexan-<br />
dria, Egypt. The other occurred in Crete in<br />
1303, also hitting Alex<strong>and</strong>ria. On average, Synolakis<br />
says, the Mediterranean appears to have<br />
seen one or two tsunamis per century (although<br />
he notes that not all of the historic reports<br />
are equally reliable). “The exposure is<br />
huge,” he says. “The Mediterranean is heavily<br />
populated along its shores, with millions of<br />
tourists in the summer. The awareness is<br />
abysmal, <strong>and</strong> there is no tsunami warning center.”<br />
What this means is that in addition to the<br />
ongoing risks of well-known fault zones in the<br />
Pacific Ring of Fire (Chile, Alaska, Cascadia,<br />
Japan), there are three areas of dense population<br />
<strong>and</strong> low preparedness where a tsunami, if<br />
it occurs, could be horrific. Thirteen million<br />
people live in Istanbul. Another thirteen million<br />
live in Karachi. Hong Kong, Macau, Mani-<br />
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la, <strong>and</strong> a host of other cities are within striking<br />
range of a tsunami in the South China Sea. “I<br />
refuse the temptation to compare the exposures,”<br />
Synolakis says. “It is like choosing your<br />
poison or imagining degrees of misery beyond<br />
the intolerable.”<br />
The Atlantic isn’t immune to tsunamis, either.<br />
One of the worst such disasters in history<br />
occurred in 1755 when Lisbon, Portugal,<br />
was rattled by an earthquake now estimated<br />
to have been magnitude 8.5 to 9.0, centered<br />
about 120 miles offshore. Frightened survivors<br />
ran to the docks, only to watch the water<br />
recede so far they could see shipwrecks on<br />
the harbor floor. Unfortunately they didn’t<br />
know what the receding water meant, <strong>and</strong><br />
when it came back, it rushed in so quickly<br />
that by some accounts the only way to escape<br />
was on a galloping horse. All told, some thirty<br />
to forty thous<strong>and</strong> people died, nearly 20% of<br />
the city’s populace.<br />
More recently, a smaller earthquake struck<br />
offshore from Newfoundl<strong>and</strong> in 1929. Even<br />
though it was only magnitude 7.2, the earthquake<br />
produced a tsunami that killed 28 <strong>and</strong><br />
left ten thous<strong>and</strong> homeless on the south coast<br />
of Newfoundl<strong>and</strong>. Unlike Japan, which has a<br />
long history of dealing with tsunamis, the<br />
Newfoundl<strong>and</strong>ers had no idea what was happening.<br />
“We thought the place was sinking or<br />
something,” one survivor said later.<br />
This comment <strong>and</strong> many others were collected<br />
years later in a St. John’s, Newfoundl<strong>and</strong>,<br />
retirement center. 10 The stories make<br />
fascinating reading. One of the most amazing<br />
came from Pearl Brushett, who at the time<br />
was five years old, snug in bed when the first<br />
wave hit. The water lifted her house off its<br />
foundations <strong>and</strong> carried it out to sea, where it<br />
grounded in shallow water, next to an isl<strong>and</strong>.<br />
Before the frightened family could figure out<br />
what to do about this odd predicament, another<br />
wave struck, refloating the house. This<br />
time, it wound up back on the beach not far<br />
from its original location—at which time<br />
everyone escaped with only minor injuries.<br />
Nobody is sure exactly what caused the Lis-<br />
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bon tsunami, other than the obvious fact that<br />
it was produced by the earthquake. The problem<br />
is that the fault, the Azores-Gibraltar<br />
Transform Fault, isn’t a subduction zone fault,<br />
which is the type normally associated with<br />
mega-earthquakes.<br />
Subduction zones are “thrust” faults in<br />
which one plate is shoved beneath another.<br />
Transform faults are more like the San Andreas<br />
Fault, in which blocks of crust scrape horizontally<br />
past each other, a motion that geologists<br />
describe as strike/slip. “When an<br />
earthquake generates a tsunami, it’s because<br />
the sea floor went up <strong>and</strong> down,” says Seth<br />
Stein, a colleague of Okal’s at Northwestern<br />
University. “An earthquake which is pure<br />
strike-slip doesn’t do that.”<br />
Since we don’t know how the Azores-<br />
Gibraltar Transform Fault produced a big<br />
tsunami in the first place, it’s impossible to<br />
figure out whether it’s going to be safe for<br />
hundreds of years or on the verge of doing it<br />
again. “I have colleagues in France, Portugal,<br />
<strong>and</strong> Spain who have done excellent work trying<br />
to figure out what happened,” Okal says.<br />
“[But] it is very difficult.”<br />
Turbidity Flows <strong>and</strong> Cruise Ships<br />
In the case of Newfoundl<strong>and</strong>, however, scientists<br />
mapping the seabed <strong>and</strong> taking core<br />
samples have found debris fields indicating<br />
that the tsunami was caused by a giant underwater<br />
l<strong>and</strong>slide. Running for hundreds of<br />
miles, that l<strong>and</strong>slide raced down a series of<br />
submarine canyons fanning from the Gulf of<br />
St. Lawrence into the deep-water abyss, mixing<br />
mud with water to form what is known as<br />
a turbidity flow. Reconstructions of the event<br />
indicate that the flow may have carried as<br />
much as 75 cubic miles of mud at speeds of<br />
up to 60 miles per hour, sloshing huge volumes<br />
of water in the process. 11<br />
It’s only recently that scientists have come<br />
to realize that turbidity flows may be quite<br />
common. In 2001, researchers at the Monterey<br />
Bay Aquarium Research Institute, in Santa<br />
Cruz, California, planted equipment in<br />
10 Not Too Long Ago . . . Seniors Tell their Stories, The Seniors Resource Centre, St. John’s,<br />
Newfoundl<strong>and</strong> (1999), available free online at: http://www.nald.ca/library/learning/ntla/ntla.pdf.<br />
11 I.V. Fine et al, “The Gr<strong>and</strong> Banks l<strong>and</strong>slide-generated tsunami of November 18, 1929: preliminary<br />
analysis <strong>and</strong> numerical modeling,” Marine Geology 215 (2005) 45–57, http://www.pac.dfo-mpo.gc.ca/<br />
science/oceans/tsunamis/documents/1929.pdf.<br />
WAVES OF THE FUTURE<br />
23
ANALOG<br />
Monterey Canyon, a deep submarine canyon<br />
running offshore from Central California.<br />
Three months later, their equipment had vanished.<br />
Eventually, the scientists found it 550<br />
meters further down the canyon, partially<br />
buried in mud. They installed a new experiment,<br />
only to have it mangled by at least two<br />
turbidity flows in the space of five months. 12<br />
These were small turbidity flows, but if<br />
small ones are common, it’s unlikely that<br />
Newfoundl<strong>and</strong>’s tsunami-triggering giant is<br />
unique. If you’re looking for a recipe for disaster,<br />
all you need are three factors: a sloping<br />
seabed, a triggering earthquake, <strong>and</strong> the presence<br />
of a lot of loosely consolidated sediment,<br />
either deposited by a river or washed down at<br />
the end of the last ice age. “These features<br />
aren’t remarkable,” says David Mosher of the<br />
Bedford Institute of Oceanography in Dartmouth,<br />
Nova Scotia. “We see similar features<br />
all along the Canadian east coast.”<br />
The same features also occur in Alaska,<br />
where glacial rivers have brought huge<br />
amounts of mud down into the ocean, only to<br />
deposit it in large banks of sediment, perched<br />
at the heads of deep fjords. In the 1964 earthquake,<br />
in fact, only a fraction of Alaska’s 106<br />
tsunami deaths were from the main tsunami.<br />
The rest were from local tsunamis produced<br />
by l<strong>and</strong>slides. 13 And Alaska isn’t the only place<br />
facing such threats. “In Los Angeles, the<br />
biggest tsunami risk would probably be from<br />
a l<strong>and</strong>slide somewhere in the Channel Isl<strong>and</strong>s,”<br />
Okal says.<br />
Another region where submarine l<strong>and</strong>slides<br />
pose a tsunami risk is the Caribbean.<br />
“The Caribbean is an important place that is<br />
often overlooked,” says Matthew Hornbach, a<br />
geophysicist from Southern Methodist University,<br />
Dallas, Texas, who spent part of 2012 in<br />
the region helping to take submarine core<br />
samples in an effort to assess the region’s l<strong>and</strong>slide<br />
history.<br />
Here, the risk isn’t so much from perched<br />
sediments as from undersea “flank collapses”<br />
of the submarine slopes of volcanic isl<strong>and</strong>s<br />
such as Montserrat.<br />
Okal agrees. It doesn’t take a magnitude 9<br />
earthquake to trigger such an undersea<br />
avalanche. In 1918, an earthquake of magnitude<br />
7.5 occurred in the strait between Puerto<br />
Rico <strong>and</strong> the Dominican Republic, hitting<br />
Puerto Rico with twenty-foot waves that killed<br />
forty people. 14 “All indicators point to a l<strong>and</strong>slide,”<br />
Okal says.<br />
Another danger zone, Okal says, is the U.S.<br />
Virgin Isl<strong>and</strong>s, which had a magnitude 7.5<br />
earthquake <strong>and</strong> associated tsunami as recently<br />
as 1867. 15 The big risk there, he says, is to<br />
cruise ships, of which five or six can be in<br />
port at once, each with several thous<strong>and</strong> passengers<br />
<strong>and</strong> crew.<br />
Cruise-ship captains have said they could be<br />
under way within five minutes of an earthquake,<br />
Okal says, but he doesn’t believe it.<br />
“You’re going to have a traffic jam trying to<br />
move these enormous things,” he says. And<br />
he notes, “If you do get your ship out in five<br />
minutes, you’re going to leave people on the<br />
shoreline to be washed away by the waves. It’s<br />
a tsunami trap.”<br />
Chaotic Effects<br />
There have, of course, been movies <strong>and</strong><br />
novels about tsunamis. But the real story for<br />
science fiction probably wouldn’t be the raceagainst-time<br />
disaster story. The real story<br />
might take a longer view.<br />
One obvious aspect of this is the degree to<br />
which such a disaster would shake up the<br />
global economy. If the eruption of a single Icel<strong>and</strong>ic<br />
volcano in 2010 could shut down air<br />
traffic in Europe for days, what would be the<br />
effect of a harbor-wrecking wave in the poorly<br />
prepared Mediterranean?<br />
But the effects can be far more subtle than<br />
that.<br />
Jelle Zeilinga de Boer of Wesleyan University<br />
in Middletown, Connecticut, has proposed<br />
what he calls the “vibrating string” theory, in<br />
which he argues that natural cataclysms can<br />
have impacts that ripple through history for<br />
years, decades, <strong>and</strong> centuries. It’s a bit like<br />
chaos theory’s famous “butterfly effect” or<br />
12<br />
Richard A. Lovett, “The Wave from Nowhere,” New Scientist, 24 February 2007, pp. 52-53.<br />
13<br />
Ibid.<br />
14<br />
University of Southern California Tsunami Research Group, www.usc.edu/dept/tsunamis/caribbean/<br />
webpages/1918prindex.html.<br />
15<br />
www.usc.edu/dept/tsunamis/caribbean/webpages/1867viindex.html.<br />
24 RICHARD A. LOVETT
Ray Bradbury’s classic short story, “A Sound of<br />
Thunder,” <strong>and</strong> he’s argued it at length in two<br />
books: Volcanoes in Human History:The Far-<br />
Reaching Effects of Major Eruptions (2001)<br />
<strong>and</strong> Earthquakes in Human History:The Far-<br />
Reaching Effects of Seismic Disruptions<br />
(2004). The Lisbon earthquake <strong>and</strong> tsunami,<br />
for example, sent shock waves through both<br />
the Catholic Church (Portugal was a Catholic<br />
country) <strong>and</strong> the European intelligentsia, both<br />
of which tried to make sense of what had happened<br />
<strong>and</strong> what it said about the world in<br />
which we live.<br />
The Newfoundl<strong>and</strong> tsunami was smaller,<br />
but its effects might have been even more<br />
sweeping because it snapped more than a<br />
dozen transatlantic cables.<br />
Scientifically, those cables were one of the<br />
clues that helped geophysicists piece together<br />
the cause of the tsunami, because they<br />
broke one at a time, in sequence as the flow<br />
moved down-canyon. Since the earthquake<br />
was long over by the time the last one broke,<br />
it was a strong sign that something other than<br />
ground shaking was happening beneath the<br />
waves.<br />
The loss of the cables, however, was more<br />
than just a scientific curiosity. Expensive <strong>and</strong><br />
not easy to replace, they were the era’s equivalent<br />
of today’s communication satellites. Losing<br />
that many of them put a serious pinch on<br />
transatlantic communications.<br />
“This was shortly after the Wall Street<br />
crash,” Mosher’s Bedford Institute of<br />
Oceanography colleague, David Piper, told<br />
me a few years ago. The breaks, he speculates,<br />
may have contributed to the Great Depression<br />
by impeding communication<br />
between American <strong>and</strong> European banks at a<br />
critical time.<br />
Speculative? Absolutely. But that’s what science<br />
fiction is about, as well. So if we’re going<br />
to write about disasters, let’s think about<br />
them in greater depth than simply the classic<br />
plots of who will survive. And if you’re looking<br />
for background for future histories, any<br />
one of the tsunamis described in this article<br />
not only might occur, but not far in the future<br />
at least one of them is likely to have occurred.<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
And when each of them does, something will<br />
change.<br />
And if you’re looking for the possibility of<br />
long-term ripples from the Japan tsunami, all<br />
you have to say is “nuclear power.” Most likely<br />
these won’t amount to much, although, as of<br />
this writing, the Japanese have announced<br />
plans to cut in half their reliance on nuclear<br />
power, which, one day before the tsunami<br />
sent the Fukushima nuclear plant into meltdown,<br />
amounted to thirty percent of their<br />
electrical generating capacity. 16 Had the nuclear<br />
disaster been a little worse, however,<br />
there might have been major effects, with the<br />
entire globe shifting course . . . toward what?<br />
Coal? Smog <strong>and</strong> global warming? Conservation?<br />
A Manhattan-Project—style crash solarpower<br />
program?<br />
Those are exactly the type of questions science<br />
fiction excels at addressing. Are such<br />
changes the result of broad sociocultural effects,<br />
as envisioned by Isaac Asimov’s Foundation-novel<br />
psychohistorian Hari Seldon? Or<br />
are they driven by powerful individuals, such<br />
as Asimov’s character The Mule, whose<br />
unique talents upset Seldon’s plans? Or are<br />
they actually based on chaos theory, in which<br />
pretty much anything can happen because<br />
small, unexpected factors can count as much<br />
as supposedly “big” ones? A Google search reveals<br />
that there is at least one novel called<br />
Tsunami! I know nothing about it, but the<br />
one I’d like to read would use the wave to explore<br />
at least some of these questions. ■<br />
About the author:<br />
Richard A. Lovett has been a full-time writer<br />
since 1989. In addition to being a regular contributor<br />
to <strong>Analog</strong>, he has written more than<br />
3,000 articles for such publications as Nature,<br />
Scientific American, New Scientist, <strong>Science</strong>,<br />
Cosmos, National Geographic News, Travel &<br />
Leisure, Running Times, <strong>and</strong> Psychology Today.<br />
His short-story collection, Phantom<br />
Sense & Other Stories (all collaborations with<br />
fellow <strong>Analog</strong> writer Mark Niemann-Ross)<br />
was released in 2012 by Strange Wolf Press.<br />
Follow his professional page on Facebook, or<br />
find him on the web at www.richardalovett.com.<br />
16 Linda Sieg, “Japan Nuclear Energy: Japan Unlikely to Exit Nuclear Power,” Huffington Post (from Reuters),<br />
May 25, 2012, www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/05/25/japan-nuclear-energy_n_ 1544875.html.<br />
WAVES OF THE FUTURE<br />
25
I<br />
WANT BEANS.<br />
Luna took the sentence strip Ben offered<br />
her. She thought he was asking for<br />
sungka, but didn’t have the right icon—<br />
he only had his small travel communication<br />
book.<br />
“Oh, okay,” she said, pulling her sungka<br />
board from its place under the coffee table.<br />
She held it up. “Sungka?”<br />
Ben reached for the wooden board, so she<br />
knew she had guessed correctly. He placed<br />
the board on the couch between them. Luna<br />
stuck her h<strong>and</strong> underneath the table, grabbed<br />
a clear plastic box full of pinto beans, <strong>and</strong> began<br />
counting beans into each of the seven<br />
bowl-like holes in her side of the oblong<br />
board. She had three done when Ben finished<br />
filling his side. He was good with numbers.<br />
“Man, you’re fast, Bennie-boy.”<br />
Ben cleared his sentence strip <strong>and</strong> had a<br />
comment ready by the time Luna had finished<br />
counting her beans.<br />
I LIKE BEANS.<br />
Luna took the sentence he offered, reading<br />
it quickly before placing it back on the Velcro<br />
strip at the bottom of Ben’s book. “You like<br />
sungka. I know. I do too.” She made a mental<br />
26<br />
In the<br />
Green<br />
K. S. Patterson<br />
note to make a “sungka” PCS for Ben’s travel<br />
book.<br />
She paused for a moment, looking at Ben.<br />
His eyes slid away from hers, but she knew he<br />
was listening. She tapped her palm against her<br />
chest, “It’s my turn to go first.” She didn’t feel<br />
the faint spike of anxiety that usually meant<br />
Ben would protest. Smiling, she leaned forward<br />
to lightly squeeze his forearm in a couple<br />
of places.<br />
“Thanks Ben.” She withdrew her h<strong>and</strong> <strong>and</strong><br />
removed all of the beans from one of the<br />
bowls on the board. Moving counterclockwise,<br />
she dropped one bean in each bowl until<br />
she ran out, then gathered all the beans<br />
from the bowl her last bean had l<strong>and</strong>ed in <strong>and</strong><br />
continued until her last bean l<strong>and</strong>ed in an<br />
empty bowl.<br />
“Your turn.”<br />
Ben made his selection, rolling the beans in<br />
his h<strong>and</strong> for a good minute before beginning<br />
to drop them in the bowls. Luna leaned back<br />
in her seat, knowing she was going to be waiting<br />
a while. Ben always seemed to be able to<br />
think three or four moves ahead in sungka, so<br />
his turns usually lasted a lot longer than hers<br />
did. She watched Ben’s h<strong>and</strong> as he played. He
used his thumb to slide a bean up to his fingers<br />
<strong>and</strong> rubbed it before dropping it into the<br />
board.<br />
It was the same motion he had used when<br />
he was a kid <strong>and</strong> still playing with giant plastic<br />
containers of beans <strong>and</strong> uncooked rice. He<br />
still needed lots of tactile sensory, but Luna<br />
had noticed the weird looks <strong>and</strong> faint feelings<br />
of discomfort coming from Nanay’s friends<br />
when they saw a teenage boy sitting at the<br />
table squeezing <strong>and</strong> dropping h<strong>and</strong>fuls of uncooked<br />
beans. So she had replaced all the<br />
shells <strong>and</strong> tamarind seeds her family used as<br />
game pieces with beans, <strong>and</strong> taught Ben to<br />
play sungka.<br />
When Ben finished his turn, he had a huge<br />
mound of beans in his ‘mother house.’ Luna<br />
glanced down at hers. Three. She managed to<br />
get two more beans before her turn ended. “I<br />
think you’re gonna win again, Bennie.”<br />
When they finished (Ben won, of course),<br />
Luna made a quick phone call to her mother<br />
while Ben cleaned up. “Na’ay, Ben <strong>and</strong> I are<br />
heading over to Lola’s now. I think I’m going<br />
to keep him with me for another night, if<br />
that’s okay with you.” She cradled the phone<br />
to her ear, absently listening to her mother’s<br />
rote response <strong>and</strong> absorbing the bubbles of<br />
calm contentment coming from Ben.<br />
He scooped up a small h<strong>and</strong>ful of beans,<br />
<strong>and</strong> allowed them to flow off of his palm into<br />
their plastic case. Clink. Clink. Clink. Cling-<br />
ClinkClink. Each muted sound elicited another<br />
bubble. Luna noticed that her lips had<br />
curved into a small, relaxed smile.<br />
Ben put the lid on the beans <strong>and</strong> signed “All<br />
done.”<br />
“Okay Ma, see you tomorrow.” She paused<br />
to give her mother a chance to ask to speak to<br />
Ben, but only silence came through the line.<br />
She sighed, unsurprised. “Bye, Na’ay.”<br />
She hung up <strong>and</strong> looked out through the<br />
milky opaque glass of her reinforced window.<br />
The sky was still a soft green, so it was safe<br />
enough to walk. “Let’s go see Lola,” she said to<br />
Ben.<br />
He hung the lanyard attached to his book in<br />
the crook of his elbow <strong>and</strong> took her h<strong>and</strong>.<br />
They walked down the street together. Luna<br />
struggled to keep Ben in the Green Zone. It<br />
was the safest part of the walkway, but he hated<br />
it. He walked as close to the edge as he<br />
could, often attempting to slip into the Yel-<br />
IN THE GREEN<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
low. Her arm began to ache from the effort of<br />
keeping him by her side.<br />
When Petra II was colonized, it was designed<br />
to be as Earth-like as possible. Only<br />
Earth-imported building materials had been<br />
used when creating structures, <strong>and</strong> imported<br />
plants <strong>and</strong> wildlife had been integrated into<br />
the local ecosystem. The native flora <strong>and</strong> fauna<br />
tended to be larger than that of Earth, <strong>and</strong>,<br />
in less than a century, the imported wildlife<br />
that survived had evolved into larger, more aggressive<br />
versions of their original Earth counterparts.<br />
The Green Zone was constantly flooded<br />
with sonic pulses <strong>and</strong> various inaudible frequencies<br />
designed to keep the wildlife away.<br />
Luna wouldn’t have noticed the dissonance if<br />
it weren’t for her brother. A vague, but steadily<br />
rising stream of unease trickled out of him<br />
whenever he was within the Green. He tolerated<br />
the Yellow Zone—where the protections<br />
were muted—much better. The emotions she<br />
picked up from Ben reminded her of the way<br />
she had felt in dark spaces during childhood—<br />
before the tolerance training <strong>and</strong> desensitization.<br />
She wished the therapy had worked for<br />
Ben.<br />
They were on the receiving end of several<br />
odd looks from people walking in the center<br />
of the Green. Walking on the edge, as Luna<br />
<strong>and</strong> Ben always did, was considered unwise—<br />
a slightly irresponsible action most often done<br />
by groups of young teenage boys. People obviously<br />
in their twenties should have better<br />
sense.<br />
Luna let out a deep breath when they arrived<br />
at Lola’s house. It was a simple square<br />
building the same size <strong>and</strong> shape as every other<br />
home on America Street. But the bold sapphire<br />
blue color made it seem larger <strong>and</strong> more<br />
imposing than its white <strong>and</strong> tan neighbors.<br />
Ben had verbally expressed a preference for<br />
the color when Lola was having her home retinted.<br />
He placed his h<strong>and</strong> on the palmplate. The<br />
door recognized him as a familiar entity, <strong>and</strong><br />
opened easily. Luna <strong>and</strong> Lola tried to keep Ben<br />
with them as much as possible, so he was a<br />
frequent visitor at Lola’s house. Nanay didn’t<br />
seem to mind.<br />
“Lola! Are you home?” Luna called once<br />
they were inside.<br />
“Gr<strong>and</strong>son! Gr<strong>and</strong>daughter!” They walked<br />
27
ANALOG<br />
through the hallway into the family room. Lola<br />
was sitting in her usual chair, a black leather<br />
recliner only slightly younger than Luna <strong>and</strong><br />
Ben. Drops of moisture decorated her brow,<br />
<strong>and</strong> her black curls were a little wilted from<br />
the humidity. She didn’t like artificial air or<br />
heat, so Lola’s house relied on insulated curtains<br />
to keep the heat out.<br />
Lola scooted out of her chair <strong>and</strong> squeezed<br />
Ben in a powerful hug like he was still a little<br />
one, <strong>and</strong> didn’t tower over her slight five-foot<br />
frame. She grabbed Luna’s h<strong>and</strong>s in both of<br />
hers <strong>and</strong> kissed her cheek. “Sit down, Gr<strong>and</strong>daughter.”<br />
I SEE LOLA.<br />
He didn’t smile as he gave Luna his strip,<br />
but her pleasure in seeing her gr<strong>and</strong>mother<br />
suddenly increased. Sometimes it was hard to<br />
separate Ben’s happiness from hers, but it was<br />
a positive emotion, so Luna couldn’t bring<br />
herself to care.<br />
“You’re right, that is Lola,” she said. She<br />
looked at Lola. “Ben’s loving you right now.”<br />
Lola signed “I love you” to him, then pointed<br />
to a large stack of magazines on the floor.<br />
“Pick up please, Ben.”<br />
He lifted the heavy stack, placing them on<br />
the table Lola patted. She immediately began<br />
shuffling through the magazines.<br />
“I saved a good one for you, Gr<strong>and</strong>son.” She<br />
squinted, then looked up at Luna, “Please.<br />
Open the light.”<br />
Luna flipped the light switch, <strong>and</strong> Lola offered<br />
Ben a travel magazine, “I got this one<br />
from that lady who always tries to get me to<br />
go vacation off-world. It has lots of new places<br />
in it.”<br />
Ben quickly grasped the magazine, but she<br />
held it fast, eyes on his face. After a moment,<br />
he flicked his eyes to hers, briefly. “Thank<br />
you.” His voice was barely audible.<br />
Lola smiled <strong>and</strong> relinquished her hold on<br />
the magazine. She squeezed his shoulder as he<br />
began flipping through the pages. Her wrinkled<br />
h<strong>and</strong>s were still strong, her grip steady<br />
<strong>and</strong> confident. After watching a few minutes,<br />
Luna walked into the kitchen <strong>and</strong> looked in<br />
the refrigeration unit. “I’ll make you some sinigang<br />
tonight.”<br />
“Okay, Gr<strong>and</strong>daughter.”<br />
Luna lost herself in the ritual of cutting vegetables<br />
for the soup. Her h<strong>and</strong>s remembered<br />
Lola’s lessons from her childhood—-a tradi-<br />
tional way to cut that gave a nod to both style<br />
<strong>and</strong> function. Her contentment mingled with<br />
Ben’s as she set water to boil on the stove <strong>and</strong><br />
listened with half an ear to the verbal part of<br />
the conversation behind her.<br />
“What do you see?”<br />
“I like the ocean too, Gr<strong>and</strong>son . . .”<br />
“You’re right. The sky is red in that picture.<br />
That’s Petra I . . .”<br />
Even though he didn’t speak, Ben was talking.<br />
The evidence of Ben’s communication<br />
still made her happy. When they were children,<br />
Ben had rejected the small electronic<br />
communication device Ben’s teachers had<br />
tried to get him to use. Even as a child, Luna<br />
knew that being unable to communicate was<br />
like a prison for Ben. She used the Net to research<br />
<strong>and</strong> found out what they had used back<br />
on old Earth, before palm-tablets had been developed.<br />
The paper symbols served the same<br />
function as a palm-tablet, but without the electronic<br />
sounds that Ben was unable to tolerate.<br />
The sky darkened to olive, then forest<br />
green. By the time they finished eating <strong>and</strong><br />
Luna had placed the leftovers in the refrigeration<br />
unit, the sky had deepened to a thick, velvety<br />
green that was almost black. “You be<br />
careful, gr<strong>and</strong>daughter. It’s late already. Go<br />
straight home.” She wasn’t about to argue;<br />
they had lingered over dinner longer than usual,<br />
<strong>and</strong> night had crept in while they talked.<br />
The idea of walking home in the dark made<br />
her vaguely uncomfortable, but the path was<br />
well lit, <strong>and</strong> she would have Ben with her. She<br />
was soothed by his company almost as much<br />
as he was by hers.<br />
“We will, Lola. See you tomorrow.” Luna<br />
kissed her cheek, <strong>and</strong> opened the door while<br />
Lola gave Ben another tight squeeze.<br />
Ben stared at something above <strong>and</strong> to the<br />
left of Lola’s head, but his too-soft voice made<br />
another appearance. “Bye.”<br />
Lola patted his h<strong>and</strong>, “Bye, bye Gr<strong>and</strong>son.”<br />
She signed a quick, “I love you,” before turning<br />
to settle into her chair. She used her palms<br />
to scoot herself all the way against the backrest,<br />
her feet dangling a good foot off the floor<br />
before she reached down to recline the chair.<br />
The door closed behind them, shutting<br />
away the soft light from Lola’s lamps. The lock<br />
engaged with a soft electric buzz, followed by<br />
the hiss of escaping air. Ben pressed his h<strong>and</strong>s<br />
over his ears. She pressed them down again.<br />
28 K. S. PATTERSON
The walkway glowed in front of them. A fivefoot<br />
wide section in the middle of the path<br />
was illuminated by eerie green light, <strong>and</strong> s<strong>and</strong>wiched<br />
between two yellow-lit sections of the<br />
same width. The path home.<br />
Luna took Ben’s h<strong>and</strong>. “Stay on the Green,”<br />
she reminded him.<br />
The road was empty, <strong>and</strong> Luna’s occasional<br />
reminder, “Green. Stay in the Green please,”<br />
sounded odd <strong>and</strong> echo-y over the loud chirping<br />
<strong>and</strong> chittering of the night creatures hidden<br />
in the heavy dark looming outside the<br />
path.<br />
They were only a block from Luna’s home<br />
when Ben stopped, abruptly. A spike of intense<br />
distress that made her instantly nauseous<br />
warned her the moment before Ben<br />
twisted his h<strong>and</strong> out of her grasp. He pressed<br />
his h<strong>and</strong>s over his ears, his entire body vibrating,<br />
lips emitting a low, repetitive sound. He<br />
lunged into the Yellow Zone. Luna grabbed<br />
his arm, <strong>and</strong> his body weight pulled her into<br />
the Yellow after him. Ben’s footsteps stuttered<br />
at the outer edge of the Yellow, <strong>and</strong> he<br />
stopped. Luna’s momentum carried her further;<br />
she managed to release Ben’s arm before<br />
she tripped out of the Yellow <strong>and</strong> into the<br />
darkness beyond.<br />
She was alone. Her breath hitched, <strong>and</strong> her<br />
h<strong>and</strong> l<strong>and</strong>ed on something small <strong>and</strong> sharp. It<br />
burst under the weight of her h<strong>and</strong>, coating<br />
the ground with warm slime, <strong>and</strong> her palm<br />
slipped out from under her. Her chin hit the<br />
ground. Pain shot into her jaw, but was soon<br />
overwhelmed by deep fear. Luna couldn’t tell<br />
if it was her own. Alone, alone, alone. Her<br />
thoughts <strong>and</strong> motions were sluggish <strong>and</strong> she<br />
struggled to push the feelings aside. She had<br />
to get back on the walkway.<br />
The night seemed to fold around her <strong>and</strong><br />
constrict. Anxiety coiled in her stomach. She<br />
forced herself to st<strong>and</strong>, <strong>and</strong> move toward the<br />
yellow light. Something hit her head hard,<br />
shrieking. She grabbed at it. Her fingers slid<br />
over a mass of fur <strong>and</strong> scales. Its frantic motions<br />
made it tangle itself in her long, straight<br />
hair. Claws scraped across her h<strong>and</strong>s, <strong>and</strong> she<br />
cried out in pain as a warm wet substance<br />
dripped from her scalp into her eyes. She<br />
stumbled. The ground sloped beneath her<br />
feet, <strong>and</strong> she began to slide downward, barely<br />
keeping her footing. The yellow got further<br />
<strong>and</strong> further away until it finally faded from<br />
IN THE GREEN<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
sight.<br />
Abruptly, h<strong>and</strong>s grasped her arms <strong>and</strong><br />
pulled her forcefully backwards. The high<br />
pitched shrieking <strong>and</strong> struggling of the creature<br />
trapped in Luna’s hair increased. She felt<br />
a pulse of the familiar emotional scent that<br />
was Ben’s alone, <strong>and</strong> realized he followed her<br />
into the dark. She reached up <strong>and</strong> gripped a<br />
furry body <strong>and</strong> what felt like a claw-tipped<br />
wing. She tucked her chin to her chest <strong>and</strong><br />
Ben released her arms. His h<strong>and</strong>s moved to<br />
her hair, gently pulling, that low noise coming<br />
from the back of his throat. Luna felt his anxiety<br />
rising <strong>and</strong> ebbing in waves, but he continued<br />
to work his h<strong>and</strong>s in her hair. Luna tried<br />
to keep the unknown animal as still as possible.<br />
Finally, Ben was able to pull the creature<br />
from her hair. Her eyes had adjusted somewhat,<br />
so she was able to see him carry it a few<br />
steps away, <strong>and</strong> deposit it gently on the<br />
ground. She wiped the blood from her face<br />
<strong>and</strong> h<strong>and</strong>s on the hem of her shirt. He returned<br />
to her side <strong>and</strong> took her h<strong>and</strong>.<br />
“We’ve got to find the Yellow.”<br />
Luna looked around her. She was completely<br />
disoriented. Ben waited expectantly by her<br />
side. She felt no anxiety form him, only calm<br />
patience. She always took care of him, kept<br />
him safe.<br />
Several minutes ticked by. Ben’s confidence<br />
pounded in her head, <strong>and</strong> she stood immobilized<br />
because she knew, knew, that she<br />
couldn’t lead him home.<br />
“I’m sorry, Bennie. I don’t know the way.”<br />
She spoke the words, even though she didn’t<br />
know if he understood.<br />
She was afraid to take a step in any direction.<br />
What if she only led them farther from<br />
the path?<br />
As more time passed by, <strong>and</strong> Luna remained<br />
paralyzed, unable to choose, to move,<br />
Ben’s calm finally began to ebb away. His rising<br />
anxiety mingled with her own until her<br />
whole body felt tight—like it was about to explode.<br />
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” She<br />
couldn’t stop repeating the words. A sticky,<br />
cottony feeling lodged in her throat. The panic<br />
wasn’t all her own.<br />
He took a step to the left. Then another,<br />
pulling her along with him, his h<strong>and</strong> tightening<br />
on hers like he was afraid to lose her. His<br />
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steps were hesitant at first, then his stride<br />
lengthened <strong>and</strong> quickened until they were<br />
both running headlong through the dark. A<br />
thin ribbon of yellow light appeared before<br />
them <strong>and</strong> they ran steadily forward, bursting<br />
onto the path, across the Yellow, <strong>and</strong> into the<br />
Green.<br />
Ben dropped her h<strong>and</strong>, frantically placing<br />
symbols, <strong>and</strong> ripping the Velcro-backed sentence<br />
strip from his book. He dropped to his<br />
knees on the pavement, <strong>and</strong> pushed his strip<br />
roughly into Luna’s h<strong>and</strong>s. He touched each<br />
icon heavily.<br />
I WANT. BEANS.<br />
“Bennie, Bennie. I don’t have it with me.”<br />
His h<strong>and</strong>s were covered with bite marks <strong>and</strong><br />
scratches. His panic increased, seeming to fill<br />
her lungs <strong>and</strong> chest with thick paste. Each<br />
beat of her heart felt hard <strong>and</strong> intense, like<br />
punching through water. She sucked in air,<br />
trying not to hyperventilate. “Ben, it’s okay.<br />
Calm down.”<br />
Ben tapped the strip in Luna’s h<strong>and</strong>, over<br />
<strong>and</strong> over again, bobbing his head up <strong>and</strong><br />
down rhythmically, the silent movement of his<br />
lips echoing in the still air.<br />
I WANT. BEANS.<br />
I WANT. BEANS.<br />
I WANT. BEANS.<br />
I WANT. BEANS.<br />
I WANT. BEANS.<br />
She grabbed him around the torso, pulling<br />
him against her chest. She squeezed him as<br />
hard as she could, but their panic didn’t ebb,<br />
the tightness in their chest didn’t ease, the<br />
need to scream rose in a steady eruption up<br />
their throat.<br />
Luna opened her mouth <strong>and</strong> let the sound<br />
explode, “eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!” It cracked<br />
against the air <strong>and</strong> shattered the sky with lightning<br />
as invisible as Ben’s voice. He wrapped<br />
his arms around her <strong>and</strong> they rocked together<br />
until the storm . . . suddenly . . . stopped.<br />
As one, they released each other. Luna took<br />
a deep breath. The air flowed sweet <strong>and</strong> easy<br />
in her lungs. She stood, silently watching as<br />
Ben retrieved his book. The laminated icons<br />
were a bit worse for the wear after lying face<br />
down in the dirt. Luna smoothed the crumpled<br />
sentence strip in her h<strong>and</strong> <strong>and</strong> returned<br />
it to its place.<br />
Ben quickly flipped through the pages; the<br />
soft sound of icons being pulled from their<br />
Velcro was strangely soothing. He held out the<br />
strip <strong>and</strong> Luna took it automatically. She<br />
looked at Ben’s face, <strong>and</strong> for once he actually<br />
met her eyes.<br />
I SEE BEN.<br />
Luna stared into his brown eyes for a long<br />
moment. She tasted the complex mire of emotions<br />
blending inside her as she looked at her<br />
reflection in Ben.<br />
“Yes,” she said. “Yes. We’re the same, Bennie.<br />
Exactly the same.”<br />
They walked home, side by side, <strong>and</strong> stumbled<br />
tiredly into Luna’s house. She turned on<br />
the light <strong>and</strong> saw the sungka board sitting on<br />
the coffee table next to the neat little plastic<br />
box. She hadn’t put it away before they left.<br />
Luna flopped onto the couch, <strong>and</strong> pulled the<br />
board onto her lap.<br />
“Hey, Bennie,” she said, as he sat down on<br />
the couch next to her, “I want beans!” Ben<br />
dropped his book on the carpet by his feet,<br />
wiped his bloody h<strong>and</strong>s on his pants, <strong>and</strong><br />
smiled.<br />
Then, he began counting out the beans. ■<br />
30 K. S. PATTERSON
Wavefronts<br />
of History<br />
<strong>and</strong><br />
Memory<br />
There is a coldness at my heart, colder<br />
even than the airless space around me:<br />
a ball of laser-cooled cesium gas mere<br />
billionths of a degree above absolute.<br />
Surrounded by layers <strong>and</strong> shells of vacuum<br />
<strong>and</strong> ceramic though it may be, still I feel the<br />
tendrils of cold creeping like threads of ice<br />
through my chest. I shudder at the necessity.<br />
But the promise . . .<br />
In one facet of my mind, a jewel-toned<br />
transparent sphere clicks open to reveal a profusion<br />
of layers: Paleoelectromagnetic Era,<br />
Broadcast Age, Late Encrypted Period. The<br />
vertical scale absurdly exaggerated, of course.<br />
The surface of the sphere divided into sectors<br />
whose names predate even the Eoradio Age:<br />
Centaurus, Pisces, Canopus. And here, in<br />
Aries sector at the lower edge of the Second<br />
Global War period, where the earliest dawning<br />
fragments of the later technophilian empires<br />
can just barely be detected, a pulsing<br />
point of blue-white light. Me.<br />
I have emerged from Keene space into Ein-<br />
David D. Levine<br />
stein space exactly where I meant to be.<br />
Where I want to be?<br />
Perhaps not. But here I am.<br />
I have not revisited this sector in eight<br />
years, despite its rich promise, because of<br />
memories of Aleá . . . the hope of what I might<br />
find here outweighed by the dread of what I<br />
know I will recall. But when the Institute extended<br />
this cold bright promise to me, a signal<br />
honor indeed, I knew immediately where<br />
I must put it to use.<br />
Oh, sweet Aleá, my lost love, the source of<br />
so much pain . . . will the treasure be worth<br />
the hazard?<br />
I extend my antennae, fingers <strong>and</strong> toes<br />
stretching outward—atom-thin wires shooting<br />
from my ship-body—tiny impellers drawing<br />
my substance out into a cobweb a<br />
quarter-year wide. I turn the great ear toward<br />
the rubble of Earth. I listen. I feel for the shredded,<br />
attenuated signal.<br />
And yes. Yes, oh yes, oh there it is.<br />
Crisper than I’d ever before felt; clearer<br />
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even than I’d dared to hope. Forms <strong>and</strong> shapes<br />
<strong>and</strong> . . . yes, artifacts, emerging from the noise<br />
<strong>and</strong> dust under my mental fingers’ touch.<br />
My heart pounds with excitement. My fingers<br />
itch to probe <strong>and</strong> pry the treasures from<br />
this lode. But the dem<strong>and</strong>s of the Institute<br />
must first be met. I extract my attention from<br />
my work <strong>and</strong> open a speaker within my cabin.<br />
“We’ve reached the target coordinates,” I<br />
say. “Signal’s clear.”<br />
“No errors?” my passenger asks, his voice as<br />
hard-edged <strong>and</strong> inelegant as the awkward prototype<br />
in my guts. “No malfunctions?”<br />
Evon is his name, a technofactor imposed<br />
on me by the Institute to install, monitor, <strong>and</strong><br />
tune the new cryomagnetic detector. I’ve<br />
worked alone these eight years; I tolerate his<br />
presence with ill grace. My internal cameras<br />
are off, but the sound of his voice brings to<br />
mind his rough unstyled hair <strong>and</strong> beard, his<br />
coarse, merely practical clothes. He is a gray<br />
man with a gray mind, but I need his skills.<br />
In grudging response to his questions, I focus<br />
on my own systems. The chill of the new<br />
detector pierces my belly with icy talons but<br />
there are no other, unanticipated pains. “No.<br />
Everything seems to be in order.”<br />
“Good. I run diagnostic now.”<br />
“Wait!” Even the thought of his hairy knuckles<br />
beneath my panels feels like a violation.<br />
Even worse, a diagnostic on the new detector,<br />
so intimately interwoven with my own systems,<br />
could damage my mind. “Let me disengage<br />
first.”<br />
With one last covetous glance at the crystalline<br />
beauty of the new data, I draw my<br />
awareness down <strong>and</strong> in, releasing the tug <strong>and</strong><br />
whisper of the electromagnetic spectrum <strong>and</strong><br />
focusing on the comm<strong>and</strong> couch in my forward<br />
cabin. A figure there sits up, reaches disused<br />
fingers awkward to the fastenings at the<br />
nape of the neck. A sucking sound, a harsh<br />
moment of transition . . . <strong>and</strong> I am embodied.<br />
Heart pulses, ship gravity draws down on<br />
arms, legs, breasts. I pull the heavy helmet<br />
from my head <strong>and</strong> blink.<br />
The action may look like waking, but to me<br />
it feels like falling asleep. The ship has no<br />
awareness of itself, but when connected to it I<br />
am empowered; I feel correlations <strong>and</strong> make<br />
intuitive leaps impossible to my human brain<br />
alone. Without the helmet I am half myself.<br />
But there are compensations.<br />
To ground myself in my body I run fingers—my<br />
physical fingers—along the comm<strong>and</strong><br />
couch’s seams, the nubbly lines of<br />
warm buttery leather waking the connections<br />
between skin <strong>and</strong> brain. I stroke the cold firm<br />
metal of the couch’s frame, feel the play of<br />
joint <strong>and</strong> tendon in my h<strong>and</strong>s, smell my own<br />
sweat. Not conventionally pleasant, but warm,<br />
human. Me.<br />
I squeeze my own breasts, bringing a brief<br />
bright shock of arousal. Compensations, oh<br />
yes. I smile, enjoying the play of muscle <strong>and</strong><br />
the slip of lips across teeth.<br />
I rise from the couch, my small unsteadiness<br />
the result of only mental disorientation;<br />
as always, my human body has been as well<br />
maintained as any of my other systems by the<br />
ship’s faithful, silent mechanisms. A robe of<br />
maroon silkfish skin hangs by the door, <strong>and</strong> I<br />
glide its delicious texture over my nakedness.<br />
Usually I maintain the ship at blood heat, but<br />
Evon hails from snowy Svyataya Kirill <strong>and</strong><br />
both heat <strong>and</strong> nudity make him uncomfortable.<br />
He barely acknowledges my entrance, eyes<br />
<strong>and</strong> h<strong>and</strong>s busy with the console of some device<br />
he’s brought with him. It’s hard <strong>and</strong> boxy,<br />
its slick gray finish an intrusion on the lush<br />
curved surfaces <strong>and</strong> rich textures of my cabin.<br />
A thick cable runs to one of my ports, probing<br />
<strong>and</strong> analyzing the new detector <strong>and</strong> its interfaces<br />
with my systems. “Would you like some<br />
tea?” I offer.<br />
“Is enough,” he grunts, pointing to a glass<br />
of water he’s poured himself. We’re speaking<br />
Languedoui, our best common language, but<br />
his thick Kirilian accent strips it of articles <strong>and</strong><br />
pronouns. A half-eaten food bar litters the<br />
table beside it; he eats nothing else. “Efficient,”<br />
he’s explained. His screen jerks <strong>and</strong><br />
tics with graphs <strong>and</strong> numbers. I can’t wait until<br />
this desiccated man is finished with his<br />
work, off my ship, out of my life.<br />
I take snowberries <strong>and</strong> fresh mint from the<br />
larder, muddle them with sugar <strong>and</strong> cinnamon,<br />
add water <strong>and</strong> just a tinkle of ice. Ahh.<br />
As I drink, I settle myself cross-legged on the<br />
long padded bench that rings the main cabin,<br />
watching Evon work. There’s little else to do<br />
<strong>and</strong> nowhere else to go; the ship has only one<br />
sleeping cabin <strong>and</strong> I’ve ceded it to him for the<br />
duration. Not that I use that berth much myself.<br />
Ever since Aleá left, eight years ago, I<br />
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sleep in the comm<strong>and</strong> couch. The ship’s systems<br />
tickle my mind as I dream, the weird disturbing<br />
visions the price I pay for the<br />
occasional astonishing insight.<br />
The ship <strong>and</strong> I are one, in this as in so many<br />
things. The ship does not even have a name;<br />
my own name, Kell, is what appears in dock<br />
registries <strong>and</strong> bills of lading when I am in port.<br />
“How’s it going?” I ask after a while.<br />
“Eh?” He does not look up.<br />
“Your diagnostic. Will it be finished soon?<br />
I’d like to get back to work, if I may.”<br />
Now he does look up, his gaze flicking<br />
across my hairless scalp, the glossy metal<br />
plates at crown <strong>and</strong> temples <strong>and</strong> nape, before<br />
settling on my eyes. I know the plates disquiet<br />
him; on Svyataya Kirill what I’ve done to myself<br />
for my studies is illegal. Even in the wider<br />
human community, few are willing to undergo<br />
the surgeries, the therapies, the learning to<br />
walk all over again. Augments like me are a curiosity<br />
