Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

generally true, but not in your case. You don't have to worry about mind
playing games with you. I am taking care of it. If you have true
surrender, act like it. Don't just say surrender and then make plans for
what to do next". She asked how to distinguish which thoughts were hers
and which were Baba's? "You are one with me; there is no thought
which is yours anymore." After that Baba said "Go back to the
chiropractor." She said that she was thinking of going to the other doctor
to get the X-rays etc. Baba said "Shivangini, Go" indicating that just go
do it. He commented about the book we are writing and said "Is not it
coming along good?" She replied yes. Baba said "It has to be finished".
Then He gave her a message. In Baba's book there was little poem which
was by Shankaracharya, in that poem Shankaracharya was asking God
for pardon for the error that he made by worshiping Him in a way which
did not reflect the true 'Advaita' (non-dualism). When Dolly read that
poem Baba said that he wanted her to quote that poem in her book. After
that Baba said "you will come to Puttaparthi." She said "when and
how?" Baba said "Have Patience. You will come to Puttaparthi with that
book in your hand." (A scene flashed through her mind where she was in
Puttaparthi sitting when somebody called saying is Shivangini there and
then she identified herself by raising her hand.) She started asking the
details about who all will be going with her to Puttaparthi, our kids, other
family members etc. Baba replied "Just have patience."
Then they had a conversation about the virtues. She asked "If you
want me to have the virtues, please develop them for me." Baba said
"You make the effort and success will be mine." She asked Baba in
meditation about her job, wanted to know who was playing what role
and how things were going to shake out in the long run. Baba said "You
will have to leave that totally to me. I am taking care of it. Don't worry a
thing. Whatever needs to happen will happen. You have nothing to
worry." Deep down in her heart she was feeling that this was the most
important time of her life, should she take a whole week off. Baba said
"There are three things which are important - going to the chiropractor,
cleaning up the house including basement, and writing the book." Baba
said to her yesterday that he was sending her to the chiropractor to fix the
crookedness in the spine. She asked Baba "You are so powerful, you do
so many things. How come you do not fix my spine problem?" Baba
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