Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

can spend with who, because they all have an effect. All those vibrations
get transmitted and take effect. When you get pulled into worldly
attachments and doubts, mind gets too active and it functions to obstruct.
Do not underestimate the lingering effects of the company. In your case,
the resolution of conflicts and lower tendencies is important. When
Kundalini is fully awakened and the flow starts rising, if there are
impurities and conflicts then that can cause some suffering. To minimize
the suffering you should be pure and free of conflicts. The suffering can
occur later on also. I am with you, you will reach your goal. You should
have patience." Then she said "Baba what else I needed to do." Baba
said "go to the chiropractor again. The chiropractor needs to be rewarded
for some good deeds and you will be the instrument in getting her the
reward." She asked Baba if she should be following up with the friend R.
Baba said "No big deal. Go ahead and call." She asked if she should call
Pam J. Baba said "There is no use. Do not waste your time." "I want you
not to have attachment including attachment to this communion. I want
you to focus on your meditation. Concentrate on the chakras and do
certain things." She went ahead and practiced breathing and
concentration.
Wednesday, February 18, 1998
Meditation 5:00 AM: She started out with a very calm mind. She did
not have dreams last night. Puja was methodical. She started the
meditation with Nada Brahma and Devi Puja. Before she started the Om
Namah Shivaya tape Baba started talking. Baba said "You really need to
think, act, and behave with true faith and belief that you are not the doer
and I am doing everything for you. Last night in your meditation you
were trying hard to get the vision. It was only going up to a certain point
but not further. Without me you cannot even lift a finger. You need to
understand this and, act and behave like that. Shivangini, don't think of
surrender as a weakness, it is a great strength."
She told Baba that she was concerned about this mind playing games.
She said "Like yesterday when you prompted me to read that book
where it says so far you have been lost in samskars during meditation.
Am I really in my own tendencies so far?" Baba said "What you read is
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