to many, monstrous to some. Defiant, I<br />
go bare-headed in public. “Half hour,” he says.<br />
“Have you found any problems so far?”<br />
“No, no, no. Is very good. See?” He turns his<br />
screen to me, showing a twitching chart. It is<br />
meaningless to me; how can I underst<strong>and</strong><br />
something I can’t touch? “Excellent sensitivity,”<br />
he explains, pointing to a peak on the<br />
graph. He smiles, the charts <strong>and</strong> numbers<br />
bringing his face alive for the first time. “Better<br />
than expected.”<br />
“I’m pleased,” I say, <strong>and</strong> I really am. The<br />
frigid box of barely-tested hardware welded to<br />
my ship’s core makes me uneasy, but I salivate<br />
at the promised results. “I can’t wait to try it.”<br />
“You will like.” Evon turns his shoulders to<br />
face me, politeness winning out over his habitual<br />
reticence, though his eyes still dart to<br />
the screen at intervals. “What do you hope to<br />
find,” he says, “with new detector?”<br />
My area of study, I explain, is the Showa period<br />
of the Nihon culture: a single century in a<br />
single culture of the Late Telegraphic <strong>and</strong> Early<br />
Broadcast strata. Despite its obscurity, I believe<br />
this period is a key hinge-point between<br />
the pre-electromagnetic culture of ancient Nihon<br />
<strong>and</strong> the daikeiretsu governments that<br />
dominated the planet in the twenty-second<br />
century <strong>and</strong> pioneered the industrialization of<br />
space. Somewhere in the vast middens of<br />
noise <strong>and</strong> garble that form the electromagnetic<br />
l<strong>and</strong>scape of the Tojo Shogunate, I am con-<br />
WAVEFRONTS OF HISTORY AND MEMORY<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
vinced, can be found the seeds of the<br />
Kikkasho Efflorescence that birthed our modern<br />
world.<br />
But it’s a hard period to study, a deep deep<br />
layer of the fuzziest, most tenuous signals. The<br />
radioartifacts of the Late Telegraphic were indistinct,<br />
weak, <strong>and</strong> drowned in noise even<br />
when they originated; today they are smeared<br />
across the outermost surface—the bottom, in<br />
radioarchaeologists’ upside-down traditional<br />
terminology—of a sphere nine thous<strong>and</strong> years<br />
in radius that exp<strong>and</strong>s further each day. Torn<br />
by dust clouds, punctured by stars, <strong>and</strong> dispersed<br />
by nebulae, most of this enormous<br />
spherical surface is useless; the areas of good<br />
seeing are rare <strong>and</strong> eagerly sought. We have<br />
come to one such location because of its unparalleled<br />
view of Nihon in years 16 through<br />
19 of the Showa period, or 1941 through<br />
1944 in the anno domini system also in use at<br />
the time.<br />
“It was during that period,” I tell Evon, “that<br />
the baryonic energy technologies that eventually<br />
both powered humanity’s expansion into<br />
space <strong>and</strong> demolished the Earth made their<br />
first crude weaponized appearances. It’s well<br />
known that Nihon was the first Earth culture<br />
to feel the impact of these weapons, at the<br />
end of the Second Global War, <strong>and</strong> that attack<br />
had a profound impact on the culture’s development<br />
<strong>and</strong> attitudes toward those technologies<br />
in the following centuries. But the<br />
reasons Nihon was attacked are unclear; even<br />
the identity of the attacker is disputed. I hope<br />
to unearth radioartifacts of the Tojo Shogunate<br />
to definitively answer this question.”<br />
“What kind signal strengths, these artifacts?”<br />
“Four point three femtojanskys.” Numbers<br />
are not my forte, but this cruel figure is etched<br />
on my heart. “No more.”<br />
Evon’s lips purse in concentration. His eyes<br />
had w<strong>and</strong>ered during my discussion of history<br />
<strong>and</strong> culture, but this statistic is something he<br />
can get his h<strong>and</strong>s around. “Is very weak, yes.<br />
But new detector can do, I think.” He nods, as<br />
though to reassure himself. “Yes. Can do.”<br />
I can’t help but recall my last dig at this site.<br />
Aleá had squealed in delight as the first signals<br />
had come through. “My God!” she said. “Listen<br />
to this!” She pulled the headphones from<br />
her ears <strong>and</strong> jammed them down on my head.<br />
Through hiss <strong>and</strong> whine I heard a voice in<br />
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archaic Nihongo—syllables shaped by lips <strong>and</strong><br />
tongue gone to dust nine thous<strong>and</strong> years ago.<br />
It was nothing more than an advertisement for<br />
cosmetics, but still . . . to hear that voice, that<br />
ancient breath, across so many years was like<br />
a miracle. I gasped <strong>and</strong> hugged Aleá close, the<br />
headphones making the gesture awkward.<br />
But the miracle had soured over the following<br />
weeks, as we realized what a fluke that<br />
first clear signal had been, how filthy <strong>and</strong> attenuated<br />
most of the data was.<br />
Perhaps the stress of that failure was the reason<br />
Aleá had left. It is certainly the reason I<br />
haven’t returned before this. But in eight years<br />
I haven’t found any other site nearly as promising;<br />
the new detector offers a chance to redeem<br />
my reputation as a researcher, perhaps<br />
even heal the still-raw hole in my self-esteem.<br />
I’ve cashed in every favor I had at the Institute<br />
to get myself selected for this pilot project.<br />
Evon’s harsh voice breaks me out of my<br />
reverie. “Can inspect data?”<br />
I blink. “Excuse me?”<br />
“The data, the artifacts, that you find with<br />
new detector. May I inspect?”<br />
“Certainly not!” The very thought of this<br />
bloodless technician pawing through my artifacts<br />
is an affront. But his startled eyes remind<br />
me there isn’t any technical reason for me to<br />
refuse. “I, uh, it’s . . . it’s too preliminary,” I<br />
prevaricate. “Raw research data is . . . it’s subject<br />
to misinterpretation. You underst<strong>and</strong>.”<br />
“I underst<strong>and</strong>.” His face shows that he underst<strong>and</strong>s<br />
all too well.<br />
“So, uh . . . may I use the detector now?”<br />
He gestures to the wall behind which the<br />
device is installed. It is only in my mind, I’m<br />
sure, that a wave of chill air flows from it.<br />
“Certainly,” he says, then grins. “Good hunting!”<br />
I manage, just, to remember to say “thank<br />
you” on my way out. So eager am I to get to<br />
work that I tear the sleeve of my silkfish robe<br />
as I shuck it off. My fingers tremble as I fit the<br />
heavy helmet to my head.<br />
In the helmet’s close dark, I shut my eyes<br />
<strong>and</strong> hold my breath. I press the activation<br />
stud. After a moment of transition, the site<br />
spreads itself out in my sensorium, so dense<br />
with possible artifacts I practically salivate. I<br />
ready my tools.<br />
My mother has never understood why I<br />
travel to barren, desolate areas of space thou-<br />
s<strong>and</strong>s of years away from Earth to study its history.<br />
Archaeologists, she thinks, unearth physical<br />
artifacts. But those traditionalists in their<br />
heavy shielded suits can do little more than<br />
scrape up shattered, melted fragments—ruined<br />
bits of jetsam they can never even touch<br />
with their own h<strong>and</strong>s, nor display to the public<br />
except behind thick glass stained yellow<br />
with lead. We radioarchaelologists, on the other<br />
h<strong>and</strong>, can reach across the years to grasp<br />
Earth as it was, alive <strong>and</strong> buzzing with activity.<br />
With any point in Einstein space just a step<br />
away in Keene space, all we need do is travel<br />
to a place with a clear view of our selected period<br />
of history <strong>and</strong> bring a good enough detector.<br />
And now, I hope, I have both.<br />
Although the subjects of my work are only<br />
tenuous wisps of radio waves, with the ship’s<br />
help I perceive them as solid objects. Illusions<br />
of weight, color, <strong>and</strong> texture help my ape-descended<br />
brain distinguish signal from noise,<br />
diamonds from dross. I use metaphors of hammers,<br />
chisels, brushes; I chip <strong>and</strong> scrape away<br />
at radio noise to reveal fragments of data like<br />
jawbones <strong>and</strong> potsherds teased from the rock.<br />
Then I fit those fragments together into useful<br />
information.<br />
Most of the artifacts I find were never intended<br />
for public consumption: state secrets<br />
sent along telegraph lines, messages of love<br />
whispered over telephone, continent-wide<br />
patterns of activity revealing hidden geopolitical<br />
strategies. All preserved in time like rose<br />
petals in amber, though fearfully attenuated<br />
<strong>and</strong> torn by passing stars <strong>and</strong> veils of dust;<br />
now revealed in vivid detail by the new detector.<br />
My ship-enhanced mind identifies, sifts,<br />
sorts, discards with thunderous speed.<br />
I am entranced, overwhelmed. An unending<br />
feast of data unveils itself: names, dates,<br />
motivations. Details long lost to history. Astonishing<br />
revelation after astonishing revelation.<br />
Within mere hours the answers to some of<br />
my field’s most vexing questions are laid plain<br />
beneath my fingers. The baryonic bomb had<br />
not been launched by either Sina or the Socialist<br />
Republic Union, but by the American<br />
States—a major power in later periods of history,<br />
but isolationist <strong>and</strong> barely industrialized<br />
during the First <strong>and</strong> Second Global Wars. Or<br />
so we had thought. There are even tantalizing<br />
hints that the isolationism of the States had<br />
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een broken by an ill-timed surprise attack by<br />
Nihon itself.<br />
There is more. Much more. These finds will<br />
do more than repair my reputation; they will<br />
make my name.<br />
But as exciting as the artifacts are, the matrix<br />
in which they are embedded is equally recalcitrant—a<br />
hard, fibrous mass that must be<br />
painstakingly chipped <strong>and</strong> scraped from each<br />
new find. This is the ship’s representation of a<br />
powerful noise source that requires significant<br />
computation to separate from the desired<br />
signal.<br />
I’m spending far too much time removing<br />
the same encrusted junk from artifact after artifact.<br />
I decide to take a moment to analyze it,<br />
in hopes of determining its source <strong>and</strong> factoring<br />
it out of the data at a low level.<br />
Usually this type of interference comes<br />
from a nearby pulsar or black hole. But as I examine<br />
the noise I find it is too hard-edged, too<br />
gritty, for any natural source.<br />
How can this be? I’m thous<strong>and</strong>s of years<br />
from the nearest inhabited world. I look more<br />
closely, run a correlation with a database of artificial<br />
noise sources.<br />
The result comes back quickly, but it takes<br />
me a long moment to underst<strong>and</strong> it. When I<br />
do, I feel a disorienting rush of vertigo—as<br />
though I’ve been staring out the window at a<br />
craggy l<strong>and</strong>scape <strong>and</strong> suddenly realize it’s a<br />
micrograph of human skin.<br />
My own skin.<br />
For the source of the interfering signal is<br />
myself.<br />
I laugh out loud at the realization, the sound<br />
echoing harsh <strong>and</strong> moist within my helmet.<br />
I have placed myself at the single point of<br />
intersection between the gr<strong>and</strong> exp<strong>and</strong>ing<br />
sphere of human history <strong>and</strong> a tiny bubble a<br />
mere eight years in radius: the wavefront of<br />
the weeks I <strong>and</strong> my partner-lover Aleá studied,<br />
coupled, <strong>and</strong> fought together while digging in<br />
this exact same electromagnetic midden eight<br />
years earlier. Although my earlier ship was<br />
well-shielded by the st<strong>and</strong>ards of the time,<br />
even the tiny amount of electromagnetic radiation<br />
that leaked out is inescapable to the new<br />
detector at this close remove.<br />
I consider moving the ship to avoid the interference<br />
from my earlier self, but a quick regional<br />
scan reveals the futility of such an<br />
action. The spherical wavefront of noise from<br />
WAVEFRONTS OF HISTORY AND MEMORY<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
my earlier ship, though minuscule by comparison<br />
with the sphere of history, is exp<strong>and</strong>ing<br />
at the same rate of one light-year per year;<br />
from now on, any attempt to study this point<br />
in Earth history from this area of clear seeing<br />
will find the ancient signal entangled with this<br />
later, stronger one. And eight years of searching<br />
have failed to find a better location.<br />
I have no alternative but to find a way to filter<br />
it out.<br />
From a little-used drawer in the ship’s mind<br />
I pull other tools, hard <strong>and</strong> shiny, better suited<br />
to the fine jittery signals of the modern world.<br />
I step back to a higher level of abstraction <strong>and</strong><br />
apply the tools to the direct feed from the new<br />
detector, seeking to identify <strong>and</strong> eliminate all<br />
signs of my previous self.<br />
The low hum of the engines <strong>and</strong> the whirr<br />
of the navigational sensors are the first, most<br />
obvious targets, <strong>and</strong> I begin by adjusting the<br />
antenna parameters to filter them out. These<br />
adjustments are as familiar as my own breathing;<br />
I used to have to do this every time the engine<br />
was serviced.<br />
As I work, I remember the self I was then.<br />
Excited, driven, full of ideas, yes. But also arrogant,<br />
conceited, too convinced of my own<br />
genius. It was Aleá who kept me sane, helped<br />
me focus my energies on the work <strong>and</strong> not on<br />
self-aggr<strong>and</strong>izement.<br />
Beautiful, compassionate, brilliant Aleá. It’s<br />
true we spent nine hours in bed together on<br />
the day we met. But it was always more than<br />
just sex—she was the other half of my heart,<br />
the completion of my mind. The papers we<br />
wrote together were far more than the sum of<br />
our skills; they were the product, the exponent,<br />
of two fine minds operating in perfect<br />
harmony. After she left I couldn’t work at all<br />
for six months, then spent two years more in<br />
an angry, wasteful thrash. It’s only in the past<br />
year that I’ve been able to do productive work<br />
again.<br />
And now this. She—<strong>and</strong> the previous me—<br />
are getting in my way again.<br />
Distracted, I manage to mess up the compensator<br />
settings. I have to reset, start over.<br />
Beneath the helmet I feel my teeth grind.<br />
Our work, like our loving, had always been<br />
full of violent passion. Whenever we worked<br />
a site together we would argue vehemently,<br />
screaming <strong>and</strong> throwing things before reuniting<br />
in a mad rush of intellectual <strong>and</strong> sexual en-<br />
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ergy. But eight years ago—in this very spot—it<br />
had been different. We’d first sniped at each<br />
other, then fought openly, then sullenly retreated<br />
to separate work spaces as the signals<br />
we’d worked so hard to locate fell apart under<br />
our h<strong>and</strong>s. We used different tools, I merged<br />
with the ship <strong>and</strong> she with goggles <strong>and</strong> gloves,<br />
but both of us were frustrated, angry, despairing—lashing<br />
out at each other because the distant,<br />
roaring stars <strong>and</strong> nebulae that were our<br />
real enemies were beyond our reach. When<br />
we gave up <strong>and</strong> transitioned back to the Institute,<br />
we hadn’t spoken in days. I awoke the<br />
next morning to a cold void in my bed <strong>and</strong> a<br />
paper note: “Don’t try to follow me.”<br />
I tore the note to pieces with my teeth,<br />
then set it on fire.<br />
But I’d never been able to burn away the<br />
pain in my soul, the question that seared my<br />
heart.<br />
Why?<br />
Why did she leave me?<br />
We’d fought many times before. Why had<br />
this fight been so different? So . . . terminal?<br />
At last I am done filtering out the engine<br />
<strong>and</strong> sensor noise. But pulling those away reveals<br />
finer structures, fidgeting like a tangle of<br />
fine wires. I’ve never seen signals like these<br />
before; they were below the threshold of my<br />
detectors at the time, even at a range of zero. I<br />
look more closely.<br />
These signals are the leakage from the ship’s<br />
internal electronics. In a way, I am looking at<br />
the workings of my own earlier mind. It’s a fascinating<br />
<strong>and</strong> slightly disturbing thought.<br />
I wish I could ignore these vibrating wires,<br />
but I can’t; faint though they may be, these signals<br />
are stronger than nine-thous<strong>and</strong>-year-old<br />
radioartifacts. I must strain them out of the<br />
data stream now or I’ll have to chip them off<br />
of every single item later. I pull the old ship’s<br />
documentation from storage <strong>and</strong> begin the<br />
painstaking work of building a filter to remove<br />
them.<br />
Later. I find myself in the cabin, blowing the<br />
steam off a bowl of miso soup. The hot bowl<br />
trembles in my h<strong>and</strong>s <strong>and</strong> I realize I haven’t<br />
eaten in over twenty hours.<br />
Evon is munching on one of his ubiquitous<br />
food bars. “Is good, new detector?” he asks in<br />
a conversational tone.<br />
“Too good.” I sip cautiously. Still too hot.<br />
“It’s picking up new sources of noise as well<br />
as the new signals.” I find myself reluctant to<br />
explain exactly what those noise sources are.<br />
I’ve always been a private person, <strong>and</strong> never<br />
shared the pain of my severed relationship<br />
with anyone.<br />
“I see on my readouts,” he replies. “Signal<br />
source is nearby. Probably ship.”<br />
“I know what it is.” I won’t let this bloodless<br />
man tell me how to do my job.<br />
“I can help filter it out.”<br />
I feel my teeth grind together. “I have the<br />
situation in h<strong>and</strong>.”<br />
“You be careful,” he says, waving the food<br />
bar. I wince as crumbs dirty the table. “Detector<br />
is verrry sensitive. Focus on strong signal<br />
could damage. Or worse.”<br />
“I’ll be careful,” I snap, <strong>and</strong> take another sip<br />
of soup to calm my nerves.<br />
Damn it. I’ve burned my mouth.<br />
After finishing my soup, I retire to the comm<strong>and</strong><br />
couch for a few hours’ rest.<br />
In my dreams I’m back in school, my hair<br />
luxuriantly curly <strong>and</strong> my mind still entirely organic.<br />
I’m on a dig, a physical dig, in some<br />
hot, s<strong>and</strong>y place where an unremitting sun<br />
hammers down from a pink sky. An infinity of<br />
scraped earth, neat terraces of precise excavations<br />
divided into squares by glittering laser<br />
beams, stretches away to the horizon.<br />
With brush <strong>and</strong> pick <strong>and</strong> trowel I work<br />
down through layer after layer of char <strong>and</strong> ash,<br />
the ruins of some ancient disaster. The dark,<br />
gritty stuff embeds itself beneath my fingernails<br />
<strong>and</strong> makes me sneeze black goo. And<br />
then I find a pair of skulls.<br />
One bears a diadem of fine wire. The other . . .<br />
I pick it up. Embedded in the skull are metal<br />
plates, scratched <strong>and</strong> pitted with age.<br />
The skull’s eyes open, <strong>and</strong> they are my own.<br />
I thrash <strong>and</strong> gasp awake.<br />
It takes only a few more hours’ work before<br />
I’ve pared away the last of the intruding signal.<br />
Or so I think. But I find the artifacts still gritty<br />
with hard, encrusted noise. What have I<br />
missed?<br />
I switch back to the data stream. Although<br />
I’ve filtered out every trace of my old ship’s<br />
systems, <strong>and</strong> even my own augments, one<br />
fine jittering wire of signal remains.<br />
A wire like the wire diadem on the first<br />
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skull.<br />
My pulse catches in my throat as I realize<br />
the message my subconscious <strong>and</strong>/or the<br />
ship’s autonomic systems were sending me in<br />
my dream.<br />
Aleá’s personal datappliance. The one electronic<br />
system on board that was never, ever<br />
connected to the ship’s network. This is its<br />
signal.<br />
I tease out the trembling wire with a fine<br />
probe. It pulses between my fingertips like a<br />
tiny bird’s rapid heartbeat.<br />
I have spent my entire professional career<br />
extracting meaning from electromagnetic artifacts<br />
like this.<br />
Secrets. Ancient mysteries. Solutions to<br />
questions long unanswered.<br />
Why did Aleá leave me?<br />
No. I set the wire down. I never, ever<br />
probed or pried into Aleá’s personal data<br />
when we were together. To do so now would<br />
be immoral, illegal, wrong.<br />
What I should do is simply filter it out.<br />
I sharpen a narrow chisel <strong>and</strong> apply it to the<br />
wire . . . <strong>and</strong> a buzzer breaks my concentration.<br />
“What are you doing?” comes Evon’s<br />
groggy voice from the intercom in the sleeping<br />
cabin. It’s three in the morning ship time,<br />
not that I have been paying much attention to<br />
that.<br />
“There’s one last bit of signal I’m removing.”<br />
“Detector is on verge of heterodyning!”<br />
“I told you, I’ll be careful.” I cut the connection.<br />
I feel the wire’s pulse through the chisel<br />
h<strong>and</strong>le.<br />
I swallow.<br />
I am an archaeologist. I study, I analyze, I decrypt.<br />
I can’t ignore this data . . . this chance to<br />
unearth the truth about my own past.<br />
In my place I’m sure Aleá would do the<br />
same.<br />
I set the chisel aside, bring out probes <strong>and</strong><br />
brushes. The wire magnifies itself at my attention,<br />
revealing its details.<br />
This modern radioartifact is like a jeweled<br />
bracelet beside the potsherds <strong>and</strong> spear points<br />
of the Late Telegraphic, but the principles of<br />
analysis are the same. The signal is crisp <strong>and</strong><br />
clean; the storage is encrypted, but that protection<br />
is a paper shield against the powerful<br />
blades of the ship’s processors. With a delicate<br />
WAVEFRONTS OF HISTORY AND MEMORY<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
hook I tease out the shining str<strong>and</strong> representing<br />
the decrypted signal.<br />
I pull out my loupe, a metaphor for a sophisticated<br />
pattern-matching algorithm, <strong>and</strong><br />
focus it on the glittering str<strong>and</strong> of data. I seek<br />
my own name in a strong emotional context.<br />
Long moments pass while the loupe does<br />
its work. And then I hear Aleá’s voice, for the<br />
first time in eight years. A sweet acid music<br />
that pierces my heart <strong>and</strong> closes my throat.<br />
I do love Kell, it says, but—<br />
The buzzer interrupts again. “What!” I<br />
shout through the ship’s speakers.<br />
“Whatever you’re doing, stop it! Signal is<br />
too strong! Detector is overh—”<br />
I cut him off. I lock his door. I have to know.<br />
I peer through the loupe again.<br />
I do love Kell. Aleá’s lips, her breath, flutter<br />
in my ear. But I must resign myself to the fact<br />
that I can never be with her.<br />
What?<br />
I’ve tried for years to reconcile the one I<br />
love with the body that shares my bed.But ...<br />
but it’s finally gotten to the point that it’s too<br />
painful. I can’t go on like this. She takes a<br />
long, trembling breath. Lying with Kell is . . .<br />
it’s . . . it’s like screwing a brain-damaged<br />
child.And the worst thing is that she sounds<br />
like my beloved.While the real Kell, the Kell I<br />
love, is just a voice on a speaker <strong>and</strong> an unmoving<br />
mannequin with a hard metal helmet<br />
for a head.<br />
The floor drops away <strong>and</strong> I feel the thous<strong>and</strong>s<br />
of empty light-years beneath me, a gap<br />
of cold vacuum so far beyond human scale we<br />
don’t even attempt to comprehend it. In<br />
Keene space we can step across that gulf in<br />
moments, but it is still vast beyond underst<strong>and</strong>ing.<br />
I cannot kiss my beloved’s lips, Aleá sobs.<br />
She cannot feel my caresses.<br />
A long pause filled with shuddering sighs. I<br />
feel a hot pain rising up from somewhere<br />
deep within.<br />
It was never me that Aleá loved. It was the<br />
ship . . . or the union of the shipmind <strong>and</strong> my<br />
organic brain . . . but my body, my warm sensual<br />
body that has brought me so much pleasure,<br />
by itself was not enough.<br />
It was the tension between who I am <strong>and</strong><br />
what I am that tore Aleá <strong>and</strong> I apart. A tension<br />
that I will never be able to resolve.<br />
Aleá’s voice returns: I cannot touch the one<br />
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I love; I cannot love the one I touch.<br />
And at that moment the detector overheats,<br />
its cold ceramic casing shattering as the cesium<br />
gas within exp<strong>and</strong>s a millionfold. Pain<br />
tears through my systems as searing-cold gas<br />
pours into spaces it was never meant to<br />
touch.<br />
My heart bursts because it has taken in too<br />
much.<br />
Oblivion.<br />
Light stabs my eyes. I wince <strong>and</strong> squirm<br />
away from the pain, raising h<strong>and</strong>s to defend<br />
myself, but something restrains me.<br />
“Whoa, whoa, malyutka!” It’s Evon’s voice,<br />
Evon’s h<strong>and</strong>s on my wrists. “Don’t fight. Is<br />
only me. You okay?”<br />
“Uh . . .” My voice is ashy. “I’m alive . . .”<br />
“Here. Drink.” A cool glass is pressed into<br />
my h<strong>and</strong>s. Water. I realize I’m parched. “Not<br />
so fast!”<br />
The glass is taken away. My thirst tells me<br />
I’ve been insensate <strong>and</strong> unserviced for some<br />
time. “How . . . how long?”<br />
“Sixteen hours.” He h<strong>and</strong>s me another glass<br />
of water, <strong>and</strong> a food bar. It’s the most delicious<br />
thing I’ve ever tasted. “Was getting pretty cold<br />
before I managed to get door open. Lifesystem<br />
working now, anyway.”<br />
I shiver. It’s still pretty cold. “I’m sorry I<br />
locked you in.”<br />
“I’m sorry detector exploded. Next one will<br />
have better compensators. Big question is, can<br />
you fly ship?”<br />
The helmet’s indicators have all gone black,<br />
but the wall displays are operative. Drive systems<br />
are good; navigation is running on back-<br />
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ups, but the coordinates of the last transition<br />
are still locked in. “Yes. I can get us back to<br />
the Institute, anyway.”<br />
Evon blows out a sigh. “Is good.”<br />
I turn the cold helmet over in my h<strong>and</strong>s.<br />
The shipmind is dead. A new one can be<br />
grown from backups, of course, but it won’t<br />
be exactly the same.<br />
I won’t be exactly the same.<br />
What do I want me to be?<br />
I stare into the blind eye of the helmet’s<br />
dead power indicator. It stares blankly back . . .<br />
<strong>and</strong> suddenly I realize there’s a more immediate<br />
problem. “My data!”<br />
Evon quirks an eyebrow at me.<br />
“All the data I’ve gathered here. Is it safe?”<br />
He shrugs, spreads his h<strong>and</strong>s. “I would never<br />
consider looking. Raw research data, after<br />
all. Subject to misinterpretation.” Though his<br />
words are light, his eyes are as hard <strong>and</strong> cold<br />
as one of his technical readouts. “You underst<strong>and</strong>.”<br />
I gather breath to snap a response . . . then<br />
stop myself, letting it back out slowly. I begin<br />
again. “Will you . . . would you, please, check<br />
it for me? Make sure it’s properly stored <strong>and</strong><br />
backed up before we fire up the system for<br />
the transition back to the Institute?”<br />
A small smile, <strong>and</strong> a nod. “Since you ask so<br />
nicely.”<br />
“Thank you.”<br />
There’s still a lot of noise crusted on my<br />
soul. It will take a while to scrape it all off.<br />
“Okay,” he says. “Where are manual controls?”<br />
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Jeff Sanford <strong>and</strong> several colleagues had<br />
been sitting in the conference room<br />
when the news came. The door<br />
opened <strong>and</strong> Linda Wilson stuck her<br />
head in. “Hey, guys.” she said, “the Crab Pulsar<br />
has gone missing.”<br />
Myra snickered. “Maybe we need to wipe<br />
the lens.”<br />
“We got an alert from the Navy,” said Linda,<br />
referring to the U.S. Naval Observatory, also<br />
located in Flagstaff. “They can’t find it. Neither<br />
can I.”<br />
Jeff checked his watch. His son Brian was a<br />
sophomore at Northern Arizona. “He<br />
promised a surprise this evening,” he said, getting<br />
up, “but removing the Crab Pulsar’s a bit<br />
much.”<br />
It was well past visiting hours <strong>and</strong> the Lowell<br />
Observatory was quiet. One of the interns<br />
looked up from the Clark scope. “It’s still not<br />
visible,” she said, backing away as they approached.<br />
“The pulsar’s not there. I can see<br />
the nebula, but nothing’s happening.”<br />
The Crab Pulsar was seven thous<strong>and</strong> lightyears<br />
away, in the constellation Taurus. It rotated<br />
thirty times a second, providing a<br />
flashing light that was impossible to miss.<br />
Jeff checked the control console. “Radio<br />
waves <strong>and</strong> x-rays are normal,” he said. “Must<br />
be a dust cloud.”<br />
Myra frowned. “A dust cloud couldn’t block<br />
that thing off overnight.”<br />
Glitch<br />
Jack McDevitt<br />
Linda was listening to her cell phone. She<br />
nodded. Told them to wait. “Mauna Kea says<br />
visibility was normal three hours ago.”<br />
“Not possible,” said Myra.<br />
Live <strong>and</strong> learn, thought Jeff. It was obviously<br />
possible. He checked his watch. There’d be<br />
an explanation in the morning, <strong>and</strong> Brian was<br />
waiting for him. The surprise, he suspected,<br />
would be a young woman. And probably talk<br />
of an impending marriage. Kids, like pulsars,<br />
tended to spring surprises.<br />
But it was only an electronic gadget. A<br />
game station of some kind, he guessed. “It’s a<br />
Y-Box,” said Brian. He was taller than his father,<br />
big, with wide shoulders <strong>and</strong> an easy-going<br />
personality that sometimes seemed too<br />
casual. Though when his mother ran off with<br />
a supermarket clerk three years ago, he’d<br />
blamed Jeff.<br />
“What’s a Y-Box?”<br />
“Come on, Dad. They’ve been advertising<br />
them for two months.”<br />
Jeff shrugged. “So what is it?”<br />
“It creates artificial realities.”<br />
Jeff smiled. “Okay.”<br />
“Dad, you need to stop trying to hang onto<br />
the twentieth century.”<br />
“If you say so, Brian.”<br />
“Good. Just give this a chance. You’ll like<br />
it.” He produced a pair of helmets <strong>and</strong> held<br />
one out for his father. “Have a seat <strong>and</strong> put<br />
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this on.”<br />
It mattered to his son, so he settled into a<br />
chair <strong>and</strong> pulled the helmet on. Brian touched<br />
a computer key. “Pull the flap down over your<br />
eyes,” he said. “Show starts in thirty seconds.”<br />
Jeff complied. Everything went dark.<br />
“Adjust it, Dad, so you aren’t getting any<br />
light.”<br />
“Believe me, there’s no light in here.”<br />
“Good. Ten seconds.”<br />
Stars appeared. It was still night, <strong>and</strong> he was<br />
looking out across a bleak, dismal l<strong>and</strong>scape.<br />
Brian was beside him, still seated comfortably<br />
on the sofa. But the living room, the coffee<br />
table, the TV, were gone. “We’re on Mars,<br />
Dad,” Brian said.<br />
Jeff looked up at familiar constellations. “It’s<br />
a bit more realistic than any other virtual l<strong>and</strong>scape<br />
I’ve seen. But—”<br />
“Until now,” Brian said, “every l<strong>and</strong>scape<br />
you’ve been to has been like this, right?”<br />
“More or less.”<br />
“But no people? Right?”<br />
“Sure there were.”<br />
“Projections, you mean.”<br />
“Yes, of course. Lots of people on the<br />
beach, whatever.”<br />
“You ever try talking with any of them?”<br />
“Brian, they’re projections.”<br />
“Okay, Dad. Let’s try somewhere else.”<br />
Jeff laughed. “Okay. Go ahead.”<br />
Mars faded. The world became brighter.<br />
The sun came back. And some trees. A couple<br />
of houses. His chair changed shape <strong>and</strong> he<br />
was sitting on a horse. A warm breeze<br />
brushed his cheeks. “Careful,” said Brian, riding<br />
beside him. “Don’t fall off.”<br />
Jeff was about to ask where they were<br />
when he spotted the white obelisk rising into<br />
the distant sky. The Washington Monument.<br />
“Where are we?”<br />
“K Street.”<br />
Hoofbeats were approaching. And he saw<br />
movement through the trees. A horse with a<br />
tall, bearded rider came toward them. He<br />
wore a jacket, a top hat, <strong>and</strong> hunting boots.<br />
“Who is he?” asked Jeff.<br />
Brian raised a h<strong>and</strong> to the rider. “Hello, Mr.<br />
President.”<br />
The rider stopped. “Hello,” he said. “Glorious<br />
day, isn’t it?”<br />
He did look like Lincoln. “You are good.”<br />
“I’ll take that as a compliment, sir.”<br />
He touched his hat <strong>and</strong> was about to ride<br />
off when Brian jumped back in: “Mr. President,<br />
my father would like to ask a question.”<br />
“Of course,” said the President. “I’ll be happy<br />
to answer if I can, sir. What is it you wish to<br />
know?”<br />
“Umm—” Jeff felt lost.<br />
“Go ahead, Dad,” said Brian.<br />
And he understood. The projection could<br />
have been programmed to respond to a specific<br />
question from his son. But that possibility<br />
was off the table if he was the source. “Mr.<br />
President,” he said, “how high do you expect<br />
the casualty list to be in this war?”<br />
“What war is that, sir?”<br />
Oh. “They haven’t seceded yet?”<br />
Lincoln managed a smile. “Seceded? No, I<br />
doubt it will come to that. Now I really must<br />
go.”<br />
Jeff shook his head. “You know, that’s a very<br />
slick creation.”<br />
Brian smiled. “Artificial intelligence.”<br />
“I didn’t think it was possible.” Jeff<br />
frowned. “Where is President Lincoln now?”<br />
“I don’t underst<strong>and</strong> the question.”<br />
“You want me to repeat it?”<br />
“I guess the short answer, Dad, is that he’s<br />
dead.”<br />
“You’re talking about the historical Lincoln.”<br />
“Of course.”<br />
“What about the one we just talked to?”<br />
“I turned it off.”<br />
“You turned him off.”<br />
“I don’t quite follow.”<br />
“Was Lincoln aware that we were there?”<br />
“It doesn’t say anything about that in the description.”<br />
“But it does say that the Y-Box generates artificial<br />
intelligences?”<br />
“I guess it does. Yes.”<br />
“So from his perspective, that virtual world,<br />
with its virtual history, is real. He’s real.”<br />
“I guess so.”<br />
“So where is he now?”<br />
Brian shrugged.<br />
“Got one more question for you.”<br />
“Fire away.”<br />
“The Washington Monument.”<br />
“What about it?”<br />
“It wasn’t completed until something like<br />
twenty years after the Civil War ended. The<br />
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one we just saw was perfect.”<br />
Brian rolled his eyes. “I guess it was a<br />
glitch,” he said.<br />
Jeff was getting ready for bed when his ringtone<br />
sounded. It was Myra. “The pulsar’s<br />
back,” she said.<br />
He was on his way to the observatory next<br />
morning when Myra called again. “Jeff ?” she<br />
said.<br />
Her voice sounded strange. “Don’t tell me.”<br />
“Yep. Not a sign of it.”<br />
“That can’t be right.”<br />
“There’s something else.”<br />
GLITCH<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
“What?”<br />
“Pluto <strong>and</strong> Neptune have gone missing,<br />
too.”<br />
“What?”<br />
“According to Beijing.”<br />
“Well, that’s crazy.”<br />
“Hold on a second, Jeff.” Seconds later she<br />
was back. “We just lost Uranus.”<br />
Jeff felt his stomach tighten. “Can’t be,” he<br />
said.<br />
“It has to be an equipment failure.”<br />
“I hope.”<br />
“What else could it be, Jeff ?”<br />
“A glitch.” ■<br />
IN TIMES TO COME<br />
Our lead story for July/August is “Thaw,” by Arlan Andrews,<br />
Sr. It takes place in a setting that may not seem very science<br />
fictional at first, but a careful reading reveals quite a<br />
bit going on under the surface, <strong>and</strong> it’s all the more interesting for it.<br />
Then we take advantage of the double-issue format to bring<br />
you a pair of novellas: Howard V. Hendrix’s “Other People’s Avatars”<br />
<strong>and</strong> Brad Torgersen’s “The Chaplain’s Legacy,” a sequel to his popular<br />
short story, “The Chaplain’s Assistant.” Of course, we’ll also have<br />
the final installment of Edward M. Lerner’s Dark Secret.<br />
We’ll have a pair of fact articles this time out—one for the<br />
astrophysicists: “Galactic Cannibalism: Who’s on the Menu,” by H.G.<br />
Stratmann; <strong>and</strong> one for the biologists: “The Fabulous Fruits of<br />
Mendel’s Garden,” by Fran Van Cleave.<br />
There’s also plenty of shorter fiction, such as Bud<br />
Sparhawk’s “CREM d’Etiole,” Rick Norwood’s “Love,” Marissa K.<br />
Lingen <strong>and</strong> Alec Austin’s “Milk Run,” K.C. Ball’s “A Quiet Little Town<br />
in Northern Minnesota,” <strong>and</strong> a Probability Zero by Jamie Todd Rubin,<br />
as well as stories from newcomers Seth Dickinson, Rosemary Claire<br />
Smith, Haris A. Durrani, <strong>and</strong> Mary Lou Klecha.<br />
41
THE ALTERNATE VIEW Jeffery D. Kooistra<br />
ON THE SUCKING OUT OF INERTIA<br />
So I was minding my own business, getting<br />
ready to hang Christmas lights in<br />
early December, when I checked my<br />
Facebook account before going outside<br />
<strong>and</strong> found an email from Rajnar Vajra. He<br />
was writing a story for an anthology <strong>and</strong><br />
wanted to ask me a physics question, or<br />
more precisely, a “super-science physics”<br />
question. Here’s how he put it: “So here’s my<br />
question: assuming some miraculous device<br />
that can temporarily remove a person’s inertial<br />
potential, <strong>and</strong> considering all net forces,<br />
if said person jumped off a building, how fast<br />
would they fall?”<br />
Actually, Rajnar had already thought this<br />
over, but wanted me to think it over as well<br />
to see if I would independently come to the<br />
same conclusion he had, which he did not<br />
provide me with in the email.<br />
The most dramatic <strong>and</strong> vivid memory I<br />
have of a device that “sucks out inertia”<br />
comes from Heinlein’s Methuselah’s Children.<br />
Therein, Lazarus Long’s long-lived<br />
“families,” in an attempt to escape persecution<br />
on Earth, steal an enormous generationtype,<br />
slower-than-light starship. Prior to this<br />
theft, Lazarus had discussed with his genius<br />
friend Andy “Slipstick” Libby the possibility<br />
of developing a “space drive” to aid in their<br />
escape. This Libby accomplished. It fit inside<br />
a satchel. Heinlein described how it looked<br />
thusly: “Assembled from odd bits of other<br />
equipment, looking more like the product of<br />
a boy’s workshop than the output of a scientist’s<br />
laboratory, the gadget which Libby referred<br />
to as a ‘space drive’ underwent<br />
Lazarus’ critical examination. Against the polished<br />
sophisticated perfection of the control<br />
room it looked uncouth, pathetic, ridiculously<br />
inadequate.”<br />
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A few sentences later he says it’s a “giddy<br />
little cat’s-cradle of apparatus.”<br />
This is typical of Heinlein when describing<br />
something entirely made up—he makes the<br />
reader do the heavy lifting of envisioning it.<br />
It is up to you to decide what an uncouth, pathetic,<br />
cat’s-cradley thing looks like.<br />
For the next several pages the starship is<br />
taken on a trajectory very near the sun, the<br />
idea being that Libby’s machine will be<br />
turned on, the inertia in the ship will go<br />
away, <strong>and</strong> the Sun’s light <strong>and</strong> wind will instantly<br />
accelerate the ship to near light<br />
speed. Bear in mind that they don’t as yet<br />
even know for sure if the drive will work—<br />
but then comes that inevitable moment<br />
when they’re going to find out that it does.<br />
Or die.<br />
The scene is as follows:<br />
“(Lazarus) poked a thumb at Libby’s uncouth-looking<br />
‘space drive.’ ‘You say that all<br />
you have to do is to hook up that one connection?’<br />
‘That is what is intended. Attach that one<br />
lead to any portion of the mass that is to be<br />
affected.’<br />
Andy hooked it up.<br />
‘Go ahead,’ urged Lazarus. ‘Push the button,<br />
throw the switch, cut the beam. Make it<br />
march.’<br />
‘I have,’ Libby insisted. ‘Look at the Sun.’<br />
‘Huh? Oh!’<br />
The great circle of blackness, which had<br />
marked the position of the Sun on the starspeckled<br />
stellarium, was shrinking rapidly. In<br />
a dozen heartbeats it lost half its diameter;<br />
twenty seconds later it had dwindled to a<br />
quarter of its original width.”<br />
No doubt about it, that’s exciting stuff! I
loved it when I read it the first time, <strong>and</strong> I<br />
still love it. But now I’m a bit more critical.<br />
For instance, take this “attach that one lead<br />
to any portion of the mass that is to be affected”<br />
business. Why? Why can’t the lead just<br />
hang in the air? The air is part of the mass to<br />
be affected, isn’t it? If the air doesn’t have the<br />
inertia sucked out of it along with everything<br />
else in the ship when the drive is turned on,<br />
you’ll get one shredded ship in an instant.<br />
A bit later, with the ship moving comfortably<br />
close to the speed of light, but not yet<br />
even outside the orbit of Mercury, Libby<br />
wants to turn off his space drive. Lazarus is<br />
concerned that the ship will slow down<br />
again once it has its inertia back, but Libby<br />
tells him that their current velocity is as real<br />
as any other velocity. He points out that turning<br />
off the drive will not instantly transport<br />
them back to the spot where it was turned<br />
on, so why should turning it off return the<br />
ship to the velocity it had initially?<br />
It’s a fair point. Made up physics is fine in<br />
SF as long as you keep it consistent, <strong>and</strong><br />
Heinlein’s version of inertia removal in<br />
Methuselah’s Children marks a sort of upper<br />
limit for inertia-removal gizmos. That is, 1.)<br />
inertia is removed instantly, <strong>and</strong> 2.) it is reduced<br />
to zero, <strong>and</strong> 3.) there are no “penalties”<br />
involving either energy or momentum<br />
conservation.<br />
But I’m not convinced this particular version<br />
of the gizmo can ever actually be treated<br />
in a consistent way. Consider point 2 <strong>and</strong><br />
look at the implications. Inertia is the tendency<br />
of a mass to resist a change in its state<br />
of motion. It doesn’t like to be sped up, but<br />
once it has been, it doesn’t want to be<br />
slowed down, <strong>and</strong> it doesn’t want to change<br />
direction. Now suppose we have a spaceship<br />
under thrust, <strong>and</strong> we drop the inertia to zero.<br />
Regardless of the amount of push from the<br />
propulsion system, our ship will suddenly accelerate<br />
to—Well, to some very high speed.<br />
The limiting speed will depend on the<br />
propulsion method <strong>and</strong> the environment the<br />
ship is in. In Heinlein’s tale, the push wasn’t<br />
from the engines, but from the sun. If we are<br />
pushing our ship with a big laser from the<br />
Moon, it will be near lightspeed in very short<br />
order, limited only by the build up of the resistant<br />
opposing force of the tiny amount of<br />
matter that exists even in “empty” space (es-<br />
ON THE SUCKING OUT OF INERTIA<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
sentially, wind resistance). If the push is coming<br />
from some kind of rocket, the limiting<br />
speed will depend not on the total thrust,<br />
but on the exhaust velocity of the jet (I<br />
think—I’m willing to be convinced otherwise).<br />
And what happens when the laser or the<br />
rocket is turned off ? I don’t know. It isn’t defined.<br />
Even if our ship was in perfectly empty<br />
space, with the push gone, there is no reason<br />
for the ship to keep going at all, since the inertia<br />
is gone <strong>and</strong> that is the only thing that<br />
keeps something moving when the force<br />
goes to zero. But there’s also no reason for it<br />
to stop, <strong>and</strong> no reason for it not to just go any<br />
which way at any old speed.<br />
So we’d be better off living with some restraints<br />
on our inertia sucker. Like with point<br />
one. Why should the inertia go away instantly?<br />
You don’t cool a beer instantly by putting<br />
it in the fridge, nor can you suck all the air<br />
out of an airlock instantly. And let’s not have<br />
all of it go away. As long as there is always<br />
some inertia, we can continue to use Newton’s<br />
laws <strong>and</strong> treat removal of inertia exactly<br />
the same as a removal of mass.<br />
Under these conditions, suppose we have<br />
our spaceship out in deep space moving<br />
along at some velocity. It doesn’t even need<br />
to have the rockets firing. Now we turn on<br />
our gizmo, reduce the inertia (or mass) of<br />
our ship to a tenth of what it was, <strong>and</strong> assuming<br />
momentum conservation is in effect,<br />
what happens? Momentum is defined as the<br />
mass times the velocity, so if we reduce the<br />
mass to one tenth of its initial value, to conserve<br />
momentum our ship is going to have to<br />
move ten times faster. Keep sucking out inertia<br />
this way <strong>and</strong> eventually we’re pushing<br />
lightspeed, <strong>and</strong> to slow down, all we need to<br />
do is put the inertia back in.<br />
Okay, before you rush off to write a letter<br />
to Trevor, I am aware that even though I imposed<br />
momentum conservation, I ignored<br />
energy conservation. As most of you know,<br />
though momentum is directly related to the<br />
velocity, kinetic energy is related to the<br />
square of the velocity. So in general, most of<br />
the time you are not going to be able to satisfy<br />
the dem<strong>and</strong>s of both momentum <strong>and</strong> energy<br />
conservation with this particular approach.<br />
However, if you’re writing a<br />
super-science SF story, what you can do is<br />
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bring in the designated distinguished bafflegab<br />
expositor to explain how the energy imbalance<br />
is “borrowed from the fabric of<br />
spacetime itself!” <strong>and</strong> paid back in full when<br />
the gizmo is turned off.<br />
It might also be fun to consider some other<br />
options. Momentum is, after all, a vector<br />
quantity. So maybe in addition to (or even<br />
just instead of) varying inertia at will, perhaps<br />
we should think about varying it by direction<br />
as well. You know, turn down the inertia<br />
