Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

couple of weeks and doctors were unable to diagnose the cause, and a
close friend of hers was diagnosed with lung cancer. For all these
obvious reasons her friend KC was sad. Baba simply wanted Dolly to
know about this happening and be a compassionate listener. At the end
of the conversation her friend sounded appreciative of her compassionate
listening.
After the conversation with KC, we went to pick pizza from the
restaurant. When we were in the car, Baba gave her a few more personal
messages.
Saturday, February 7, 1998
5:11 AM Meditation:
Baba asked "Do you have any questions?" She could not think of any.
Baba reminded her of yesterday's experience of being able to look
straight into the Sun. Baba said "Normally there is glare and you cannot
see into the Sun. Yesterday that veil was removed for you and what you
saw was to invoke the Atman in you."
Today, her mind was wandering a lot and she was unable to
concentrate. Baba guided her to achieve concentration by focusing on
each Chakra. While concentrating on throat chakra she felt the difference
from other days, Baba said "the knot is loosening and that is what you
are feeling."
She meditated for almost an hour. After that she did brief puja. During
puja she felt a strong desire to see Baba, this thought made her cry; she
prayed for His darshan. During puja she heard "matti ye, matti ye." We
still don't know what those words meant.
Noon meditations: This meditation lasted for no more than 10
minutes. As soon as she closed her eyes for meditation Baba said "Hearts
are filled with rage, hearts are filled with jealousy, there is no rhyme and
reason, there is no logic. Have courage. This is not your test but you
would need to use many of those virtues that we have talked about in
order to handle the situations today. I don't have more to say now. Right
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