Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

over the years it has become detached love. You have developed
detachment with Gyani also, the last trace of it was shown to you in your
dream where he separated from you. Besides, he is not someone you
should be attached to. You have been attached to him but he never was
and never will." She asked "Why is that Baba, does he not love me or he
is too good for me or something else?" Baba said in a smiling tone
"When you know the truth you will understand, but he is from a higher
plane". She said "Okay then why does he keep saying that he is not so
good and all that?" Baba said "he is applying different standards". Baba
continued "with Shobun there is no question of your detachment, he is
just an extension of your soul. For Raeshum your attachment is growing
but you need to let go. Any trace of ego can interfere and create
unnecessary fear in reaching your goal. You need to remove even the
smallest attachment". She said "Baba, Am I attached to only these
people?" Baba said "Don't confuse liking and love for attachment. And
attachment is not limited to people and relationships. In your case,
though, I am concerned about your attachment to few people only."
Baba said "I want you to let go of everything today and start writing
every experience so far and begin with today's message."
Friday, January 30, 1998
As the amount of dialogue increased she found it hard to remember
each and every statement with full accuracy and in the right sequence.
Therefore sometimes she tried summarizing during the meditation what
she heard. Her effort to summarize sometimes broke the flow of thought
totally. Today, in the meditation when she tried summarizing Baba said
"Stop rephrasing. Listen carefully. What goes on everyday is not daily
entertainment. What needs to be remembered you will remember and
whatever you will be unable to recall is also my will, so don't worry
about memorizing and listen carefully."
While sitting there in meditation she recalled how once she had
reprimanded Raeshum for doing something wrong, feeling bad about
that she had tears in her eyes. Baba said "You should not let these
become samskaras and form impressions. What you need to do is your
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