in the direction you want to go, <strong>and</strong><br />
turn it up in the directions you don’t. This<br />
would nullify the force of drag we’d get<br />
when plowing through the interstellar medium<br />
at high speed, <strong>and</strong> also make it harder to<br />
be deflected off course.<br />
But exploring this could run into a lot of<br />
words <strong>and</strong> I want to come back to Rajnar’s<br />
question. You guys run with it.<br />
The thing with gravity is that it doesn’t<br />
care what the mass of something is—on<br />
Earth it’s going to accelerate rocks, people,<br />
spaceships, raindrops, at 32.2 f/s/s. Suppose<br />
Rajnar’s jumper leaps off the building <strong>and</strong><br />
starts falling, then turns his inertia way down<br />
(but not to zero) like we discussed above<br />
with that spaceship. Once he’s falling he’s<br />
got velocity, so regardless of gravity he’s going<br />
to gain speed dramatically <strong>and</strong> hit the<br />
ground far faster than gravity would get him<br />
there.<br />
However, with less inertia, air resistance<br />
(we ain’t out in space here) will work on him<br />
much, much more effectively. So depending<br />
on how thick the air is (among other things,<br />
including when during the fall he sucks out<br />
his inertia), the jumper might actually slow<br />
down. And if there is any cross wind, he’ll be<br />
taken along with that at the speed of the<br />
wind so God only knows where he’d actually<br />
hit the ground.<br />
Come to think of it, since he’s in an atmosphere,<br />
there is another force we’ve ignored<br />
completely that we really can’t ignore at all.<br />
It’s buoyancy!<br />
A submarine at the bottom of the sea<br />
blows out ballast that reduces its weight (<strong>and</strong><br />
thus, its density) <strong>and</strong> the force of buoyancy<br />
floats it up toward the surface. So if our<br />
jumper up on the roof just turns down his inertia<br />
enough, without even jumping off at all<br />
he’ll soon find himself floating up into the<br />
sky like a helium balloon. If he did jump,<br />
with a suitable dial <strong>and</strong> a bit of finesse, our<br />
jumper could adjust his inertia on the fly <strong>and</strong><br />
come down to a nice soft l<strong>and</strong>ing.<br />
So my answer to Rajnar’s specific question<br />
is this: If he jumps <strong>and</strong> the building is in an<br />
atmosphere, <strong>and</strong> he removes his inertia soon<br />
enough, ultimately he’s going to rise, but exactly<br />
how fast depends on too many things to<br />
provide a number.<br />
And with that, <strong>and</strong> I know this is coming<br />
pretty late, Merry Christmas, Happy New<br />
Year, <strong>and</strong> congratulations Trevor on your rise<br />
up the masthead! ■<br />
Know when to tune out. If you listen to too much advice, you may<br />
wind up making other people’s mistakes.<br />
—Ann L<strong>and</strong>ers<br />
Truth is stranger than fiction, but it is because fiction is obliged to<br />
stick to possibilities; truth isn’t.<br />
—Mark Twain<br />
44 JEFFERY D. KOOISTRA
Hydroponics<br />
101<br />
Farmer slept in the crook of the MudderTree’s<br />
limbs <strong>and</strong> dreamt of murder.<br />
This was the most dangerous dream to<br />
dream, <strong>and</strong> though he recalled none of<br />
it by morning, he knew of his transgression<br />
from the wilding spiders bearing down from<br />
MudderTree’s top branches when he awoke—<br />
spiders to be dealt with before they ate all the<br />
sweet green leaves <strong>and</strong> the golden meat-fruits<br />
that were his most cultivated fare.<br />
Farmer shuddered as he snapped the legs<br />
off each <strong>and</strong> piled their leathern bodies high<br />
on a flat of bark midway down the Mud-<br />
Maggie Clark<br />
Illustrated by Mark Evans<br />
derTree, a chorus of bright, beady eyes twitching<br />
after him as he worked upon their kin.<br />
Even near death, each pair of m<strong>and</strong>ibles wended<br />
a sticky, translucent substance between<br />
them, which stuck to the bark like last-ditched<br />
anchors as he lifted them one by one <strong>and</strong><br />
drank their bitter innards from a perforated<br />
corner in each fuzzy husk. He could have<br />
thrown them into the water <strong>and</strong> watched<br />
them drown, but MudderTree was sometimes<br />
not abated by this gesture, <strong>and</strong> left their bodies<br />
floating in the pool where he daily swam<br />
<strong>and</strong> bathed <strong>and</strong> hoped to drink. Better not to<br />
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displease her any further, so Farmer swallowed<br />
his deepest fears gulp by gulp until he<br />
choked on them <strong>and</strong> then, only then, did MudderTree<br />
make swift work of all the rest.<br />
Morning was a façade the lights outside his<br />
sphere brought, <strong>and</strong> which illuminated the<br />
sliding metal rack along which his entire<br />
world rolled in yearlong cycle, the glass of it<br />
clinking from time to time against other enclosures<br />
down the line. Reverberations from adjacent<br />
cells were the only sounds that slipped<br />
with any surety into Farmer’s sphere; though<br />
he could see the observation deck at the heart<br />
of the facility, it might as well have been painted<br />
to the ceiling of his heavens, for all he<br />
could choose his interactions with the distant<br />
figures moving silently within. Farmer knew<br />
no help would be forthcoming if he failed to<br />
slay his unwanted morning guests all on his<br />
own, or if MudderTree withered further under<br />
his return to violent thoughts; or if ever he fell<br />
catatonic or worse within this seamless shell.<br />
What use were they who would never intervene?<br />
After Farmer had cultivated his MudderTree<br />
to bioluminescence, he liked to watch the<br />
blue glow of her skin turn the glass near perfectly<br />
opaque—to pretend that there was<br />
nothing of note beyond his sealed cocoon,<br />
<strong>and</strong> never had been. But today he could not<br />
even bear to watch his own reflection, his<br />
face a shag of dark, matted hairs through<br />
which the whites of his bloodshot eyes shone<br />
through. Not much difference from the spiders’<br />
faces, when he came to think of it. He<br />
wondered if that was why he loathed them,<br />
too.<br />
The day’s good work lay in further cultivation.<br />
Farmer soothed his MudderTree with<br />
coarse h<strong>and</strong>s upon her thrumming skin <strong>and</strong><br />
songs for the night’s other, unintended<br />
wounds along her bark. When he swam in the<br />
water that housed her roots, he scrubbed<br />
fresh black slick from them <strong>and</strong> picked the<br />
smallest of her fallen twigs to clean his teeth,<br />
then chew. He could sit for hours half-submerged<br />
in the near-pristine pool that made up<br />
the bottom third of his sphere, <strong>and</strong> so he<br />
did—resting his head against her trunk <strong>and</strong><br />
thinking what a different course his life would<br />
run if he were as dependent on the water <strong>and</strong><br />
the light as she. In a way, of course, he was.<br />
Farmer held up his h<strong>and</strong> against the maze of<br />
roots sprawling beneath the surface of the water,<br />
shifting his focus from one to the other until<br />
he could humor, if only for a moment, that<br />
the roots he saw were his.<br />
For lunch, he climbed to the top of the<br />
MudderTree <strong>and</strong> ate of the sweet green leaves<br />
surviving there, their juices catching as much<br />
in his grizzled beard as in his belly’s keep. After,<br />
he swung down to the mid-range limbs he<br />
used for exercise—willing them with thought<br />
<strong>and</strong> physical demonstration to reshape themselves<br />
more fully to his body’s needs. Beyond<br />
the glass of his enclosure, he watched his<br />
neighbor shatter the flimsy stalk of his own<br />
MudderTree for the second time that week,<br />
<strong>and</strong> thrash about in murky water just to beat<br />
his head against the glass. Farmer focused on<br />
his breathing between reps, but the lonely<br />
smear of blood soon splayed before him became<br />
too much; his mind dipped into its own,<br />
dark reservoir, <strong>and</strong> as if burned by his<br />
thoughts, MudderTree’s limbs suddenly refused<br />
to hold him. Farmer fell hard <strong>and</strong> far<br />
enough to hear his leg snap on a root raised<br />
high above the water before he, in turn,<br />
passed out.<br />
His family had been there to wheel him into<br />
the facility. It was this or the vacuum of space,<br />
the courts had said—but once Farmer was<br />
strapped down, sedated, gagged, <strong>and</strong> two<br />
doors deep within the prison compound, the<br />
law was lax enough to let his loved ones help<br />
him endure the final stage of his departure<br />
from the outside world. The director, for his<br />
part, did not even evince surprise to see so<br />
many at Farmer’s side, but then, Farmer’s case<br />
file held none of the usual genetic, neurological,<br />
or environmental markers for violence on<br />
the level he had somehow managed when he<br />
broke. Nor was there a moment’s hesitation<br />
from his parents about the deservedness of<br />
drastic punishment for such drastic crimes—<br />
yet still his youngest sister, barely ten, would<br />
not let go his unresponsive h<strong>and</strong>.<br />
“Most of the others you’ll see here are<br />
rather cut-<strong>and</strong>-dry cases—some with callousindifferent<br />
behavior sets their whole lives<br />
through; others with perfectly compassionate,<br />
rational personalities right until their breakdowns—though<br />
there are some indications,<br />
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of course, if you look deeper in their family<br />
trees.”<br />
“And all of them . . . ah . . . they’ve all . . . ?”<br />
His mother’s voice—tired, disoriented. Farmer<br />
remembered that there was a great deal of<br />
steel-gray about the walls, the ceilings. No effort<br />
even on the observation deck to make<br />
more of the facility than it was.<br />
“Oh yes,” said the director, holding a useless<br />
clipboard in useless h<strong>and</strong>s Farmer envisioned<br />
breaking all through the interview. Distantly he<br />
remembered someone sponging saliva from<br />
the corner of his mouth when he tried to snarl.<br />
“All of our residents have been involved in truly<br />
brutal altercations, with many casualties—<br />
not, of course, that even one casualty at such<br />
h<strong>and</strong>s is permissible, but . . .” The director<br />
glanced at the sliding series of glossy spheres<br />
behind them. “Make no mistake, in this whole<br />
system you’ll find no greater density of violent<br />
persons than we keep here.”<br />
“And the recidivity rate?” Farmer recognized<br />
his father’s attempt at composure<br />
through the acquisition of statistics, <strong>and</strong> was<br />
surprised to find he resented the old, doddering<br />
man for none of it. His little sister was now<br />
stroking the whole of his h<strong>and</strong>, his wrist, his<br />
lower arm. It would be the last human contact<br />
he remembered.<br />
The director pushed up his glasses <strong>and</strong><br />
smiled a most meaningless smile at Farmer’s<br />
father. “Zero, of course. You must underst<strong>and</strong>:<br />
this is by all practical accounts a terminal<br />
move for our residents.”<br />
“But isn’t there any hope? Isn’t that the entire<br />
point of—” His mother again, overexerting<br />
herself with concern. Farmer tried to comprehend<br />
the essence of her existence with<br />
one long, fixed stare, but the sedative would<br />
not allow it; his eyes rolled of their own, lazy<br />
accord inside his head. He thought he could<br />
make out patterns after all along the walls.<br />
Nasty ones, at that.<br />
“Please don’t get me wrong,” the director<br />
said. “MudderTree technology is remarkable—<br />
truly the wonder of our age. Used on terraforming<br />
runs, in medical rehab, for persons without<br />
full use of their limbs, the autistic—<strong>and</strong> all with<br />
considerable success rates, too. In theory,<br />
therefore, we absolutely allow that some of our<br />
residents might eventually graduate from the<br />
program we have in place here . . . but in practice,<br />
you must underst<strong>and</strong>, we simply haven’t<br />
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seen any resident succeed just yet.”<br />
“But how could they?” Farmer heard his little<br />
sister’s voice ring out—tiny, but already<br />
hardened by circumstance. Had he really<br />
come back <strong>and</strong> hugged her first, his jumpsuit<br />
still drenched in colonist blood? “Locked up in<br />
glass like that for years at a time, with no one<br />
to talk to, not ever?”<br />
The director’s bl<strong>and</strong> smile came too close to<br />
her for Farmer’s liking; Farmer’s arms tensed<br />
against his restraints but his head was still<br />
swimming, his muscles weak.<br />
“I promise you,” the director said, touching<br />
her shoulder ever so lightly. Farmer’s vision<br />
went a blanket red, but he gnawed at his gag<br />
to no avail. “Your brother will never be alone.<br />
Not here. Not with a MudderTree to call his<br />
own.”<br />
After his family had left, Farmer remained<br />
on the observation deck, a violent heat still<br />
coursing through his arms, while the director<br />
pulled footage less than appropriate for a tenyear-old’s<br />
purview—a triptych of Don’t Do<br />
What Johnny Don’t Does selected from the<br />
worst of the enclosures in the facility. As the<br />
director explained, step by step, the procedure<br />
by which Farmer would soon be entombed<br />
in his own glass sphere, <strong>and</strong> how to<br />
interact with the latent MudderTree he found<br />
within, Farmer’s eyes flicked from panel to<br />
disastrous panel with no shortage of amusement<br />
for the human suffering he found there.<br />
In the first panel, a man stood neck-deep in<br />
blackened water, sticks of MudderTree strewn<br />
hopelessly about him—each dissolving every<br />
time he reached for one. In the second, the<br />
MudderTree bore the crude, misshapen figure<br />
of a woman, which its owner seemed recklessly<br />
intent upon even as the long black nettles<br />
along its limbs scored deep into pre-existing<br />
wounds across his back. In the third there<br />
was no sign of life within the water; just a<br />
man’s body in a state of extreme decomposition—the<br />
MudderTree in turn wholly dissolved,<br />
presumably at work preparing the<br />
compartment for the next fool resident to l<strong>and</strong><br />
a berth. The director tapped the last panel<br />
with his middle finger. Though he seemed to<br />
be trying for sorrow, his lips were too much<br />
upturned at the corners for Farmer to believe<br />
a word he said.<br />
“A very sad case, that—but you must under-<br />
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st<strong>and</strong>, we simply cannot interfere. If death is<br />
what you wish, that’s what the airlock option<br />
at your trial was offered for. To be sure, this<br />
needn’t be as hard a life as these three men<br />
have made it, but if you cannot muster<br />
enough cooperative, compromising spirit<br />
even to feed yourself, eventually the added nutrients<br />
in your water will not be enough. It<br />
took this man one hundred <strong>and</strong> eleven days to<br />
die. One hundred <strong>and</strong> eleven days in which he<br />
simply could not be bothered to exercise any<br />
goodwill toward his MudderTree at all. With<br />
some people, it’s just . . . incredible how much<br />
they’ll nurse a grudge. You know? But I trust<br />
you’ll find another way. I certainly hope you<br />
do.”<br />
Farmer glanced back at the first panel, then<br />
at the director, grinning. As another doctor<br />
wheeled him out, his thoughts lay with how<br />
many pieces he could tear a man into.<br />
Farmer’s leg was halfway healed when his<br />
sphere slid before the observation deck, marking<br />
its sixth tour around the whole facility<br />
along rails that held what seemed like a thous<strong>and</strong><br />
such microcosms suspended. This time<br />
there was a woman behind the panel of flat<br />
glass set just beyond his rounded own; Farmer<br />
entertained himself with the thought that she<br />
was trapped in her own enclosure, too. The<br />
woman was not particularly young, but she<br />
smiled <strong>and</strong> waved at him in a kindly way while<br />
the mechanical arm swung about to affix a<br />
communications device to the outside of his<br />
sphere, her voice thereafter reverberating inwards:<br />
the device transmitting trace frequencies<br />
of his own in turn.<br />
“Good morning,” she said. “Mr.—”<br />
“Just Farmer,” he said. His vocal cords surprised<br />
him with their reliability; he had been<br />
at best crooning all love songs to his MudderTree<br />
over the past three weeks.<br />
“A good name, Farmer. It says here you<br />
chose that one for yourself two years ago. I<br />
feel like the name has done you well—quite<br />
well, I dare say, since.”<br />
Farmer studied the woman from his comfortable<br />
roost midway up the MudderTree, his<br />
leg in a ropey sling MudderTree had woven after<br />
extricating him from the bottom of the<br />
pool. The woman hesitated <strong>and</strong> referred again<br />
to her notes.<br />
“Yes, well—my name is Dr. Chang. I’ve<br />
been appraised of your progress over the<br />
years, <strong>and</strong> frankly, I’m very excited to finally<br />
meet you. Your work with the program has<br />
been quite exceptional—like nothing we’ve<br />
ever seen before.”<br />
“I’ve noticed,” said Farmer, after a pause. He<br />
indicated the sphere to his left with a slight<br />
nod of his head. The smear on the neighboring<br />
glass was now a crusty dark brown.<br />
“Ah yes. About that.” Dr. Chang frowned<br />
<strong>and</strong> adjusted her glasses. “There is some conjecture<br />
among the staff here that your neighbor<br />
played a contributing role in your fall<br />
three weeks back. It was quite unexpected for<br />
us—especially in the wake of so much peace<br />
within your sphere for so very long. And yet,<br />
you came back from that ordeal with no clear<br />
resentment toward the MudderTree itself.<br />
Would you care to comment on that?”<br />
Farmer paused. “On my lack of resentment<br />
toward my MudderTree, or the fall?”<br />
The older woman shrugged. “Whatever you<br />
wish, Farmer. On what you attribute your exceptional<br />
progress in the program to, if you<br />
can name it.”<br />
Farmer smiled rather grimly through his<br />
beard: a mere year since his last encounter,<br />
<strong>and</strong> already he had almost forgotten how<br />
vague was human speech—nothing like his<br />
MudderTree’s precision <strong>and</strong> clarity of response;<br />
nor the simplicity of her dem<strong>and</strong>s of<br />
him.<br />
“Zero tolerance,” he said at last, scratching<br />
an ingrown hair along his shaggy neck. “I had<br />
a moment of weakness when I saw my neighbor<br />
through the glass, but a moment of weakness<br />
is enough. MudderTree knows me well.<br />
She is stern, but fair.”<br />
“Indeed, she must be. And is it true—I hear<br />
you’ve got your MudderTree glowing on<br />
comm—” Before she had finished her question,<br />
Farmer had his MudderTree flood the<br />
sphere a radiant <strong>and</strong> calming blue; the inquiry<br />
had been voiced for three years running, <strong>and</strong><br />
its presence as much amused as irritated him.<br />
His MudderTree was not for show.<br />
“Remarkable,” said Dr. Chang—<strong>and</strong> indeed,<br />
there was something breathless about the<br />
quality of her speech. “Hold, please.”<br />
Farmer puzzled at the function of her last<br />
request, but not for long; MudderTree was<br />
thrumming all the while at him—pleased, perhaps,<br />
by his protective streak—<strong>and</strong> at this<br />
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much clearer entreaty, he rubbed her soft bark<br />
in turn. In reward, a sweet, flowery warmth<br />
suffused him within minutes; ensconced in a<br />
latticework of bracing limbs, Farmer nuzzled<br />
closer to his MudderTree <strong>and</strong> nodded off.<br />
There had been terror in Farmer when he<br />
was first dropped into the sphere—minutes,<br />
then hours, when he struggled just to remember<br />
how to breathe as the water was dumped<br />
in after him <strong>and</strong> the enclosure fully sealed. It<br />
would be months before Farmer began to relate<br />
his feelings then to how the colonists<br />
must have felt—the ones he’d frozen, the ones<br />
he’d suffocated, the ones he’d left swimming<br />
in their own blood. In the meantime, Farmer<br />
was neck-deep in warm water, surrounded by<br />
the facility’s lackluster version of a clear <strong>and</strong><br />
starry night; if he wanted to, Farmer could certainly<br />
have drowned himself then <strong>and</strong> there,<br />
<strong>and</strong> one part of him was very much inclined<br />
to—but the other part was just too scared. He<br />
leaned instead against the glass <strong>and</strong> studied<br />
the long, narrow pole of composite materials<br />
that protruded from the other side of the<br />
pool—this was MudderTree? It seemed at<br />
once a monstrous cosmic joke.<br />
And sure enough, he knew someone, somewhere<br />
was laughing at him; even in near-total<br />
darkness, Farmer could make out figures in<br />
the spheres to either side—haggard, shaggy<br />
men peering at him, leering, their teeth bared<br />
in hungry grins. Farmer made a go at the glass<br />
with his fist <strong>and</strong> found his flesh <strong>and</strong> bones<br />
wanting. He clapped his h<strong>and</strong>s to his ears at<br />
the heavy sound that followed, a resonance<br />
that struck him to the quick <strong>and</strong> seemed to<br />
make his whole sphere lurch. As it did, Farmer<br />
despaired to see the narrow pole of MudderTree<br />
slip beneath the surface of the pool;<br />
he did not yet comprehend its power, but he<br />
knew that pole was all now that he had. He<br />
lunged after it with sluggish, throbbing h<strong>and</strong>s.<br />
Still, his first contact with the substance<br />
was all wrong—wrong enough to haunt him<br />
even months after he’d got the hang of it. As<br />
he gripped the strange, rough pole that first<br />
time, he recalled the first panel in the triptych<br />
<strong>and</strong> imagined snapping the length in two,<br />
since the enclosure itself would not give way<br />
instead to excesses of his fear, <strong>and</strong> rage. But<br />
the MudderTree beat him to it—dissolved itself<br />
at the merest thought of violence. An-<br />
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gered all the more by its escape, Farmer dove<br />
after it—again <strong>and</strong> again in the darkening water.<br />
But though the substance routinely reformed<br />
into floating solids, it never held<br />
shape long enough for him in his mood to<br />
latch on, <strong>and</strong> so Farmer stood a wretched,<br />
seething, starving resident inside his spheroid<br />
home for days on end before it occurred to<br />
him to be sorry for his anger—<strong>and</strong> then, if<br />
possible, to try to make amends.<br />
“—Sorry for the wait, Farmer. I needed to<br />
consult with the rest of the team before I<br />
could go any further. You are, you must underst<strong>and</strong>,<br />
a real rarity here. A light in the perfect<br />
darkness of a difficult new field. There’s a<br />
case study of you on its way as we speak to<br />
The Modern Review of—”<br />
But Farmer did not catch all that the good<br />
doctor had said or was saying—MudderTree<br />
rousing him as much as he roused himself at<br />
the return of such prattling reverberations<br />
from outside the sphere. He rubbed his eyes<br />
<strong>and</strong> blinked vaguely through the glass. There<br />
were five men <strong>and</strong> women on the observation<br />
deck now—four with bright, keen expressions;<br />
the fifth, the director, with something<br />
still tempered by conscious affect in his smile.<br />
“Farmer,” said Dr. Chang. “Do you underst<strong>and</strong><br />
what we’re trying to tell you? You have<br />
exceeded all our expectations. There is nothing<br />
left in the program for you. We’re ready to<br />
make you our first ever graduate—to transfer<br />
you to medium security for the rest of your<br />
sentence, with a chance of parole if you reach<br />
your fifteenth year without incident.”<br />
When Farmer did not reply, he caught the<br />
tail end of another doctor murmuring “He’s<br />
still in shock—” before the comm system shut<br />
off, <strong>and</strong> he was left to observe the group conferring<br />
amongst themselves. Before long, one<br />
of the other doctors was sent out <strong>and</strong> returned<br />
with her h<strong>and</strong> on the arm of a much<br />
younger woman—a teen at best, with long<br />
sleek hair <strong>and</strong> eyes much older than the rest.<br />
“Farmer,” said Dr. Chang, switching the<br />
comm back on. “We’ve brought a visitor for<br />
you. Do you remember your little sister?<br />
Well—not quite your little sister anymore.”<br />
The young woman exchanged a nervous<br />
smile with the doctor <strong>and</strong> stepped forward.<br />
Farmer needed no such prompting to recognize<br />
his kin, strange <strong>and</strong> far-off as she now<br />
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seemed to him—but the ache in his chest was<br />
a different matter altogether. It clamored at<br />
him in a way he had not felt in ages, <strong>and</strong> hardly<br />
knew how to put to words.<br />
“Hello,” came the not-so-tiny voice, which<br />
paused for corroboration on what to say next.<br />
“. . . Farmer?”<br />
Farmer took in every line of his sister’s face,<br />
every feature he could bear to shore up in his<br />
mind’s eye, every thought he still had of her<br />
from when she was small <strong>and</strong> tender to him<br />
over those last steps within facility walls. And<br />
then he tipped back his scraggly head, clawed<br />
at his chest, struck out at the MudderTree until<br />
she dropped him, howled <strong>and</strong> cursed when<br />
he hit water, <strong>and</strong> beat himself bloody against<br />
the unrelenting glass.<br />
Farmer was almost caught by surprise when<br />
his next annual stop before the observation<br />
deck rolled around; for many months after his<br />
violent outbreak, his MudderTree had sat a<br />
withered, reluctant companion in his sphere,<br />
<strong>and</strong> all his attention had been fixed upon<br />
mending their broken ties. It had taken many<br />
nights, many songs, many explanations, <strong>and</strong><br />
above all many apologies to bring her back to<br />
whole. But eventually she understood. Eventually<br />
all was forgiven. Eventually she<br />
thrummed at him anew.<br />
There was only one doctor behind both layers<br />
of glass this time—the director himself,<br />
wearing no trace of his usual false smile as the<br />
mechanical arm affixed the communications<br />
device to Farmer’s self-contained sphere. A<br />
tremendous pause ensued—Farmer preoccupied<br />
midway up his MudderTree with some of<br />
the weaving arts; the director’s eyes fixed<br />
firmly upon his resident.<br />
“I know why you did it,” the director said at<br />
last.<br />
Farmer neither looked up nor spoke.<br />
“You’re right, of course. Your MudderTree<br />
would have gone right back into regular circulation<br />
with you gone. Hacked to bits, perhaps,<br />
by the next occupant. And the next. Or maybe<br />
fashioned into a series of crude holes for the<br />
obvious. Or simply left a stringy, blackened<br />
thing—but whatever its future, certainly as<br />
nothing like your fortress of a home. Doubtful<br />
ever to sing or gain bioluminescence to this<br />
magnificent extent again.”<br />
Farmer met the director’s gaze with great<br />
uncertainty. Could the watery film in Farmer’s<br />
blood-shot eyes be viewed through so many<br />
layers of thick lenses? Farmer got no clear answer,<br />
but the director did seem to hesitate; he<br />
even dropped his own gaze <strong>and</strong> bowed his<br />
head, h<strong>and</strong>s clasped behind his back.<br />
“I imagine I’d be a fool to remind you that<br />
these are, after all, only nanites that we’re talking<br />
about. Nanites routinely performing brain<br />
scans, then responding in accordance with<br />
your most up-to-date statistical profile logged<br />
here at the observatory. But still . . . nanites, in<br />
the end. Machines. Although I suppose an argument<br />
could be made that little more is true<br />
of us.” When Farmer said nothing, the director<br />
shrugged <strong>and</strong> opened his h<strong>and</strong>s before<br />
him. “So tell me, Farmer—what would you<br />
have me do? Do you want to stay in here forever?<br />
Is she so important that you’d choose<br />
these walls for life?”<br />
Farmer rested a h<strong>and</strong> on his MudderTree,<br />
her soft bark warming to his touch. “No,” he<br />
said at last. “I don’t want the facility. Not with<br />
these neighbors. Not for life.”<br />
“I can’t give her to you, though. I wish I<br />
could, but I can’t. The front door out of this<br />
place is paved in property laws you can’t defeat.<br />
Medium security simply isn’t equipped.”<br />
“And I can’t leave her,” said Farmer. “I won’t<br />
even say I wish I could. I can’t.”<br />
The director sighed, dropping heavily into a<br />
lone black seat before the facility’s massive<br />
monitors. Farmer wondered again whose enclosure<br />
was really the worse. “What, then?<br />
What would you have me do?”<br />
Farmer’s reply was as swift as it was tranquil.<br />
“Let us go,” he said. “Just . . . let us go.”<br />
The director sniffed, <strong>and</strong> in the ensuing<br />
look of resignation Farmer saw, at last, an honest<br />
smile. “Yeah, right. Like I could just open<br />
the cargo bay doors <strong>and</strong> . . .” The director<br />
paused. He looked at Farmer, but Farmer did<br />
not look back. They looked together at his<br />
MudderTree. The MudderTree began to sing.<br />
From the great, uneven silence of outer<br />
space, the opening of the cargo bay doors<br />
would seem a singular sensory affair—light<br />
from the nearby white dwarf illuminating the<br />
station’s side panel as it rolls back, then catching<br />
on the many glass enclosures strung like<br />
polished gems on a necklace trailing deep<br />
within. The following maneuver would be a<br />
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precarious one—each shining bead rolling<br />
with unusual speed along the metal rails, <strong>and</strong><br />
then the rails simply parting to let slip one errant<br />
pearl.<br />
But forget, thereafter, all about the folding<br />
of those same rails back into place, <strong>and</strong> the<br />
cargo bay doors gradually reclaiming the other<br />
gems in turn, <strong>and</strong> the red <strong>and</strong> flashing lights<br />
signaling some form of serious alarm within.<br />
Observe, instead, the darkness <strong>and</strong> the points<br />
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of distant starlight reflecting off one half of<br />
the sphere then drifting gently out; the dazzling<br />
white light gleaming off the side set toward<br />
the ancient, black-bodied sun.<br />
It won’t take long.<br />
Count to ten, perhaps, <strong>and</strong> think good<br />
thoughts.<br />
Watch the little round of glass bloom a pale<br />
but sturdy blue. ■<br />
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Working on the Space Program at the<br />
Kennedy Space Center was a unique,<br />
rewarding, challenging, <strong>and</strong> a sometimes<br />
frustrating <strong>and</strong> boring experience.<br />
As a kid I watched the astronauts walk<br />
on the moon, sometimes at the nineteenth<br />
hole at the golf course with my dad while we<br />
drank a coke <strong>and</strong> watched it on a black <strong>and</strong><br />
white TV. It inspired me. I, like many others,<br />
wanted to be an astronaut. I loved science<br />
<strong>and</strong> math in high school. I applied to MIT <strong>and</strong><br />
was accepted. I got a degree in electrical engineering,<br />
but my thesis (we all had to do a<br />
thesis for our bachelor’s degree) was an astrophysics<br />
topic. So I was always interested in<br />
space science. I had a Navy scholarship, <strong>and</strong><br />
was commissioned as an officer. I served for<br />
six years. The first three years of my time I<br />
was on an aircraft carrier. A message arrived<br />
that said NASA was accepting applications for<br />
astronauts, <strong>and</strong> they wanted scientists. I applied,<br />
<strong>and</strong> was rejected because of my eyesight.<br />
This was the first of five rejection letters<br />
I would receive from NASA.<br />
After serving on the aircraft carrier, the<br />
Navy made me a Captain of a small ship. I de-<br />
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Shuttle<br />
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cided to leave the Navy at age 27. Once you<br />
are Captain Kirk, what else do you do? Fortunately<br />
my ship was stationed in Cape Canaveral,<br />
so I applied for jobs at the Kennedy Space<br />
Center <strong>and</strong> got a job very quickly.<br />
I started working in 1983 for McDonnell<br />
Douglas. Other contractors processed the<br />
shuttle for launch; McDonnell Douglas<br />
worked on the payloads that flew in the shuttle<br />
making all the new science discoveries. I<br />
was excited, I would have paid them to allow<br />
me to work on this stuff. The program I primarily<br />
worked on was called Spacelab; it was<br />
built by the Europeans <strong>and</strong> run by McDonnell<br />
Douglas <strong>and</strong> NASA. My job was to test all the<br />
systems on Spacelab—electrical, cooling,<br />
computers—before the experiments were installed.<br />
Then we tested all the experiments,<br />
<strong>and</strong> when everything was ready, we loaded it<br />
into the shuttle’s payload bay <strong>and</strong> tested the<br />
interfaces of Spacelab <strong>and</strong> the experiments to<br />
the shuttle. (One note, the shuttle folks originally<br />
called it the cargo bay, but scientists<br />
didn’t like the word cargo, made them think<br />
they were on a ship going from Engl<strong>and</strong> to<br />
America. But all of us military guys used the
term payload for things you dropped on the<br />
enemy that went bang. Absolutely the wrong<br />
word for a scientific experiment.)<br />
My first launch was STS-9 in 1983; the last<br />
launch of the shuttle I worked on was the last<br />
launch of the shuttle STS-135 in 2011. Yes,<br />
I’m ancient.<br />
Sounds pretty boring, doesn’t it? But it was<br />
exciting: imagine, the experiment I worked<br />
on was going to look at areas of the Universe<br />
<strong>and</strong> discover new things. PhDs were made on<br />
the data that came back from these Spacelab<br />
missions. And that was just Spacelab. I also<br />
worked on the launch of Galileo, Ulysses, the<br />
Hubble Space Telescope, <strong>and</strong> other probes.<br />
More knowledge gained for mankind. Very exciting<br />
to those of us working on the payload<br />
side of the shuttle.<br />
Launch<br />
The first mission I sat on console in the<br />
Launch Control Center (the LCC) was nerve<br />
racking. It was the launch of STS-51F on July<br />
12, 1985, which carried Spacelab-2. At T minus<br />
7 seconds (roughly) the three main engines<br />
are started, one at a time.<br />
During that countdown we monitored the<br />
payload. If certain parameters went out of limits,<br />
called Launch Commit Criteria, (LCC), the<br />
launch would scrub. Our LCC went down to<br />
T minus 31 seconds. Imagine, you are 28<br />
years old <strong>and</strong> you can stop the launch of the<br />
shuttle with a single word, “Cutoff.” We went<br />
through a lot of training for this moment: simulations,<br />
practice countdowns. But now it<br />
was real. I have been on an aircraft carrier<br />
l<strong>and</strong>ing planes in rough weather. I’ve had helicopter<br />
flights to other ships in rough seas being<br />
lowered by a “horse collar” on a pitching<br />
deck hoping I wouldn’t break a leg. All that<br />
was scary, but I was okay with it. Now, for the<br />
first time in my life, my palms were sweating.<br />
I had a headset <strong>and</strong> microphone on with my<br />
left h<strong>and</strong> touching the transmit button, <strong>and</strong> I<br />
had to constantly wipe my right h<strong>and</strong>. LCC<br />
started six hours prior to launch. At that<br />
point, if a problem arose, you had time to do<br />
troubleshooting. You could issue comm<strong>and</strong>s,<br />
look at data, talk to people on the phone, <strong>and</strong><br />
figure out if it was a real problem. When it got<br />
down to T minus a minute or so, you had no<br />
time, you just had to scrub. At T minus 31 seconds<br />
the Ground Launch Sequencer (GLS)<br />
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takes over, <strong>and</strong> if it sees anything out of<br />
bounds, its software will shut down the<br />
launch. That’s when I can breathe again. At T<br />
minus 3 seconds, the engines were shut<br />
down. Damn—so close. Then the entire<br />
launch crew had to safe the pad <strong>and</strong> get the<br />
astronauts out of the shuttle. A very tense<br />
emergency.<br />
On July 29, 1985, we tried again. My palms<br />
were sweating all the way to T minus 31 seconds<br />
as before, <strong>and</strong> I should mention that I<br />
had a team of 12 people sweating with me.<br />
They were all highly trained, <strong>and</strong> under as<br />
much stress. I was the only one that had to report<br />
to the Payload Test Conductor (PTC),<br />
who reports to the NASA Test Director<br />
(NTD), the person who makes the final decision<br />
to launch. My people made the decisions<br />
to tell me what to say to the PTC. At T-7 seconds<br />
the engines fired successfully, <strong>and</strong> at Tzero<br />
the boosters ignited <strong>and</strong> we had liftoff. A<br />
few seconds later, the windows facing the<br />
pad started to vibrate from the shear power of<br />
the engines <strong>and</strong> boosters. The noise was loud,<br />
even though the shuttle was a mile away. If<br />
you are there for a launch, <strong>and</strong> your heart isn’t<br />
racing, <strong>and</strong> your mouth doesn’t open, you<br />
must be dead.<br />
At T plus 3 minutes <strong>and</strong> a half, one turbo<br />
pump turbine discharge temperature sensor<br />
failed. Two minutes later the second sensor<br />
failed, <strong>and</strong> that caused the engine software to<br />
shut down. If another engine failed it would<br />
mean that the shuttle might have to l<strong>and</strong> overseas<br />
at a contingency l<strong>and</strong>ing site. Eventually<br />
our payload would have to be removed which<br />
means I would have to fly to help them. We<br />
sat on the console hoping <strong>and</strong> praying it<br />
would make orbit. I’m thinking: I don’t want<br />
to process this payload all over again. Fortunately,<br />
the shuttle made it to orbit.<br />
I worked on many other missions. I was the<br />
lead test conductor for the Ulysses mission.<br />
That means that, again, we had Launch Commit<br />
Criteria for that mission. But I wasn’t making<br />
the technical evaluation, because I was<br />
now the PTC. I was just telling the NTD what<br />
my team told me. Much easier than Spacelab.<br />
Later I started being a part of the team that<br />
simulated the Launch Commit Criteria. I<br />
served on various boards to make sure the<br />
payloads were ready for launch. Mostly boring<br />
stuff.<br />
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Then came the International Space Station.<br />
I was asked <strong>and</strong> so volunteered to test the first<br />
piece of the ISS that the good old US of A<br />
launched called Node 1. We were told that it<br />
would be shipped to KSC with 90% of everything<br />
installed. It came to KSC with about<br />
10% installed. Worse, the test cables that we<br />
needed to test what it was installed with were<br />
being built in California <strong>and</strong> weren’t ready. It<br />
was a mess. I would go to a meeting at six AM<br />
<strong>and</strong> we would get a report about which cables<br />
had arrived at KSC the day prior. Then I<br />
would look at my test procedures <strong>and</strong> figure<br />
out what we could test, if anything. I had volunteered<br />
for this testing for six months. With<br />
all the cable delays, hardware delays, <strong>and</strong><br />
hardware failures, the job lasted 19 months.<br />
Beware what you volunteer for.<br />
After the launch of Node 1, I took a variety<br />
of jobs working for the Space Station. I was<br />
then hired by Spacehab, Inc. to be the Director<br />
of Operations. Spacehab was a little like<br />
Spacelab—it flew in the shuttle, astronauts<br />
did science experiments in it, <strong>and</strong> it took a lot<br />
of material up to both the Russian Mir Space<br />
Station <strong>and</strong> the International Space Station.<br />
The difference was that Spacehab was a commercial<br />
enterprise. In other words, NASA was<br />
not involved. We processed our module, delivered<br />
it to KSC, <strong>and</strong> loaded the material at<br />
the pad. We made a profit without government<br />
involvement. This is what Elon Musk<br />
<strong>and</strong> Space-X does as well.<br />
My final job was to be an Astronaut Representative.<br />
That means I represented them at<br />
meetings, testings, <strong>and</strong> other events that they<br />
couldn’t attend. I was trained in a lot of the<br />
same areas that they were. During my training<br />
I had to use a Pistol Grip Tool (PGT), which is<br />
basically an electric drill that sockets can be<br />
attached to. It has knobs big enough for your<br />
space suit glove to manipulate when setting<br />
torque values for the drill to stop at, or a finite<br />
number of turns. I learned how to use this<br />
<strong>and</strong> asked the instructor, “How much does<br />
this cost?”<br />
“Two hundred <strong>and</strong> fifty thous<strong>and</strong> dollars.”<br />
So I have held in my h<strong>and</strong> a quarter of a million<br />
dollars.<br />
I also went through the shuttle-l<strong>and</strong>ing simulator<br />
at JSC. It has a complete cockpit, with<br />
everything from switches to the front seats to<br />
back seats. You had to strap in because the<br />
simulator bounced you around to demonstrate<br />
launch <strong>and</strong> re-entry. We launch facing<br />
up, then after Main Engine Cutoff they rotated<br />
the simulator to horizontal, <strong>and</strong> then reset<br />
it for l<strong>and</strong>ing. I watched my friend go from<br />
high altitude to l<strong>and</strong>ing at KSC. He did a great<br />
job, despite not being a pilot. Then we<br />
changed seats. I strapped in <strong>and</strong> grabbed the<br />
stick, confident that I would do pretty well—<br />
after all, I had l<strong>and</strong>ed a real plane. I only<br />
crashed a little short of KSC. We might have<br />
survived . . . but I don’t think so. Later that day<br />
another friend turned off the heads up display,<br />
<strong>and</strong> all the other helpful things that the<br />
astronauts get to use, <strong>and</strong> l<strong>and</strong>ed the shuttle<br />
flawlessly. He is really good, much to my<br />
envy.<br />
L<strong>and</strong>ing<br />
The best thing about being an Astronaut<br />
Representative was escorting the astronauts<br />
off the shuttle after it l<strong>and</strong>ed.<br />
My first l<strong>and</strong>ing was on STS-122 on February<br />
20, 2008. It was a beautiful Florida morning.<br />
I was at the runway, but couldn’t actually<br />
see the l<strong>and</strong>ing. The shuttle came in from the<br />
north, <strong>and</strong> we were on the south part of the<br />
runway. The shuttle came in at a very steep<br />
angle <strong>and</strong> we watched it as it turned around<br />
<strong>and</strong> lined up with the runway. It was a stunning<br />
sight. It was a dead stick l<strong>and</strong>ing; the<br />
shuttle had no engines for l<strong>and</strong>ing. We<br />
couldn’t actually see it touch down on the<br />
runway because there are trees in the way.<br />
You may not know this, but KSC is a wildlife<br />
refuge, so they don’t cut down trees. Before<br />
the shuttle l<strong>and</strong>s on a day l<strong>and</strong>ing, they chase<br />
the alligators off the runway. No, really they<br />
do—the alligators like the warm concrete. As<br />
the shuttle rolled down the runway, it cleared<br />
the trees <strong>and</strong> we saw it stop. Our vehicle, the<br />
Crew Transport Vehicle (CTV), drove up to<br />
forty meters or so of where the shuttle<br />
stopped. People in fully encapsulated suits<br />
sniffed for hypergolic fuels <strong>and</strong> oxidizers (hazardous<br />
stuff) <strong>and</strong> then gave us the go to proceed.<br />
The CTV drives up to the “white<br />
room,” which is a small room up against the<br />
shuttle. I’ve been in the shuttles many times,<br />
but never on the runway. This was very exciting.<br />
Technicians opened the hatch. I went in<br />
with my boss, Jerry Ross, an astronaut who<br />
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has flown seven times, <strong>and</strong> we installed a flat<br />
platform that made entering <strong>and</strong> exiting the<br />
round hatch easier. Equipment started coming<br />
out—parachutes, helmets, gloves, you name<br />
it. I carried them back into the vehicle <strong>and</strong><br />
stowed them. Then the first astronaut exited.<br />
They had been weightless for 13 days, <strong>and</strong> so<br />
were not used to gravity. My biggest job was<br />
to make sure they didn’t fall or trip. (This is an<br />
inner ear problem when coming back to gravity.)<br />
All of them walked out unassisted. In fact,<br />
Dan Tani (an MIT graduate like myself), who<br />
had been on the International Space Station<br />
for four months, had no problem walking. We<br />
were all impressed.<br />
Suit technicians helped them out of their<br />
orange launch <strong>and</strong> l<strong>and</strong>ing suits. They got into<br />
their blue suits, had some water, maybe some<br />
food, <strong>and</strong> sat in chairs for a while. Doctors<br />
<strong>and</strong> nurses examined them briefly. They<br />
talked about the l<strong>and</strong>ing, how great it was to<br />
be in space, whatever came to mind. They<br />
were excited <strong>and</strong> you could feel it. Everyone<br />
in the CTV was excited. At their request, I had<br />
marked some stuff used on the space walks<br />
with letters or numbers using a flight-qualified<br />
Sharpie marker. I ask the three who did<br />
space walks if what I had marked helped<br />
them. “It was great, I don’t know how I could<br />
have wrapped that around the quick disconnect<br />
without the markings.” It is good to be<br />
useful. And yes, my h<strong>and</strong>writing is on the<br />
space station.<br />
The next thing they did was the walkaround.<br />
This is the tradition where the crew<br />
walks around <strong>and</strong> under the shuttle to take a<br />
look at it. Afterward there are photo opportunities<br />
<strong>and</strong> speeches. The comm<strong>and</strong>er of the<br />
shuttle told his crew that they shouldn’t look<br />
