Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

I am your effort." She asked Baba to guide her through the day on what
to do. Baba said "Awakening the Kundalini is very important." She
asked if that is the case can she go ahead and read the book G gave her.
Baba said "Absolutely not. In that book you will not find any technique
or help for awakening the Kundalini. I am guiding you in that. All you
are going to find in that book is someone's negative experience after
spontaneous awakening of the Kundalini." She asked Baba if she was
wrong to pursue the Kundalini awakening since that is known to give
Siddhis; and her friend PV told her that one should not want Siddhis;
Siddhis are obstacles to reaching the goal. Baba said “It is like a toy that
a mother gives to her child to keep him occupied, as long as the child is
happy with the toy there is no need for the mother to pick up the child.
But if you want to be picked up by the mother you must cry for the
mother and not stay contented with the toy. For your future role you do
need some Siddhis. But your body needs to be fit for that."
She asked Baba about what does soul evolution mean, this was the
topic she had discussed with G. yesterday. Baba answered "Atman has
no impurity. It carries all memory; impressions are there on the soul; you
need to remove the dust on the mirror to see the clear reflection. You
have to use the body and the senses, to remove the veil. To remove the
dust from the mirror Yoga is the path, Kundalini is the principle."
Last night she had a thought going through her mind constantly, not a
dream but a constant thought, saying 'spend time with Lord Shiva, spend
time with Lord Shiva.' She asked Baba as to how should she do that.
Then Baba showed her his Shiva form i.e. lingam with snake on it and
he was in the background. This was in thought not a picture vision.
Baba said "When you meditate, you are spending time with me. When
you contemplate, you are spending time with me. When you read
scriptures, you are spending time with me. You sing bhajan or listen to
bhajan; you are spending time with me. When you write the experiences,
you are spending time with me. Spend time with Shiva means be in
constant awareness of God till the day of Shivaratri."
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