Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

She asked "Baba, are the consequences of my previous karma (reward
or punishment) over or will I see it in the future?"
Baba said "The negative consequences of your Prarabdha are
destroyed. You are not accumulating new karma. Your present actions
will cause no obstruction. What you are experiencing is God's grace as
reward of your Prarabdha (previous actions)." This was the end of the
meditation at that time.
After this, she went to the rest room, and as usual took with her a cup
of tea and a book to read. This time she had Baba's book "Sathya Sai
Speaks vol. XV" (she happens to like these two volumes a lot). The page
she started reading answered some of the questions she had asked in the
meditation. There were definitions of Karma, Bhakti, and Jnana Yoga.
There were some examples given of the kind of service one could do like
cheer the patients in the hospital, teaching in a village, money to the
needy, make an unexpected surprise gift from God." The example that
crossed her mind at that time was anonymously giving money to a poor
needy parent as help to meet their child's wedding expense.
Noon meditation (at work during lunch break, in her office): Within 5
minutes of starting the meditation she got interrupted by PV's call. PV
asked if she could come to Dolly's office to drop off the Kundalini book
that she had borrowed from her. She came over for 10 minutes and left.
After she left Dolly simply flipped the pages of the book that she had
returned and she was immediately led almost to the end of the book.
Here what she read was all about correct meditation techniques for a
sadhak who was advanced to a certain level of experiences. As she read,
it seemed like somebody was describing exactly her stages of
experiences and asking her for the following.... you need to overcome all
obstructions of samskara by means of viveka, detachment and
forbearance. Further it read: one needs to l) quieten and control the sense
organs, 2) detach from sense organs, 3) endure the influence of the sense
organs 4) have shraddha and faith in God 5) Reconciliation with the
words of Guru and God. The last item of course did not feel applicable to
her because her inner Guru and the God were one and the same. It also
said your kundalini is stirring but not rising yet. Its union will depend on
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