Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

Moksha/Nirvana/Liberation etc. She doesn't know why but her reply to
Baba's question was "I want Moksha for myself. And, I want Sad-
Buddhi, money joy peace and long healthy life for Gyani, Raeshum,
Shobun, Gyani's Mom, my Mom, my Brother and his family, Gyani's
brother and his family, and Pushpa and her family". Dolly said that she
did not feel like Baba granted her wish or anything but he said keep up
your Sadhana.
After this meditation when she told us about her reply to Baba, kids
and I teased her by laughing at long list of names she gave to Baba, we
also had few laughs at she asking for Moksha for herself.
Wednesday, January 21, 1998
Today, during meditation, what she saw can best be described as a
faded look of a screen which had snake skin type specs, and she mentally
associated that scene as something to do with the Kundalini (the spiritual
energy).
Her inner prompting guided her to go to the heart chakra, she was
asked to imagine Lord Shiva sitting there and meditating. She was also
asked to imagine a wheel which had sharp blades pointing inwardly, and
then with full care and concentration she was to attempt to rotate the
wheel around Lord Shiva and ensure the wheel does not touch any part
of his body or any of the extending paraphernalia on His body. She tried
it three four rounds and got really tired, then Baba asked her to move to
the throat chakra and repeat the process. She followed the instructions
but in the throat chakra after rotating it couple of times she gave up. She
found it to be a really hard thing to do. The purpose of this technique, as
she was told, was to develop strong concentration, patience and
precision. After working on the throat chakra she said to Baba I have
neither patience nor precision and that is why I don't even play golf and
now you are asking me to do this kind of stuff. At her comment Baba
laughed, touched her head and blessed her. Then he said "Transform,
Shivangini. Stop thinking little of yourself. You need to get there. My
blessings."
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