Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

talked about then probably that is what our future is supposed to be, we
will prepare ourselves to accept that as God's will and our unavoidable
destiny.
Monday, January 26, 1998
Meditation was very brief. Two important things were conveyed by
Baba. During Sadhana I saw blue light vision that moved in a clockwise
motion. Then another wave of blue light began and did the same.
Patterns were different. Baba said "Create the power to stop the blue
light from going into a pattern." When I tried doing it the blue light
stopped and started crystallizing into a shape made of white light.
Baba asked her to contemplate on the following with me, Gyani. Why
does she want God's vision? Is it because 1) it is a measure of progress,
2) does it make her feel good, or 3) it is a proof of God's existence.
Wednesday, January 28, 1998
Today she meditated 4 times, and read few more chapters from Sai
Baba's Gita.
5 AM meditation: Lot of peace and good meditation. Only one
thought communicated by Baba "Develop equal mindedness". Baba
made her imagine all sorts of good and bad things that could happen to
her, happen to our family, house, money etc. and see if and how she
could handle it with equanimity.
Noon, 4 PM and 8 PM meditation: "God is not separate from you, you
and God are one."
8 PM meditation : In her words "I looked at Shirdi Baba's picture
while I said Nada Brahma for 21 times and then I closed my eyes for
meditation and it was the brightest illumination of each picture and the
surrounding set up of the shrine that I had never seen before. To this
Baba said "Shivangini, this is the effulgence of your Atman which is
illuminating the objects that you see lit up".
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