up at the tiles on the bottom of the shuttle because<br />
when they tilted their heads back, they<br />
might fall over. I now had a new job—to accompany<br />
them <strong>and</strong> make sure they don’t fall<br />
over, or trip on the big cables <strong>and</strong> other<br />
things on the ground—<strong>and</strong> there were a lot of<br />
things on the ground. The tile was still hot,<br />
but there was no smell. We walked around<br />
the vehicle <strong>and</strong> there were cameras everywhere.<br />
We had a German astronaut, so the<br />
German press was there in droves. I was talking<br />
to one of the astronauts <strong>and</strong> there was this<br />
video operator filming us. We ignored him<br />
<strong>and</strong> continued our discussion. Sure enough,<br />
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I’m on the nightly Orl<strong>and</strong>o news that evening.<br />
We drove back to the Astronaut Crew Quarters<br />
<strong>and</strong> unloaded all the gear. Later on we<br />
had lunch with the shuttle astronauts <strong>and</strong> all<br />
the support astronauts <strong>and</strong> medical people.<br />
One of the many astronauts I met saw my<br />
brass rat (MIT class ring) <strong>and</strong> said that he<br />
went to MIT too.<br />
When I wasn’t helping the astronauts off of<br />
the shuttle, I was in the crew quarters taking<br />
care of their families. After the family watched<br />
the l<strong>and</strong>ing at the Shuttle L<strong>and</strong>ing Facility,<br />
they were put on busses <strong>and</strong> taken back to<br />
the crew quarters. It took an hour or so for<br />
the astronauts to get back to the quarters.<br />
One time I had to figure out how to use the<br />
new big screen TV to make sure that the kids<br />
could watch Harry Potter while waiting for<br />
their mother or father to come back to the<br />
quarters. It took me, a coworker, <strong>and</strong> an astronaut<br />
to figure out all the remote controls.<br />
We got it working, <strong>and</strong> the kids were happy.<br />
Life can be rough. I rewarded my hard work<br />
by grabbing a couple of cookies that the<br />
cooks had made for the astronauts <strong>and</strong> took<br />
them to my wife. Astronaut cookies!<br />
That’s what a shuttle l<strong>and</strong>ing is like.<br />
The workers at KSC were, in a word, dedicated.<br />
Imagine all the different jobs. There are<br />
the normal ones, like manager <strong>and</strong> secretary,<br />
which are important. But there were jobs that<br />
are not anywhere else. There are people who<br />
applied the heat resistant tiles on the shuttle.<br />
People who lifted a shuttle <strong>and</strong> attached it to<br />
the external tank, <strong>and</strong> this is after they lifted<br />
pieces of the external boosters, loaded with<br />
highly explosive fuel, stacked these, <strong>and</strong> then<br />
lifted the tank between the two boosters.<br />
Other people drove the shuttle out to the<br />
launch pad at a staggering one mile per hour<br />
on the same crawler that they used on the<br />
Apollo missions. People had to make sure payloads<br />
<strong>and</strong> the shuttle were very clean. People<br />
made sure that there were no sharp edges<br />
that would cut the spacesuit during their Extra<br />
Vehicular Activity (spacewalk). Then there<br />
were software writers, software testers, <strong>and</strong><br />
numerous other jobs needed to propel X<br />
pounds to 17,500 mph into orbit.<br />
All the jobs were important. Everyone was<br />
concerned with the safety of the shuttle <strong>and</strong><br />
the astronauts. They were dedicated. They<br />
worked long hours. Of course some were<br />
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paid overtime for working long hours, but<br />
many volunteered whether they got paid or<br />
not. It was their life, it was their calling.<br />
So what was it really like to work there?<br />
Like any place—many meetings. Some really<br />
important, some boring. Take trying to convince<br />
NASA to change the software used during<br />
testing. You had to convince multiple<br />
NASA people that changing the software<br />
would save testing time. If you only had to<br />
convince your boss, that would be one thing.<br />
But you convinced your boss, then a couple<br />
NASA folks, then go to a NASA engineering<br />
board <strong>and</strong> convince a joint NASA <strong>and</strong> contractor<br />
board. A waste of time, too much bureaucracy.<br />
I hated it.<br />
But, making things more efficient was<br />
worthwhile. Despite going through all the<br />
hoops, it was satisfying when you improved<br />
the testing, made it simpler, more efficient,<br />
<strong>and</strong> reduced the costs. And there were many<br />
NASA people that helped you along the way.<br />
They hated the inefficiency as well.<br />
It was not just the people at KSC, but also<br />
the people at Johnson Space Flight Center,<br />
<strong>and</strong> the Marshall Space Flight Center, the<br />
Goddard Space Flight Center, all the space<br />
flight centers. All of them are just as dedicated<br />
to making space flight for people <strong>and</strong> machines<br />
safe <strong>and</strong> successful.<br />
Challenger <strong>and</strong> Columbia<br />
On January 28, 1986, I walked outside my<br />
building, got my binoculars from my car, <strong>and</strong><br />
watched the Challenger launch. We all know<br />
that it blew up, but right then we at KSC<br />
didn’t know what happened to the shuttle. I<br />
went back into my office <strong>and</strong> talked to<br />
coworkers. Some people thought the astronauts<br />
might have survived. Those of us who<br />
were in the military just shook our heads.<br />
We’d seen explosions before; we knew they<br />
had been disintegrated instantly. Later we<br />
found out that we were wrong, the crew survived<br />
the explosion <strong>and</strong> died on impact with<br />
the ocean. In fact, there was evidence that<br />
one astronaut turned the oxygen on the Comm<strong>and</strong>er’s<br />
helmet after the explosion. I never<br />
watched another launch through my binoculars;<br />
it was too painful.<br />
We spent two plus years updating the procedures<br />
to test everything. We looked at what<br />
could go wrong, whether it was likely or not.<br />
We questioned everything because we didn’t<br />
want another Challenger accident. Many<br />
meetings, many questions, much paperwork.<br />
Then we flew again. During that return to<br />
flight launch, the firing room folks were told<br />
not to cheer at liftoff, which was the natural<br />
thing we did before. We could only cheer or<br />
applaud after the boosters separated. When<br />
they did, there was clapping, cheering, <strong>and</strong><br />
crying. It was very emotional.<br />
Then there was Columbia. On February 1,<br />
2003 I was at home <strong>and</strong> saw the news when<br />
the Columbia accident happened. I never expected<br />
the Challenger accident, I thought<br />
burning up on re-entry a much more likely<br />
proposition. Even from the first mission, STS-<br />
1, there was tile damage. On STS-1, sixteen<br />
tiles were missing, <strong>and</strong> 148 damaged <strong>and</strong> had<br />
to be replaced. So burning up was an option.<br />
But I didn’t expect it after a hundred missions.<br />
We knew what we were doing by then.<br />
Ha! We had fooled ourselves as an engineering<br />
community.<br />
I had other duties, too. One day I got a call<br />
from a co-worker:<br />
“Hey, you live near the Orl<strong>and</strong>o airport,<br />
don’t you?”<br />
“Yeah, why?”<br />
“Well these two astronauts have a broken<br />
airplane, <strong>and</strong> need a lift.”<br />
So I drove them to the airport, a 45-minute<br />
trip, talking to them the entire time, waited to<br />
make sure they got on the airplane, <strong>and</strong> then<br />
went home. Work is tough sometimes.<br />
The International Space Station partners<br />
were a joy to work with, whether they were<br />
the Italians on Node 3, the Germans <strong>and</strong> Italians<br />
on the Columbus module, or the Japanese<br />
on their modules. You would think we<br />
would have trouble communicating, but even<br />
the ones who didn’t speak any English still understood<br />
gestures. For instance, I was able to<br />
tell the Japanese that the tape securing their<br />
hardware needed to be able to be pulled off<br />
easily on orbit using only h<strong>and</strong> gestures.<br />
The Japanese were very interesting. Normally<br />
when you go into a clean room, you<br />
wear a smock or bunny suit <strong>and</strong> a hair cover<br />
to keep your hair out of the hardware. Why<br />
do we do this? Remember, all that stuff will<br />
float <strong>and</strong> the crew could breathe it in, which<br />
could be a big problem if it’s a small nut or<br />
bolt. Dirt <strong>and</strong> hair will also clog up the air fil-<br />
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ters, which will have to be cleaned in orbit,<br />
using time that an astronaut could be using<br />
for an experiment. If you have a beard, you<br />
would wear a beard cover, if you have hair, a<br />
hair cover. But every company <strong>and</strong> nation has<br />
different rules. The Japanese had everyone<br />
wear beard covers, even if they didn’t have a<br />
beard, <strong>and</strong> even the women, who obviously<br />
will never have beards. Hair covers for bald<br />
guys as well.<br />
The Russians were great. NASA launched a<br />
piece of Russian hardware called MRM-1. As<br />
an astronaut representative, I had to inspect<br />
the interior for sharp edges <strong>and</strong> take photos. I<br />
was one of only four Americans to go into<br />
MRM-1 while it was being processed in Cape<br />
Canaveral. That’s the good news. The bad<br />
news was that the Russians required certain<br />
medical tests before I could go in. I had to<br />
give a stool sample—<strong>and</strong> I don’t mean the<br />
stool at the bar in your house. On another day<br />
I had to inspect the exterior for sharp edges.<br />
We finished the inspections on a Saturday<br />
morning <strong>and</strong> signed the official paperwork. A<br />
big political <strong>and</strong> engineering step. It turns<br />
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out, that this was also International Women’s<br />
Day, so after signing everything, we drank<br />
champagne, took many photos, shook h<strong>and</strong>s,<br />
<strong>and</strong> celebrated. You had to celebrate with the<br />
Russians to be sociable. One of the female<br />
U.S. engineers didn’t drink, so she pretended<br />
to sip the champagne. She admitted this to<br />
her co-worker, <strong>and</strong> he finished most of his<br />
drink, h<strong>and</strong>ed it to her <strong>and</strong> said, “Here, hold<br />
this for the look,” <strong>and</strong> grabbed her glass. Then<br />
the Russians broke out the hard liquor, there<br />
were more toasts, <strong>and</strong> by eleven thirty I was<br />
happy.<br />
After the final l<strong>and</strong>ing, I, like thous<strong>and</strong>s of<br />
others at KSC, was out of a job I loved. I don’t<br />
have a problem with this though, for at least<br />
28 years I was a member of a team trying to<br />
get us off the planet. We launched telescopes<br />
that see the far reaches of the Universe. We<br />
launched probes to the outer planets. We<br />
even built the science fiction fan’s bread <strong>and</strong><br />
butter, a space station. Quite a series of accomplishments<br />
that all America should be<br />
proud of.<br />
I know I am. ■<br />
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A<br />
fter three years out in the dark among<br />
the rocks, Kiel Chaladur docked his<br />
prospecting boat, the Gold Witch, at<br />
Sato Station. It had been a successful<br />
voyage. He’d found, sold, <strong>and</strong> sent in-system a<br />
comet remnant dense with volatiles. The<br />
money he’d taken for it had made his fortune<br />
<strong>and</strong> that of his two-person crew—but wealth<br />
wasn’t the only prize Kiel Chaladur brought<br />
back with him. Against all odds, he’d found a<br />
wife out there, born <strong>and</strong> grown among the<br />
rocks.<br />
Shay Antigo stepped through the port gate<br />
at Sato Station as an unknown citizen. She<br />
was met by the local watch officer of the<br />
Commonwealth Police, who confirmed her<br />
status <strong>and</strong> shepherded her through the<br />
process of establishing a legal existence. As I<br />
read the brief, it struck me as an engaging story—<strong>and</strong><br />
almost certainly untrue.<br />
Three days after the initial report was filed,<br />
I was assigned to investigate.<br />
“Name?” the brisk voice of a Dull Intelligence<br />
asked, prodding me into wakefulness<br />
within the close embrace of a cold-sleep pod.<br />
I drew a deep breath into lungs that had<br />
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Out in the<br />
Dark<br />
Linda Nagata<br />
never been used before. “Zeke Choy,” I answered.<br />
And then, anticipating its next question,<br />
“Field officer, Commonwealth Police.”<br />
I’d entered cold sleep in the inner system,<br />
ghosting to Sato Station as an electronic persona,<br />
completing in eleven minutes a journey<br />
that would have consumed years if I’d traveled<br />
in physical form. The arrival of my ghost<br />
had wakened a stored husk—a precisely<br />
grown replica of the body I’d left behind. By<br />
Commonwealth law, a citizen was limited to<br />
one physical incarnation at a time. It was part<br />
of the definition of being human, <strong>and</strong> no exceptions<br />
were allowed, not even for an onduty<br />
cop. So that version of me that I’d left<br />
behind eleven minutes ago would remain<br />
locked down in cold sleep until I’d finished<br />
my investigation at Sato Station.<br />
When the DI was satisfied that I fully occupied<br />
my new platform, it opened the coldsleep<br />
pod. I got up, glancing at my projection<br />
in the image panel. I stood taller than most<br />
men, strong <strong>and</strong> lean <strong>and</strong> with a stern gaze. It<br />
was a physical appearance considered ideal<br />
for instilling order <strong>and</strong> compelling respect. I’d<br />
been less imposing when I’d entered the<br />
academy, but judicious engineering during
my months of training had given me the size<br />
<strong>and</strong> bearing of a cop.<br />
A locker linked to my identity popped<br />
open. Inside was a uniform <strong>and</strong> a collection of<br />
glossy gel ribbons in different colors, each ten<br />
centimeters long <strong>and</strong> containing a different<br />
chemical armament. They were the st<strong>and</strong>ard<br />
weapons of a field officer. I laid the ribbons<br />
against the skin of my forearms <strong>and</strong> they adhered<br />
immediately, syncing to my atrium—a<br />
neural organ used by all residents of the Commonwealth<br />
to link mind <strong>and</strong> machine. Of<br />
course, Daoud Pana, the watch officer I’d<br />
come to investigate, would be similarly<br />
armed, but if it came to an overt confrontation,<br />
I had an authorization level that would<br />
shut down every one of his police-issue<br />
weapons.<br />
A DI popped into my atrium with a map of<br />
Sato Station. Around the wheel, the location<br />
of each one of 308 current residents was<br />
marked, some as stationary points, others on<br />
the move, all of them tracked by their implanted<br />
ID chips, marking them as citizens of<br />
the Commonwealth. Neither Shay Antigo nor<br />
Kiel Chaladur was among them. The brief I’d<br />
scanned when the case came in had told me<br />
they’d already left through the station’s data<br />
gate, their ghosts bound for Mars. Chaladur’s<br />
other two crew had taken off to destinations<br />
of their own, all of them authorizing that the<br />
husks they left behind be dissolved, indicating<br />
that none of them intended to return.<br />
Officer Pana’s position was highlighted. He<br />
was the only officer-in-residence at Sato Station,<br />
<strong>and</strong> presently he was outside the station<br />
itself, doing a walk-through inspection of a recently<br />
arrived ship. He didn’t know yet that<br />
he was suspected of colluding to manufacture<br />
a new identity for Shay Antigo, <strong>and</strong> that an investigation<br />
had been launched against him.<br />
And he didn’t know I was here. The alert that<br />
would normally have gone out when anyone<br />
arrived in the cold-sleep mausoleum had been<br />
suppressed.<br />
I pulled on the uniform: knee-length shorts<br />
<strong>and</strong> a black pullover with long sleeves designed<br />
to hide the gel ribbons. I was not a police<br />
officer by choice. I’d been drafted into<br />
the service, where it became my duty to enforce<br />
the Commonwealth’s conservative definition<br />
of what it meant to be human: a<br />
singular physical existence <strong>and</strong> no invented<br />
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quirks—only natural, human physiology, except<br />
that aging had been ruled a defect <strong>and</strong><br />
had been cured, <strong>and</strong> we were all allowed an<br />
atrium.<br />
In my primary duty I was the watch officer<br />
at Nahiku, a small celestial city in the inner<br />
system, but every cop takes on special duties<br />
too. Mine was to investigate other officers.<br />
Commonwealth law is strict, punishment is<br />
severe, <strong>and</strong> the unfortunate reality is that cops<br />
hold the power of life <strong>and</strong> death over the citizens<br />
of their watch. Some cops are judicious,<br />
but others take advantage of their power. It<br />
was far more likely that Daoud Pana was a corrupt<br />
cop who’d fabricated this case for some<br />
kind of payoff, than that Shay Antigo was truly<br />
unknown.<br />
Using my atrium, I linked into the station’s<br />
surveillance network to get a first look at my<br />
quarry. Pana had set a flock of inspection<br />
bees buzzing through the levels of the newly<br />
arrived ship, each one of the tiny devices<br />
sending back datastreams as they used their<br />
camera eyes to search every visible space, <strong>and</strong><br />
their molecular sensors to taste the air <strong>and</strong> assay<br />
the surfaces.<br />
I comm<strong>and</strong>eered an inspection bee that<br />
was hovering close to Pana, turning it around<br />
so that its gaze fell on him: a man as tall as<br />
me—cop height, we called it—with a broad<br />
face <strong>and</strong> wide nose. No smile at all as he questioned<br />
the crew. Brusque <strong>and</strong> imposing in his<br />
black uniform. I watched him for several minutes,<br />
<strong>and</strong> found him neither overly friendly<br />
nor overly strict. If he was looking for a bribe<br />
or a kickback, I couldn’t see it. Maybe he only<br />
did favors for those who took care to make<br />
arrangements in advance.<br />
The mausoleum was in a warehouse district,<br />
so at first I saw only small transport robots<br />
in the main corridor, but as I rounded<br />
the wheel I encountered people. They looked<br />
at me in idle curiosity, until they realized I<br />
was not the cop they’d grown used to seeing.<br />
Then their expressions shifted—sometimes<br />
to curiosity, but often to shock, <strong>and</strong> even fear,<br />
because the appearance of a strange cop at a<br />
remote station like this one could only mean<br />
trouble.<br />
I was still watching Pana within my atrium,<br />
<strong>and</strong> I found it easy to mark the precise moment<br />
someone pinged him with the news<br />
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that I was there. His jaw tightened. His lips<br />
drew back. He looked up, looked around, until<br />
he spotted the surveillance bee that I controlled.<br />
“On my way,” he growled in an undertone.<br />
Then he barked at the cargo ship’s three-person<br />
crew. “Do not attempt to disembark. You<br />
have not been cleared <strong>and</strong> you will not be allowed<br />
to pass through the station gate.”<br />
He waved off their objections, <strong>and</strong>, leaving<br />
his flock of bees to continue the job, he left<br />
through the ship’s lock. The station gate<br />
knew him, <strong>and</strong> he was allowed back into the<br />
wheel with only a cursory surface scan.<br />
Pana worked out of an office with a small<br />
reception room in front, <strong>and</strong> interrogation<br />
<strong>and</strong> lab space in the back—a st<strong>and</strong>ard layout<br />
for watch officers. I let myself in, did a quick<br />
walk-through of all the rooms, checked the<br />
storage lockers, <strong>and</strong> then took a seat on a<br />
couch in one of the interrogation rooms to<br />
wait for his arrival. A DI had put together a<br />
summary of the surveillance recorded on the<br />
day the unknown citizen, Shay Antigo, had<br />
come in. I used the time to review it.<br />
After Kiel Chaladur’s prospecting boat had<br />
docked at the station, Daoud Pana had gone<br />
onboard to do a walk-through inspection just<br />
like he’d done today with the cargo ship. Inside<br />
the Gold Witch, he’d been met by Chaladur,<br />
a small man with sharp features <strong>and</strong> not<br />
much flesh beneath his charcoal skin, whose<br />
thin shoulders were a little hunched even in<br />
Sato’s low-gee. The video identified Shay Antigo<br />
as the woman st<strong>and</strong>ing beside him. They<br />
both wore their hair close-shaven, but that<br />
was the limit of the resemblance. Shay stood<br />
taller by a few centimeters, with a wide, pretty<br />
face, <strong>and</strong> demure features. My DI confirmed<br />
the anxiety I sensed in her gaze as she<br />
eyed Officer Pana.<br />
In the video, an alert spoke, notifying Pana<br />
that she lacked an ID chip. He drew back. His<br />
h<strong>and</strong> rose slightly, <strong>and</strong> I knew the gel ribbons<br />
he carried under his sleeve were gliding<br />
down his forearm to his palm, where they<br />
would be ready for use.<br />
But no resistance was offered—not by Shay<br />
Antigo, or Kiel Chaladur, or his two-person<br />
crew. Shay submitted to every scan <strong>and</strong> test<br />
that procedure required, <strong>and</strong> in the end Pana<br />
certified her as a previously unknown citizen,<br />
granting her a Commonwealth ID chip, <strong>and</strong> a<br />
new existence without the burden of a past.<br />
Daoud Pana was scowling when he strode<br />
into the interrogation room. He didn’t bother<br />
with introductions. “It’s the unknown, isn’t<br />
it?” he dem<strong>and</strong>ed. “I knew trouble was coming<br />
when I filed that report.”<br />
“You filed it anyway.”<br />
“It was my job to file it. I conducted the required<br />
investigation <strong>and</strong> I drew the only conclusion<br />
I could. She was legit. No record of<br />
her in the system. I didn’t write her a free<br />
pass.”<br />
Every celestial city operated under its own<br />
charter, but in matters of molecular science,<br />
biology, <strong>and</strong> machine intelligence, Commonwealth<br />
law applied, <strong>and</strong> it was merciless. For<br />
most violations, those found guilty-with-intent<br />
faced death as a penalty. Their only recourse<br />
was to disappear <strong>and</strong> become someone else.<br />
Cops had been bribed before.<br />
I studied Pana. My DI had flagged no lie in<br />
his words, but some people learned to fool<br />
the DIs.<br />
Pana’s lip curled. “You’ve done this before?<br />
Investigated another cop?”<br />
“I’ve been called out a couple of times.”<br />
“Yeah? And were they experienced cops<br />
that you investigated? Or were they new?” He<br />
shook his head. “You don’t have to answer.<br />
Only the new-issues are dumb enough to<br />
think they can pad their accounts <strong>and</strong> no one<br />
the wiser.”<br />
It was true that most cops who leaned toward<br />
corruption were exposed in their first<br />
years, but I saw it as a Darwinian process.<br />
Those who didn’t get caught early were the<br />
smart ones, <strong>and</strong> the longer they survived, the<br />
smarter they got, <strong>and</strong> the smarter they got,<br />
the more they tried to get away with. People<br />
believe all the time in the magic of their own<br />
success.<br />
I guess I believed in magic too. “Tell me<br />
about her,” I said, confident that I could discern<br />
his thoughts <strong>and</strong> intentions by watching<br />
his face, hearing his voice, even though I<br />
knew moods could be quirked, <strong>and</strong> voice<br />
rhythms could be steadied with tranks.<br />
He scowled <strong>and</strong> shook his head again, making<br />
it clear I was wasting his time. “It’s all in<br />
the report. Everything. You’ve watched it,<br />
haven’t you? The detainment vid?”<br />
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“Tell me anyway.”<br />
Pana understood that the best way to get<br />
rid of me was to cooperate, so, sitting on the<br />
couch opposite mine, he started talking, his<br />
deep voice flat <strong>and</strong> fluid, as if he was reading<br />
the words.<br />
“I meet every ship that comes in. It’s not<br />
strictly required—I could just send the bees<br />
to inspect the cargo—but it’s my policy.<br />
We’re spread thin out here. Indies working<br />
out in the rocks, they’ll try out illegal biomods,<br />
figuring it’s long odds on getting<br />
caught—but eventually everyone comes in. If<br />
they know I’m going to be down at the gates<br />
every time, they might think a little harder before<br />
they push the wall.”<br />
I hated to admit that this made sense to me.<br />
People get in trouble when they think no<br />
one’s looking. But did the threat of a cop waiting<br />
at the station gate really balance out the<br />
temptation that grew in the dark, in those<br />
years when you were out in the rocks, alone<br />
with your thoughts, <strong>and</strong> free to run any experiment<br />
your tools allowed? Pana must have<br />
seen a lot of mods over the years, but his arrest<br />
record was thin. Sometimes that’s a sign<br />
of a good watch officer—someone who<br />
knows how to make a mess quietly disappear<br />
before it’s ever official. I’d done it myself. People<br />
who underst<strong>and</strong> their jeopardy willingly<br />
cooperate, <strong>and</strong> life goes on.<br />
Pana leaned back in his chair <strong>and</strong> scowled<br />
again. It seemed to be his default expression.<br />
“So, this prospecting boat came in. The Gold<br />
Witch. There’d been chatter about it. They hit<br />
big. Found a snowball. Auctioned it for a nice<br />
gain. That was over a year ago.”<br />
“It took them that long to come in?”<br />
He nodded. “They were way out in the<br />
dark. God knows what goes on out there.”<br />
“What did go on?”<br />
He shrugged. “No one patrols the Belt.<br />
There’s no way to really know, but everyone’s<br />
heard stories. Sometimes these prospectors<br />
let the dark inside their heads, <strong>and</strong> they decide<br />
they don’t want to come back. They find<br />
a rock far away from everything, <strong>and</strong> they tunnel<br />
it, set up housekeeping, declare themselves<br />
beyond the bounds of the Commonwealth.”<br />
The legality of independent holdings was<br />
heavily debated, but the cold fact was that the<br />
Commonwealth police could establish jurisdiction<br />
simply by force of arms. It was only<br />
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ever a matter of time.<br />
“And Shay Antigo? She came from an indie<br />
holding?”<br />
Doubt shadowed his face. I caught it before<br />
my DI did.<br />
“That was her story. I couldn’t refute it. The<br />
DI picked up a low level of deception, nothing<br />
clear cut. I think she’d been in a station,<br />
but not one with a police presence.”<br />
“So she wasn’t scanned.”<br />
“That’s my guess. I couldn’t ask for a full<br />
history without cause.”<br />
“Being an unknown citizen isn’t sufficient<br />
cause?”<br />
“Didn’t seem like it at the time.” His eyes<br />
narrowed, <strong>and</strong> he leaned forward. “You think<br />
she’s a fake because she doesn’t look like a<br />
freak, because she could hold a human conversation,<br />
because she knew what a cop was,<br />
<strong>and</strong> what it meant to get through a station<br />
gate.”<br />
I nodded. “She grew up in the dark.”<br />
He shrugged. “She has an atrium. You<br />
know how indies get by out there? They live<br />
through their atriums. They spend all their<br />
downtime in virtual worlds, a lot of ’em based<br />
on real places. It’s the damnedest thing. They<br />
interact with machine personas, learn the accent<br />
<strong>and</strong> habits of some city they’ve never<br />
seen, <strong>and</strong> you’d swear they were birthright<br />
citizens. Indies can masquerade as anyone<br />
they want to be.”<br />
A DI brought a report into my atrium. I’d<br />
sent it hunting through Pana’s background.<br />
He’d saved up a good-sized nest egg. He had<br />
family, but none that were close. He’d been<br />
married twice, both had ended when the contract<br />
expired. He held citizenship in two celestial<br />
cities <strong>and</strong> one Earth nation. Nothing in<br />
his record was suspicious . . . but he would<br />
have known to keep his record clean.<br />
He was studying me, no doubt using the<br />
same interpretive DI that I was using to assess<br />
his mood. “You won’t find anything,” he told<br />
me in a satisfied tone. “Because there’s nothing<br />
to find.”<br />
I took a walk around the ring of the station.<br />
Eight ships were docked to the gates, one of<br />
them the Gold Witch. Kiel Chaladur had ordered<br />
it cleaned <strong>and</strong> refurbished immediately<br />
on his return. It had been on the market a little<br />
more than forty hours when it sold to an<br />
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experienced prospector. I found her supervising<br />
the loading of food <strong>and</strong> supplies for what<br />
looked to be a long expedition. Pana must<br />
have warned her I was on my way, because<br />
she didn’t look surprised when I came<br />
through the station gate—a small, gray-eyed<br />
woman, soft <strong>and</strong> plump, with a smile sincere<br />
enough to hide mass murder behind it.<br />
Most people don’t smile when a Commonwealth<br />
cop comes to ask them questions.<br />
“Do you want to inspect us?” she asked me<br />
without preamble.<br />
The cleaning crew had been through. We<br />
both knew there would be nothing to find.<br />
“Did you know Kiel Chaladur?” I asked her.<br />
Her eyes were fixed on me with eerie intensity.<br />
Despite her smile, my DI picked up<br />
hostility, but I didn’t think it was directed at<br />
me. “I knew him. I crewed with him twice,<br />
way back. He had no luck then, so I moved<br />
on.”<br />
“He had luck this last trip.”<br />
“You never know when it’ll hit.”<br />
“What do you know about Shay Antigo?”<br />
She crossed her arms <strong>and</strong> her smile disappeared.<br />
“It’s hard to believe sometimes, what<br />
goes on out there.”<br />
“What do you mean?”<br />
“Just what I said. Some stories are hard to<br />
believe.”<br />
“You’ve been prospecting a long time,<br />
haven’t you?”<br />
“Nineteen years. Six expeditions. Maybe<br />
this time I’ll finally hit gold.”<br />
“You must have seen a lot out there.”<br />
Her smile flashed, fierce <strong>and</strong> bitter. “I<br />
wouldn’t say that. The Belt’s a big place. But<br />
it’s mostly empty space, <strong>and</strong> you know what?<br />
There’s nothing much to see out there. There<br />
aren’t any mysteries. Just a few rocks <strong>and</strong> a<br />
whole lot of silence.”<br />
“No mysteries? No unknowns?”<br />
“Not that I’ve ever seen.”<br />
Pana’s report included a copy of the Gold<br />
Witch’s log file, which had a few entries from<br />
the start of the voyage, but nothing more. As<br />
an owner-operator, Chaladur wasn’t required<br />
to keep a log <strong>and</strong> I guessed that if he’d kept a<br />
record at all, it was locked up safe inside his<br />
head. I knew that he’d set out with three souls<br />
aboard <strong>and</strong> returned with four, <strong>and</strong> that there<br />
was no data gate on the Gold Witch, <strong>and</strong> no<br />
crèche in which a fresh husk could be grown.<br />
So Shay could not have been regenerated. She<br />
had come from somewhere: either an independent<br />
holding as she’d claimed, or from another<br />
boat.<br />
I sent a DI to look for any discrepancies in<br />
ship crews: a list of the dead <strong>and</strong> the missing,<br />
all those who had never come back. I set another<br />
DI to assembling a map of radio chatter<br />
recorded over the years, to see if a pattern<br />
could be recovered suggesting a habitation in<br />
the sector where Kiel had found his strike.<br />
Then I went over the DNA evidence collected<br />
by Pana. He’d run a st<strong>and</strong>ard assessment<br />
of Shay’s profile <strong>and</strong> had found no<br />
matches in the Commonwealth central library.<br />
I decided to look deeper.<br />
I ordered the sample pulled from storage<br />
<strong>and</strong> subjected it to a more detailed profiling.<br />
The new report turned up a fair amount of radiation<br />
damage—nothing that couldn’t be repaired,<br />
but highly indicative of time spent in<br />
the rocks. More suspect were the splices:<br />
well-known segments of artificial DNA with<br />
no actual function. They’d been devised as<br />
copyright marks, but they’d been adapted for<br />
use as placeholders that could throw off a basic<br />
DNA match. It was possible Shay had inherited<br />
the splices, but a smart amateur with<br />
the proper molecular toolkit could easily<br />
achieve the result.<br />
The two reports I’d requested earlier had<br />
come back while I was working. The radio<br />
map failed to show any consistent point<br />
source of chatter in the sector Chaladur had<br />
been prospecting, but the list of the dead was<br />
more interesting. It was longer than I expected:<br />
a hundred ninety-seven who’d had to be<br />
restored from backups. Most had died of injuries<br />
or air loss, with a few suicides in the<br />
mix. Nearly all the bodies had been recovered<br />
<strong>and</strong> the organics recycled.<br />
A single exception caught my eye. Thirtytwo<br />
years ago a prospecting boat had disappeared<br />
with its crew of three. No one had<br />
ever reported sighting the ghost ship. No<br />
word had ever come of its crew.<br />
The radiation damage in Shay’s DNA sample<br />
had indicated a long time spent in the rocks.<br />
I sent a DI hunting information on the missing<br />
crew—<strong>and</strong> in seconds it returned an initial<br />
report: only one of them had been female,<br />
her name was Mika Brennan, <strong>and</strong> the last time<br />
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the local database had been synced with the<br />
Commonwealth central library, the version of<br />
her that had been restored from backup was<br />
living with her family in one of the oldest celestial<br />
cities, Eden-2. I compared her video ID<br />
with that of Shay Antigo <strong>and</strong> found marked<br />
differences. Mika’s face was more slender, her<br />
features sharper than Shay’s, her eyes green<br />
not gray . . . but people changed their features<br />
all the time.<br />
I wanted to hear what the surviving Mika<br />
Brennan knew about her long-ago disappearance.<br />
So I generated a ghost within my atrium<br />
<strong>and</strong>, leaving my physical presence behind to<br />
continue searching the historical records, I<br />
passed through the station’s data gate.<br />
There is no awareness during the journey<br />
between data gates <strong>and</strong> none in the receiving<br />
platform. It’s like stepping through a door,<br />
from one world to another. In my next moment<br />
of awareness I existed in a virtual reality<br />
within Mika Brennan’s atrium, one that perfectly<br />
reflected the hard reality around her.<br />
Most people get nervous when a cop<br />
comes to talk to them. Mika Brennan only<br />
seemed perplexed. “Officer Zeke Choy?” she<br />
asked, her head cocked to one side. “The request<br />
said you had questions? About my<br />
death?”<br />
We were in a park in Eden-2. Not far away,<br />
two young girls were climbing boldly through<br />
a jungle tree. They shared Mika’s lean features,<br />
her thick, dark hair, <strong>and</strong> the deep,<br />
clove-brown color of her skin. “Mommy,<br />
watch!” one of them shouted.<br />
My ghost existed within Mika’s atrium. I<br />
was written onto her reality, so that from her<br />
perspective, I was as solid <strong>and</strong> real as the two<br />
kids—but from the kids’ perspective I did not<br />
exist. At best, I was a phantom that only<br />
Mommy could see.<br />
“I’m talking,” she called back to them.<br />
“We’ll play in a minute.” Then she cocked an<br />
eyebrow at me. “At least I hope you don’t<br />
plan to detain me?”<br />
“I’d like to hear the story of what happened<br />
to you out there. It might have some bearing<br />
on a current case.”<br />
“I went out there more than once, you<br />
know.”<br />
That surprised me, but then I hadn’t bothered<br />
to pull a complete dossier.<br />
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She nodded. “I don’t remember what happened<br />
that first time, of course. That branch<br />
of my existence ended. I presume there was<br />
an accident. After a couple of years with no<br />
word from me, no word of my ship, my parents<br />
sought permission to restore me from a<br />
backup made before I left.” Her gaze followed<br />
the progress of the girls as they clambered<br />
around the jungle tree. “It shook me up,<br />
knowing I’d died out there. But that other me,<br />
she’d sent a lot of video journals to my parents.<br />
I watched them, <strong>and</strong> I came to underst<strong>and</strong><br />
that I’d loved it out there in the raw,<br />
cold dark. We went places where no one had<br />
ever been, where no one was ever meant to<br />
be.” She grinned. “And anyway, she’d left me<br />
with a lot of debt. So I went out again, <strong>and</strong><br />
twelve years ago, I got lucky. We found a rock<br />
loaded with rare metals. Everything I owed to<br />
anybody was paid off, with wealth to spare,<br />
so I came home.” She nodded at the two kids.<br />
“And started the next phase of my life.”<br />
I asked her if she knew anything about indies<br />
living in holdings out in the rocks, raising<br />
families there. She snorted. “Fables. People<br />
like to tell stories, but that’s all they are. I remember<br />
one time, a couple, a man <strong>and</strong> a<br />
woman, were marooned on a rock. They did<br />
some excavating. Lived there a few months,<br />
while their ship self-repaired. And then they<br />
got the fuck out of there as soon as they<br />
could.” She looked up at me, with an open,<br />
honest gaze that I admired. “No one lives out<br />
there. Not that I ever saw, or heard, <strong>and</strong> I was<br />
out there more than twenty years.”<br />
I asked her if she’d ever go out again, <strong>and</strong><br />
she laughed, bright-eyed <strong>and</strong> buoyant.<br />
“Maybe. We have forever, don’t we? To do<br />
anything we want?” She turned again to the<br />
kids. “Not any time soon, though.”<br />
“So you didn’t leave a husk out there?”<br />
“No. You underst<strong>and</strong> . . . the years in microgee,<br />
the constant radiation. Even with ongoing<br />
repairs, the integrity of the husk is<br />
doubtful. If I ever go back, I’ll start fresh. I can<br />
afford a new husk. So I had my old one dissolved<br />
<strong>and</strong> the matter sold off. There’s nothing<br />
of me out there anymore.”<br />
Back at Sato Station, I started to pull Mika’s<br />
DNA record from her latest scan, but I hesitated.<br />
There were implications to what I might<br />
find. Mika could be drawn into this case, even<br />
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if she had no immediate involvement . . . but I<br />
needed to know what had happened, before<br />
I could know what to do—<strong>and</strong> I didn’t have<br />
to include everything I found in my final report.<br />
So I went ahead with it, comparing DNA<br />
samples from Mika <strong>and</strong> Shay. And I found<br />
what I expected: outside the spliced segments,<br />
<strong>and</strong> with some exceptions for radiation<br />
damage <strong>and</strong> repairs, they were a match.<br />
Somehow, the Mika who’d disappeared thirtytwo<br />
years ago had finally made it back from<br />
the dark.<br />
How had it happened? And had Officer<br />
Daoud Pana known the truth? Had Kiel Chaladur<br />
given him a cut of the profits for certifying<br />
Shay as an unknown citizen? Or had Pana<br />
been played?<br />
I’d been so sure of this case when I started,<br />
but I wasn’t sure anymore.<br />
I got up from the couch where I’d been<br />
working. Pana was in his office, talking to a<br />
ghost I couldn’t see, but he turned his attention<br />
to me when I looked in the doorway.<br />
“I’m leaving.”<br />
“Did you find anything?” he asked in a cold<br />
voice. “Should I start preparing a defense?”<br />
“I’ll let you know.”<br />
It was time for me to go to Mars.<br />
On Sato Station I returned my husk to cold<br />
storage, <strong>and</strong> a moment later in my perspective,<br />
I opened the eyes of another husk, this<br />
one in the mausoleum in Confluencia, the<br />
largest city on Mars.<br />
Confluencia was a good place for someone<br />
with a questionable identity to disappear. The<br />
city snaked for hundreds of miles through<br />
Mariner Valley <strong>and</strong> the Martians weren’t big<br />
on security, so no gates existed between the<br />
city’s districts. A person could live a hundred<br />
years in Confluencia <strong>and</strong> never be scanned.<br />
I wondered about her, this unknown, Shay<br />
Antigo, who was once Mika Brennan. What<br />
had she done out in the dark? How had she<br />
lost herself for so many years? And why had<br />
she finally chosen to come back . . . as someone<br />
else?<br />
The Martian husk was heavier than the one<br />
I usually used, adapted to a higher gravity, but<br />
it didn’t take long to master my balance, <strong>and</strong><br />
within minutes I was dressed <strong>and</strong> armed <strong>and</strong><br />
heading out into the city.<br />
In most parts of the Commonwealth, locating<br />
a citizen is a simple matter of having a<br />
city’s network of listening posts search for the<br />
ping of an ID chip, but the Martians of Confluencia<br />
liked their privacy, <strong>and</strong> the only listening<br />
posts were on the walls of government<br />
buildings. So I did the next best thing: I followed<br />
the money, requesting real time account<br />
activity for both Shay Antigo <strong>and</strong> Kiel<br />
Chaladur.<br />
In a city as vast as Confluencia, it’s impossible<br />
to go anywhere without constantly paying<br />
for transportation, <strong>and</strong> given that my quarry<br />
was newly flush with money <strong>and</strong> fresh from<br />
the austerity of the Belt, I expected to see frequent<br />
transactions mapping a bright electronic<br />
trail.<br />
To my surprise, it took more than an hour<br />
for the first transaction to occur, but a location<br />
was attached to it, a mall, a few kilometers<br />
down the valley.<br />
By the time I reached the mall, a second<br />
transaction put their location at a designer<br />
clothing store—<strong>and</strong> minutes later, I saw<br />
them. Kiel Chaladur looked taller <strong>and</strong> more<br />
robust than he had stepping off the Gold<br />
Witch at Sato Station, while Shay Antigo<br />
looked much the same, her hair still closecropped<br />
<strong>and</strong> her soft features suggesting<br />
nothing of Mika Brennan’s bold face.<br />
I didn’t need to talk to them right away. I<br />
was close enough to register the ping of their<br />
ID chips, <strong>and</strong> that made them easy to follow.<br />
So I tracked them through two more stores,<br />
then waited while they had a drink. Anything<br />
said or done in public was likely to be recorded,<br />
either by a security device or a passerby,<br />
<strong>and</strong> then all chance of discretion was gone. So<br />
I bided my time, <strong>and</strong> after an hour my patience<br />
was rewarded when Shay <strong>and</strong> Kiel disappeared<br />
through the lobby doors of a luxury<br />
hotel.<br />
I gave them a minute to get onto the elevator<br />
before I followed. The hotel yielded their<br />
room number, <strong>and</strong> before long a chime was<br />
announcing my presence at their door.<br />
No one answered, not for three minutes or<br />
more. I imagined the frantic, whispered conversation<br />
that must be going on inside as they<br />
considered why a Commonwealth police officer<br />
stood on their threshold. The door finally<br />
slid back to reveal Shay, gazing up at me with<br />
a sorrowful look.<br />
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Asking no questions, she stepped aside—a<br />
gesture I took as an invitation to enter. Kiel<br />
stood on the balcony, a glass-encased ledge<br />
that overlooked the canyon as it wended<br />
south. His arms were crossed over his chest<br />
<strong>and</strong> from the look on his face, I knew that if<br />
there was no glass barrier there, he would enjoy<br />
throwing me over the precipice.<br />
The door whispered in its tracks, <strong>and</strong> as it<br />
closed my atrium informed me I was signaldead,<br />
cut-off from the network. I froze in<br />
shock—though I should have expected it.<br />
This was a luxury hotel, offering the best, including<br />
electronic privacy, <strong>and</strong> Shay <strong>and</strong> Kiel<br />
were fugitives.<br />
I sent a gel ribbon gliding down my arm,<br />
wondering what else they were willing to do<br />
to protect themselves.<br />
Shay circled around me, keeping her eyes<br />
fixed on me as she gave me a wide berth.<br />
“What was I supposed to do?” she asked me<br />
in a desperate voice.<br />
“What did you do?” I wondered.<br />
“I came in from the dark. That’s all.”<br />
“So it is you? Mika Brennan. How much did<br />
Officer Pana make you pay for your new identity?”<br />
My DI confirmed the confusion I saw on<br />
her face. “It wasn’t like that—”<br />
“And her name is Shay Antigo,” Kiel interrupted,<br />
stepping in from the balcony.<br />
“Kiel, please. You need to stay out of it.”<br />
He didn’t listen, no more than I would have<br />
in the same situation. “She is Shay Antigo. An<br />
unknown from the rocks. The cop at Sato<br />
confirmed it <strong>and</strong> we didn’t pay him a damned<br />
thing.”<br />
“It’s true,” Shay said. “There was no record<br />
of me in the system, because I came to life<br />
out there in the rocks.”<br />
The DI studied her, <strong>and</strong> to my surprise it<br />
did not suggest she was lying—but then, time<br />
changes the way we define ourselves. “You<br />
came to life after Mika Brennan died?” I asked<br />
her.<br />
“The prospector? I heard that story. It was<br />
a long time ago.”<br />
“She never went home.”<br />
“That’s not what I heard. I heard her family<br />
restored her from backup. I heard she made it<br />
home.”<br />
Kiel added, “I heard that too. I heard she<br />
made a fortune, <strong>and</strong> set up a life for herself.”<br />
OUT IN THE DARK<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
“A good life,” Shay added, tears glinting in<br />
her eyes. “A life I wish I’d had.”<br />
“What happened out there?” I asked her.<br />
She turned <strong>and</strong>, crossing the room, she<br />
sank slowly onto a sofa.<br />
