Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile
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your Sadhana (these exact words she had heard in her meditation).<br />
4 PM meditation: It was at work and brief.<br />
8:45 PM meditation: Today 8 o' clock meditation got delayed a little<br />
due to late dinner, kids sports schedules etc. During the meditation, Baba<br />
reminded her of a few of her experiences in last two days which she<br />
thought were insignificant. Baba pointed out that if she did not view each<br />
experience in isolation and try to combine and connect then she could<br />
realize that those were indication of the fact that Prakriti was blessing<br />
her. Baba said that Maharishi Ramana was also blessed by Prakriti.<br />
During this meditation she had an unusual sensation of her mouth filling<br />
with saliva. The feeling persisted for 5-10 minutes. She finished her<br />
meditation with "Om Sai Ram."<br />
Friday, February 13, 1998<br />
Meditation at 6:40 AM: She spent a lot of time in the puja today. Prior<br />
to this time she had been contemplating on the concepts of 'seer and seen<br />
being the same' that she had read in one of the books. That day, a lot of<br />
concepts that she had read here and there started connecting in her mind<br />
and she felt as if she was beginning to understand. She was told earlier in<br />
her meditations that the reasons for her being able to see very clearly<br />
illumined images of the deities with eyes closed, and see the bright<br />
visions with sky in the background were due to the effulgence of the<br />
Atman. Today, it seemed that she finally understood what was being said<br />
and she concluded with strong conviction that the cause of all these is the<br />
in dwelling God within.<br />
She did japa of "Ya Devi ...", "Om Namah Shivaya", "Om Bhur<br />
Bhuva Suvaha" etc. After that she went over the technique she had read<br />
yesterday in the kundalini book. She was guided to practice that. In that<br />
technique it said that while at the center of the two eyebrows focus on<br />
Rudra and Rudrani. She knew Rudra but did not know who Rudrani was<br />
and how it looked. So, she did her own "Om" version of concentration.<br />
And thought if she did something wrong Baba would guide her to<br />
correct. Next she concentrated on the navel chakra. She felt a sensation<br />
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