Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

Thursday, January 22, 1998
This meditation took place in the moving vehicle while going to
Detroit to visit her cousin for the long weekend.
Today she again asked why she was chosen for all this. She asked if
God took pity on her. Baba said that what she was going through now
was known to Him 500 years back. What she was referring to as a pitiful
situation in her life was something created by God to make her ready and
willing to take on this role. All the good and bad she was facing was due
to the accumulated Karma, and the purity of her heart and mind. Further
she was told that it was not all for her, at this time there were certain
things that had to happen for her children. The seeds of spirituality
needed to be sown in these children to make them fit for the golden age,
because only those fit for the golden age will survive and the bad will be
wiped out. She asked if soul was eternal then what did He mean by bad
getting wiped out. Baba said "it is related to Causal plane, which has
both good and bad soul, you will understand the causal plane and the
time and space concept better after the Shivaratri" Baba restated that she
should not waste time, 4 times a day meditation was a must. He
commented positively on the efforts she made in understanding
scriptures in such a short time. He said "other plans are depending on
your readiness by Shivaratri. On Shivaratri day the knots in your chakras
will loosen resulting in greater understanding but making you not so
expressive". At this she asked "Can I tell this to Gyani?" Baba said, in a
hard to describe tone "What is there to tell".
Friday, January 23 1998
Today we were at her cousin’s place; last night we stayed up late
conversing with her cousin and her family. Dolly woke up early and did
her usual morning meditation. She did not hear anything from Baba.
After a while she saw something which she described as a sight of sheer
ugliness. She did not understand the meaning of this repulsive sight but
that made her quit the meditation.
Later that day while returning from her cousin's house she tried
63