“There was an accident.”<br />
Mika Brennan had been one of a crew of<br />
three, on a prospecting boat running on marginal<br />
resources. They’d found a comet remnant<br />
<strong>and</strong> knew their fortunes were made.<br />
Engines were fixed to the ice, but there were<br />
fault lines that they didn’t detect, <strong>and</strong> when<br />
the engines fired, a massive chunk of ice<br />
sheared away <strong>and</strong> struck the ship.<br />
“We lost all power,” Shay said. “The reactor<br />
was damaged. It was only a matter of time before<br />
the radiation killed us. But we figured if<br />
we could get back to the main ice fragment,<br />
eventually another prospector would come<br />
along <strong>and</strong> we’d be found.”<br />
So they wrestled cold sleep pods <strong>and</strong> a<br />
bivouac tent to the hopper bay. Mika jumped<br />
first, taking her pod with her. And because<br />
she was the lightest, she took the bivouac<br />
tent too. Her hopper was fully fueled, <strong>and</strong> she<br />
made it. Her companions didn’t. They overshot<br />
the ice, <strong>and</strong> had no fuel left to turn<br />
around.<br />
The three of them talked, until the distance<br />
was too great for the suit radios. Then Mika<br />
bolted her cold sleep pod to the ice. She set<br />
up the bivouac tent around it, inflating it with<br />
the last of her air reserve. Then she stripped<br />
off her suit, <strong>and</strong> before the cold could kill her,<br />
she climbed into the pod.<br />
“I thought it’d be a year or two before I was<br />
picked up. But it was thirty-one years until<br />
Kiel <strong>and</strong> his crew found me, <strong>and</strong> by then I<br />
didn’t exist anymore. I mean, the Mika Brennan<br />
of thirty-two years ago, she no longer existed<br />
in the Commonwealth. It was too late<br />
for me to go home.”<br />
“Shay’s harmed no one,” Kiel said gruffly.<br />
“She’s done no wrong.”<br />
I wished that was true. “She lied about her<br />
name.”<br />
Shay wasn’t going to give in easily. “It<br />
wasn’t a lie! That name didn’t belong to me<br />
anymore—<strong>and</strong> you know what would have<br />
happened if I tried to take back my life.”<br />
I didn’t answer right away. Instead, I<br />
walked out to the balcony, thinking about the<br />
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choice she’d had to make. She could have<br />
claimed her true name. It was her right. She<br />
could have seized back the life of Mika Brennan,<br />
but she’d chosen not to.<br />
I felt a shy touch against my arm <strong>and</strong> looked<br />
down, surprised to see that Shay had followed<br />
me. “She’s the version of me that my parents<br />
know. She’s the one my brothers <strong>and</strong> sisters<br />
love. She’s the mother of my children. For<br />
thirty years we’ve grown apart, <strong>and</strong> it’s too<br />
late now to ever put us back together.”<br />
Shay was right, of course. A ghost can join<br />
its memories to its progenitor, but only for a<br />
while. As they grow apart, it becomes impossible<br />
to meld one mind with another. But in<br />
the Commonwealth, individuals are allowed<br />
only one physical copy of themselves.<br />
“If I took back my name,” Shay said, “I’d<br />
take her life away. Do you think my family<br />
would even want me if I could do a thing like<br />
that?”<br />
“You know it doesn’t work that way,” I told<br />
her.<br />
We all want to see shades of meaning in<br />
what we do, but Commonwealth law is absolute.<br />
It’s concerned with limits, not justice.<br />
“You were first,” I said. “She was second.<br />
Under the law, that makes her an illegal<br />
copy.”<br />
“No, she was approved. There was a legal<br />
certification.”<br />
“Based on the assumption of your death,<br />
but you’re not dead. She’s the backup, so you<br />
have precedence. You knew it. That’s why<br />
you decided to disappear.”<br />
Shay stared out at the sprawl of gleaming<br />
towers <strong>and</strong> the canyon’s seemingly infinite<br />
walls. Kiel came to st<strong>and</strong> on her other side.<br />
He took her h<strong>and</strong>.<br />
“What was I supposed to do?” she asked<br />
me—that same question she’d met me with<br />
when I first came in the door. Only this time,<br />
there was steel in her voice, the stern conviction<br />
of a woman who’d survived out in the<br />
dark, alone. “I gave Mika my life. I didn’t ask<br />
for it back. I just wanted my own.”<br />
“And Officer Pana gave it to you.”<br />
“He’s a good cop,” Kiel said. “With a reputation<br />
for playing fair. Not like the jackboot<br />
cops of the inner system.”<br />
I wasn’t going to argue. Pana had done a<br />
better job than me. Sometimes, being a good<br />
cop means knowing when to stop asking<br />
questions.<br />
I’d been so determined to prove that Pana<br />
had been paid off, I’d followed this case too<br />
far. If I reported what I knew, the life of Mika<br />
Brennan, resident of Eden-2, would be forfeit<br />
as an illegal copy of a living person. And<br />
when she was gone, Shay would be tried <strong>and</strong><br />
convicted of counterfeiting her identity, <strong>and</strong><br />
she would be executed for it. Hardly a just reward<br />
for what she’d been through, <strong>and</strong> what<br />
she’d given up.<br />
I drew a breath <strong>and</strong> let it out slowly. “The<br />
radiation out there in the dark,” I said. “It<br />
damages the DNA. The repair programs . . .<br />
sometimes it seems like they’re copying patterns<br />
from the wrong DNA source.”<br />
“Like a cousin or something?” Kiel asked<br />
tentatively. “Even a sibling?”<br />
“Like that,” I agreed.<br />
Daoud Pana had known the truth, I didn’t<br />
doubt it, <strong>and</strong> he’d chosen to let Shay through<br />
the station gate because it was the right thing<br />
to do. Now I’d entered into his conspiracy.<br />
I turned <strong>and</strong> walked back across the hotel<br />
room. The door opened at my touch. I felt my<br />
connection restored. Looking back at Shay<br />
<strong>and</strong> Kiel, I saw they were still st<strong>and</strong>ing together<br />
on the balcony. “Thank you for answering<br />
my questions,” I said. “Assessments<br />
such as this one help us maintain the integrity<br />
of our officers. My report will state that,<br />
based on the evidence, Daoud Pana followed<br />
procedure <strong>and</strong> made the right call. This case<br />
is closed.”<br />
I took a step into the hall before I thought<br />
to turn back. “And welcome to the Commonwealth,<br />
Shay Antigo. I think you’ll like it<br />
here.”<br />
“Better than the rocks,” she allowed, in<br />
whispery relief.<br />
I nodded <strong>and</strong> went on my way.<br />
In my mind I started composing my report.<br />
I would have liked to open it with the truth:<br />
that strange things happen out in the dark.<br />
But I don’t want anyone else to get curious<br />
<strong>and</strong> start digging into this story . . . not<br />
until the law is changed—<strong>and</strong> that will happen.<br />
It must. ■<br />
Editor’s Note: This story is a sequel to<br />
“Nahiku West.” (October, 2012)<br />
66 LINDA NAGATA
The story so far:<br />
The planet meets no one’s idea of paradise.<br />
Its gravity is oppressive <strong>and</strong> its climate cold.<br />
Oxygen is thin <strong>and</strong> the carbon-dioxide level<br />
is almost toxic.The terrain is bleak beneath<br />
sunlight scarcely half as bright as on Earth,<br />
<strong>and</strong> the local biota have yet to make the<br />
great leap to l<strong>and</strong>. For several good reasons,<br />
Blake Westford has named this world<br />
Dark.<br />
Blake <strong>and</strong> wife Rikki Westford fly a shuttle<br />
from orbiting starship Endeavour to the<br />
first l<strong>and</strong>ing on Dark.Without experience<br />
how weather works here, they’re taken by<br />
surprise by a blizzard.And an avalanche ...<br />
Fade to almost seventy years earlier ...<br />
Blake, a ship’s engineer, <strong>and</strong> ship’s captain<br />
Dana McElwain, on a test flight in the Asteroid<br />
Belt, are urgently summoned home to<br />
Mars. Police impound Clermont, the ship<br />
Blake <strong>and</strong> Dana operate for Bradbury University.The<br />
police deliver Blake, Dana, <strong>and</strong><br />
their passenger, aerospace engineer Dr.<br />
Jumoke Boro, to the planetary governor’s<br />
residence.Astrophysicist Dr. Antonio Valenti<br />
explains that two co-orbiting neutron stars<br />
Dark<br />
Secret<br />
Part III of IV<br />
Edward M. Lerner<br />
“Those who do not learn from history . . .”<br />
But there’s a lot of history to choose from<br />
are at best a few years from spiraling into<br />
each other.Their cataclysmic collision will<br />
produce a gamma-ray burst. Or, rather, this<br />
has already happened, <strong>and</strong> lethal radiation<br />
will be following close behind the tell-tale<br />
gravitational waves.The GRB will obliterate<br />
life across the solar system.<br />
Working in secrecy lest the doomed populations<br />
panic, colony ships will be built using<br />
Jumoke’s Dark Energy Drive. But the<br />
DED is experimental at best. Clermont, into<br />
which the prototype drive has been installed<br />
<strong>and</strong> integrated, needs lots more check-out.<br />
Only Dana <strong>and</strong> Blake are trained to fly the<br />
ship <strong>and</strong> work out the DED’s bugs.As soon as<br />
the DED is made reliable, they’ll scout the<br />
path ahead to another star.They agree—if<br />
Blake’s wife can join them.<br />
As the distant neutron stars entered their<br />
death spiral, the gravitational waves intensified—ending<br />
all ambiguity. In months, not<br />
years, the GRB will arrive.There’s no time to<br />
complete any colony ships. Humanity’s last<br />
hope of avoiding extinction is Clermont.Neil<br />
Hawthorne, the governor’s aide, arrives at<br />
the spaceport where Blake <strong>and</strong> Dana oversee<br />
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Clermont’s retrofit for the scouting trip.<br />
Hawthorne brings Rikki, Antonio, <strong>and</strong> two<br />
kidnapped specialists: microbiology/nanotech<br />
expert Dr. Carlos Patel, <strong>and</strong> psychiatrist<br />
<strong>and</strong> family counselor Li Yeo, MD.<br />
Hawthorne also brings comm<strong>and</strong>eered critical<br />
supplies, including thous<strong>and</strong>s of frozen<br />
embryos <strong>and</strong> a few artificial wombs taken<br />
from an in-vitro fertilization clinic.<br />
To spare billions across the solar system<br />
from spending their final months under a<br />
cruel death sentence, the embryo theft must<br />
go unexplained. Hawthorne remains on<br />
Mars to take the blame, under the cover story<br />
of a cult stealing Clermont <strong>and</strong> the embryos<br />
for a utopia to be built in the outer<br />
solar system. Clermont (carrying Blake, Rikki,<br />
Dana, Antonio, Carlos, <strong>and</strong> Li) evades<br />
pursuit by Space Guard cutters determined<br />
to recover the stolen embryos.<br />
At Li’s recommendation, as a morale<br />
builder, the six refugees rename Clermont.<br />
They choose Endeavour, emblematic of ambition<br />
<strong>and</strong> new beginnings. Studying their<br />
route to Alpha Centauri, Antonio discovers a<br />
relic of the Big Bang: a cosmic string.He confesses<br />
that escaping the GRB is the best-case<br />
scenario, scarcely possible within the error<br />
margins of his observations. But there’s new<br />
hope, from an old astrophysical speculation<br />
that along a cosmic string the speed of light<br />
might exceed normal.They alter course,<br />
headed for the string, <strong>and</strong> h<strong>and</strong> off navigation<br />
to Marvin, the shipboard artificial intelligence.The<br />
crew enters hibernation for the<br />
long journey, wondering if the GRB will kill<br />
them as they sleep.<br />
They awaken in galactica incognita, fortunate<br />
to be alive.The cosmic string had complexities<br />
beyond the assumptions of Marvin’s<br />
navigational programming, as a consequence<br />
of which they’ve been traveling for<br />
forty-five years! Their velocity along the<br />
string topped out at thirty-nine times (normal)<br />
light speed.Sometimes, to prevent being<br />
drawn into the string, Marvin had needed<br />
Endeavour’s back-up fusion drive as well as<br />
the DED.Their deuterium tanks are all but<br />
drained. Bearings taken on distant pulsars<br />
locate them on the far side of the Coal Sack<br />
Dark Nebula, more than 700 light-years<br />
from home.Only home is gone forever ...<br />
While Antonio searches nearby stars for<br />
habitable planets, Li plays mind games:<br />
—With Antonio (whose Asperger’s Syndrome<br />
makes any social interaction<br />
painful), Li uses the anticipation of responsibility<br />
for thous<strong>and</strong>s of children.<br />
—With Carlos (middle child; orphaned<br />
young;lost among his foster family;Peter Pan<br />
Syndrome with an adolescent fixation on<br />
sex), Li dangles prospects of a sexual relationship.<br />
—With Dana (retired Space Guard search<strong>and</strong>-rescue<br />
pilot; ever duty-bound), Li intimates<br />
the many ways in which the captain<br />
is unfit to found <strong>and</strong> lead a civilization.<br />
—With Rikki (insecure, painfully aware<br />
that she wasn’t brought along for her skills,<br />
oppressed by survivor’s guilt), Li flirts with<br />
Blake, Rikki’s lone anchor.<br />
—With Blake (devoted to his wife), Li exploits<br />
his worries about Rikki’s frame of<br />
mind.<br />
Li has her own unresolved issues. She<br />
broods about: her relationship with her<br />
mother; a messy romantic break-up; <strong>and</strong> the<br />
sc<strong>and</strong>al that almost ensued.As a California<br />
state legislator, Mother had the connections<br />
to suppress the sc<strong>and</strong>al <strong>and</strong> save Li’s practice<br />
<strong>and</strong> medical license. Intercession came at a<br />
price: Li’s emigration to Mars, so as never<br />
again to embarrass Mother. Li was ashamed<br />
to learn that her famously liberal mother<br />
had, in fact, a Victorian streak.<br />
Carlos almost died during the long cold<br />
sleep <strong>and</strong> starts drinking. He needs liquid<br />
courage to return to the cold-sleep pod when<br />
the only c<strong>and</strong>idate world is fourteen lightyears<br />
distant.After “only” twenty-four years<br />
this time, Endeavour reaches the new solar<br />
system.<br />
The crew discusses names for planets,<br />
moons, <strong>and</strong> geographical features. Li had,<br />
with her typical subtlety, maneuvered Dana<br />
into proposing this conversation—<strong>and</strong> the<br />
debate is divisive. Names offer a way to acknowledge<br />
aspects of human heritage, <strong>and</strong><br />
preferences reflect philosophical differences.<br />
From Li’s nominations, Antonio infers an<br />
authoritarian leaning.Does Li hope to install<br />
the crew as the new civilization’s aristocracy?<br />
Herself as its philosopher queen?<br />
Li insists that they name their future<br />
home world. Goading the crew, pushing too<br />
hard, she is conditioning them to believe she<br />
68 EDWARD M. LERNER
isn’t subtle.There are six crew <strong>and</strong> six planets;<br />
to end the arguments, they’ll each name<br />
one planet. Blake draws the lot to name the<br />
world on which they will live. He chooses . . .<br />
Dark.<br />
Blake <strong>and</strong> Rikki take a shuttle to the first<br />
c<strong>and</strong>idate settlement site (reference the opening<br />
scene).<br />
Blake escapes the avalanche <strong>and</strong> rescues<br />
Rikki.After treatment aboard Endeavour for<br />
frostbite <strong>and</strong> exposure, they return to Dark.<br />
They find a location with caves for shelter,<br />
an inl<strong>and</strong> sea for deuterium, <strong>and</strong> a broad<br />
river delta whose sterile silt offers a head<br />
start toward developing soil.<br />
With colonization imminent, Li recalls her<br />
mother’s ineffectiveness in the California<br />
state legislature—<strong>and</strong> Li’s own failed electoral<br />
efforts.Li is determined to wield power.<br />
She challenges Dana to ground the ship, to<br />
commit the ship as an electrical generator<br />
<strong>and</strong> emergency shelter, knowing the request<br />
will make Dana determined to keep Endeavour<br />
flying. Dana flitting about the solar system<br />
is Dana removing herself as a rival for<br />
authority.<br />
Among Dark’s many differences from terrestrial<br />
norms, its biology uses arsenic instead<br />
of phosphorus.Dark’s algae mats won’t<br />
serve as feedstock for synthesizer vats without<br />
new supplies of phosphorus.As a better<br />
feedstock, they start growing earthly bacteria.<br />
Living in caves, living on slime, running<br />
out of phosphorus . . . they’re off to a discouraging<br />
start.<br />
By a month after L<strong>and</strong>ing Day, Dana <strong>and</strong><br />
Blake have found a phosphate-rich asteroid.<br />
Rikki, nonetheless, is deep in depression—<br />
pushed there by Li’s skilled <strong>and</strong> subtle interventions.<br />
Rikki, become Li’s puppet, is<br />
maneuvered into challenging Li to hurry up<br />
<strong>and</strong> start bringing children into the colony.<br />
Before Li “allows” herself to be convinced<br />
they’re ready, she’s extracted everyone’s<br />
promise to serve at her beck <strong>and</strong> call.<br />
Whether stockpiling diapers or at midnight<br />
feedings, the rest will serve her.Whenever it<br />
suited Li, she could send off Dana <strong>and</strong> Blake<br />
to gather some obscure trace element. Li<br />
thinks: This, Mother, is how one exercises<br />
power.<br />
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* * *<br />
DYSTOPIA<br />
(Spring, Year Four)<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
Chapter 27<br />
Beneath a sullen teal sky, under the pitiless<br />
glare of an alien sun, Blake plodded<br />
forward. No matter the ceaseless wind,<br />
despite the remnants all around of the<br />
spring’s latest unseasonable snowfall, he<br />
dripped with sweat. He was as tanned as a walnut,<br />
as filthy as mud, as exhausted as . . . as . . .<br />
Words failed him.<br />
Somewhere beyond the too distant horizon<br />
his destination beckoned. If only he could<br />
reach it. If only he could see his goal. If only<br />
he could spare a moment to rest. If only he—<br />
To a flourish of trumpets, he shuddered<br />
awake.<br />
Bach? McCartney? Copel<strong>and</strong>? Some centuries-ago<br />
composer. A way to keep alive a bit<br />
of the culture they had left behind, that Li insisted<br />
it was important for them to cherish.<br />
Most mornings, the r<strong>and</strong>om selection was<br />
okay.<br />
This was just a discordant bleat.<br />
“I’m up,” Blake croaked, so Marvin would<br />
kill the noise. “Lights on dim.”<br />
At Blake’s side, Rikki tugged the blankets<br />
over her head.<br />
“Time to get up, hon,” he said softly, sitting<br />
up.<br />
She burrowed deeper.<br />
“We have things to do.”<br />
“Yeah.” She threw aside her covers, but required<br />
a minute to summon the energy to stir<br />
further.<br />
Blake understood. He hadn’t felt rested<br />
since . . .<br />
Since Eve arrived.<br />
After willing themselves from bed, he <strong>and</strong><br />
Rikki quickly showered <strong>and</strong> dressed. Outside<br />
their concrete cabin, the dawn air had a chill<br />
to it. At the height of summer, mornings<br />
would have a chill to them.<br />
The sun had yet to clear the horizon. Almost<br />
as baleful as in his dream, the dawn light,<br />
blood-red, blazed down the settlement’s lone<br />
street.<br />
Red sky in the morning, sailor take warning,<br />
the ditty bubbled up from his subconscious.<br />
What about a sun that ever verged on<br />
red? What about a greenish sky?<br />
Blake turned toward the dining hall. Rikki, a<br />
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wistful look in her eye, faced the other way,<br />
toward the much larger but no less utilitarian<br />
squat concrete box that was the childcare center.<br />
What the hell, they could gobble breakfast.<br />
It was only fuel, best not noticed.<br />
“We can spare a few minutes,” he told her,<br />
offering his h<strong>and</strong>.<br />
Rikki led them down Main Street, the rutted<br />
path there was never the time or the resources<br />
to pave, into the childcare center. A<br />
broad corridor, its inner wall all one-way glass,<br />
enclosed the facility on all four sides. They<br />
paused first outside the gestation room, its<br />
glow panels still night-dim. On forty-eight<br />
empty wombs, READY lights shone a steady<br />
green. Carlos expected to have another ten or<br />
more units finished soon.<br />
On a rear-wall display, above <strong>and</strong> behind<br />
the wombs, counters ticked down toward<br />
Family Day. Forty-five days . . .<br />
Around the corner, in the gallery outside<br />
the nursery, he <strong>and</strong> Rikki tarried longer. In<br />
twenty-seven glass-enclosed cribs, eerily<br />
hushed, babies slept, or stirred, or fussed. The<br />
little ones only seemed silent; so that they<br />
would not disturb each other, noise cancellers<br />
in each enclosure masked most sounds.<br />
Though the babies varied in size, they were almost<br />
identical in age: about four months.<br />
Through sensors wired into the cribs, Marvin<br />
watched, listened, <strong>and</strong> sniffed ceaselessly<br />
for any hints of distress. From displays at the<br />
foot of each crib the AI’s smiling animation<br />
would be beaming down, crooning or speaking<br />
soothingly to each infant as it (or rather,<br />
Li’s verbal generalities turned by Carlos into<br />
updated programming) deemed appropriate.<br />
Antonio, passed out on the room’s rumpled<br />
cot, an out-flung arm trailing on the floor, remained<br />
on duty for whenever the AI needed<br />
h<strong>and</strong>s or suspected a problem. To judge by<br />
the line-up of empty formula bottles on the<br />
table along the wall, <strong>and</strong> the overflowing diaper<br />
pails, Antonio had had a long night.<br />
As Rikki reached for the doorknob, Blake<br />
said, “Don’t. You’ll wake Antonio.” Who, like<br />
Dana, was old enough to be a gr<strong>and</strong>parent. In<br />
a fairer world, neither would be expected to<br />
pull all-nighters like this.<br />
Rikki jerked back her h<strong>and</strong>, looking sad <strong>and</strong><br />
relieved. “It’s so . . . cold.”<br />
Impersonal, she meant. “I know,” he told her.<br />
And yet inescapable. He nudged her around<br />
another corner <strong>and</strong> they peeked in on the toddlers.<br />
Marvin kept watch here, too.<br />
Most here were awake, playing <strong>and</strong> babbling<br />
in their cribs. By accident or with insight,<br />
a few had opened the refrigerated<br />
compartments in their cribs <strong>and</strong> helped themselves<br />
to formula bottles. Antonio would be<br />
along soon—roused by Marvin, if need be—to<br />
help those who hadn’t managed to feed themselves.<br />
And to change diapers. Lots of diapers.<br />
Rikki reached for the knob of this door, too.<br />
Once inside, she wouldn’t leave without first<br />
rocking, cuddling, <strong>and</strong> cooing over each of<br />
the twenty-six.<br />
If any child would let her. A haunted expression<br />
told Blake she, too, feared their recoiling.<br />
“We need to get a move on,” he said, not<br />
meeting her eyes.<br />
Around the final corner they looked in on<br />
the oldest children. This room had no cribs;<br />
mattresses resting directly on thickly padded<br />
carpet hid much of the floor.<br />
Eleven of these children were just shy of<br />
three st<strong>and</strong>ard years. Some played, as often<br />
side by side as with one another. A few<br />
rammed around, bouncing off padded walls<br />
<strong>and</strong> each other. Three sat in a corner staring at<br />
an animation with images of colored toys.<br />
When Blake pressed an intercom button, Marvin<br />
was teaching numbers. From other wall<br />
displays, Marvin’s avatars praised, cajoled, <strong>and</strong><br />
chided its charges.<br />
Then there was the oldest cohort. The<br />
guinea-pig generation.<br />
Blond, blue-eyed Eve, by almost a day the<br />
gr<strong>and</strong>e dame of the Dark-born, was loading a<br />
tray with snacks. Castor, burly <strong>and</strong> intense,<br />
was piling plastic blocks. Pollux, his black hair<br />
a tousled mess, frowning, sat hunched on one<br />
of the room’s tiny toilets.<br />
The trio struck Blake as wise—or was it<br />
wizened?—beyond their five st<strong>and</strong>ard years.<br />
He tried to remember when he had seen<br />
any of them smile. And he pretended not to<br />
notice Rikki brushing a tear from her cheek.<br />
This . . . factory was no way to raise children,<br />
but how else could six adults cope? And<br />
duty dem<strong>and</strong>ed they bring yet more children<br />
into the world, while growing food for everyone.<br />
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“Let’s get some breakfast,” he said gently.<br />
Rikki nodded, too choked up to speak.<br />
When they retraced their steps through the<br />
gallery, Antonio was up, yawning, a red-faced,<br />
bawling baby in his arms. From another room,<br />
furtive scrabbling sounds announced that at<br />
least some of the lab mice had awakened, too.<br />
But not Li: they found her in the ICU, dozing<br />
in a chair, her mouth fallen open. Her patient,<br />
asleep in the room’s single occupied isolette,<br />
was sticklike, its joints misshapen. Li had not<br />
had any explanation beyond, “It happens.”<br />
She works harder than all of us, Blake<br />
thought. And she can’t leave the settlement,<br />
can’t ever stray more than a few steps from<br />
the children.<br />
The moment of empathy almost kept Blake<br />
from not dreading the remainder of his day.<br />
Breakfast was as best-ignored as usual. He<br />
<strong>and</strong> Rikki scarcely overlapped with Carlos <strong>and</strong><br />
Dana, heading out that morning on a quick<br />
flight to gather more phosphates. Carlos<br />
swigged from a tall glass; Blake guessed that<br />
the synthed orange juice was laced with vodka.<br />
“We can’t have too much phosphate,” Li<br />
had said again <strong>and</strong> again, when she wasn’t<br />
pushing them to stockpile other minerals <strong>and</strong><br />
trace elements. “If Endeavour ever breaks<br />
down . . .”<br />
And she was right, although phosphates<br />
half-filled their largest storehouse.<br />
Until recently it had been a full warehouse.<br />
The crush of snow from the winter’s final<br />
storm had buckled the roof; three days of torrential<br />
rain only the week before had washed<br />
away half their reserves.<br />
Blake missed robins as the first sign of<br />
spring.<br />
He <strong>and</strong> Rikki packed lunches, grabbed a<br />
tractor from the garage, <strong>and</strong> trundled down<br />
Main Street. Past storehouses <strong>and</strong> workshops.<br />
Past a massive, deeply buried bunker, showing<br />
only its roof <strong>and</strong> slanted double doors. It safeguarded<br />
their most precious treasures: embryo<br />
banks, both human <strong>and</strong> animal, <strong>and</strong> seed<br />
bags, <strong>and</strong> Marvin’s servers. Past their other<br />
bunker, housing a fusion reactor. Past the<br />
ethanol-fueled, steam-powered generator that<br />
backstopped the reactor, <strong>and</strong> the ethanol refinery.<br />
Past the chemical fertilizer plant <strong>and</strong> its<br />
noxious odor. Past the chicken coop, with its<br />
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clacking, clamoring occupants <strong>and</strong> their<br />
worse than noxious stench. Past the glasswalled<br />
hydroponics conservatory <strong>and</strong> its<br />
touches of terrestrial greenery. Past the<br />
foundry in which he had fabricated, among<br />
many things, parts for this tractor.<br />
Past twelve headstones <strong>and</strong> twelve heartbreakingly<br />
tiny graves.<br />
Gravity’s effects on gestation? Local toxins?<br />
Radiation damage from the long voyage? Li<br />
couldn’t always tell, <strong>and</strong> that meant they<br />
could expect to lose more children.<br />
They drove in silence down to the silt<br />
plains.<br />
To the roar of the tractor engine, Blake began<br />
tilling. The throbbing of the motor ran up<br />
the steering column, out the steering wheel,<br />
into sore h<strong>and</strong>s, aching arms, <strong>and</strong> tense shoulders.<br />
Despite gloves <strong>and</strong> b<strong>and</strong>ages, he kept<br />
popping blisters faster than med nanites could<br />
heal them. He felt about a hundred years old.<br />
The stiff morning breeze off the Darwin Sea<br />
whipped across the Spencer River Delta, pelting<br />
him with grit <strong>and</strong> roiling the dust plume<br />
that trailed behind the tractor for a good fifty<br />
meters. Should he plow the lifeless silt with or<br />
across the prevailing wind? Follow the contours<br />
of the l<strong>and</strong>scape? He had no idea, <strong>and</strong><br />
Marvin’s databases, though rife with esoteric<br />
botanical theory, offered little practical how-to<br />
to enlighten him. Last year’s trials with silt <strong>and</strong><br />
fertilizer in a few pots <strong>and</strong> planters, as encouraging<br />
as they had been, suggested nothing<br />
about plowing techniques. So Blake changed<br />
course every few rows, putting in furrows<br />
every which way. When the crops came in—if<br />
the crops came in—he would have a better<br />
idea for next year.<br />
Not that Marvin’s knowledge wasn’t useful:<br />
it showed they had dodged a bullet. Their<br />
seeds, all varieties gengineered for Mars, fixed<br />
nitrogen directly from the atmosphere. Blake<br />
hadn’t taken biology since high school, so<br />
maybe he’d forgotten that unmodded crops often<br />
depended upon nitrogen-fixing bacteria in<br />
the soil. More likely, he had never known it in<br />
the first place. Inner-city curricula didn’t<br />
dwell much on farming.<br />
Rikki plodded along behind the tractor,<br />
h<strong>and</strong>-planting the field row by row <strong>and</strong> labeling<br />
test plots. When she had tired of stooping<br />
<strong>and</strong> he of the shuddering of the tractor, they<br />
swapped places. The windborne silt by then<br />
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had turned them both a dusky gray.<br />
Except by shouting, they couldn’t make<br />
themselves understood over the roar of the<br />
tractor. He resented the noise <strong>and</strong> fumes, but<br />
the ridiculous internal-combustion engine was<br />
dependable <strong>and</strong> easy to maintain. There was<br />
no use complaining about it.<br />
As there was no use complaining that babies,<br />
like wheat <strong>and</strong> corn <strong>and</strong> even slime<br />
ponds, must be scheduled just so, the winter,<br />
labor-intensive crop of newborns timed to arrive<br />
after the harvest of the weather-dependent<br />
crops. Or about the cookie-cutter<br />
“parenting” largely outsourced to Marvin.<br />
Only realism did nothing to ease the pain.<br />
He had seen the hurt again that morning in<br />
Rikki’s eyes. The yearning, the ache, the need<br />
to bear her own child. Their child.<br />
Weeks earlier, he had sought out Li to ask<br />
about it. In private, because Li was the last<br />
person with whom Rikki would share anything<br />
personal. . . .<br />
“Bad idea,” Li had told Blake.<br />
“The gravity?” he had guessed.<br />
“The gravity. It causes constant skeletal<br />
strain, wear <strong>and</strong> tear on the joints, <strong>and</strong> constriction<br />
of the blood vessels.<br />
“Forty percent excess weight is nothing to<br />
sneeze it. That’s for you <strong>and</strong> me. For Rikki it’s<br />
almost four times the weight her body developed<br />
to h<strong>and</strong>le. Even with nanites <strong>and</strong> meds,<br />
it’s a struggle to keep her blood pressure controlled.<br />
Pregnancy would only exacerbate the<br />
problem.”<br />
“It would be uncomfortable?”<br />
Li had shaken her head. “Quite possibly fatal.”<br />
“Jesus! What about the girls who’ll be born<br />
here? When they’re old enough?”<br />
“I’m hopeful they’ll be able to carry babies<br />
to term, but we’ll have to wait <strong>and</strong> see. By<br />
then, maybe, I’ll have a better h<strong>and</strong>le on the<br />
situation, <strong>and</strong> better meds.”<br />
All the sacrifice, everything that the six of<br />
them had endured . . . it might still be all for<br />
naught? That was too horrifying to face, too<br />
cosmic. The personal tragedy was heartbreaking<br />
enough.<br />
With a lump in his throat, he had asked,<br />
“What do I tell Rikki?”<br />
“What I would tell her, if she’d been the one<br />
to consult me. The truth.”<br />
“I can’t. It would destroy her.”<br />
Li had stood there, head tipped, lost in<br />
thought. “There is another possibility. We may<br />
need to go this way eventually, anyway.”<br />
“Tell me,” he had dem<strong>and</strong>ed.<br />
“IVF. In vitro fertilization. Afterward we<br />
transfer the embryo to one of the wombs for<br />
gestation.”<br />
“Then I’ll say that.”<br />
“Okay.” It had come out skeptically.<br />
“Rikki wants a baby. We want a baby.”<br />
“Uh-huh.”<br />
Only Li had been right. When Blake<br />
broached the IVF option, Rikki had stormed<br />
from their home, slamming the door behind<br />
her.<br />
Suddenly glad for the engine’s roar, Blake<br />
tried to lose himself in work.<br />
Every selection of grain type, every depth of<br />
planting, every concentration of chemical fertilizer<br />
or chicken feces, was another experiment—performed<br />
with irreplaceable seeds.<br />
But trial <strong>and</strong> error was their only way to learn<br />
if <strong>and</strong> how fertilized silt would grow crops.<br />
He told himself that Dark had neither weeds<br />
nor plant parasites. And, having once mentioned<br />
those advantages to Rikki, he brooded<br />
about her rejoinder: for now.<br />
Evolution abhorred an ecological vacuum.<br />
Late that morning Antonio arrived on the<br />
opposite bank of the nearby river channel,<br />
driving the colony’s other tractor, to scatter diaspores<br />
from Carlos’s latest batch of designer<br />
lichens. Even the most advanced terraforming<br />
lichen varieties Endeavour had brought,<br />
gene-tweaked to tolerate the ubiquitous arsenic,<br />
would not produce useful depths of<br />
true soil sooner than in decades. A glacial<br />
pace, for an all but glacial planet . . .<br />
But Carlos <strong>and</strong> Antonio kept at it, as Blake<br />
<strong>and</strong> Rikki would on the silt plain, because the<br />
only large-scale food-producing alternative<br />
was the bacterial ponds. If nothing else, the<br />
lichens brought welcome splashes of color to<br />
the dreary countryside.<br />
Blake hated farming, if he could so dignify<br />
their as yet futile toiling in the dirt, but he<br />
loathed working the slimy ponds. That festering<br />
blanket of scum. That fetid, pungent<br />
stench.<br />
From the memory alone, he all but puked.<br />
The tractor sputtered <strong>and</strong> stopped. From its<br />
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seat, Rikki called, “I’m ready to switch places<br />
again.”<br />
“I’m ready for lunch,” he countered, abusing<br />
the meanings of both ready <strong>and</strong> lunch.<br />
Antonio had ab<strong>and</strong>oned his tractor to h<strong>and</strong>pick<br />
specimens from a nearby gravel deposit.<br />
He had been gathering rocks, everywhere he<br />
went, since the onset of spring.<br />
Blake had not asked why, lacking the energy<br />
for another of the esoteric circumlocutions<br />
that with Antonio too often passed for an explanation.<br />
An answer might start with the Big<br />
Bang.<br />
“Join us for lunch?” Blake shouted, gesturing<br />
at the bobbing pontoon bridge that linked<br />
the delta to the shore.<br />
Antonio looked up, not quite in Blake’s direction.<br />
“No thanks. I’ve got things to do.”<br />
“What’s with the rocks?” Rikki called.<br />
“You’ll be sorry you asked,” Blake said sotto<br />
voce.<br />
But all Antonio offered, with his attention<br />
already returned to his collecting, was, “I<br />
don’t have postage stamps. Or . . . blueberries.”<br />
Through the colony’s array of safety cameras,<br />
Li watched the peasants traipsing home<br />
from their day’s toil. She never called them<br />
peasants, not aloud, but how else did one describe<br />
those bound to the l<strong>and</strong> to feed <strong>and</strong><br />
serve their master?<br />
She never called herself their master, either.<br />
It sufficed that at a subconscious level they<br />
knew. And anyway, she preferred Dark Empress.<br />
It had a certain cachet.<br />
Above the two-tractor caravan, the sky had<br />
turned foreboding. Then the clouds opened<br />
up <strong>and</strong> rain spoiled her view. She had to imagine<br />
them wet, muddy, <strong>and</strong> miserable.<br />
Well, the phosphate mines in the asteroid<br />
belt were dry enough.<br />
She could almost envy Carlos <strong>and</strong> Dana. Li<br />
would kill for a change of scenery, not to mention<br />
a break from this oppressive gravity. Appearing<br />
indispensable had its price.<br />
The caravan neared the edge of the settlement<br />
proper, the garage’s overhead door<br />
creeping upward at a radioed comm<strong>and</strong>. That<br />
was Li’s cue that someone, if not all three,<br />
would swing by soon to visit the children.<br />
Li closed her office door behind her. Whoever<br />
came would find her, brow furrowed,<br />
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shoulders slumped, expression sad, examining<br />
one of the babies.<br />
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Rikki lie bonelessly, eyes closed, head<br />
tipped back against the rim of the whirlpool<br />
tub, as the hot pulsing jets massaged away<br />
knots in her back, arms, <strong>and</strong> legs. Water <strong>and</strong><br />
electricity, if little else, they had in abundance.<br />
She let the fizzing water buoy her, let it persuade<br />
her, that for a few minutes, anyway,<br />
gravity’s cruel dominion had been overthrown.<br />
After hard labor from dawn to dusk, it<br />
wasn’t a bad way to end the day.<br />
Blake said, “You look like you’re only sleeping.”<br />
“Uh-huh.”<br />
“I’m going to get out now.”<br />
His voice rose in pitch, just a little, at the<br />
end of the announcement. Asking, without<br />
asking, “Unless you want to fool around?”<br />
“I’ll be along in a while,” she said.<br />
Eyes still closed, Rikki felt <strong>and</strong> heard the water<br />
slosh as he climbed from the sunken tub.<br />
Faint but brisk, she heard the whisper of fabric<br />
against skin as he toweled off, <strong>and</strong> the slapslap<br />
of bare feet on the concrete floor as he<br />
padded from the bathroom.<br />
Then she opened her eyes.<br />
Part of her even wanted sex: for the closeness<br />
to Blake. To know he still found her desirable,<br />
no matter that this godforsaken rock<br />
had turned her into a muscle-bound Amazon.<br />
To exorcise some of her pent-up anger.<br />
And that anger was why most of her didn’t.<br />
Couldn’t. Because what she truly craved, the<br />
ache more insistent with each passing day,<br />
was the feel of a child growing inside her.<br />
A host of med nanites would not allow that<br />
to happen. And Li would not permit that to<br />
change. “For your own good,” Rikki mimicked.<br />
“What’s that?” Blake called from the bedroom.<br />
“Sorry. Talking to myself again.”<br />
“It’s about time we head out for dinner,” he<br />
said.<br />
“Thanks.” She permitted herself several seconds<br />
more buoyant relief. “Okay, I’m getting<br />
out.”<br />
He stuck his head through the doorway<br />
with a comically exaggerated leer.<br />
“Maybe later,” she said.<br />
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Beneath diamond-bright stars, shivering in<br />
the evening chill, Rikki <strong>and</strong> Blake scurried<br />
down Main Street to the communal dining<br />
hall. Celestial sparkles <strong>and</strong> the nip in the air<br />
shared a cause. Dark’s thin, dry air didn’t<br />
block much inbound starlight; it didn’t stop<br />
much of the day’s heat from reradiating back<br />
into space, either.<br />
She searched overhead for any hint of<br />
home. As always, the sky had nothing to offer<br />
her but alien constellations, many still unnamed,<br />
too-large moons, <strong>and</strong> the soul-sucking,<br />
inchoate darkness that was the Coalsack.<br />
“Make a wish,” Blake said.<br />
Turning toward him, studying the western<br />
horizon where he appeared to be looking,<br />
Rikki saw the meteor. Or a different meteor,<br />
because the sky was suddenly filled with faint<br />
streaks.<br />
“Done,” she said, trying to make her tone<br />
light. Alas, no mere wishing star would fix<br />
what ailed her.<br />
The meteor shower ended in seconds, eminently<br />
forgettable. Planets glimmered overhead,<br />
too, the brightest of them so close that<br />
with binoculars you could clearly see its Saturn-like<br />
rings. Back home, Ayn R<strong>and</strong>’s orbit<br />
would not have encompassed the inner edge<br />
of the Asteroid Belt; the local version of a Belt<br />
was shoehorned in between the gas giant <strong>and</strong><br />
Dark. Nearby asteroids meant nearby resources.<br />
And though they had been fortunate so far,<br />
logically that made Dark a shooting gallery.<br />
“I made a wish, too,” Blake said, waggling<br />
an eyebrow at her.<br />
She laughed. “It must be your lucky day.”<br />
“I’m not admitting anything, or it won’t<br />
come true.”<br />
The dining hall smelled wonderful. Rikki<br />
couldn’t place the aroma. Something different.<br />
Something she had not encountered in a long<br />
time. Carlos’s muttering, from inside the<br />
kitchen, revealed nothing. It was his turn to<br />
prepare dinner, <strong>and</strong> that somehow always entailed<br />
guzzling the synthed swill that served as<br />
cooking sherry.<br />
Wallpaper to her left <strong>and</strong> right showed an<br />
Earth forest; the wall straight ahead cycled<br />
through scenes of something from Marvin’s<br />
media library. She didn’t recognize the vid<br />
from its previews, <strong>and</strong> that didn’t surprise her.<br />
For those who stayed after dinner, the communal<br />
movie was the cook’s choice.<br />
Behind Rikki, a door opened with a squeak.<br />
Li said, “I guess tonight’s treat won’t be a surprise.<br />
Wow, that smells good.”<br />
“Roast chicken?” Blake asked in wonder.<br />
Because while they often had eggs, they<br />
had yet to eat meat. The priority remained expansion<br />
of the flock.<br />
It pained Rikki to have learned the proper<br />
name for a bunch of chickens. And that tomorrow<br />
she would be up before dawn to collect<br />
eggs, scatter bucketsful of feed<br />
pellets—dried, chopped bacterial mat—<strong>and</strong><br />
muck out the coop.<br />
Just as with cooking, they took turns caring<br />
for the chickens. Except Li. She refused to do<br />
anything so nonsterile lest one of the babies<br />
should need immediate care.<br />
Logical . . . <strong>and</strong> so convenient.<br />
“Some chickens got into a fight today,” Li<br />
said. “Marvin alerted me. Before I could get to<br />
the coop, one chicken was severely pecked<br />
<strong>and</strong> clawed. I had to put the bird down, <strong>and</strong><br />
saw no reason to let its meat go to waste.”<br />
“Fair enough,” Blake said with enthusiasm.<br />
Rikki sat at the dining-room table <strong>and</strong> Blake<br />
sat next to her. Li took the seat straight across<br />
from Blake.<br />
Just to bug me, Rikki thought. And it works.<br />
Even after she had finally satisfied herself that<br />
while Blake respected Li, he did not much like<br />
her.<br />
The door opened again, admitting the stragglers.<br />
“Sorry we’re late,” Antonio said. “Dana<br />
asked to look in on the children.”<br />
Did the little ones hate Dana, too? Did they<br />
avert their eyes, burst into tears, even back<br />
away, when Dana entered the nursery? Rikki<br />
was too ashamed of her failings ever to have<br />
asked.<br />
“Not a problem,” Li said. “But it’s good that<br />
you’re here.”<br />
“Do I smell chicken?”Dana asked.<br />
Li beamed. “You do.”<br />
So Queen Li means to take credit for a<br />
melee among the chickens? Despising the<br />
woman, Rikki changed the subject. “How was<br />
everyone’s day?”<br />
Antonio shrugged. “Another day. Another<br />
few calluses.”<br />
“About that chicken?” Dana prompted.<br />
As Li started to explain, Carlos emerged<br />
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from the kitchen pushing a serving cart. With<br />
the gr<strong>and</strong> flourish of a magician, he raised the<br />
domed cover.<br />
The roast chicken’s skin was a crackly, golden<br />
brown. Clear juices oozed from punctures<br />
where he must have tested the bird’s doneness<br />
with a fork.<br />
Rikki’s mouth started to water.<br />
Nor did the feast end with the chicken. The<br />
greenhouse had contributed everything for a<br />
tossed salad: lettuce, tomatoes, peppers,<br />
onions, <strong>and</strong> cucumbers. There were baked<br />
potatoes, too, with synthed butter <strong>and</strong> dollops<br />
of faux sour cream. There were bowls of what<br />
looked like chocolate pudding.<br />
When Carlos began carving the chicken, his<br />
h<strong>and</strong>s were steady. If nothing else, the man<br />
could hold his liquor.<br />
What were they celebrating, Rikki wondered,<br />
beyond Li’s largesse with the bounty to<br />
which everyone but she contributed?<br />
“It’s a shame,” Rikki began, sadness <strong>and</strong> sudden<br />
anger commingling.<br />
Carlos stopped carving. Heads turned toward<br />
Rikki.<br />
“Tonight feels like a Sunday family dinner.<br />
Only there’s no family.”<br />
“We’re family,” Li said.<br />
“Of course,” Rikki said. “But I’m thinking<br />
bigger. I’m thinking of the children.”<br />
I’m thinking of bonding with them, or,<br />
rather, them bonding with us. Only Li doesn’t<br />
see it. Li spends her days with the children,<br />
<strong>and</strong> they love her just fine.<br />
Silence. Beneath the table, Blake gave Rikki’s<br />
knee a pat. Maybe he meant it as comfort.<br />
It felt patronizing.<br />
Forget your wish upon a star, fella.<br />
Rikki plunged ahead. “We don’t treat those<br />
kids—our kids—much different than the<br />
chickens in that egg factory down the street.<br />
We feed them <strong>and</strong> clean up after them like<br />
they’re on some sort of production line. Apart<br />
from regular baths, they might as well be<br />
chickens.”<br />
“Except that we don’t eat the children,”<br />
Carlos said dryly, as he resumed carving.<br />
Dana asked, “What do you have in mind,<br />
Rikki?”<br />
“Dinner is the only time we’re together,”<br />
she answered. “We should eat with the kids.<br />
We should let them hear genuine conversation<br />
among adults, not abdicate to Marvin teaching<br />
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them to speak.” And so much else.<br />
“That’s seventy children.” Li answered in<br />
the slow, calm, reasoned manner that drove<br />
Rikki up the wall, in the affected tone of voice<br />
that reminded: I’m the professional here. That<br />
reminded: they love me. “This year we’ll add<br />
another sixty, more or less.”<br />
“And we want all of them to be civilized,”<br />
Rikki said. “Or they’ll be fighting like the<br />
chickens, too.”<br />
“Because during a sixteen-hour work day,<br />
on a short day, I would never think to speak to<br />
