Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile
Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile
Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile
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meditating again in the jeep but she could not concentrate at all. She said,<br />
all the different conversations that she had with her cousin were playing<br />
on her mind and she was unable to keep her mind still.<br />
Saturday, January 24, 1998<br />
Today, with our friends we went to a ski resort. Their children and our<br />
children skied together. She did her meditations twice in the car and once<br />
in the hotel room at the resort. It was about 11:30 PM when we returned<br />
home. As we stepped in the house we heard the phone ringing, this was<br />
for <strong>Dolly</strong> from her friend M. She stayed on the phone for over an hour.<br />
Rest of the family was tired so we went to bed leaving her behind with<br />
her phone conversation.<br />
Sunday, January 25, 1998<br />
Today she described very little of the contents of her meditation from<br />
yesterday but she did comment on her last night's conversation with her<br />
friend M. Her friend and her friend's husband were asking if she had any<br />
more Baba's miraculous experiences. She mentioned how she was being<br />
led to meditate four times a day etc. Upon hearing this, her friend's<br />
husband told <strong>Dolly</strong> about a book that he recently had read, which<br />
described miserable experiences of a person who had his Kundalini<br />
awakened by excessive meditation. G told <strong>Dolly</strong> that she should not be<br />
doing so much meditation without a Guru, having a Guru is considered<br />
very important. <strong>Dolly</strong> told him that she had her inner Guru who is<br />
guiding her in every way. Further their conversation drifted around the<br />
definition of Demigods and supposedly what happens to the soul after it<br />
leaves its human form etc.<br />
As a well wishing friend G had given the sincere advice to <strong>Dolly</strong>.<br />
<strong>Dolly</strong> appreciated the advice but it left her in a dilemma whether to<br />
continue the four times a day meditation or not. After discussing it in<br />
detail we decided that there was no reason for us to be afraid. If we truly<br />
believe in everything we have been seeing and hearing then we do have<br />
God as our Guru and we do not need any external Guru. Secondly, if it<br />
turns out to be a negative experience like that fellow in the book that G<br />
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