Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

to be very potent and useful in purifying the spiritual aspirants. Despite
of all this apparent positive feelings, she could not understand why she
was being asked by Baba to stay away from these friends. Baba said "If I
did not alert you, before Shivaratri you would start reading book on
Kundalini that her husband gave you, and that would not have been right
for you. While.....(her husband's name) was giving the book to you, it
was me who made him say "it is a scary book". I still want you to stay
away from M. "Then she asked Baba "if this was the reason then
why did you alert me about M; instead of her husband". Baba replied
"Did you learn something today? You learn it. She will not be able to
keep your experiences to herself, in order for you to be my effective
instrument it is important that divine messages are conveyed to people in
a proper way, per divine plan, at a specific time in a specific manner."
We reached home and she took her allergy medicine and went to
sleep.
Sunday, February 15, 1998
She woke up late due to the medicine effect and missed her morning
meditation. She did puja in the morning. As she was doing the puja Baba
talked to her "You would notice that whatever you want that's what you
get. You wanted to go there and you went there. It was me who put those
words in G's mind about Kundalini book. You were made to take the
medicine yesterday, without that help you could not feel well today. I do
all these things for you because you have complete surrender. If you
notice you get what you want."
Noon Meditation: She asked Baba "as you said in the morning, you
were doing all my actions then does it mean I cannot do anything wrong
any more, I cannot make any mistake? If I wake up or do not wake up in
the morning to do the meditation, or if I do not do puja or do not perform
some duty, is everything OK to do?" Baba said "That is true. However it
is always like a partnership in the effort. When your inner voice tells you
to wake up and you ignore and continue to sleep then it is not me who is
doing that action. You chose to do it. When you are guided to do
something you go ahead and make the effort. When you make the effort,
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