the children,” Li said.<br />
Spoken calmly <strong>and</strong> reasonably, damn the<br />
woman.<br />
“We control the rate of births,” Rikki said,<br />
“not the other way around. We shouldn’t”—<br />
we mustn’t!—“let an arbitrary decision shape<br />
how we bring up these kids.”<br />
“It’s not arbitrary,” Antonio said. “If we<br />
don’t . . . raise the children while we’re still<br />
alive, with firsth<strong>and</strong> knowledge of technology,<br />
culture, <strong>and</strong> civilization, they’ll be savages.<br />
If that should happen, they . . . won’t long outlive<br />
us.”<br />
Carlos again stopped carving to offer, “And<br />
we need genetic diversity.”<br />
More variety within your future harem, Carlos?<br />
Rikki bit her tongue. The children having<br />
children, no matter with whom, would not<br />
become an issue for years. She said, “They’ll<br />
be savages if we don’t slow down the pace, if<br />
we don’t invest the effort to make them something<br />
better.”<br />
If we don’t show them love.<br />
“I agree with Rikki on this,” Blake said.<br />
On this? What hadn’t made the cut?<br />
“I’ve made a suggestion,” Rikki said. “Let’s<br />
discuss it.”<br />
“We have discussed it,” Carlos said. “You’ve<br />
been told why it’s impractical to—”<br />
Dana cleared her throat. “Let’s discuss options<br />
first. We could bring a few kids every<br />
evening. Rotate them through, making sure<br />
each child sees something like a normal family<br />
setting at least once a month. See how they<br />
fare in a social setting. Learn how we have to<br />
adapt.”<br />
Blake’s pocket trilled; tonight was his turn<br />
on call. He took out the folded datasheet,<br />
glanced at it, <strong>and</strong> stood. “Sorry, people. Marvin<br />
needs h<strong>and</strong>s in the nursery.” He gazed<br />
with longing at the feast, not yet even on the<br />
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table. “So very sorry.”<br />
Faster than Rikki could offer, Li said, “We’ll<br />
save some dinner for you.”<br />
Rikki’s thoughts—<strong>and</strong> her gut—churned.<br />
H<strong>and</strong>s. That’s all we are to these children.<br />
What will they be like when they grow up?<br />
Once again, Carlos returned his attention to<br />
the chicken. Blake set off toward the kitchen,<br />
perhaps for something he could eat while at<br />
the childcare center. Antonio, taking a serving<br />
bowl from the cart, managed to knock the salad<br />
tongs to the floor. He headed to the<br />
kitchen for, presumably, another set. Dana<br />
studied the forest scene.<br />
The sudden silence was deafening.<br />
It was as though Rikki had never spoken. As<br />
though she weren’t even here. “We’re running<br />
the universe’s biggest, most impersonal orphanage,”<br />
she said.<br />
Leaning across the table, Li patted Rikki’s<br />
h<strong>and</strong>. “This isn’t about ‘the children,’ you<br />
know.”<br />
Rikki yanked away her h<strong>and</strong>. “Enlighten me.<br />
What is it about?”<br />
“A particular child.”<br />
A nonexistent child. Though Rikki hated to<br />
admit it, even to herself, Li might be right.<br />
There could be no denying the clanging of<br />
Rikki’s biological clock, but she refused to accept<br />
that she was a slave to it. She leaned back<br />
in her chair, trying to be objective, to separate<br />
motivations, to sort out her feelings. And ended<br />
up worried: Do I crave pregnancy for a<br />
sense of worth?<br />
Li was responsible for everyone’s health,<br />
from day-to-day bumps <strong>and</strong> bruises to reversing<br />
the endless complications that cropped up<br />
in the wombs, from everyone’s psychological<br />
wellbeing to assuring that their agricultural<br />
programs would satisfy the colony’s long-term<br />
nutritional needs.<br />
Dana had her ship to pilot, to keep them<br />
supplied with phosphates <strong>and</strong> metals <strong>and</strong><br />
everything else not readily found or mined on<br />
the ground. Blake had the ship to keep flying,<br />
<strong>and</strong> a thous<strong>and</strong> other gadgets from tractors to<br />
chicken-feed dryers to design, build, <strong>and</strong><br />
maintain. Carlos reprogrammed synth vats <strong>and</strong><br />
nanites, built specialty medical gear for Li, <strong>and</strong><br />
constructed <strong>and</strong> maintained the steadily growing<br />
number of artificial wombs.<br />
Whereas Antonio <strong>and</strong> I are manual labor.<br />
Diaper changers <strong>and</strong> field h<strong>and</strong>s.<br />
Did Antonio ever feel insignificant, too? He<br />
shouldn’t. But for him, they would never have<br />
escaped the GRB. His rock collection might<br />
serve no more purpose than his blueberry obsession,<br />
but at least he had interests.<br />
I don’t have laurels or interests to fall back<br />
on. Just survivor’s guilt.<br />
The colony would have much brighter<br />
prospects if Hawthorne had sent a farmer or<br />
miner in her stead. Of what use to anyone was<br />
a science historian? Of what earthly use . . .<br />
“Are you all right, dear?” Li asked.<br />
“We’re bringing up the next generation like<br />
strays <strong>and</strong> foundlings. I don’t like it.”<br />
Li’s sad smile might have been intended to<br />
convey no more than, “What choice do we<br />
have?” but Rikki read it as, “Queen Li knows<br />
best.”<br />
I need purpose, Rikki decided. Something I<br />
can contribute. Something of my own. Something<br />
important.<br />
In a flash of insight, she knew what that<br />
something would be.<br />
Chapter 29<br />
The six of them had not discussed terraforming<br />
since before l<strong>and</strong>ing. Why would<br />
they? Dark was a terrestrial world.<br />
But, Rikki decided, maybe they should.<br />
Techniques that had been making Mars habitable<br />
could also make a difference on Dark. It<br />
was more than a matter of personal comfort:<br />
the crops that struggled here might thrive in a<br />
warmer climate. And she could give them that<br />
warmer climate: designer perfluorocarbons<br />
were incredibly effective as climate agents,<br />
some thous<strong>and</strong>s of times more potent as<br />
greenhouse gases than carbon dioxide.<br />
Nor would they need to pump much PFC<br />
into the atmosphere to begin altering the climate.<br />
Twentieth-century industries had, in a<br />
few short decades, without meaning to, almost<br />
destroyed Earth’s ozone layer with chemically<br />
similar chlorofluorocarbons.<br />
She began making order of magnitude estimates<br />
in her head—<br />
And stopped. She was getting ahead of herself.<br />
The first rule of terraforming was, don’t<br />
meddle with what you don’t underst<strong>and</strong>.<br />
She didn’t underst<strong>and</strong> Dark. None of them<br />
did. They had experienced their share of<br />
weather, but four local years was too brief a<br />
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Continuous measurements covered only a<br />
few square klicks around the settlement. Their<br />
knowledge of anywhere else—spotty <strong>and</strong> haphazard,<br />
anecdotes rather than systemic data—<br />
was limited to whatever observations<br />
Endeavour had serendipitously made in the<br />
course of doing something else.<br />
A remote-sensing satellite in synchronous<br />
orbit for the past few years would have told<br />
Rikki a great deal—but Dark had no synchronous<br />
orbits. Its moons soon destabilized the<br />
orbit of any artificial satellite placed at the<br />
proper distance.<br />
Then there was the matter of oceans . . .<br />
Oceans stored heat from sunlight, releasing<br />
that heat to moderate temperature swings<br />
both diurnal <strong>and</strong> seasonal. An ocean current<br />
like Earth’s Gulf Stream could alter the climate<br />
of entire continents. Multiyear oceanic temperature<br />
cycles, like El Niño <strong>and</strong> La Niña, had<br />
global impact. Knowing what happened in<br />
Dark’s ocean depths mattered.<br />
The data that had been collected on this<br />
world’s oceans <strong>and</strong> seas? Precisely zero.<br />
She’d had the sense (or the lack of courage<br />
of her convictions?) to follow her instincts.<br />
She’d not spoken a word about any of this.<br />
Luckily so, because had anyone known how<br />
she’d been spending her time, she would only<br />
have looked useless. More useless. Marvin<br />
knew—she needed the AI’s help with data retrieval,<br />
model building, <strong>and</strong> number crunching—but<br />
she had ordered it to keep her secret<br />
to itself.<br />
Toiling in secrecy didn’t help. For a miracle,<br />
the little ones mostly slept the latest night she<br />
had spent at the childcare center. With a few<br />
minutes here <strong>and</strong> a few there, she had shoehorned<br />
in a couple hours of work. (For them,<br />
she told herself, guilt-ridden at not playing<br />
with everyone not asleep—<strong>and</strong> more guilt-ridden<br />
at the relief that came of sparing herself<br />
their rejection. For their future.) She got a bit<br />
more research accomplished when Blake<br />
spent the night in the nursery. Desperate for<br />
progress, feigning insomnia, on consecutive<br />
evenings she had squeezed in another few<br />
hours of work. But she couldn’t keep up the<br />
pace. Without a decent night’s sleep, <strong>and</strong><br />
soon, she would keel over or run someone<br />
over with a tractor.<br />
When the time came to commit serious astronomy,<br />
Rikki knew she had to enlist Antonio.<br />
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JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
* * *<br />
Rikki threw off her side of the blankets. She<br />
got up <strong>and</strong> began dressing for outdoors.<br />
“What?” Blake murmured sleepily.<br />
“Insomnia,” she told him. “Again. I’m going<br />
for a walk.”<br />
Blinking, he sat up. “Give me a minute. I’ll<br />
walk with you.”<br />
“Wrong,” she told him. “That I can’t sleep<br />
doesn’t mean you shouldn’t.”<br />
“But I—”<br />
“Gallantry noted. I’ll be fine.” This wasn’t a<br />
campsite in some tropical jungle, surrounded<br />
by lions <strong>and</strong> hostile natives. The settlement’s<br />
few buildings were surrounded by nothing<br />
<strong>and</strong> nobody. “Seriously, sleep.”<br />
“Stay close.”<br />
“I will.” She gave him a quick kiss. “Sleep.”<br />
Antonio didn’t put all his free time into his<br />
ever-exp<strong>and</strong>ing rock collection, at least not at<br />
night. She found him where she had expected:<br />
using the ship’s telescope. The main<br />
bridge display showed Ayn R<strong>and</strong>, with two of<br />
its inner moons in transit. He seemed not to<br />
have noticed her arrival.<br />
“Do you see something interesting?” she<br />
asked.<br />
“I’m making a survey.”<br />
A nonanswer answer, she noted. Well, she<br />
had been on the taciturn side, too. He was in<br />
the pilot’s acceleration couch, <strong>and</strong> she<br />
plopped into the copilot’s seat. “I wondered if<br />
you could help me with something. Discreetly.”<br />
Because if she could harness his obsessivecompulsive<br />
focus, <strong>and</strong> his sometimes encyclopedic<br />
knowledge, he might do much to<br />
advance her research.<br />
Finally, he turned away from the bridge console,<br />
if not to look directly at her. “If I can.<br />
Help, I mean.”<br />
“I’m trying to underst<strong>and</strong> the climate here.<br />
Back home there were astronomical effects on<br />
climate.”<br />
Without leaving his seat Antonio seemed to<br />
strike a pose. Something in his voice changed.<br />
“You are remembering Milankovitch cycles.”<br />
Professorial mode. She wondered if he<br />
missed the academic life.<br />
“The tilt of Earth’s axis varies over . . . millennia.<br />
And like a wobbling toy top the Earth<br />
precesses about that axis, also over millennia.<br />
And because planetary orbits are ellipses, not<br />
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circles, the axis of the entire orbit slowly revolves<br />
around the sun. In the case of Earth,<br />
that last cycle takes more than a hundred millennia.<br />
All three processes affect what sunlight<br />
strikes the planet, where, <strong>and</strong> at what angle.<br />
All three affect seasons <strong>and</strong> . . . climate.”<br />
As she had more or less remembered. “And<br />
those processes are independent, correct?<br />
Every so often, they peak together.”<br />
“Cycles peaking together have been implicated<br />
in triggering ice ages.”<br />
“And extrapolating to Dark? What does our<br />
long-range forecast look like?”<br />
He studied his feet. “I don’t know.”<br />
“What would it take to find out?”<br />
“A lot of observing time. And modeling<br />
time, too.” He gestured at the image on the<br />
big display. “Earth doesn’t have a big neighbor<br />
planet like that to tug at it. Or three moons.<br />
The cyclic variations here are apt to be more<br />
complex.”<br />
Farming <strong>and</strong> childrearing didn’t leave much<br />
time for, well, anything else. Maybe those<br />
were the only tasks she was good for.<br />
Something she knew about the history of<br />
science had to be useful. Didn’t it?<br />
Maybe this was it.<br />
From the deep shadow alongside the<br />
reroofed phosphate storehouse, Carlos<br />
watched Rikki. Out in the middle of the night,<br />
slinking home from Endeavour. Having a bit<br />
of after-hours fun, are we?<br />
But kudos for Antonio! Carlos would not<br />
have guessed the odd little guy had it in him.<br />
Or, more precisely, that he got it into Rikki.<br />
After she slipped past, Carlos continued to<br />
his workshop. His extracurricular activities<br />
also dem<strong>and</strong>ed discretion.<br />
Yawning, exhausted after a full day’s work,<br />
he nonetheless toiled in high spirits. For<br />
months he had put his free nights into making<br />
things for Li. If what she wanted wasn’t c<strong>and</strong>y<br />
<strong>and</strong> flowers, nonetheless each new batch of<br />
the gadgets made her very appreciative.<br />
He could appreciate that.<br />
Discovery set down on a broad plain, between<br />
soaring rock canyon walls.<br />
“Touchdown,” Blake announced. “The<br />
crowd goes wild.”<br />
They had l<strong>and</strong>ed on a pebbly shore along<br />
the Spencer River. A very damp shore, to<br />
judge by the steam that billowed around<br />
them, blocking Rikki’s view from the cockpit.<br />
That fog would dissipate into the dry air long<br />
before the ground cooled enough for them to<br />
climb down.<br />
“You do realize,” she said, “that I’ve never<br />
seen a football game.” Or cared to. Martians<br />
didn’t do football: the playing field would<br />
have had to be ridiculously big.<br />
“I know many things.” He popped his helmet,<br />
unbuckled his safety harness, <strong>and</strong> twisted<br />
around to see her behind his headrest.<br />
“Such as that you’ve never asked to accompany<br />
me on a routine checkout flight. Not once.<br />
Today you announced you were coming <strong>and</strong><br />
proposed a destination. What gives?”<br />
“Nothing.” Almost nothing, anyway: the<br />
vague memory of terrain glimpsed from a fastmoving<br />
shuttle, when the two of them had<br />
first over-flown this region.<br />
“Here in the canyon, we’re out of radio contact.<br />
If you have secrets, this is the place to<br />
spill them.”<br />
His unhappy expression added, “Unless<br />
you’re keeping secrets from me.”<br />
“No secrets,” she dissembled. “I wanted to<br />
see these rock faces up close.”<br />
“Be that way.” He turned forward.<br />
“Really, that’s why I came.” And if she saw<br />
what she expected to see, she would explain.<br />
She just didn’t want to look stupid.<br />
The awkward, silent wait till he popped the<br />
canopy release seemed interminable.<br />
Rikki hung a ladder over the cockpit’s side,<br />
swung herself up <strong>and</strong> over, <strong>and</strong> clambered<br />
down the rungs. “I remember when doing<br />
that was hard.”<br />
“We’re getting used to the place. Home<br />
sweet home.”<br />
Home, sweet or otherwise. That was why<br />
she had to get her head wrapped around the<br />
climate here. “I’m going to stroll along the river<br />
for a ways. Join me?”<br />
“Sure.”<br />
The river’s flow here was slow <strong>and</strong> placid.<br />
When she walked up to the shore <strong>and</strong> dipped<br />
in a fingertip, the water was icy. “No skinnydipping,”<br />
she told him preemptively.<br />
“So what is this about?”<br />
Slowly, she pivoted, taking in the panoramic<br />
view. “Isn’t this enough?”<br />
The flat plain stretched for at least a hundred<br />
meters behind them before rising to<br />
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meet rugged cliffs. The river, gray with silt,<br />
hugged the canyon’s other wall. Perhaps a half<br />
klick downstream from where they stood, a<br />
small but spectacular cascade burst from the<br />
nearer rock face to crash into the waters far<br />
below. Rikki dubbed the torrent Beagle Falls.<br />
How long ago had this valley silted up? Had<br />
the silt accumulated gradually, or had it settled<br />
out in the aftermath of some terrible flood?<br />
She didn’t know, but an answer to that mystery<br />
could wait.<br />
Craning her neck, peering up <strong>and</strong> up <strong>and</strong><br />
up, Rikki studied the nearer canyon wall. Two<br />
hundred or so meters high. Sedimentary rock.<br />
Barren of life, of course, without even a hint<br />
of greenery. Great crags <strong>and</strong> brooding hollows<br />
carved as water <strong>and</strong> wind had patiently eroded<br />
the softest rock. Several dozen strata, of<br />
varying depths, in countless shades of gray.<br />
Subtle, subdued red tones here <strong>and</strong> there<br />
among the grays.<br />
She took out her camera. With its laser<br />
rangefinder active to capture precise distances<br />
<strong>and</strong> scales, she started panning.<br />
“Magnificent,” Blake said. “It reminds me of<br />
the Gr<strong>and</strong> Canyon.”<br />
“Then my suggestion was worthwhile?”<br />
“You tell me.”<br />
She couldn’t know without detailed analysis,<br />
but yes, she was sure. “The layering of the<br />
rock embodies sedimentation rates over time.<br />
Those reflect the climate.” And cycles of the<br />
climate, over perhaps millions of years.<br />
“And that’s important?”<br />
She couldn’t know that yet, either. “It might<br />
be.”<br />
The inevitable confrontation began after<br />
dinner, in an impassioned <strong>and</strong> arcane outpouring<br />
of verbiage from Rikki. Blake, Dana,<br />
<strong>and</strong> Antonio, looking on approvingly, were<br />
clearly in on it. And the four had waited till<br />
Carlos, Li’s dependable ally (when sober, anyway),<br />
had left for his shift at the childcare center.<br />
Climate. Growing season. Terraform. Blah,<br />
blah, blah.<br />
Rikki finally wound down.<br />
“I don’t know,” Li told the assembled peasants.<br />
The more c<strong>and</strong>id answer would have been I<br />
don’t care. C<strong>and</strong>or did not suit her purpose.<br />
Nor did the topic matter. It mattered only<br />
that they found something over which to<br />
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rebel. Something other than the manner of<br />
childrearing.<br />
“It’s important,” Rikki insisted. She spoke<br />
too loud <strong>and</strong> stood too close. Her chin jutted<br />
out <strong>and</strong> she had crossed her arms across her<br />
chest.<br />
Classic belligerence, Li thought. Excellent.<br />
“Maybe someday.”<br />
“Respectfully,” Blake began, “I disagree. We<br />
shouldn’t wait.”<br />
“Of course you disagree,” Li said. Goading<br />
him by criticizing his woman. Because, as Li<br />
made a point of reinforcing from time to time,<br />
she was never subtle.<br />
“Damn it, Li,” Rikki said, “be reasonable.<br />
We need to underst<strong>and</strong> the climate. Climate<br />
affects our food supply. You must care about<br />
that.”<br />
Li smiled condescendingly: another goad.<br />
“We settled almost inside the tropics. Can you<br />
find us someplace suitable anywhere<br />
warmer?”<br />
“That’s the point,” Antonio said. “If the climate<br />
fails us . . . here, the colony is in trouble.<br />
Let’s find out sooner rather than later. While<br />
maybe there’s still the opportunity to change<br />
things.”<br />
Blake’s turn. “Or we may find we’ve lucked<br />
out. This one set of observations, from this<br />
one canyon, suggests the trend might be to<br />
warmer weather. It would be nice to have an<br />
idea when <strong>and</strong> how far we can exp<strong>and</strong> into<br />
higher latitudes.”<br />
Li said, “Planning for the long run.”<br />
“Exactly,” Dana said.<br />
In the long run, we’re all dead. Li couldn’t<br />
remember who, other than someone long<br />
dead, had first said that. The provenance<br />
didn’t matter because she wasn’t going to<br />
quote it. She wanted the four of them to prevail.<br />
Convince me, people. Convince yourselves<br />
you convinced me.<br />
“We need to eat,” Rikki said. “The children<br />
need to eat.”<br />
They had an entire world to farm. How<br />
could they ever lack for food? But if she were<br />
wrong, if on occasion they wound up supplementing<br />
crops with a bit of bacterial sludge,<br />
so be it. What mattered was raising obedient,<br />
subservient children to do the colony’s bidding.<br />
To do her bidding.<br />
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And to that end, she needed the others too<br />
busy to interfere with her affairs.<br />
Li permitted her shoulders to sag. She lowered<br />
her head, nibbled on her lower lip. Read:<br />
doubt. Read: you’re winning me over. She<br />
said, “Can you fit in these studies without impact<br />
to our other work?”<br />
“Well . . .” Dana conceded.<br />
“Because,” Li said, “I could take on longer<br />
shifts in the childcare center. If that would<br />
help.”<br />
“It would help,” Antonio managed.<br />
“Tell me again,” Li said. “What will you do?”<br />
Blake <strong>and</strong> Dana swapped glances. They’d<br />
caught her verb choice: will, not would.<br />
“We need a more global data set,” Rikki<br />
said. “There are other ancient canyons to read.<br />
Ice-core samples to collect from glaciers <strong>and</strong><br />
the polar icecaps. Bore holes to drill in the<br />
sediments of lake <strong>and</strong> sea bottoms. All should<br />
tell us useful things about climate patterns <strong>and</strong><br />
trends.”<br />
“It sounds major,” Li said.<br />
“It is major,” Rikki said.<br />
Li resumed chewing on her lip: sincere, accessible<br />
leader here, open to everyone’s inputs.<br />
“Okay,” she conceded. To grins all<br />
around, she added, “We’ll have to figure out a<br />
revised work schedule first. We still have children<br />
to feed.”<br />
“Of course,” Antonio said.<br />
“Thanks, Li,” Rikki said, at last letting her<br />
arms fall to her sides.<br />
Li smiled. “You’re welcome, <strong>and</strong> I thank you<br />
for bringing this matter to my attention.”<br />
Because while you’re gadding about, the<br />
children will continue in my sole care.When<br />
you’re here, you’ll be crunching the data or<br />
laboring in the fields or in bed, exhausted,<br />
<strong>and</strong> the children will remain, under Marvin’s<br />
watchful <strong>and</strong> carefully programmed<br />
eye.<br />
Learning obedience. Discipline. Self-denial.<br />
Conformity. When (ever less frequently) the<br />
peasants questioned her methods, the analogy<br />
with which they struggled was an orphanage.<br />
If any of her companions had read Dickens,<br />
they would still be on the wrong track.<br />
Her true model—updated <strong>and</strong> improved, of<br />
course—was a Spartan barracks. The children<br />
would grow up to serve the State. The State<br />
she would define.<br />
This, Mother, is how one wields power.<br />
Before a single peasant ever suspected Li<br />
wanted them distracted by another project, it<br />
would be too late.<br />
By then, all the children will be mine.<br />
Chapter 30<br />
“Oh-two?” Dana asked.<br />
“Two fresh tanks,” Antonio answered.<br />
“Oh-two pressure?”<br />
“Nominal.”<br />
“Cee-oh-two?”<br />
“Barely registering.”<br />
“Suit heater?”<br />
Antonio had checked <strong>and</strong> rechecked everything<br />
on the long list, but he wouldn’t dream<br />
of interrupting Dana’s methodical runthrough.<br />
Who better than he to respect obsessive<br />
behavior?<br />
And she was being obsessive. Because she<br />
cared. She got him, not just better than anyone<br />
else alive—not a high hurdle—but better,<br />
almost, than anyone who had ever lived. As<br />
well, almost, as had Tabitha.<br />
And knowing him, knowing how thoroughly<br />
he would have checked everything, Dana<br />
still made it her job to watch out for him.<br />
After Tabitha died, he had never expected<br />
anyone again to care.<br />
At last they left Endeavour, stepping from<br />
the forward air lock onto the sun-baked surface<br />
of Aristophanes. The terrain, what little<br />
could be seen before the freakishly close horizon,<br />
was less cratered than he expected.<br />
A world at half phase hung—loomed—<br />
overhead. Enormous. Thirty-five times the size<br />
of the Moon seen from Earth. Icecaps <strong>and</strong><br />
cloud tops sparkled, but could not overcome<br />
an overall gloominess.<br />
Dark was aptly named.<br />
“When you’re done gawking,” Dana said,<br />
with a hint of fond amusement in her voice.<br />
They offloaded from cargo hold one the<br />
first of the remote-sensing stations. Though<br />
massive <strong>and</strong> bulky, here the unit weighed almost<br />
nothing. They set down the apparatus<br />
on a flat expanse <strong>and</strong> he stepped away. She<br />
would unfold the stabilizing legs, deploy the<br />
delicate solar panels, align the dish antennas,<br />
<strong>and</strong> run the final instrument calibrations. His<br />
job was to answer technical questions, should<br />
any arise, while keeping his ten left thumbs at<br />
a safe distance.<br />
Duties that left him free to look around: the<br />
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other, if unofficial, reason he was here. As often<br />
as he had championed exploration, the<br />
pursuit of knowledge for its own sake, something—typically<br />
farm chores <strong>and</strong> colicky babies—had<br />
come first.<br />
How much harder would Dana have it on<br />
this excursion for having him along, not<br />
Blake?<br />
Antonio loved her all the more for bringing<br />
him, regardless.<br />
The remote-sensing station was a kludge,<br />
the first among a whole constellation of<br />
kludges. Once Dana had it checked out, they<br />
would hop Endeavour a third of the way<br />
around this little moon <strong>and</strong> deploy a second<br />
station. Then take another hop, to deliver a<br />
third.<br />
It wasn’t bad enough that Aristophanes, orbiting<br />
so near Dark, precluded siting their sensor<br />
suites where above any rational planet<br />
they belonged: aboard synchronous satellites.<br />
Aristophanes also had an unhelpful rate of rotation;<br />
it didn’t present a constant face to the<br />
world below, as the Moon presented to Earth.<br />
Only with three well-separated stations would<br />
some one of them at all times have the planet<br />
under observation. Each station had to store<br />
its readings until Dark’s rotation, the moon’s<br />
rotation, <strong>and</strong> the moon’s orbit combined to<br />
provide a line-of-site downlink opportunity to<br />
the settlement.<br />
After finishing on Aristophanes they would<br />
get to reprise the triple deployment on<br />
Aeschylus <strong>and</strong> again on Euripides. And on occasion,<br />
parts of Dark would still go unmonitored.<br />
Three fascinating little worlds, Antonio<br />
thought, sad that no one shared his fascination.<br />
While Dana, with a multimeter in h<strong>and</strong>,<br />
fussed over some calibration, Antonio w<strong>and</strong>ered<br />
about gathering rocks for his collection.<br />
As feeble as was Aristophanes’ gravity, not<br />
even a klutz like him could trip off or leap free<br />
of it. He could, if he lost focus, bound high<br />
enough to spend a long while drifting back to<br />
the surface. And so he shuffled, sweeping<br />
aside ancient regolith with his boots, leaving<br />
sloppy troughs in his wake. His tracks shone<br />
paler than the undisturbed surface.<br />
“Almost done here,” Dana called. “How<br />
about you?”<br />
Done scuffing up the surface? Done collect-<br />
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ing rocks? “Ready when you are.”<br />
They remained suited up for the jaunt to<br />
their next l<strong>and</strong>ing site, sparing themselves another<br />
round of checkouts. Here they were on<br />
the moon’s night side, with the planet half below<br />
the horizon. Antonio could still see clearly<br />
by—the word tickled him—Darklight.<br />
He helped Dana carry their second station<br />
to an area clear of stony rubble. While she<br />
configured the unit, he resumed pebble collecting.<br />
Here, too, the ruts left by his plodding<br />
gait were paler than the undisturbed surface.<br />
When, with an abrupt sneeze, Dana let fly<br />
the removable clasp of an access panel, he<br />
helped her search for it. When they gave up<br />
the fastener for lost, swallowed by the thick<br />
dust, or hiding in the inky shadow of some<br />
boulder, he scavenged nuts <strong>and</strong> bolts for her<br />
from ship’s stores. He found a spare thermocouple<br />
when an instrument failed diagnostics;<br />
without accurate temperature readings here,<br />
they could not calibrate long-range readings<br />
they made of Dark. Then, having bagged <strong>and</strong><br />
labeled every interesting-looking pebble in the<br />
vicinity, he tried to entertain himself by tracing<br />
geometric shapes in the dust with his boot<br />
tip.<br />
“Ready to move on?” Dana called.<br />
“Sure.”<br />
Their third l<strong>and</strong>ing returned them to sunlight<br />
<strong>and</strong> gave them a line of sight to the settlement.<br />
Dana called down.<br />
“How’s it going, Endeavour?” Blake answered,<br />
yawning. He had gray bags beneath<br />
his bloodshot eyes, <strong>and</strong> his beard looked overdue<br />
for a trim. Maybe a shearing.<br />
“Everything seems fine on this end,” Dana<br />
said.<br />
“With you, too, Antonio?”<br />
“Indeed. Apart from the inefficiency of it all.”<br />
“Don’t blame me. I didn’t put the moons<br />
there.” Arching an eyebrow, Blake leaned toward<br />
the camera. “What do you two crazy kids<br />
have planned, all unchaperoned?”<br />
Dana <strong>and</strong> Antonio exchanged glances.<br />
“Looking around a bit,” he said. That sounded<br />
frivolous, even to him. “Survey the . . . area<br />
for useful minerals.”<br />
“Getting finished,” Dana said firmly, “as fast<br />
as we can. Maybe a quick nap before the flight<br />
to Aeschylus.”<br />
“What is this nap thing of which you<br />
speak?” Blake yawned again. “Before you de-<br />
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part lovely Aristophanes, let’s run an end-toend<br />
system test of at least one station.”<br />
“Copy that,” Dana said. “We’re at station<br />
three. From my end, everything is a go.”<br />
“Power . . . check,” Blake said. “Comm . . .<br />
ditto. Primary control . . . check. Moving on to<br />
the instruments. Radiometer . . . check. Scatterometer<br />
. . . check. High-res multispectral imager<br />
. . . looking good. Nice sharp image.<br />
Doppler radar . . .”<br />
As the recitation droned on, as motes glinted<br />
in the furrows of his aimless shuffling, Antonio’s<br />
thoughts w<strong>and</strong>ered. Many instruments.<br />
Much data to come. And one Big Question.<br />
Rock strata <strong>and</strong> ice cores: each sample told<br />
a tale, <strong>and</strong> no two stories ever quite agreed.<br />
Dark was a living world, on which storms <strong>and</strong><br />
weathering, quakes <strong>and</strong> floods, volcanoes <strong>and</strong><br />
even meteor strikes had all left their marks.<br />
Read enough stories, though, <strong>and</strong> for all<br />
their idiosyncratic plot twists they confirmed<br />
what astrophysics predicted: that Dark experienced<br />
Milankovitch cycles. That the global climate<br />
had warmed <strong>and</strong> cooled, warmed <strong>and</strong><br />
cooled, warmed <strong>and</strong> cooled, like clockwork,<br />
for as long—half a million years!—as the<br />
record could be reconstructed. That by its ancient<br />
rhythm, Dark was due, indeed, well into,<br />
a new warming era.<br />
How pronounced were the historical climate<br />
swings? Antonio refused to guess. To infer<br />
anything about past average global<br />
temperatures from such paleogeological proxies<br />
as ice cores, he would first need to calibrate<br />
modern ice cores against years, at the<br />
least, of direct temperature measurements.<br />
“Atmospheric sounder . . . check,” Blake<br />
continued. “Wideb<strong>and</strong>, ground-penetrating<br />
radar . . .”<br />
Many, many instruments.<br />
And yet Antonio had his doubts whether,<br />
even working together, the sensors they deployed<br />
could resolve the anomaly in the geological<br />
record of the past few centuries. That<br />
the sensors could explain why the climate had<br />
been steadily cooling. Or that sensors would<br />
answer the Big Question.<br />
Just how frigid would Dark get?<br />
Chapter 31<br />
At the soft scrape of approaching footsteps<br />
Carlos took a swig of vodka, then screwed<br />
shut the flask <strong>and</strong> stashed it inside a cabinet.<br />
He popped a breath mint into his mouth. The<br />
vodka was inferior, despite his best efforts.<br />
The mint tasted worse but smelled better.<br />
He was in no mood to be lectured about his<br />
drinking. If <strong>and</strong> when he chose to, he’d stop.<br />
Rikki loped through the lab door. Something<br />
about her (the berry-dark tan? the pouty<br />
lips? the long, high ponytail? the long legs in<br />
taut slacks?) reminded Carlos of a grad student<br />
he had had. And had <strong>and</strong> had <strong>and</strong> had. Very<br />
lithe <strong>and</strong> bendy, Helena was—<strong>and</strong> the more<br />
she fretted about her dissertation, the more<br />
imaginatively she strove to keep him happy.<br />
And so he, with a sigh or well-timed frown . . .<br />
Blake followed his wife into the room, spoiling<br />
Carlos’s fantasies. Then Antonio entered,<br />
more grizzled than ever. He <strong>and</strong> Dana were<br />
getting old.<br />
Face it, Carlos told himself. We all are.<br />
“Are you busy?” Blake asked.<br />
Carlos sat in an arc of active displays, of<br />
nanite memory readouts, program listings,<br />
electron-microscope scans, <strong>and</strong> design documents.<br />
Props, all of them. He said nothing.<br />
Blake grimaced. “Sorry, dumb question.<br />
Can you spare us a couple of minutes before<br />
we head to work?”<br />
Carlos gestured at nearby stools. “What’s<br />
up?”<br />
Rikki said, “I think Li is up to something.”<br />
To the best of Carlos’s knowledge, Li was always<br />
up to something. The challenge was ferreting<br />
out what <strong>and</strong> why. If he could<br />
accomplish either with any regularity, she<br />
would be in his power, not the other way<br />
around.<br />
“Up to what?” Carlos asked.<br />
“I don’t know.” Rikki frowned. “She’s been<br />
too agreeable.”<br />
I wish, Carlos thought. The thrashing Li had<br />
given him on the ship had been no fluke. He<br />
had not required a third lesson.<br />
He asked, “Agreeable about what?”<br />
“About support for possible terraforming.”<br />
Rikki finally dragged over a stool <strong>and</strong> sat. The<br />
other two stayed st<strong>and</strong>ing. “Yeah, I know how<br />
that sounds. The research program was my<br />
idea. But the weird thing, to me, anyway, is<br />
that Li hasn’t tried to limit the effort.”<br />
“Here’s a thought,” Carlos said. “Ignore<br />
whatever contributions, if any, the off-world<br />
sensors make to our underst<strong>and</strong>ing of the climate.<br />
They’ve already improved our weather<br />
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forecasting. That will help our crops, <strong>and</strong><br />
that’s something I’m sure Li cares about.” And<br />
because she let you plead for the deployment,<br />
you end up feeling indebted to her.<br />
And don’t suppose for an instant she won’t<br />
find a way to call in that debt.<br />
“Could be.” Blake pulled a scrap of thin<br />
wire from the jumble on a workbench, <strong>and</strong><br />
began tying knots. “Or she imagines we’ll rein<br />
ourselves in. Fatigue has a wonderful ability to<br />
clarify priorities.”<br />
Rikki gave her husb<strong>and</strong> a dirty look.<br />
Trouble in paradise? Carlos wondered. Hubby<br />
isn’t supportive enough of your science<br />
project? “What does this have to do with me?”<br />
“You know Li pretty well,” Rikki said delicately.<br />
You live together, she meant. You side with<br />
Li on the issues. You must underst<strong>and</strong> her.<br />
Carlos thought, if you only knew.<br />
What he had with Li was a marriage of inconvenience.<br />
Hers was a cold beauty: look but<br />
don’t touch. And yet he stayed. He was the<br />
last available man in the universe—<strong>and</strong> the<br />
last available woman couldn’t care less. What<br />
did that say about him?<br />
She had him by the pride as much as by the<br />
balls. When he got into her pants, all too seldom,<br />
it was because she wanted his backing.<br />
Get inside Li’s head? That had yet to happen.<br />
“Do you plan on ever coming to the point?”<br />
Carlos asked.<br />
Rikki grimaced. “We want to know what<br />
else Li isn’t telling us.”<br />
Carlos countered, “Is she under some obligation<br />
to tell you what she’s thinking?”<br />
“No,” Blake said, still torturing his piece of<br />
wire. “But also yes.”<br />
“Pretend you broke it already.” Carlos<br />
plucked the much-knotted wire from Blake’s<br />
h<strong>and</strong>s. “Yes or no. Which is it?”<br />
Rikki said, “As an individual, whatever Li<br />
thinks is her business. But in practice, she’s<br />
our leader. We all defer to her.”<br />
I could be convinced to defer to you, Carlos<br />
thought. Motivate me. Let’s see how bendy<br />
you can be.<br />
He said, “On our trek, to survive, we needed<br />
one sort of expertise. We deferred to Dana<br />
<strong>and</strong> properly so. I doubt Dana shared everything<br />
she was thinking, <strong>and</strong> I’ll bet we were<br />
happier for that. Rearing children <strong>and</strong> building<br />
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a civilization? Those call for a different sort of<br />
expert. That’s Li.”<br />
“That’s Li,” Blake agreed. “However . . .”<br />
Antonio, who had been looking all around<br />
the lab, finally spoke. “I’ve been studying.”<br />
With Antonio’s eclectic interests, those<br />
studies might involve anything. Carlos gestured<br />
to his workbench. “Guys, your couple<br />
minutes are more than up.”<br />
“Aristophanes I had heard of,” Antonio said.<br />
“I didn’t know who Aeschylus <strong>and</strong> Euripides<br />
were.”<br />
“I don’t know if your interest is in moons or<br />
ancient Greek theater,” Carlos said. “Either<br />
way it can wait till tonight at dinner.” When I<br />
also won’t pay attention. “Isn’t there a crop<br />
somewhere that needs your attention?”<br />
“I became interested in ancient Greece,”<br />
Antonio went on. “And branched out from<br />
there. Are you familiar with . . .”<br />
“At dinner,” Carlos repeated.<br />
“Speaking of crops, why are you settled, all<br />
comfy, here in the lab?” Blake asked. “We<br />
could use a h<strong>and</strong>.”<br />
At transplanting a couple hundred potted<br />
apple, cherry, <strong>and</strong> pear seedlings from the<br />
greenhouse to the river delta. No thanks. “I’m<br />
doing something more critical.”<br />
“Figuring out how to mass-produce PFCs?”<br />
Rikki asked.<br />
Right. As if what the climate might be like a<br />
hundred years hence was time sensitive.<br />
“Nutrition related.” Carlos pointed to a<br />
nearby cage, in which mice sniffed curiously.<br />
“They don’t take up trace nutrients from diet<br />
as well as they should. I’m trying to tweak<br />
their nanites to compensate.”<br />
“Mouse nanites,” Rikki said. “That sounds<br />
urgent. I vote you save those for a rainy day.”<br />
Had the short-term forecast shown rain,<br />
Carlos would have waited to tamper with the<br />
tissue samples he’d shown to Li that morning.<br />
He half suspected from Li’s sly smile that<br />
she knew. That by agreeing he should investigate<br />
his anomaly, she was doing him a favor.<br />
Throwing him a bone.<br />
His other half guessed that she had planted<br />
the idea in the first place. That would explain<br />
the sly smile, too.<br />
Pissing him off yet further. It was Li he was<br />
angry at, but Li wasn’t here. And it was Li who<br />
had what he wanted.<br />
“Look,” Carlos said. “What affects the mice<br />
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might well affect us. Or the children, or their<br />
children, some years hence. I propose to see<br />
what I can accomplish by tweaking nanites in<br />
the mice. Unless you prefer to make the children<br />
our guinea pigs.”<br />
Rikki flinched, as he had known she would.<br />
By the time they finally left, Carlos needed<br />
another drink.<br />
Li’s gr<strong>and</strong>ma used to claim that one caught<br />
more flies with honey than with vinegar.<br />
Li eased herself out from under Carlos’s outflung<br />
arm <strong>and</strong> leg, thinking he was more spider<br />
than fly, <strong>and</strong> more octopus than spider.<br />
And she had no interest in catching any of<br />
them, far less this arrested-development adolescent.<br />
With a snort, Carlos flopped onto her side<br />
of the bed. The thick, coarse hair on his back<br />
disgusted her. He disgusted her.<br />
She stood for a long time, her eyes closed,<br />
beneath the hot, pulsating spray of the shower.<br />
The water carried away Carlos’s sweat <strong>and</strong><br />
stench, but it couldn’t touch her nausea. Sex<br />
with Carlos was for the greater good, <strong>and</strong> only<br />
for the greater good, because from time to<br />
time he proved useful.<br />
As he had been today, bringing her a preview<br />
of the likely ambush that night at dinner.<br />
You couldn’t dignify the society here as an<br />
economy. They had no use for money. Whatever<br />
material goods they had were as readily<br />
produced for six people as for one. Carlos was<br />
too shallow <strong>and</strong> transparent to h<strong>and</strong>le power,<br />
not that she would ever consider sharing power.<br />
The lone currency that remained was . . . favors.<br />
She didn’t feel dirty, exactly, nor degraded,<br />
but something. At an intellectual level, she<br />
even felt a touch of nobility, of self-sacrifice.<br />
Carlos had her body—when she permitted<br />
it—but never her. And he never would.<br />
So what was it she felt? Out of joint. Out of<br />
sorts. Decoupled from reality.<br />
How old would the girls need to be before<br />
they caught his eye?<br />
Long ago <strong>and</strong> far away, in a municipal campaign<br />
that had been Li’s to lose—<strong>and</strong> she<br />
had—Li learned a hard lesson. Never let the<br />
other side choose the issue.<br />
So: while the peasants still dug into synthed<br />
meatloaf with real mashed potatoes <strong>and</strong> mush-<br />
room gravy, or glanced sidelong at the strawberry<br />
shortcake that waited on the serving<br />
cart, she brought up childrearing. Indirectly,<br />
to be sure. She had guessed Antonio’s digging<br />
into ancient Greece would lead him to Sparta<br />
<strong>and</strong> the education of its young, <strong>and</strong> Marvin<br />
had confirmed it. Antonio never bothered to<br />
conceal what he did with the AI.<br />
Whereas the more . . . informative of her interactions<br />
with Marvin were as secure as possible.<br />
Not in any conventional sense, because<br />
access controls <strong>and</strong> personal firewalls would<br />
have screamed of something to hide, but subtly<br />
veiled. Too bad such computing legerdemain<br />
far exceeded her skills.<br />
But not Carlos’s. Li fought down a shudder.<br />
The important thing was, she was prepared,<br />
if necessary, to discuss childrearing,<br />
<strong>and</strong> the relative virtues of Athens versus Sparta.<br />
She knew Antonio well enough, if it came<br />
to it, to sidetrack Antonio in a pointless me<strong>and</strong>er<br />
through Thucydides’ history of the Peloponnesian<br />
War.<br />
She saw no reason to let matters come to<br />
that.<br />
Li blotted her lips, folded <strong>and</strong> set down her<br />
napkin, <strong>and</strong> began. “With this spring’s planting<br />
almost complete, in the comparative lull<br />
before we begin harvesting, I propose that we<br />
exp<strong>and</strong> the childcare center.”<br />
“So that we can crank out more children?”<br />
Rikki blurted out.<br />
“Interesting,” Li said. “I was going to say<br />
that as the children get older we’ll want separate<br />
dormitories for the boys <strong>and</strong> the girls.<br />
And I thought it would be nice to add an atrium,<br />
a little indoor park. But you’re quite right,<br />
Rikki. The same expansion will allow us to<br />
raise more. Thank you.”<br />
Rikki blinked. She had not foreseen her sarcasm<br />
getting deflected into a proposal. “That’s<br />
not what—”<br />
“About that . . .” Antonio interrupted.<br />
Antonio wasn’t the type to interrupt. Not<br />
unless he had something on his mind he was<br />
bound <strong>and</strong> determined to get out.<br />
It seemed Carlos had earned his pre-dinner<br />
favor.<br />
“If we could finish one topic before we<br />
move on to the next?” Li chided.<br />
“Of course,” Antonio said.<br />
“Marvin, my sketch, please.” Li slid back her<br />
chair to st<strong>and</strong> alongside the wall become 3D<br />
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architectural rendering. “You see the enclosed<br />
area that I thought might serve as a garden or<br />
park. But maybe it’s too large an expanse for<br />
that.”<br />
She studied the wall display, pensive, giving<br />
the peasants time to make the idea their own.<br />
And maybe to set aside their nitpicking, since<br />
she had just proposed this touchy-feely expansion<br />
of the facility.<br />
“We could make a portion of that space an<br />
indoor playground,” Rikki offered.<br />
“Or maybe we should enclose only part of<br />
the area,” Dana said. “At some point the children<br />
have to get used to the outdoors.”<br />
Li let them natter on, with each suggestion<br />
making the project more gr<strong>and</strong>iose <strong>and</strong> laborintensive.<br />
A screened-in solarium into which<br />
even the youngest children could be brought<br />
on nice days for fresh air. A rock garden. A<br />
flower garden. An ever more extensive playground.<br />
The evening was unfolding better than Li<br />
had dared to hope.<br />
While the peasants bulldoze <strong>and</strong> l<strong>and</strong>scape<br />
<strong>and</strong> build with concrete, she thought, the children<br />
remained hers. As Rikki had observed—<br />
<strong>and</strong> as quickly let drop—the enlarged<br />
childcare center about which they now all<br />
waxed eloquent, would give Li the capacity to<br />
speed up decanting of the embryos. With,<br />
alas, some encouragement to Carlos to speed<br />
up womb production.<br />
Li said, “Once the children have acclimated,<br />
they’ll be closer to ready to meet the real<br />
world. Suppose we put up a fence, enclosed<br />
the area around the center <strong>and</strong> its neighboring<br />
buildings. If we put locks on the doors, the<br />
oldest children could roam around.” In answer<br />
to Rikki’s raised eyebrow, Li explained, “I<br />
don’t believe they’re old enough to play<br />
among the explosives <strong>and</strong> chemical stocks.”<br />
The eyebrow went back down.<br />
But as Blake <strong>and</strong> Dana grew giddy about the<br />
prospect of passing along the fine art of snowman<br />
construction, <strong>and</strong> with Antonio sidetracked<br />
into planning for a rock garden,<br />
Rikki’s eyes narrowed with suspicion.<br />
Too much, too fast, Li thought. The woman<br />
wasn’t entirely gullible.<br />
Li said, “I’m gratified by such enthusiasm,<br />
but we can’t do everything at once. We also<br />
have a PFC factory, or refinery, or whatever I<br />
should call it, to build.”<br />
DARK SECRET<br />
And Rikki relaxed.<br />
Fool, Li thought.<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
Chapter 32<br />
In swooping arcs <strong>and</strong> soaring leaps, up <strong>and</strong><br />
down through the clouds like a bucking bronco,<br />
Endeavour gyrated its way around the<br />
globe. The me<strong>and</strong>ering course on its intricately<br />
constructed timeline did more than challenge<br />
Dana’s reflexes. By the time she<br />
returned home, the ship <strong>and</strong> the moons’ observatories<br />
together would have compiled a<br />
thorough <strong>and</strong> precise global atmospheric survey,<br />
captured at more or less the same local<br />
time everywhere.<br />
Too bad the prescribed local time was midnight,<br />
because she would have enjoyed the<br />
view. She wasn’t enjoying the company.<br />
Blake had accomplished the impossible:<br />
making Antonio look chatty. He was making<br />
the rocks from Antonio’s collection look chatty.<br />
Dana sighed. Antonio had asked to come<br />
along, looking so kicked-puppy disappointed<br />
when she’d said no. And though she hadn’t<br />
lied about there being no time between collection<br />
points to gather southern-hemisphere<br />
rocks, <strong>and</strong> that this was fancy enough flying<br />
that she should have a proficient copilot to<br />
spell her, neither had she been entirely honest<br />
with him.<br />
On her console, a timer ticked down the<br />
seconds to the next atmospheric sampling. A<br />
real-time holo showed her displacement in<br />
three dimensions from the target collection<br />
point. As the high-altitude winds buffeted the<br />
ship, her h<strong>and</strong>s danced over the controls to<br />
make endless course corrections.<br />
A single moon above the horizon—everywhere—could<br />
have captured the data they<br />
sought. The moons did not cooperate like<br />
that, <strong>and</strong> so here she was. As for precision,<br />
computer-controlled navigation, forget it.<br />
Only all three moons in sight would have<br />
served to triangulate the ship’s position. And<br />
so, as one moon or another sank below the<br />
horizon, as clouds turned her course into a<br />
game of peek-a-boo with the stars, as the buffeting<br />
of the jet stream befuddled the autopilot<br />
<strong>and</strong> played havoc with the short-range projections<br />
from inertial navigation, she fell back,<br />
time <strong>and</strong> again, upon the most basic navigational<br />
system of all: seat of the pants.<br />
85
ANALOG<br />
If the outing had been a summer evening’s<br />
stroll through Kensington Gardens, she still<br />
would have left Antonio back in the settlement.<br />
She needed some one-on-one time with<br />
Blake.<br />
“Collection on my mark,” she announced.<br />
“Three. Two. One. Mark.”<br />
“Mark,” Blake repeated. As he had for the<br />
past twenty or so collections.<br />
“Throw me a bone,” Dana said. “Are you<br />
satisfied? Dissatisfied? How does the data look<br />
so far?”<br />
“Fine,” Blake allowed.<br />
“And the data is telling us . . . what?”<br />
“Nighttime temperature <strong>and</strong> PFC trace concentration<br />
profiles—”<br />
“By altitude on a grid of closely-spaced<br />
points surrounding the planet.” Dana sighed<br />
again. “I know what we’re collecting, <strong>and</strong><br />
why. Is the data revealing anything useful? Is it<br />
what you expect?”<br />
“I don’t know. Rikki doubted the raw measurements<br />
themselves would reveal much; especially<br />
not point by point. It’s all input to a<br />
global circulation model. Ask me after Antonio<br />
<strong>and</strong> Marvin have taken a crack at the full<br />
dataset, when we know how well the PFCs<br />
have dispersed.”<br />
The nav holo updated to show the way to<br />
the next collection point; Dana put her ship<br />
into another steep climb. “You’re not very<br />
talkative these days.”<br />
“Well, you know.”<br />
“No!” Dana snapped, surprising herself. “I<br />
don’t know, because you’ve locked me out. I<br />
thought we were friends.”<br />
“We are.” After a long while, he said, “I’m<br />
not a deep thinker, you know.”<br />
Deeper than you credit yourself. “What’s<br />
your point?”<br />
“Except for Rikki, we’re introverts, if not<br />
loners <strong>and</strong> misfits. Have you noticed that?”<br />
“Uh-uh.” Hawthorne had, though, in<br />
dossiers the existence of which Dana still kept<br />
to herself. More than once she had almost<br />
deleted the files. Other than the occasional piloting<br />
gig, her job was farming. She had no<br />
reason to keep the personnel data—<strong>and</strong> less<br />
inclination to share any of it with Li. “Not<br />
deep, you say?”<br />
“I couldn’t make a puddle jealous.”<br />
On Dana’s console, a timer initialized <strong>and</strong><br />
began counting down, showing when she<br />
should aim to reach the next collection point.<br />
She slowed the ship. “So, introverts <strong>and</strong> loners.<br />
What of it?”<br />
Blake busied himself checking something<br />
on his console. With not answering. “My mom<br />
<strong>and</strong> dad were like oil <strong>and</strong> water. My sister, the<br />
raging extrovert, <strong>and</strong> I were more like oil <strong>and</strong><br />
matches. The neighbors didn’t offer many<br />
shining examples of stability, either. As for the<br />
broader community where I grew up, it was a<br />
mess. One-parent households were the norm.<br />
The schools sucked. To belong to something<br />
the choices were high-school sports, if you<br />
had talent, which I didn’t, or the gangs.”<br />
“So you stuck to yourself.”<br />
“More like, I kept my head down. Then the<br />
oddest thing happened. I was either ten or<br />
eleven. St<strong>and</strong>ard years, I mean. It was late<br />
summer, <strong>and</strong> I was getting the m<strong>and</strong>atory<br />
preschool physical from the family doctor.<br />
Doc Sullivan was this upbeat guy with a<br />
friendly, booming voice. Jovial, yet managing<br />
not to be obnoxious. He asked me some questions<br />
about school.<br />
“Whatever he asked <strong>and</strong> I answered, he decided,<br />
<strong>and</strong> I couldn’t tell you why, that I had<br />
potential. Then <strong>and</strong> there, he zapped two old<br />
college texts from his datasheet to my little-kid<br />
pocket comp. Both books were decades out<br />
of date <strong>and</strong> of no use to him, but I didn’t<br />
know that.”<br />
“And that’s why you became an engineer,”<br />
Dana guessed. She had no idea what this had<br />
to do with, well, anything. “Nice.”<br />
Blake laughed. “Who gives a college text on<br />
biochemistry to a ten-year-old? It was Greek to<br />
me. No, less. At least I’d heard of Greece.<br />
“And yet that is how I ended up an engineer.<br />
You’d like to believe it was because this<br />
engaging, successful professional saw potential<br />
in me. Did the gesture inspire me? Yeah,<br />
for the couple of weeks before the cops<br />
hauled Doc Sullivan away. My last, best hope<br />
of a role model had defrauded Federal Health<br />
Service of millions.<br />
“So he set my career course, all right. He decided<br />
for me that, whatever I did when I grew<br />
up, it would involve machines, not people.<br />
Not that I understood engineering then, beyond<br />
that machines, maybe, could be fixed.”<br />
“I’m not buying you as a loner,” Dana said,<br />
still at a loss where this might be going. “You<br />
can charm the pants off people.”<br />
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“Off young women, anyway. That doesn’t<br />
make me a people person. It makes—made—<br />
me a calculating, cynical, manipulative jerk. I<br />
want to believe I’ve grown since then.”<br />
The pieces fell into place. “So this is about<br />
Rikki.”<br />
“Of course”—his voice cracked—“it’s about<br />
Rikki. Pretty much the first thing I knew about<br />
her, back on the cruise where we met, was<br />
how eager she was to get home. How much<br />
she had missed her family while she’d been<br />
away at grad school. It was real closeness, too,<br />
not part of some sitcom. And yet more amazing,<br />
soon enough they weren’t her family, but<br />
our family.<br />
“So here you <strong>and</strong> I are: loners. Carlos, it embarrasses<br />
me to admit, is much as I once was,<br />
if not as smooth. Antonio is, well, you know.”<br />
“I know,” Dana said. And a dear, regardless,<br />
in his own way.<br />
“Li, though . . . I can’t read her.”<br />
“Me, either.” At the end, Hawthorne had<br />
had only hours to round out the crew for this<br />
mission. Li’s file, <strong>and</strong> Carlos’s for that matter,<br />
was a short dump from the public record, little<br />
more than a résumé. “I’d bet that shrinks<br />
learn to mask their feelings.” And politicians,<br />
too, only Li had never, to Dana’s knowledge,<br />
volunteered to anyone here that facet of her<br />
past.<br />
“Heads up.” Blake’s voice changed tone.<br />
“Radar shows a high mountain range.”<br />
“Yeah, I see it, but thanks. We’ll have almost<br />
a klick of clearance. You left out Rikki.”<br />
“She’s not like you or me or any of the rest<br />
of us. She is a people person. I remember<br />
what happened back home. I do think occasionally<br />
about everyone we left behind. When<br />
it happens, I’m sad, but then I get over it.<br />
“But Rikki? She grieves, still. For her family<br />
most of all.<br />
“That she can’t continue her family? And<br />
the rejection by the kids here? It’s killing her,<br />
Dana.”<br />
At the catch in Blake’s voice, Dana glanced<br />
away from the console. He was trembling.<br />
In an anguished tone, not much above a<br />
whisper, he said, “I don’t know how to fix<br />
this.”<br />
Dana didn’t know how to fix him. “It’s<br />
been years since you learned Rikki can’t safely<br />
get pregnant. She still hasn’t come to terms<br />
with it?”<br />
DARK SECRET<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
“Worse.” Blake hesitated. “If Li gave her<br />
blessing today, I think Rikki would be afraid to<br />
try. I think she’s lost faith in herself as a parent.”<br />
“That’s . . . ridiculous.” Only Dana felt that<br />
inadequacy, too. More <strong>and</strong> more, whenever<br />
she swung by the childcare center. With sixtyfour<br />
more children almost to term.<br />
She hadn’t admitted those feelings—failings—to<br />
anyone, either. She didn’t know that<br />
she could.<br />
For the remainder of the flight, she <strong>and</strong><br />
Blake were both quiet.<br />
Wearing a big, welcoming smile, Dana<br />
closed the distance to the children’s white<br />
picket fence. From afar you couldn’t tell that<br />
the pickets were poured concrete, not fashioned<br />
from wood. From afar, you didn’t see<br />
that the pickets stood two meters tall.<br />
Drawing near, seeing the children through<br />
the pickets, the fence looked like a stockade.<br />
“Kids grow,” Li had said. “We don’t want to<br />
rebuild the fence every couple years.” It<br />
sounded reasonable. Most everything she said<br />
sounded reasonable.<br />
The day was sunny <strong>and</strong> crisp. Perfect football<br />
weather Blake had declared it when they<br />
l<strong>and</strong>ed. But this being Dark, the few hints of<br />
fall colors came from inside the greenhouse<br />
<strong>and</strong> on saplings in clay planters glimpsed<br />
through the fence.<br />
Dana flashed a h<strong>and</strong> signal. On a pole just<br />
inside the gate, a camera bobbed: Marvin acknowledging<br />
that he had seen her. As she approached<br />
the gate, at which the h<strong>and</strong>print-reader<br />
lamp flashed READY, Li opened the<br />
gate from inside.<br />
“Hi,” Li said. “Did you have a good flight?”<br />
“It had its ups <strong>and</strong> downs.”<br />
Dana slipped inside; the gate falling locked<br />
<strong>and</strong> shut behind her with a loud click. It must<br />
have rained while she <strong>and</strong> Blake were off flying,<br />
because the green carpet squished beneath<br />
her boots. Kids should play on grass,<br />
she thought sadly, although no one could<br />
spare the time to keep such a large expanse<br />
mowed, or to haul <strong>and</strong> spread the truckloads<br />
of river-delta silt a lawn would have required.<br />
Had there been time, no one would have permitted<br />
children around the quantities of fertilizer<br />
the lifeless silt would have needed applied<br />
several times each year.<br />
87
ANALOG<br />
Children clambered over the playground<br />
equipment. Younger kids with shovels <strong>and</strong><br />
pails dug in s<strong>and</strong>boxes. Dark lacked soil, but it<br />
had plenty of s<strong>and</strong>. As she had sensed from<br />
the distance, several of the bigger kids were in<br />
the tiny garden plot. Picking tomatoes, apparently.<br />
All the boys <strong>and</strong> girls wore pants <strong>and</strong><br />
sweaters, dressed alike except for color. Red<br />
for the oldest, blue for the cohort a year<br />
younger, green for those a year younger still.<br />
Like uniforms. Why had she never noticed<br />
that?<br />
The yard, for all the dozens of little ones,<br />
was quiet <strong>and</strong> orderly; the expressions on so<br />
many of the young faces seemed purposeful<br />
rather than playful. But on what basis could<br />
she form expectations? Only ancient memories<br />
of her own childhood.<br />
Dana walked to the garden. She leaned forward,<br />
h<strong>and</strong> outstretched to tousle Eve’s hair.<br />
Eve scuttled away, circling behind a row of<br />
potted tomato plants, to shelter behind Li.<br />
“Excuse me, Eve,” Dana said. “I didn’t mean<br />
to startle you.”<br />
“Tell Ms. Dana you’re sorry,” Li directed.<br />
“No need,” Dana said hastily. “Honey, how<br />
are you doing? Are you enjoying the nice<br />
weather?”<br />
Eve buried her face in Li’s back. “I’m sorry,<br />
Ms. Dana,” she mumbled.<br />
Her brothers (for lack of a more fitting<br />
term) had sidled close together.<br />
“How are you big boys today?” Dana asked.<br />
“Fine, Ms. Dana,” Castor said. Pollux, his<br />
lower lip trembling, held out a tomato.<br />
“Run along,” Li told them. “Take inside<br />
what you’ve picked, <strong>and</strong> then see if Mr. Carlos<br />
could use your help.”<br />
Pails swinging at their sides, the three scampered<br />
toward the childcare center.<br />
“What was that about?” Dana asked Li.<br />
“What do you mean?”<br />
Around the s<strong>and</strong>boxes, most of the children<br />
had stopped their play. Several stared, wideeyed,<br />
at Dana. She said, “Look at them.”<br />
“Kids watch adults. That’s part of how they<br />
learn. They don’t see you often, is all.”<br />
Only to Dana these children looked wary,<br />
not curious. “And Eve? I would swear she was<br />
afraid of me. Pollux, too.”<br />
Li sighed exasperatedly. “Shy. Eve was shy,<br />
Dana. Pollux, too. Kids sometimes are. Now<br />
look what he gave you, <strong>and</strong> what you did with<br />
it.”<br />
Dana looked. Her h<strong>and</strong> was wet <strong>and</strong> sticky.<br />
She had squeezed the tomato into goo; juice<br />
<strong>and</strong> pulp dribbled between her fingers.<br />
“I guess I’m tense,” she admitted. No,<br />
scared shitless that Rikki was right. That apart<br />
from Li, none of them knew what they were<br />
doing. “Maybe the kids picked up on that.”<br />
“They did,” Li said flatly.<br />
“Sorry about that.” More sorry than you<br />
can imagine.<br />
“Go home,” Li said. “Take the afternoon off.<br />
There’s something important I’ll be bringing<br />
up after dinner.”<br />
“We’ve reached a major milestone,” Li said.<br />
Around the dinner table, the peasants studied<br />
her with curiosity. Carlos wore a relaxed<br />
grin, from a beer or three too many rather<br />
than from foreknowledge.<br />
“Every day is a new challenge,” Li continued.<br />
“Every day has its chores. But look what<br />
we’ve accomplished. Wheat, corn, <strong>and</strong> barley<br />
crops ripening for the upcoming harvest, <strong>and</strong><br />
enough freeze-dried bacterial mat to see us<br />
through bad weather. Remote-sensing instruments<br />
placed on the moons. Our very own climate-improvement<br />
program.”<br />
“And ever more thriving children,” Carlos<br />
added. Giving Li credit, predictably. With<br />
hopes, no doubt, of . . . reward later.<br />
“And thriving children,” Li repeated.<br />
She had set the dining-room walls to a<br />
peaceful seascape, a gentle froth of combers<br />
rushing up <strong>and</strong> swirling back down a<br />
sparkling white s<strong>and</strong> beach. In a cerulean sky,<br />
behind pink wisps of cloud, a tomato-red sun<br />
kissed the sea. Waves whispered, <strong>and</strong> tropical<br />
breezes sighed through palm trees, <strong>and</strong> s<strong>and</strong>pipers<br />
piped. Restful. Hopefully lulling. Even<br />
Carlos <strong>and</strong> Rikki, neither of whom had ever<br />
visited Earth or experienced such a sunset,<br />
must feel it.<br />
The common experiences of thous<strong>and</strong>s of<br />
generations embedded themselves in the genetic<br />
code. Not as simple as memory, genetic<br />
programming recorded the common heritage<br />
of the species. Genetic programming instilled<br />
fear of the dark, when predators hunted <strong>and</strong><br />
proto-humans were wise to hide, <strong>and</strong> of<br />
predators yet unseen. Genetic programming<br />
suggested, too, what was not a threat <strong>and</strong><br />
when—as in this case—it was safe to relax.<br />
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That basic neural hardwiring would not be<br />
denied. So be at peace, my peasants. Be at<br />
peace.<br />
“Many accomplishments,” Dana agreed.<br />
“But Li, what is this milestone you mentioned?”<br />
“Specialization. I eat by the sweat of your<br />
brows. We stay healthy in large measure by<br />
Carlos’s steady tweaking of our nanites. And if<br />
I may say so, the children continue to benefit<br />
from my attention.”<br />
“You may say so,” Antonio said.<br />
“The milestone,” Li continued, “is this. That<br />
we’re ready to recognize <strong>and</strong> make formal the<br />
patterns that are already working so well for<br />
us.”<br />
“What patterns?” Blake asked.<br />
“Job specialization.” Li counted silently to<br />
three. “Including those of us who will interact<br />
with the children.”<br />
Raw emotions scrabbled <strong>and</strong> jostled behind<br />
Rikki’s eyes. For several long seconds Li<br />
thought relief would win, but guilt chased it<br />
away. Maternal instincts were hardwired, too.<br />
Rikki swallowed hard. “We all help with the<br />
children.”<br />
“Perhaps that should change,” Li said. “Not<br />
everyone is as . . . well-suited.”<br />
Not everyone is successful at it.The children<br />
don’t recoil from everyone.You know<br />
who you are.<br />
There was pain now in Rikki’s eyes. In<br />
Dana’s, too. Because Li was good at what she<br />
did. And when the two women conceded,<br />
their men would go along.<br />
“Is it even possible?” Rikki asked. (Hoping<br />
for which answer? Li couldn’t tell.) “Even with<br />
six of us, sometimes watching the children is<br />
draining. How could you alone h<strong>and</strong>le it?”<br />
“Yes, it’s possible,” Li asserted. “But it won’t<br />
be just me. The children are comfortable<br />
around Carlos, too.” And, you are free to infer,<br />
with no one else. “And Marvin, of course,<br />
who never sleeps. And Eve <strong>and</strong> the twins are<br />
old enough to help. They want to help.”<br />
“Children raising children,” Blake said dubiously.<br />
“You’re a youngest child, correct?” Li said. It<br />
doesn’t matter that you’ve never told me<br />
you’re the baby of the family, because you’re<br />
their freaking poster child: uncomplicated, attention-seeking,<br />
<strong>and</strong> transparently manipulative.<br />
“I can’t believe your older—well, I’ll say,<br />
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sister—never baby-sat you.”<br />
Blake blinked. “Oh, Lynette did, <strong>and</strong> the experience<br />
does nothing to bolster your argument.”<br />
“Marvin,” Li called, “how many diapers has<br />
Eve changed this evening since I left the center<br />
for dinner?”<br />
“Six, Li.”<br />
“How many babies have Castor <strong>and</strong> Pollux<br />
fed?”<br />
“Eighteen, so far. They gave bottles to fourteen<br />
<strong>and</strong> fed four directly.”<br />
“While you supervised. Thank you.” To the<br />
peasants, Li added, “A dozen in the next cohort<br />
are eager to do like the big kids.”<br />
“And . . . us?” Antonio asked.<br />
“You will contribute more in the ways you<br />
already do,” Li said. “How much more<br />
progress will you make studying local geology”—you<br />
<strong>and</strong> your stupid rocks—“when<br />
you’re not changing diapers every few nights?<br />
How much sooner, Rikki, will you underst<strong>and</strong><br />
the climate trends?”<br />
How much more farming <strong>and</strong> chicken tending<br />
will you four get done? How many more<br />
cattle can you raise because you won’t be<br />
with the children, <strong>and</strong> how many more cows<br />
can you milk? How much more mining of<br />
phosphates, <strong>and</strong> raising of barns, <strong>and</strong> a thous<strong>and</strong><br />
other menial chores? But chores weren’t<br />
selling points.<br />
“And as . . . the colony . . . grows?”<br />
Li said, “As children become old enough of<br />
course you’ll teach them the many skills with<br />
which to maintain the colony.” After I’ve<br />
made them dependably mine.<br />
She could feel the others wavering. “Then<br />
we’re in agreement?”<br />
Dana’s chair scraped back as she stood.<br />
“No.”<br />
“Excuse me?” Li said.<br />
“No,” Dana repeated. “No way. Uh-uh. Forget<br />
it. If I lack some skill, teach me. If I am a<br />
stranger to the children, I’ll spend more time<br />
with them. The mission is to raise a family, a<br />
culture, a civilization—<strong>and</strong> I do not ab<strong>and</strong>on<br />
my mission.”<br />
“No . . . nor I,” Rikki squeaked. “Nor I,” she<br />
repeated, the second time firmly.<br />
Blake <strong>and</strong> Antonio nodded.<br />
“We get more involved,” Rikki said. “Once<br />
the harvest is in, we’ll have more time. And<br />
any child old enough to baby-sit is old enough<br />
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to start school. I’ll help with that. I’d like that.”<br />
“Me, too,” Antonio said.<br />
“This is how you want it?” Li asked.<br />
“Yes!” they chorused.<br />
“Remember that I offered,” Li said. Remember<br />
who made me do things the hard way.<br />
Chapter 33<br />
“A needle in a haystack,” Blake grumbled.<br />
“I wish.” Antonio didn’t take his eyes off the<br />
sensor console. “Give me an electromagnet<br />
<strong>and</strong> I’ll have your needle in no time.”<br />
“Heh,” Blake said. “I bow to your superior<br />
physics.”<br />
“Don’t forget it.”<br />
Blake shut his eyes. “Wake me when you<br />
find something.”<br />
He lolled bonelessly in the loose grasp of a<br />
seat harness. Deep inside the asteroid belt,<br />
sans Marvin, they wanted a human pilot on<br />
the bridge at all times. Dana was bunking in,<br />
which left him. Antonio, no matter the superiority<br />
of his physics, had terrible reflexes <strong>and</strong> a<br />
disturbing tendency to confuse left with right.<br />
At least the dumb-as-a-stump computer still<br />
aboard after moving Marvin to the bunker<br />
could spot incoming rocks on its own.<br />
Rikki could have h<strong>and</strong>led a shift. Especially<br />
after the arduous harvest, she would have welcomed<br />
a change of scenery. Not to mention<br />
the spells in zero gee, while Antonio surveyed<br />
all the nearby rocks.<br />
But Rikki was suffering from, well, Li had<br />
yet to figure that out. Nothing serious, Li assured<br />
them. Whatever it was, Rikki wasn’t<br />
keeping down much of what she ate. Might be<br />
some intestinal flora gone bad in a way her<br />
nanites had yet to learn to h<strong>and</strong>le. Might be,<br />
though Li had insisted that the possibility was<br />
remote, a Dark-native bacterium that had<br />
jumped to humans. Might be food poisoning.<br />
Might be a nutritional deficiency. Ironic, that<br />
last scenario: that a need for some trace element<br />
might have kept Rikki from prospecting<br />
for a trace element.<br />
“And we’re back,” Blake declared, opening<br />
his eyes. “Have you found any big nuggets?”<br />
“Not yet.” Antonio squirmed in his couch,<br />
readjusting the straps. “Vanadium isn’t common,<br />
you know.”<br />
He knew—or, rather, Marvin had told them.<br />
A couple hundred parts per million in Earth’s<br />
crust. Undetected to date anywhere in the<br />
Dark system. But in Sol system, vanadium was<br />
common, comparatively speaking, in meteoroids<br />
<strong>and</strong> asteroids.<br />
Why else would they be out here, probing<br />
rock after rock?<br />
Blake studied his console. “Looks like another<br />
two are coming into range.”<br />
“Yes. Do you want . . . to do the honors?”<br />
“Sure.” Because it was something to do.<br />
Blake tagged the closer of the radar blips <strong>and</strong><br />
dragged its trajectory data to the comm controls.<br />
(As he did, he checked for messages<br />
pending. Rikki hadn’t answered his last few<br />
emails. He hoped that meant she was getting<br />
some sleep.) The long-range comm laser<br />
reached out, invisible, for empty space provided<br />
nothing to scatter the light. Within seconds,<br />
as the spectrometer examined the<br />
miniscule bit of glowing vapor boiled off the<br />
rock’s surface, they would know a little about<br />
the rock’s composition.<br />
“No vanadium,” Antonio said. And a minute<br />
later, after the laser hit the second target, he<br />
reported, “None there, either.”<br />
Logically speaking, they would end up surveying<br />
hundreds, maybe thous<strong>and</strong>s, of rocks<br />
before encountering one with vanadium compounds<br />
on its surface. They would have flown<br />
around much of the belt to find it. That Li<br />
hadn’t balked at four of them being gone, possibly,<br />
for weeks spoke volumes. Though slow<br />
to develop, this dietary deficiency must be serious.<br />
Radar showed they had a while until more<br />
asteroids came within probing range. “Feel<br />
like a game of chess?” Blake asked.<br />
“No thanks.” Antonio waved vaguely at the<br />
datasheet draped across his lap. “Aristophanes<br />
data. This is fascinating. On the ground . . . I<br />
never had the time to look at it. The surface<br />
temperature readings . . .”<br />
Evidently, definitions of fascination varied.<br />
“Do you see signs there of vanadium?”<br />
“None. But—”<br />
“Enjoy,” Blake said. He began a new email<br />
to Rikki. WISH YOU WERE HERE.<br />
“Another shift,” Blake announced, yawning.<br />
“Much nothing accomplished.”<br />
“I recommend a snack <strong>and</strong> sleep,” Dana<br />
said. “For you, too, Antonio. Whatever there is<br />
to be seen will be in the comp when you<br />
come back.”<br />
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“In a while,” Antonio said absently. Scatter<br />
plots <strong>and</strong> bar charts cluttered his datasheet.<br />
Much ado about asteroids.<br />
Rikki had yet to answer emails, which Blake<br />
took to mean she’d gotten a decent night’s<br />
sleep. Back at the settlement it was almost<br />
time for breakfast. He would rest easier once<br />
he heard how she was feeling.<br />
Only, as he dawdled in the galley over a<br />
s<strong>and</strong>wich <strong>and</strong> salad, no emails came to him.<br />
He went back to the bridge. “Do we have<br />
contact with home?”<br />
“Euripides is in position to relay,” Antonio<br />
mumbled. “Before it sets in an hour, Aeschylus<br />
will serve.”<br />
“You know moonrise <strong>and</strong> set times?” Blake<br />
asked.<br />
The corners of Antonio’s mouth, one at a<br />
time, twitched upward. “You don’t?”<br />
“More useful than old Paris subway schedules,”<br />
Dana said. “But as for contact with<br />
home, here’s a simpler demonstration. An<br />
email came in from Carlos a few minutes ago,<br />
inquiring about our progress.”<br />
Blake asked, “Anything in the message<br />
about Rikki?”<br />
“No, sorry. But it was a short note. A oneliner.”<br />
No news means only no news, Blake told<br />
himself.<br />
“This is very . . . interesting.”<br />
On Antonio’s lap, the datasheet’s graphics<br />
were denser than Blake remembered. Orbital<br />
parameters. Sizes. Rotation rates. One scatter<br />
plot bore the cryptic label Albedo Variability.<br />
Blake asked, “What’s albedo?”<br />
“The fraction of the incident . . . light reflected.”<br />
Antonio had collected plenty of rocks on<br />
Dark. He’d collected rocks from Dark’s moons<br />
when the opportunity had presented itself. It<br />
wasn’t a big surprise that he would collect<br />
stats about these rocks now.<br />
“And Li?” Blake asked. “What does she have<br />
to say?”<br />
“No word,” Dana said, “but that doesn’t surprise<br />
me. We left them shorth<strong>and</strong>ed.”<br />
“Especially if she’s got a sick patient to deal<br />
with.”<br />
“Go,” Dana said. “Sleep. I’ll email Li <strong>and</strong> ask<br />
what’s going on.”<br />
“Rikki’s fine,” Dana greeted Blake on his<br />
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JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
reappearance eight hours later.<br />
He saw she had the bridge to herself. On<br />
the radar display, the only nearby objects were<br />
receding. An aux display cycled through an album<br />
of kid holos.<br />
“Freshly synthed.” He had three drink bulbs<br />
of coffee; he h<strong>and</strong>ed her one. “And I’m glad to<br />
hear it, because Rikki has yet to answer me.<br />
What did Li say?”<br />
“Not much. Rikki’s better, <strong>and</strong> keeping<br />
down light meals. She’s home, resting. Li <strong>and</strong><br />
Carlos are busy with the kids, but one of them<br />
checks on Rikki every few hours.”<br />
“Any diagnosis yet?”<br />
“Li’s leaning toward a nutritional deficiency.<br />
Vanadium, in fact.”<br />
“Leaning.”<br />
“Here.” Dana pulled up the message. “You<br />
now know what I know.”<br />
It wasn’t much. Blake sent Li a reply asking<br />
her to have Rikki contact him.<br />
Dana, reading over his shoulder, said, “You<br />
worry too much. And confident that you<br />
won’t listen, here’s my free advice. Let the<br />
poor woman sleep. And leave Li <strong>and</strong> Carlos<br />
alone.”<br />
“We’ll see.” Which they both knew meant<br />
“No.”<br />
“Between you <strong>and</strong> Antonio, I will go nuts.”<br />
Blake dropped into the copilot’s seat, content<br />
to change the subject. “Asteroid albedo?”<br />
“In part. They’re too splotchy for his taste,<br />
<strong>and</strong> he wants to drop down <strong>and</strong> visit a few.<br />
Mostly he’s worked up that too few asteroids<br />
dip within Dark’s orbit.”<br />
Blake stiffened. “This isn’t a science project.<br />
I hope you told him he can collect rocks<br />
where we find vanadium.”<br />
“I told him I loved him dearly, but that the<br />
absence of threatening asteroids is a good<br />
thing. I said the fewer rocks we l<strong>and</strong>ed on, the<br />
fewer we risked nudging the wrong way.”<br />
“Good answer.”<br />
“And after that rare vote of approval, I h<strong>and</strong><br />
over the bridge to you. Vaporize wisely.”<br />
“Will do,” Blake said. “Sleep tight. I’ll wake<br />
you if I find anything.”<br />
She stopped in the hatchway. “Back home<br />
they’re busier than we are. When they have<br />
news, they’ll let us know.”<br />
“I’m sure you’re right,” Blake said.<br />
That didn’t keep him, as soon as Dana had<br />
vacated the bridge, from emailing Marvin for<br />
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an update.<br />
Blake was beginning to smell a rat.<br />
Chapter 34<br />
The measure of just how lousy Rikki felt<br />
was that, lifting her head at the sudden tapping<br />
on her window, she felt relief at seeing<br />
Li.<br />
“Door’s open,” Rikki croaked. She let her<br />
head flop back onto the sofa arm.<br />
“I see you’re better,” Li chirped, coming<br />
into the house. “I expected to find you in<br />
bed.”<br />
“I was going for some dry crackers. Halfway<br />
to the kitchen I reconsidered.” When I remembered<br />
they were made from sea slime.<br />
Li set down her med kit. “I’d like to take a<br />
scan.” Whatever Rikki’s nanites had to report<br />
or the scanner found on its own must not<br />
have merited specific comment. “You’ll live,<br />
though from the looks of you, at the moment<br />
that isn’t a selling point.”<br />
The woman had no bedside manner.<br />
“When will I be over this? Whatever this is?”<br />
Rikki hesitated—fearful, almost superstitiously<br />
so—of evoking a nightmare from an era before<br />
med nanites. “Am I contagious?”<br />
“Don’t know, don’t know, <strong>and</strong> do you see<br />
me wearing a mask?”<br />
Then came the repeat lecture about keeping<br />
hydrated <strong>and</strong> foods that might stay down,<br />
followed by megadoses of vitamins <strong>and</strong> antinausea<br />
meds. It all wore Rikki out. “What have<br />
you heard from Endeavour?” she asked as Li<br />
helped her back to bed.<br />
“Only that they’re still searching.”<br />
“And Blake?”<br />
“He’s busy. Now get some rest.”<br />
Fitfully, disappointed that Blake hadn’t written,<br />
or even acknowledged any of her brief<br />
notes, Rikki drifted in <strong>and</strong> out of sleep.<br />
A few more seconds, Li told herself. And,<br />
don’t look bored.<br />
Finally, it stopped.<br />
Wearing his customary smug <strong>and</strong> oblivious<br />
smile, Carlos rolled off her onto his side of the<br />
bed. He pulled up the sheet. His breathing<br />
slowed. In a minute or two, he would be snoring.<br />
They needed to talk, <strong>and</strong> the best time for<br />
that was after sex. When he was relaxed.<br />
When even more than usual, the little head<br />
did most of his thinking.<br />
Propping herself up on an elbow, resting<br />
her h<strong>and</strong> lightly on his chest, Li said, “You<br />
awake?”<br />
“Mmm?”<br />
“The sun’s still high <strong>and</strong> there’s just us. We<br />
can’t sleep now.”<br />
“Watch me.”<br />
“I’m serious,” Li said. “And this is important.”<br />
“Marvin is watching the kids.”<br />
“Eyes-open important. And sit up.”<br />
Carlos sat. Li spoke. And he, once she had<br />
finished, as she had known he must, had<br />
agreed to everything. She had Carlos well conditioned.<br />
Like Pavlov’s salivating dog. If only<br />
just saliva were involved . . .<br />
On the verge of triumph, she felt pangs of<br />
disappointment. The gr<strong>and</strong>eur of her vision<br />
was wasted on Carlos. The meticulous beauty<br />
of her planning—as much of it as she had<br />
shared—interested him only as it assured their<br />
success. All that he responded to was the expectation<br />
of future coupling.<br />
She could live with that. She needed his<br />
help, <strong>and</strong> what mattered to her was the outcome.<br />
As for the other four, she had given them<br />
their chance.<br />
Shuffling more often than walking, but feeling<br />
human for the first time in days, Rikki<br />
made her way down Main Street. She tried to<br />
forget the uphill trip that she faced to return<br />
home. As she passed the garage, its door began<br />
to rise. Carlos had hitched a trailer to the<br />
back of their dump truck; he sat on the backhoe-loader,<br />
revving the motor, evidently about<br />
to drive the contraption up the ramp onto the<br />
trailer.<br />
Her voice was as feeble as a kitten’s; he<br />
must not have heard her over the growl of the<br />
engine, asking what he was doing. Whatever,<br />
she could find out later. Or not—curiosity<br />
seemed too much like work. She waved, he<br />
waved back, <strong>and</strong> she shuffled on.<br />
Between fence slats, Rikki watched children<br />
ramming around, climbing, swinging. Marvin<br />
had unlocked the gate at her approach, but<br />
she could hardly make it budge. “Marvin,” she<br />
called. With a squeal of grit-clogged hinges,<br />
the gates swung inward.<br />
Activity in the yard all but ceased.<br />
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Children fell silent, some staring, others<br />
sidling away. A few of the littlest took shelter<br />
behind Eve <strong>and</strong> the twins. Despite assurances<br />
that she wasn’t contagious, Rikki was just as<br />
happy this one time that the kids were shy<br />
around her.<br />
“Hi!” she called. “Who can tell me where I<br />
can find Ms. Li?”<br />
It fell to Marvin to answer. “At her office in<br />
the childcare center.”<br />
Inside the center, Rikki paused at the glass<br />
wall that opened into the toddlers’ room. All<br />
those little ones, unhugged. Untouched.<br />
Alone for most of the day, every day, apart<br />
from the insubstantial company of an AI. It<br />
broke her heart. She reached for the door, <strong>and</strong><br />
hesitated.<br />
“You’re not contagious,” Li said. “Go<br />
ahead.”<br />
Rikki jumped. “I didn’t hear you coming.”<br />
“I heard you. I’m glad you’re up <strong>and</strong> strong<br />
enough for an outing. As it happens, there<br />
was something I wanted to talk about with<br />
you. We can talk inside.”<br />
“Is it Endeavour?”<br />
“Nothing like that.” Li gestured at the door.<br />
“Inside.”<br />
At Rikki’s entrance, several of the children<br />
froze. More shied away. Chubby-cheeked Carla<br />
(with the mass of black curls that so reminded<br />
Rikki of her sister Janna at that age)<br />
began to whimper.<br />
“It’s okay, sweetie,” Rikki said, reaching to<br />
brush a tear from Carla’s cheek.<br />
Carla lurched, screaming, to cower behind<br />
a crib.<br />
“Why do they hate me?” Rikki whispered.<br />
And why do they adore you?<br />
“Let’s go next door,” Li said.<br />
Next door meant the newborn unit. Li gestured<br />
Rikki ahead through this door, too. Empty<br />
cribs waited, row upon row, facing the<br />
one-way glass wall. In a few weeks, all the<br />
cribs would be occupied.<br />
Li said, “You’re a beautiful woman.”<br />
Well, I did wash my face <strong>and</strong> change into<br />
clothes without puke spatters. “Is that your<br />
big problem with me? That Blake finds me attractive?”<br />
“Just an observation. You are more than<br />
welcome to Blake.” Li changed tone. “Marvin,<br />
play kid-vid zero.”<br />
On the display integral with the low-end<br />
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panel of every crib, pastels morphed into the<br />
image of an old oak tree. From crib speakers<br />
came a soothing rustle of leaves. Let the vid<br />
play long enough, <strong>and</strong> it would cycle through<br />
clear skies, both sunny <strong>and</strong> starry, toddlers<br />
gleefully splashing in a wading pool, a timelapse<br />
view of roses flowering, <strong>and</strong> other delights.<br />
“I hadn’t realized the vid had a name,” Rikki<br />
said. “It’s just what we play.”<br />
“It’s what you <strong>and</strong> your friends play. There<br />
are others, vids that Marvin hasn’t been at liberty<br />
to divulge.”<br />
“I don’t underst<strong>and</strong>,” Rikki said.<br />
“Perhaps a demonstration. Marvin, kid-vid<br />
one, please.” The oak tree vanished, replaced<br />
by a close-up of Li’s smiling face. The aural accompaniment<br />
was a deep rhythmic throb: the<br />
same heartbeat recording that pulsed in the artificial<br />
wombs. “Marvin is only permitted to<br />
play that at my direction, or when no adult is<br />
present.”<br />
Unctuous, smiling Li faces everywhere, <strong>and</strong><br />
Rikki wanted to smash them—the flesh-<strong>and</strong>blood<br />
face most of all. “You programmed the<br />
children to love you?”<br />
Li smirked. “The proper term is imprinting.<br />
And yes, I did.”<br />
“No, the proper term is child abuse.”<br />
“You’re such a drama queen. Marvin, show<br />
our guest kid-vid-two.”<br />
The crib-panel displays went dark. The low,<br />
steady heartbeat became . . . something else.<br />
Primitive. Dissonant. On the crib-panel displays,<br />
lightning flashed. Beneath the music,<br />
thunder rumbled.<br />
Rikki shivered. “What the hell is—”<br />
“Watch,” Li comm<strong>and</strong>ed. “Listen. Learn.”<br />
From the lightning-torn night sky slowly<br />
emerged . . . a face. Rikki’s face. The music<br />
swelled, grew more urgent <strong>and</strong> . . . scarier.<br />
“The Rite of Spring,” Li said. “The children<br />
will never appreciate Stravinsky, I’m sad to<br />
say, but that’s a sacrifice worth making.”<br />
And Rikki’s face morphed into—<br />
A hooded . . . thing. Coiled. Scaly. Black<br />
with, as it reared its head, a fish-white underbelly.<br />
Hissing, swaying. It studied her dispassionately<br />
through little beady eyes. A forked<br />
tongue flickered in <strong>and</strong> out, in <strong>and</strong> out between<br />
its jaws.<br />
Rikki’s skin crawled. She felt her eyes go<br />
round. On the back of her neck, hairs prick-<br />
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led. Before she could find her voice, the thing<br />
lunged. In full 3-D.<br />
She yelped.<br />
“The effect is even more impressive with<br />
the room night-dim,” Li said. After a brief return<br />
to a stormy night sky, Blake’s face began<br />
to emerge. “Stop vid.”<br />
This was . . . hateful. Psychological torture.<br />
Madness. Whether from shock or her lingering<br />
illness, Rikki’s knees threatened to buckle.<br />
Groping behind her, she edged backward to<br />
lean against a wall.<br />
“The vid goes on to Dana <strong>and</strong> Antonio, too,<br />
if you wondered.”<br />
“Why?” Rikki managed to get out.<br />
“You can figure out why,” Li said cheerily. “I<br />
doubt you can figure out how. Had you ever<br />
seen a king cobra?”<br />
“N-no.”<br />
“Nor have I. I’ve seen snakes, of course. On<br />
Earth. I don’t recall ever seeing a snake on<br />
Mars. A good choice on someone’s part, not<br />
to import any.” Li laughed. “Or maybe Saint<br />
Patrick was involved.<br />
“But I digress. King cobras are nasty things.<br />
Very poisonous. And without ever having<br />
seen one, at some level you knew to fear it. As<br />
the children do, instinctively.<br />
“Dread <strong>and</strong> loathing of reptiles lives deep in<br />
our hindbrains. No one knows how early in<br />
mammalian evolution that wiring emerged. It<br />
could date to the twilight of the dinosaurs,<br />
when the reflex to flee reptiles would have<br />
served our earliest progenitors well. I merely<br />
associated your faces with that reflex. All in<br />
the children’s first months, before they even<br />
began to speak. They can’t conceptualize the<br />
fear, much less articulate it. They just have it.<br />
And when a child is loud or disobedient, a<br />
flashed image of a king cobra—or of you—<br />
sobers him up quickly.”<br />
Rikki shuddered. “You’re a monster.”<br />
“Name-calling, really? That’s the best you’ve<br />
got?” Li smiled. “Take comfort in knowing the<br />
children won’t miss you.”<br />
“I don’t underst<strong>and</strong>,” Rikki said.<br />
“Perhaps this will make it clearer.” Li<br />
reached behind her back, pulling something<br />
from her waistb<strong>and</strong>. Something Rikki had not<br />
seen since helping to unload cargo from Endeavour<br />
soon after L<strong>and</strong>ing Day.<br />
A h<strong>and</strong>gun.<br />
* * *<br />
Chapter 35<br />
“Something’s wrong,” Blake decided.<br />
“Something often is,” Dana agreed, eyes<br />
fixed on her nav console. “Might I trouble you<br />
to be more specific?”<br />
“In a sec.” The latest asteroid to be overtaken<br />
was almost within laser range. “Firing . . .<br />
now. Another dud. How many is that?”<br />
“I leave the big numbers to Antonio. So tell<br />
me, what’s wrong?”<br />
“The latest one-line note from Rikki. They<br />
all say she’s fine, but if she were she’d have<br />
more to say. Or she’d answer a question or<br />
two of mine. Or she’d record a vid, or at least a<br />
voice message.”<br />
“Or she’s fine <strong>and</strong> very busy. As we are.”<br />
Dana coaxed Endeavour onto a new course.<br />
“Call it fifteen minutes till the next rock<br />
comes into range.”<br />
“I’m not too busy to contact her.”<br />
“Well good for you. You’re not the one dealing<br />
with more sick kids every day. I don’t<br />
know what to tell you other than do your job.<br />
We need vanadium. We’ll stay out here till we<br />
find it or Li says we’re needed more back<br />
home. And just so you know, it would be a bit<br />
less creepy if you didn’t spy on your wife<br />
through Marvin.”<br />
Blake wasn’t proud of that, either. He had<br />
just wanted to see Rikki looking other than<br />
green around the gills. And when he saw her<br />
in the yard, keeping an eye on the healthy kids<br />
at play, he’d told Marvin he had all he needed.<br />
Ignoring Dana’s disapproving glance, Blake<br />
replayed the short vid clip. When it stopped,<br />
he left the final image open on an aux display.<br />
They h<strong>and</strong>led the next asteroid encounter<br />
with minimal words, <strong>and</strong> the all too familiar<br />
failure. And the asteroid after that. And the<br />
two co-orbiting rocks after that. Blake began<br />
counting the minutes until Antonio would relieve<br />
him.<br />
“Will you please take down that vid?” Dana<br />
asked. “Rikki is fine. You have a problem.”<br />
“I can’t put my finger on it, but I know. I’m<br />
certain. Something is wrong. We need to go<br />
back.”<br />
“When we have what we came—”<br />
“An interesting thing,” Antonio said from<br />
the hatchway. Blake hadn’t heard him coming.<br />
“Did you—”<br />
“Not now,” Blake <strong>and</strong> Dana snapped in unison.<br />
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“Yes . . . now.”<br />
Something in Antonio’s voice made Blake<br />
turn <strong>and</strong> look. Antonio was craning his neck,<br />
staring past Blake at the playground scene.<br />
“See the . . . two moons?”<br />
Two moons, daylight pale, glimmered<br />
above the childcare center. The larger body<br />
was at half phase; the smaller was only a crescent.<br />
By their sizes, Aristophanes <strong>and</strong> Aeschylus.<br />
“Uh-huh,” Blake said. “What about them?”<br />
Antonio reached over Blake’s shoulder, extending<br />
a fingertip into the holo. “The timestamp<br />
shows today’s date. The positions <strong>and</strong><br />
phases of the moons are from twelve days<br />
ago.”<br />
Before Rikki fell ill! Before they left! Blake<br />
said, “We have to head back. ASAP. Li <strong>and</strong> Carlos<br />
are lying.”<br />
“It could be an honest discrepancy,” Dana<br />
said hesitantly.<br />
Blake shook his head. “AIs don’t make mistakes<br />
like that. Not on their own. Li or Carlos<br />
is using Marvin to hide something.”<br />
“I see another possibility.” Dana took a deep<br />
breath. “Blake, you won’t like this. Maybe the<br />
medical situation is more serious than they’ve<br />
admitted to us.”<br />
“And Rikki is . . .” Blake couldn’t finish the<br />
thought aloud. “You think they’re keeping it<br />
secret lest we come charging home without<br />
what they need.”<br />
“It’s possible. Sorry, Blake.”<br />
“You think they’d lie, compel Marvin to lie,<br />
all because they don’t trust us to do the right<br />
thing?”<br />
Dana shrugged.<br />
“They’d have told you, wouldn’t they? Made<br />
sure you knew the urgency?” And to Antonio,<br />
who had jammed himself between pilot <strong>and</strong><br />
copilot seats to poke at a console, Blake<br />
snarled, “Can’t that wait?”<br />
Dana said, “But they didn’t. I’d have told<br />
you.”<br />
And she would have. Blake was certain. “Li<br />
<strong>and</strong> Carlos are hiding something.”<br />
“You don’t know that.”<br />
“I can’t prove it, but—”<br />
“But I can,” Antonio said. “Look.”<br />
The playground was gone, vanquished by a<br />
long-range surveillance image of Dark. On the<br />
shore of the Darwin Sea, the settlement was<br />
little more than a dot.<br />
DARK SECRET<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
“From station beta on Aristophanes.” Antonio<br />
reached into the holo to indicate a faint<br />
oval smudge, darkest around the settlement.<br />
“See that? It’s most visible in infrared wavelengths.”<br />
Smoke? Precious little on Dark could burn,<br />
apart from the ethanol they produced. Blake<br />
banished insane notions of medieval plagues,<br />
of criers calling to bring out the dead, of mass<br />
funerary bonfires.<br />
Dana must have had the same thoughts. “A<br />
dietary deficiency can’t be contagious. What<br />
are they burning?”<br />
Antonio shook his head. “That’s not smoke.<br />
Area temperature readings are normal. We<br />
must be seeing dust. From major construction<br />
or . . . destruction.”<br />
“Amid a health crisis?” Blake said. “They are<br />
lying to us, <strong>and</strong> they’re not letting Rikki communicate.<br />
Dana, we have to go back.”<br />
“You’re right,” she said. “Buckle up, guys.”<br />
They were deep within the local asteroid<br />
belt <strong>and</strong> almost a quarter of the way around<br />
the sun from Dark. Over the course of their<br />
search, they had built up considerable speed.<br />
Blake reached for his datasheet to do the<br />
math.<br />
“Three <strong>and</strong> a half days,” Antonio said.<br />
“More or less. That’s with the DED running<br />
wide open.”<br />
Two gees all the way.<br />
Blake said, “Let’s get going.”<br />
Chapter 36<br />
As jails went, Rikki’s accommodations<br />
weren’t bad. She had windows (too small <strong>and</strong><br />
high to wriggle through, even if she had had<br />
the strength), a padded bench on which to<br />
rest, a toilet <strong>and</strong> sink, even a shower. The<br />
room was clean. At night, the ceiling glow<br />
panel gave more than ample light. Prisoners in<br />
stories paced out the dimensions of their cells,<br />
so she had. Call it four meters by five.<br />
When the nausea <strong>and</strong> vomiting returned<br />
she saw the silver lining to being locked inside<br />
a bathroom.<br />
After the nausea passed <strong>and</strong> she could stop<br />
hugging the toilet, she attacked the exterior<br />
wall with a spoon, the only utensil provided<br />
with her—untouched—food tray. She scraped<br />
long enough to confirm she’d need geological<br />
time to dig through the concrete. The shallow<br />
scratch, if anyone asked, was to mark Day<br />
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One. In stories, prisoners also kept calendars.<br />
From afar, every so often, she heard engine<br />
roars, <strong>and</strong> rasping, <strong>and</strong> deep whooshing rumbles.<br />
She remembered Carlos on the backhoeloader—could<br />
it have been only that<br />
morning?—<strong>and</strong> wondered how it could have<br />
anything to do with Li’s . . . insurrection.<br />
When Rikki called at a window (oddly<br />
dusty) for help, the children ran.<br />
Damn that horrible video! Damn Li!<br />
Do I instinctively fear snakes? Rikki wondered.<br />
Does everyone? Maybe I only learned<br />
the fear growing up.<br />
But none of that mattered. The morphing<br />
faces <strong>and</strong> jarring music were surely terrifying<br />
enough.<br />
Just as the children’s dread of her was<br />
enough.<br />
Out of sight, around a corner of the childcare<br />
center, the sounds of play soon resumed.<br />
Every happy shriek was like a knife twisting in<br />
Rikki’s gut.<br />
There was nothing left to do but remember,<br />
<strong>and</strong> that was the most painful of all.<br />
Her datasheet! Straight from her pocket,<br />
still folded, she whispered into it, “Marvin, unlock<br />
the bathroom door.”<br />
Silence.<br />
She pushed on the door <strong>and</strong> it would not<br />
budge. Maybe the lock’s wireless interface had<br />
been disabled. She tapped out an email warning<br />
to Blake. LI’S GONE NUTS.COME BACK AT ONCE!<br />
Rather than an acknowledgment when she<br />
tapped SEND the pop-up read, I’M SORRY,RIKKI.<br />
I’M AFRAID I CAN’T DO THAT.<br />
Nor, she found, could she access the safety<br />
cameras to monitor what transpired outside. It<br />
dawned on her: Marvin had been blocking her<br />
messages to Blake all along. Carlos’s doing,<br />
she supposed. The man knew computers.<br />
Weary, defeated, Rikki lay down <strong>and</strong> closed<br />
her eyes. And opened them almost at once, to<br />
banish the image of Li br<strong>and</strong>ishing her gun.<br />
If Rikki had even remembered Endeavour<br />
had weapons in its cargo, she’d have thought<br />
them packed away forever. Anachronisms.<br />
Useless. Not as much as a gnat existed on Dark<br />
to harm them. To take up arms after billions—<br />
whole worlds—had perished? It was more<br />
than horrendous, beyond obscene.<br />
And she was hopelessly naïve. An end to violence<br />
would only come when human nature<br />
changed.<br />
The lock clicked.<br />
“St<strong>and</strong> back,” Li called. “I’m armed.”<br />
Rikki, who had been pacing, sat on the<br />
bench.<br />
Li entered cautiously, looking around the<br />
room. With gun in h<strong>and</strong>, she indicated the<br />
food tray. “You should eat.”<br />
“You expect me to believe this meal isn’t<br />
poisoned?”<br />
“That’s your theory?” Li laughed.<br />
“You obviously poisoned me. To keep me<br />
behind as your hostage?”<br />
“Not exactly. In fact, at first I was annoyed<br />
at how the timing worked out, that you’d be<br />
staying behind. Tying up loose ends would<br />
have been easier without you underfoot. But<br />
you know what? I’m glad you’re here. You’ll<br />
be more convincing when the others return.”<br />
“What do you mean, ‘Not exactly?’”<br />
“I did do something to you,” Li said. “Someday,<br />
maybe you’ll thank me. Till then I trust it<br />
will make you cautious.”<br />
“I’m your goddamned prisoner! I can’t do a<br />
thing. So stop being coy <strong>and</strong> tell me. What did<br />
you do?”<br />
“Carlos <strong>and</strong> me. Do you remember the immune-system<br />
booster shot at your last routine<br />
physical? That was actually software updates<br />
for your nanites.” Li smiled. “All that’s wrong<br />
with you is a major case of morning sickness.”<br />
“I’m . . . pregnant?”<br />
Pacing, sleeping, <strong>and</strong> staring out the window.<br />
It passed the time but provided no answers.<br />
Nothing Li had done made sense. Why reveal<br />
having warped the children? Just to brag?<br />
Why hold Rikki as a prisoner? Did Li think she<br />
<strong>and</strong> her gun could hold everyone at bay once<br />
Blake, Dana, <strong>and</strong> Antonio returned? She had<br />
to sleep sometime!<br />
And above all: why had Li enabled her to get<br />
pregnant?<br />
Staring out the window, Rikki screamed, at<br />
everyone <strong>and</strong> no one, “Are you crazy?”<br />
Children scattered. In seconds they had<br />
ab<strong>and</strong>oned all of the play area visible from her<br />
window.<br />
Not once in two days had Rikki seen an<br />
adult in the yard to supervise the kids. Was<br />
that the shape of things to come?<br />
“Come,” Li ordered. “And bring your coat.<br />
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We’re going outside.”<br />
Rikki didn’t budge from her seat. “Why? Do<br />
you have more abuse to boast about?”<br />
“I’m not the one yelling at the children.”<br />
Holding open the bathroom door, Li backed<br />
into the corridor. Her other h<strong>and</strong> held a gun.<br />
“I assume you’d like to know what this is<br />
about. And before you try anything stupid, remember:<br />
you’re pregnant.”<br />
“As an elaborate, especially cruel, slow-motion<br />
way to kill me?” Because you’re that sick.<br />
“Oh, never mind what I told your doting<br />
husb<strong>and</strong>. ‘Could be fatal’ leaves a great deal of<br />
wiggle room. I’d give you four-to-one odds<br />
you’ll be fine.” Li gestured. “Out. I have things<br />
to show you. Things that, once you’re free,<br />
you’ll want to tell your friends.”<br />
Free? Without a hostage, how did Li expect—whatever<br />
she was up to—to outlast Endeavour’s<br />
return? She had to sleep sometime.<br />
“You’re adorable when you’re confused.<br />
Come. Your questions will all be answered.”<br />
Seething, Rikki followed.<br />
Just inside the open gate at the north end of<br />
Main Street, she saw Carlos. And a bulldozer,<br />
parked. And a dozen or more of the older children<br />
with rakes <strong>and</strong> shovels. Only you<br />
couldn’t dig in the rock-hard ground.<br />
“What are they doing?” Rikki asked.<br />
“All in good time.”<br />
Their first stop was the settlement’s primary,<br />
deeply buried bunker. A tornado shelter, at<br />
Antonio’s insistence, not that they had ever<br />
had a tornado. Li motioned Rikki away from<br />
the double steel doors to palm the h<strong>and</strong>print<br />
reader, then backed away.<br />
“You first,” Li said.<br />
Rikki raised one of the heavy doors. It fell to<br />
the side with a crash. The late afternoon sun<br />
touched only the first few steps, <strong>and</strong> she<br />
tapped the light-switch sensor. Her heart<br />
pounding, she scanned their most precious<br />
possessions: the embryo banks, still almost<br />
full. Bags of seed. Marvin’s servers. Everything<br />
appeared untouched—but she knew Marvin<br />
had been altered.<br />
What else, unseen, had Li <strong>and</strong> Carlos tainted?<br />
“We don’t have all day. Down.”<br />
“So you can shut me inside?”<br />
Li sighed. “I could have locked you here in<br />
the first place, couldn’t I? Just go down. Trust<br />
me, it’ll be worth it.”<br />
DARK SECRET<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
Hugging the railing, Rikki started down the<br />
concrete stairs. A tall stepladder she had last<br />
seen in the greenhouse, where she had used it<br />
to replace a cracked roof panel, leaned against<br />
the opposite wall. Everything else in the<br />
bunker was as Rikki remembered it—even the<br />
sturdy steel hook of the chain hoist on which,<br />
as usual, she cracked her head.<br />
She reached the bottom <strong>and</strong> had circled half<br />
the bunker floor before her captor descended<br />
the first few steps. Li said, “Look up. Higher.”<br />
Well beyond Rikki’s reach, strapped to the<br />
two steel beams that braced the concrete ceiling,<br />
packages . . . blinked.<br />
Li took something from her pocket. “The<br />
trigger.”<br />
Rikki did not want to believe. “Those are explosives?”<br />
“More than enough to bring the roof of the<br />
bunker crashing down.”<br />
And thereby end . . . everything. As from a<br />
great distance, Rikki heard herself ask, “Why?”<br />
“Here’s some old Earth history you might<br />
never have learned. Two great-power archenemies.<br />
Each side had enough nukes to obliterate<br />
its rival many times over. And neither side<br />
ever launched its missiles. Neither side dared,<br />
knowing the other would retaliate. Even an<br />
overwhelming first strike without warning<br />
might leave intact enough weapons for a devastating<br />
counterstrike. Strategists called the<br />
policy MAD. Mutual assured destruction.”<br />
It was mad, all right. “What can you possibly<br />
hope to accomplish?”<br />
“Our history lesson isn’t quite done.” Li<br />
poked at her remote. Overhead, alongside<br />
both blinking lamps, bright red numerals appeared.<br />
25:14:06. A st<strong>and</strong>ard Dark day.<br />
The counters began ticking down.<br />
“I must reset the devices daily. That’s my<br />
failsafe. If anything were to prevent me . . .”<br />
Rikki shivered. “What if something comes<br />
up? What if you can’t do the daily reset?”<br />
“Après moi, le déluge.”<br />
“What?”<br />
Li sneered. “Didn’t they teach history on<br />
Mars? You all deserve to be extinct. It’s<br />
French. Louis XV. ‘After me, the flood.’ And,<br />
as prophecies go, close enough. His son lost<br />
his head.”<br />
“Meaning?” Rikki asked despairingly.<br />
“Meaning you’d best see to it that nothing<br />
‘comes up’ before I’m prepared to disarm. As<br />
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to my purpose until then, you shouldn’t be<br />
surprised. A free h<strong>and</strong> with raising the children.<br />
You <strong>and</strong> your friends wouldn’t allow<br />
that when I offered you all the choice.”<br />
“Poisoning the children’s minds against us<br />
didn’t give you enough leverage?”<br />
“Sadly, no.”<br />
“Then why warp them?”<br />
“I’m molding them,” Li said. “Dana’s job<br />
was to find a refuge, a haven, like Dark. Now<br />
it’s my turn. To mold the children. To mold a<br />
civilization. The rest of you don’t have what<br />
that takes.”<br />
“Now that we know how important this is<br />
to—”<br />
Li snickered. “Little Miss Sunday dinner? I’m<br />
supposed to believe you’ll change your mind?<br />
Come back up. I have more to show you.”<br />
The heavy bunker door slipped from Rikki’s<br />
grasp when she closed it, too. This time,<br />
aware of the explosives, she cringed.<br />
Li gestured up Main Street with her h<strong>and</strong>gun.<br />
“Good. They’ve finished.”<br />
Carlos was ushering children—their<br />
clothes, faces, <strong>and</strong> h<strong>and</strong>s inexplicably filthy—<br />
away from the gate. One by one, they<br />
dropped gardening tools on a pile. Once the<br />
last child started down the street, Carlos did<br />
something with a gadget from his pocket.<br />
Most of the children gave Rikki a wide<br />
berth. Some stared as they passed.<br />
Rikki burst into tears. “I love you children.”<br />
If they heard her, if they cared, none<br />
showed it.<br />
Behind Rikki, from one of the playground<br />
speakers, Marvin announced, “Discovery’s<br />
radar shows Endeavour is inbound. It will be<br />
on the ground within ten minutes.”<br />
Li motioned Rikki forward. “I’m almost impressed.<br />
They got suspicious faster than I expected.”<br />
The barren rock near the fence was . . .<br />
changed. Textured. Dug up, somehow, by the<br />
bulldozer? By the children, too, Rikki guessed<br />
from all those begrimed faces <strong>and</strong> h<strong>and</strong>s.<br />
Two paces closer <strong>and</strong> Rikki saw that something<br />
covered that strip of ground. A wavy<br />
gravel bed, all tiny hummocks, hollows, <strong>and</strong><br />
shoeprints, extended about five meters inside<br />
the fence. The broad gravel b<strong>and</strong> paralleled<br />
the fence until both, curving around buildings,<br />
were lost to sight.<br />
“Stop!” Li picked up one of the rocks that<br />
little feet had kicked <strong>and</strong> dragged into the<br />
compound. “Do not approach the gate.”<br />
“Why not?”<br />
Li lobbed her pebble toward the middle of<br />
the gravel strip, about ten meters to the left of<br />
the gate. Nothing happened.<br />
“That was anticlimactic.” Li took a rake<br />
from the tool pile. She tossed it after the pebble.<br />
Blam!<br />
Rikki ducked, h<strong>and</strong>s clapped to her ears, as<br />
gravel rained down <strong>and</strong> something stung her<br />
cheek. Stones pinged off the fence <strong>and</strong> concrete<br />
chips flew from it. Children screamed.<br />
When the smoke <strong>and</strong> dust had cleared, a meter-wide<br />
crater remained. Of the rake itself,<br />
only scattered twisted shards could be seen.<br />
“Pressure activated. That’s why you should<br />
stay off the gravel.”<br />
Rikki wiped grit <strong>and</strong> tears from her face.<br />
“Why, Li?”<br />
“The fence <strong>and</strong> gate suffice to keep the children<br />
in. The l<strong>and</strong> mines are to keep you <strong>and</strong><br />
your friends out. Except, of course, when I<br />
have need of you inside. The mines are radio<br />
controlled. I can turn them on <strong>and</strong> off.”<br />
“Six minutes,” Marvin called.<br />
“You see,” Li went on, “we on the inside—<br />
<strong>and</strong> our numbers will grow—require food,<br />
water, <strong>and</strong> clothing. Every year or so we’ll<br />
want a fresh bottle of deuterium. So rejoice.<br />
The four of you can still serve the new order.”<br />
“And if we aren’t able to produce enough?<br />
If, say, the weather doesn’t cooperate? You<br />
would blow the bunker?”<br />
“You want to know, can you starve us out?<br />
You could try. But there is plenty of food <strong>and</strong><br />
water in the pantry for just Carlos <strong>and</strong> me.”<br />
“You would take food from the mouths of<br />
babies?”<br />
Li shrugged. “If you withhold food, what<br />
happens is on your heads. And when you<br />
come to your senses <strong>and</strong> resume deliveries,<br />
we can replace any children you starved.”<br />
Rikki just stared, dumbfounded.<br />
“For lesser infractions, if you should be so<br />
foolish, I’m sure I can find other ways to get<br />
your attention. I might cut off power to your<br />
homes for a while. Have any other bright<br />
ideas?”<br />
Did she?<br />
Rikki pointed at the fence. “That encloses<br />
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what, maybe a square klick? You can’t mean<br />
to stay inside for long. You can’t fit many more<br />
children inside.”<br />
“The secure compound is just about half<br />
that area, but you’re correct. We won’t stay<br />
forever. A few years will suffice. By then, hundreds<br />
of children, the cadre of a new civilization,<br />
will have been thoroughly shaped.”<br />
Bright, fanatical eyes proclaimed, “They’ll be<br />
thoroughly mine.”<br />
“How about this?” Rikki said desperately.<br />
“We construct a second settlement elsewhere.<br />
Far down the coast of Darwin Sea. Or on the<br />
coast of a different sea, if you prefer. You live<br />
there. You build your”—insane, twisted, tragic—“society<br />
there.”<br />
“Or you could move. Except no one will be<br />
going anywhere, because I need workers here<br />
to farm. Or I may find I need resources only<br />
Endeavour can fetch. And even if those<br />
weren’t possibilities, I would still refuse.<br />
Know this: restored humanity will be a single<br />
society. One perfect society.”<br />
With Mad Queen Li to rule it.<br />
The children, terrified by the explosion,<br />
had crowded around Carlos. Eve, taller than<br />
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JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
the rest, very blond, was unmistakable—<strong>and</strong><br />
Carlos’s h<strong>and</strong> rested on her shoulder.<br />
Amid cosmic disaster: a tragedy of human<br />
scale.<br />
Rikki said, “To feed so many, we’ll need Carlos’s<br />
help, too.” Whether or not that was true,<br />
she couldn’t bear the thought of leaving him<br />
inside the fence, with the little girls.<br />
“Carlos outside?” Li hesitated. “No, I need<br />
him.”<br />
“Three minutes,” Marvin advised.<br />
Li took the controller from her pocket. “You<br />
have thirty seconds to cross the gravel.”<br />
“But I—”<br />
“Twenty-five seconds. Twenty-four.”<br />
Rikki dashed, gravel scattering beneath her<br />
shoes. She didn’t slow down until she was at<br />
least twenty meters outside the gate.<br />
Li called, “Your friends will be on the<br />
ground soon. Tell them what you’ve seen. Tell<br />
them what I expect.<br />
“And tell them the consequences if any of<br />
you fail to cooperate.” ■<br />
to be concluded. . . .<br />
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THE REFERENCE LIBRARY Don Sakers<br />
Much of the excitement in today’s publishing<br />
world is happening in the field<br />
of young adult fiction, also known as<br />
teen fiction or simply YA. We have J.<br />
K. Rowling to thank for this; the enormous<br />
success of the Harry Potter books showed<br />
publishers that YA represented a vast untapped<br />
market, especially for fantasy <strong>and</strong> science<br />
fiction.<br />
Of course, science fiction for younger readers<br />
is nothing new. The Tom Swift series, published<br />
by the Stratemeyer Syndicate beginning<br />
in 1910, were arguably the first science fiction<br />
books aimed at younger readers. (In those<br />
days, there was no real consciousness of<br />
“teenager” as a separate developmental phase;<br />
in general society, people were either children<br />
or adults. According to most sources, it wasn’t<br />
until after World War II that we began to think<br />
of teens as different than children.)<br />
In the prewar period, outside SF f<strong>and</strong>om, all<br />
of science fiction was considered literature for<br />
the young. Fans <strong>and</strong> writers who were adults<br />
in that period often spoke of being belittled for<br />
reading “that crazy Buck Rogers stuff.” The<br />
Campbell revolution was the real beginning of<br />
science fiction for adults, <strong>and</strong> it was nearly another<br />
two decades before book publishers<br />
took SF seriously as an adult market.<br />
Throughout the late 1940s <strong>and</strong> into the early<br />
1960s, many well-known SF authors wrote<br />
what we now recognize as young adult SF (although<br />
at the time they were called “juveniles.”)<br />
The best known <strong>and</strong> most beloved are<br />
Robert A. Heinlein <strong>and</strong> Andre Norton, but<br />
there were numerous other examples. By then<br />
the distinction between YA <strong>and</strong> adult SF was<br />
well-established, <strong>and</strong> longtime readers have<br />
endless fun arguing whether Podkayne of<br />
Mars or Witch World fit into one category or<br />
the other. (Not to keep you in suspense, the<br />
answer is “both.”)<br />
During the 1980s <strong>and</strong> most of the 1990s, YA<br />
fiction was essentially undifferentiated by<br />
genre; instead, it was dominated by temporary<br />
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fads. There would be a bestseller about, say,<br />
wilderness survival or death in the family, <strong>and</strong><br />
for a year or so every other book would be similar<br />
. . . until the readers lost interest <strong>and</strong> moved<br />
on to the next fad.<br />
That changed in 1997 with the arrival of<br />
Harry Potter. At first, Harry looked like just another<br />
fad—the cry among booksellers <strong>and</strong> librarians<br />
alike was “more books like Harry Potter.”<br />
Yet soon, the realization dawned that what<br />
many teens really wanted was imaginative,<br />
speculative novels: fantasy <strong>and</strong> science fiction.<br />
So what makes a novel a YA book? As a publishing<br />
category, YA books are aimed at an audience<br />
roughly 12-18 years old. However, recent<br />
surveys estimate that more than half the<br />
YA books published are read by older (sometimes<br />
much older) readers.<br />
It doesn’t have to do with sex or violence, either.<br />
YA literature deals with all sorts of topics<br />
once considered taboo.<br />
YA books most often have protagonists under<br />
21—but so do a lot of unquestionably adult<br />
books. No one considers Alexei Panshin’s Rite<br />
of Passage to be a YA book, for example, even<br />
though its protagonist is under 15.<br />
Putting on my librarian hat here, true YA literature<br />
embodies the concerns of teenagers.<br />
That covers everything from bedwetting <strong>and</strong><br />
complexion problems to questions of life,<br />
death, <strong>and</strong> the meaning of the Universe. Yet it<br />
also leaves out a lot. You’re unlikely to see a YA<br />
book focusing on career anxiety, for instance.<br />
In the typical YA novel, adult characters<br />
tend to be ineffectual, villains, or missing altogether.<br />
If there were competent adults around,<br />
how could the teenage protagonists have an<br />
active role in solving major problems? If the<br />
staff of Hogwarts were fully responsible adults,<br />
Harry <strong>and</strong> his young friends would never be<br />
confronting the dangers they do—not without<br />
the adults going to trial for criminal negligence.<br />
Nowadays, though, there are two categories<br />
of YA books being published. First are traditional<br />
YA books with all the characteristics list-
ed above. Second are books that would have<br />
been published as adult titles ten years ago, but<br />
with a few tweaks can be marketed as YA. In<br />
the field of science fiction, where the adult<br />
market is perceived to be in the doldrums,<br />
publishing as YA can make a significant difference<br />
in sales. In essence, these are adult books<br />
masquerading as YA.<br />
As with all classification schemes, these<br />
aren’t hard-<strong>and</strong>-fast categories but rather a continuum.<br />
My favorite example is the Hunger<br />
Games books. These are sophisticated SF<br />
books; if the protagonists were in their twenties<br />
rather than their teens, the books would almost<br />
surely be considered adult fiction. (As it<br />
is, parents of younger teens will want to think<br />
seriously about how to expose their young<br />
readers to the books.)<br />
Sure, adults can read both types of YA. But if<br />
a steady diet of books addressing the concerns<br />
of teenagers makes you feel a bit limited, don’t<br />
write off YA books altogether. Just look for the<br />
adult books that are wearing disguises.<br />
For example:<br />
Rootless<br />
Chris Howard<br />
Scholastic, 330 pages, $17.99 (hardcover)<br />
Kindle: $9.99, Nook: $10.39 (e-book)<br />
ISBN: 978-0-545-38789-7<br />
Series: Rootless 1<br />
Genres: Ecological/Environmental SF, Postapocalyptic,<br />
Teen SF<br />
A century ago, the Darkness came. In the<br />
Darkness, people burned everything <strong>and</strong> anything:<br />
houses, furniture, books, trees . . . little<br />
by little, the old civilization was reduced to<br />
ashes.<br />
With the Darkness came the locusts: fierce<br />
swarms who fed equally on forests or flesh.<br />
And then there were no more forests, no more<br />
trees at all.<br />
In some places, new civilization rose from<br />
the ashes, isl<strong>and</strong>s in a bleak worldwide wastel<strong>and</strong>.<br />
The rich—those who work for corporations<br />
like GenTech, or who make fortunes by<br />
salvaging the ruins of the past—live good lives<br />
in the cities. The poor eke out meager lives<br />
tending GenTech’s locust-proof crops, working<br />
on salvage crews, or as nomads who w<strong>and</strong>er<br />
the wastes in search of work.<br />
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Seventeen-year-old Banyan is a tree builder:<br />
an artist who turns junk <strong>and</strong> scrap metal into<br />
replica groves <strong>and</strong> forests. The rich pay h<strong>and</strong>somely<br />
for his creations, for having one’s own<br />
trees is not only the ultimate status symbol, it’s<br />
a touch of beauty, a reminder of the mythical<br />
past.<br />
When Banyan takes on the biggest job he’s<br />
ever had, he meets a woman with a beautiful<br />
tattoo of a gorgeous living tree. And he learns<br />
that there just might be a place where real<br />
trees still survive.<br />
Banyan’s subsequent quest, in search of a fabled<br />
orchard that may or may not exist, takes<br />
us across a magnificently detailed world, a<br />
world full of dangers <strong>and</strong> wonders, pirates <strong>and</strong><br />
scavengers, friends <strong>and</strong> enemies, <strong>and</strong> always<br />
the threat of the locusts. This is one of those<br />
books in which the l<strong>and</strong>scape becomes as<br />
much a fascinating character as the people in<br />
the story.<br />
Yes, Rootless is a post-apocalyptic novel, as<br />
is the rage today; but the book transcends that<br />
genre. Banyan is a compelling, fun character,<br />
<strong>and</strong> the folks he meets on his journey are<br />
equally captivating. The language is fresh <strong>and</strong><br />
sparkling.<br />
Fair warning: Rootless is the first of a series.<br />
The immediate story comes to a satisfactory<br />
ending, but as with all great future worlds <strong>and</strong><br />
gr<strong>and</strong> epics, there’s much more to come.<br />
The Best of All Possible Worlds<br />
Karen Lord<br />
Del Rey, 320 pages, $25.00 (hardcover)<br />
iBooks, Kindle, Nook: $12.99 (e-book)<br />
ISBN: 978-0-345-53405-7<br />
Genres: Psychological/Sociological SF, Romantic<br />
SF<br />
There’s a strain of science fiction that imagines<br />
an interstellar society composed of many<br />
varieties of humanoid races. Ursula K. LeGuin’s<br />
Hainish Cycle books do this, as do Sharon Lee<br />
<strong>and</strong> Steve Miller’s Liaden Universe stories. Now<br />
we can add Karen Lord to the list.<br />
In Lord’s future, humanoids exist on many<br />
worlds <strong>and</strong> take many forms. Among them are<br />
the Sadiri, a telepathic people who pride themselves<br />
on their self-discipline. Ascetic <strong>and</strong> unemotional,<br />
the Sadiri hold themselves apart<br />
from other races.<br />
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Perhaps inevitably, the Sadiri also have their<br />
enemies. And one of those enemy races unleashes<br />
disaster, destroying the Sadiri homeworld<br />
<strong>and</strong> killing most of the Sadiri. The survivors,<br />
mostly Sadiri who were offworld at the<br />
time, are left as homeless refugees.<br />
Enter Cygnus Beta, a world built by<br />
refugees, a welcoming home to all of the<br />
galaxy’s displaced peoples. Successive waves<br />
of exiles <strong>and</strong> survivors have settled on Cygnus<br />
Beta; the resulting Cygnian race is as genetically<br />
<strong>and</strong> socially diverse as they come.<br />
Linguist Delarua works for the Cygnian government<br />
department that settles disputes between<br />
ethic groups. Clear-headed <strong>and</strong> practical,<br />
Delarua likes her job <strong>and</strong> is happy with her<br />
life. When the first Sadiri refugees arrive, she’s<br />
made chief liaison to their settlement.<br />
Chief among the Sadiri is Dllenankh, a diplomat,<br />
who bears with dignity both his survivor’s<br />
guilt, <strong>and</strong> the responsibility for finding a way<br />
for his people <strong>and</strong> their culture to survive. In<br />
order to broaden the gene pool as much as<br />
possible, the next generation of Sadiri will<br />
have to come from interbreeding with other<br />
races; Cygnus Beta offers the best hope, for<br />
some of the people who settled there in the<br />
past spring from the same stock as the Sadiri.<br />
Dllenankh’s group is a test case to see if such<br />
interbreeding can be successful.<br />
In brilliant harmony, the larger problem of<br />
the Sadiri is mirrored in the very personal relationship<br />
between Delarua <strong>and</strong> Dllenankh—for<br />
these two, thrown together in their work, begin<br />
to fall in love.<br />
The Best of All Possible Worlds is a slow,<br />
stately waltz in which personal <strong>and</strong> societal<br />
stories progress toward an ultimate <strong>and</strong> satisfying<br />
conclusion. Resonances with today’s world<br />
are inevitable: Cygnus Beta is, in its own way,<br />
as much a melting pot as the United States, <strong>and</strong><br />
today’s world certainly has its share of displaced<br />
peoples. All in all, this deliciously understated<br />
book is a delight.<br />
Red Planet Blues<br />
Robert J. Sawyer<br />
Viking, 460 pages, $30.00 (hardcover)<br />
iBooks, Kindle, Nook: $12.99 (e-book)<br />
ISBN: 978-0-670-06577-6<br />
Genres: Mars, SF Mystery<br />
A new Robert J. Sawyer book is always<br />
cause for celebration. Even more so when the<br />
book is something completely different than<br />
he’s been doing for the last few years.<br />
Red Planet Blues is a tour de force: a hardboiled<br />
detective thriller set in a Martian settlement<br />
fifty to a hundred years from now. It all<br />
started with Sawyer’s 2004 Hugo—<strong>and</strong> Nebula-nominated<br />
novella “Identity Theft,” which<br />
is included as part of the current book.<br />
Four decades before the time of the story,<br />
Martian explorers Simon Weingarten <strong>and</strong> Danny<br />
O’Reilly found fossil evidence of past life.<br />
This spawned the Great Martian Fossil Rush,<br />
as thous<strong>and</strong>s moved to Mars in hopes of unearthing<br />
more fossils <strong>and</strong> striking it rich.<br />
That was the genesis of New Klondike, a<br />
domed city on the newest frontier. It’s a raw,<br />
rough place where the burned-out hulks of<br />
failed prospectors share the streets with the<br />
glitterati <strong>and</strong> so-called transfers—<strong>and</strong>roids animated<br />
by the uploaded consciousnesses of<br />
Earth’s wealthy <strong>and</strong> influential.<br />
In the chaos of New Klondike there’s sure<br />
to be crime. Enter Alex Lomax, a private investigator<br />
who makes his living tracking<br />
down thieves <strong>and</strong> murderers. Alex is the classic<br />
rough detective with a soft heart, struggling<br />
to pay his bills <strong>and</strong> keep his head above<br />
water while still bringing some justice to the<br />
world.<br />
Then Alex gets an unexpected case, one<br />
that could make his reputation <strong>and</strong> ensure his<br />
fortune. It’s the most famous unsolved case on<br />
the books: Decades ago, someone murdered<br />
Weingartner <strong>and</strong> O’Reilly. And it’s up to Alex<br />
to find out who . . . no matter where the investigation<br />
leads.<br />
Well, this is Robert J. Sawyer, so you know<br />
it’s a well-written, intelligent story with some<br />
unexpected twists. Alex Lomax is one of the<br />
good guys, easy to identify with—<strong>and</strong> Sawyer<br />
makes New Klondike as real as the street in<br />
front of your house. Red Planet Blues isn’t<br />
just a mystery story with science fiction trappings,<br />
it’s a fusion of the two genres in which<br />
the mystery depends on the SF elements.<br />
To top it off, Sawyer obviously had fun writing<br />
this book, <strong>and</strong> that sense of fun comes<br />
through on every page. Definitely worth reading.<br />
* * *<br />
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Farside<br />
Ben Bova<br />
Tor, 400 pages, $24.99 (hardcover)<br />
iBooks, Kindle, Nook: $11.99 (e-book)<br />
ISBN: 978-0-7653-2387-3<br />
Series: Gr<strong>and</strong> Tour<br />
Genres: Hard SF, High Frontier<br />
The Robert A. Heinlein <strong>and</strong> Andre Norton<br />
“juveniles” of the 1950s <strong>and</strong> 1960s played a big<br />
part in inspiring an entire generation of young<br />
people to enter the fields of science <strong>and</strong> engineering.<br />
You don’t have to ask very many astrophysicists<br />
or astronauts to uncover someone’s<br />
happy memories of Have Space Suit,Will<br />
Travel or Starman’s Son.<br />
Currently, the inspirational torch is carried<br />
by Ben Bova. Most of Bova’s books aren’t actually<br />
YA, either in intent or in marketing—but<br />
they’re easily accessible to bright teenagers,<br />
<strong>and</strong> they’ve opened the wonder of science <strong>and</strong><br />
engineering to many a young mind.<br />
A typical Bova book is set anywhere from<br />
twenty to two hundred years from the present,<br />
involves the exploration <strong>and</strong> industrialization<br />
of some piece of real estate in the solar system,<br />
has a varied multicultural cast, <strong>and</strong> is built<br />
around an exciting thriller plot. The book’s informed<br />
by accurate science <strong>and</strong> rigorous extrapolation,<br />
<strong>and</strong> imparts the joy of learning.<br />
Scientists, technologists, <strong>and</strong> explorers are the<br />
heroes of most Bova books, rational <strong>and</strong> intelligent<br />
people all.<br />
Farside, Bova’s latest, is no exception. It’s set<br />
against the background of constructing the<br />
first large observatory on the Moon’s farside,<br />
where Luna’s bulk shields the instruments<br />
from the electromagnetic <strong>and</strong> political interference<br />
of Earth.<br />
Trudy Yost, astronomer, travels to the Lunar<br />
nation of Selene to become assistant to Professor<br />
Jason Uhlrich. Uhlrich is the driving force<br />
behind Farside Observatory, <strong>and</strong> a leading expert<br />
in the observatory’s target: the Earth-size<br />
planet Sirius C. The planet shows hopeful<br />
signs, but critical data is tantalizingly out of<br />
reach until Farside’s delicate instruments are<br />
online. But first, they have to build those instruments.<br />
It’s an unforgiving environment for construction<br />
work. Airless, bathed in hard radiation,<br />
subject to micrometeorite bombardment,<br />
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everything covered in the irritating Lunar dust.<br />
Construction crews rely on robots <strong>and</strong><br />
nanomachines for much of the work. Accidents<br />
are frequent, some of them fatal.<br />
And some of the fatal ones aren’t accidents<br />
at all. Slowly, Trudy learns that there’s a saboteur<br />
at work—one, perhaps, with a good reason<br />
to want the project stopped.<br />
In the midst of all this, Uhlrich’s spectroanalysis<br />
of Sirius C finds traces of oxygen <strong>and</strong><br />
water vapor, sure signs of life. And suddenly,<br />
the stakes are much higher ....<br />
Bova is a master storyteller, <strong>and</strong> Farside is a<br />
delightful read.<br />
A Legacy of Stars<br />
Danielle Ackley-McPhail<br />
DTF Publications, 230 pages, $14.95 (trade paperback)<br />
Kindle, Nook: $2.99 (e-book)<br />
ISBN: 978-1-937051-95-2<br />
Genre: Short Stories<br />
Danielle Ackley-McPhail is one of the up<strong>and</strong>-coming<br />
storytellers <strong>and</strong> editors in SF/fantasy.<br />
She’s best known for her series of humorous<br />
fantasy anthologies, the Bad-Ass Faeries.<br />
Here she serves up a baker’s dozen science fiction<br />
short stories, ranging from military SF to<br />
SF horror to one of the cleverest first contact<br />
stories to come along in a long time. Each story<br />
is introduced by an editor or SF writer, <strong>and</strong><br />
there are five of Ackley-McPhail’s poems as<br />
well.<br />
If you’re in the mood for a smorgasbord of<br />
enjoyable tales from a fresh new voice, at an ebook<br />
price that won’t break the bank, give A<br />
Legacy of Stars a try.<br />
Finally, I call your attention to Unidentified<br />
Funny Objects, edited by Alex Shvartsman, a<br />
collection of funny SF stories. One of the stories<br />
is mine, so obviously I can’t give the book<br />
a regular review, but it seems like something<br />
<strong>Analog</strong> readers would want to know about.<br />
That’s it for this time around; see you next issue!<br />
Don Sakers is the author of A Voice in Every<br />
Wind <strong>and</strong> A Rose From Old Terra.For more information,<br />
visit www.scatteredworlds.com. ■<br />
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BRASS TACKS<br />
Mr. Walsh,<br />
On page 37 of the print edition of<br />
<strong>Analog</strong> [March <strong>2013</strong>, “Spoof Worlds”<br />
by Kevin Walsh] you state that<br />
“. . . small amounts of carbon dioxide are<br />
needed by human beings to maintain the respiration<br />
process.” This is true but might be<br />
construed to imply that atmospheric carbon<br />
dioxide (CO ) is needed. As a matter of fact,<br />
2<br />
in closed environments (submarines, closed<br />
circuit diving, space craft, anesthesia circuits)<br />
great efforts are expended to assure<br />
that inspired CO levels are close to zero. Ele-<br />
2<br />
vated levels of CO can result in sedation,<br />
2<br />
loss of consciousness <strong>and</strong> death. Atmospheric<br />
carbon dioxide (while global levels are increasing)<br />
is essentially nil (hundreds of parts<br />
per million, I believe) with regard to breathing.<br />
CO , as a product of metabolism, dis-<br />
2<br />
solves in the blood <strong>and</strong> is carried to the<br />
brain’s respiratory center where it serves to<br />
stimulate respiration. The normal partial<br />
pressure of arterial CO is approximately<br />
2<br />
35–45 mmHg (this corresponds to approximately<br />
5 volumes per cent at sea level). Elimination<br />
of CO is in part diffusion dependent:<br />
2<br />
it is driven by the concentration gradient between<br />
lung <strong>and</strong> atmospheric concentration<br />
(the other part is minute ventilation).<br />
I apologize if you already possess this<br />
(simplified) information. I simply wished to<br />
point out this point of potential misunderst<strong>and</strong>ing.<br />
Thank you for your contribution to <strong>Analog</strong><br />
<strong>and</strong> please accept my wishes for a happy <strong>and</strong><br />
healthy New Year.<br />
Sincerely,<br />
Shepard Stone<br />
The author responds . . .<br />
Good point. Thanks for clearing up a<br />
source of potential confusion.<br />
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Dear <strong>Analog</strong>,<br />
I just finished reading the March <strong>2013</strong> editorial<br />
<strong>and</strong> wanted to convey my heart-felt<br />
“thank you” <strong>and</strong> best wishes for a long, happy<br />
<strong>and</strong> prosperous retirement to Dr. Schmidt.<br />
Dr. Schmidt, I think you have done an absolutely<br />
spectacular job of making <strong>and</strong> keeping<br />
<strong>Analog</strong> the excellent <strong>and</strong> entertaining<br />
publication it is. I definitely look forward to<br />
reading/hearing your future work.<br />
I also welcome Mr. Quachri <strong>and</strong> Ms. Hockaday<br />
<strong>and</strong> look forward to a continued long<br />
<strong>and</strong> happy relationship with you through<br />
<strong>Analog</strong>.<br />
Best regards to all,<br />
John Harcinske<br />
Mitchell, SD<br />
Dr. Schmidt,<br />
Thank you for all you have done during<br />
your years at <strong>Analog</strong>. And Mr. Quachri, congratulations<br />
on your appointment.<br />
I have been a regular reader for almost fifty<br />
years, <strong>and</strong> a subscriber for over forty years. I<br />
am retired from the NYS Department of Environmental<br />
Conservation <strong>and</strong> the NY Army<br />
National Guard. Environmental <strong>and</strong> military<br />
issues have long been my interest, <strong>and</strong> I have<br />
read many good stories on these subjects in<br />
<strong>Analog</strong>. Obviously, I would like to see more<br />
stories on these issues in the future, <strong>and</strong> am<br />
surprised at how few I have seen that address<br />
what we humans have been doing to this<br />
planet.<br />
I cheered when I read the editorials that<br />
address population issues, Dr. Schmidt is a<br />
rare voice on the subject that does not focus<br />
on the incredibly short sighted view that we<br />
need more population growth so we have<br />
enough young people to support us oldsters.<br />
More people, dem<strong>and</strong>ing a rising st<strong>and</strong>ard of<br />
living, will use more resources, <strong>and</strong> the plan-
et just cannot take too much more of this.<br />
Habitat destruction, especially deforestation,<br />
continues at an alarming rate. Commercial<br />
fishing is headed the way of whale hunting.<br />
Biodiversity is shrinking, species are being<br />
driven to extinction by the actions of humans.<br />
Last but not least, we are performing<br />
an uncontrolled experiment on how much<br />
coal <strong>and</strong> other fossil fuels we can burn for<br />
short term gain with virtually no consideration<br />
for the long term effects of these actions.<br />
Many science fiction stories start from the<br />
premise of “if this trend continues, then . . .”<br />
I would certainly like to see a lot more stories<br />
speculating what will happen if the trends<br />
mentioned above continue, as it seems they<br />
will. It certainly appears that we will not get<br />
to exploit the resources of the solar system<br />
(such as mining the asteroids) before these<br />
trends cause some kind of collapse of our<br />
current society. Recovery from this could be<br />
very difficult, as many of the resources we<br />
are currently exploiting are difficult to get at,<br />
(the Deepwater Horizon well was over a mile<br />
below sea level, etc). So how about this for<br />
the premise of a SF story—current trends<br />
continue, <strong>and</strong> climate change causes not only<br />
ice melting which raises sea levels, but the<br />
permafrost melts, <strong>and</strong> releases an unknown<br />
but huge quantity of currently frozen<br />
methane, which could lead to a runaway<br />
greenhouse effect? Is this science fiction or<br />
future science fact?<br />
I underst<strong>and</strong> that not everyone thinks this<br />
is likely, the climate change deniers are well<br />
funded (Koch brothers, etc. seem to have no<br />
concern for what kind of planet their gr<strong>and</strong>-<br />
BRASS TACKS<br />
JUNE <strong>2013</strong><br />
children will inherit). Anyway, I submit for<br />
your consideration that the items I have mentioned<br />
should get more ink, both science fiction<br />
<strong>and</strong> science fact, than we have seen so<br />
far.<br />
On another subject, I have a suggestion for<br />
the Reference Library section. There are<br />
many great SF authors that I was first introduced<br />
to by <strong>Analog</strong>. I own a ton of David<br />
Drake, Bujold’s Vorkosigan stories, McCaffrey’s<br />
dragonriders, <strong>and</strong> other authors who I<br />
first read in <strong>Analog</strong>. Many of the characters<br />
<strong>and</strong> story lines first published in <strong>Analog</strong> are<br />
later published in books, so I would suggest<br />
that this <strong>Analog</strong> feature tell us specifically<br />
when this happens. It doesn’t have to be big,<br />
just a statement such as author X, who wrote<br />
about Y, in the Z issue of <strong>Analog</strong>, now has a<br />
book published in this setting.<br />
Keep up the good work.<br />
Sincerely,<br />
Paul W. McCarthy<br />
Thanks for your letter (<strong>and</strong> the kind<br />
wishes). I think you make a good case for<br />
the relevance <strong>and</strong> importance of environmental<br />
science fiction. I’ve always been a<br />
bit surprised it’s not a larger part of the<br />
field, but perhaps that will change as<br />
awareness of the issues continues to grow.<br />
Your suggestion for “The Reference Library”<br />
is also sound, but we actually already<br />
do it—aside from Don regularly mentioning<br />
any <strong>Analog</strong> connection in the body<br />
of a review, he sometimes calls out books by<br />
<strong>Analog</strong> authors that he doesn’t have room<br />
to fully cover, purely because they might be<br />
of interest to our readers. ■<br />
You may never know what results come from your action. But if you<br />
do nothing, there will be no result.<br />
—Mahatma G<strong>and</strong>hi<br />
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