Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

the spiritual path and more she advances, less she will be able to share
her experiences. It was also said that Shivaratri was a time reference for
her but God was not bound by the time and space. When Baba said
'later' the information got processed by her mind using the time scale that
our mind is familiar with. Baba said "This is a common error reflective
of mind's limitation. Same error is made when human beings try to know
God through their mind alone. God is infinite, mind is finite. How then
the finite understand the infinite? You can feel God but you cannot prove
or disprove Him with your mind."
Today while coming back from work she had a car accident in the
parking lot. The other car rapidly reversed out of the parked position and
hit her moving car on the passenger side. Other person was obviously at
fault, and her one month old car's bumper broke. Dolly's car also got
damaged. Both parties involved in the accident got out of their cars to
see the damage and talk to each other. At that time one of their
colleagues passed by and asked if that other person needed any help or
ride etc. This made Dolly realize that how she was not thinking of
offering help to this person, only thing she could think was whether this
person had insurance, how big was the damage to her own vehicle.
There was no communication from Baba on this, but Dolly felt that the
only purpose of this silly accident was for her to realize that she lacked
compassion and she must still be too materialistic to pay more attention
to the car than to the person. This was a lesson to her to cultivate more
compassion.
Saturday, January 10, 1998
She did not wake up early to meditate today. I, Gyani, was going to
Mexico tomorrow for a week. Today she did only Puja. While doing
Puja Baba started speaking to her. "You will see God as one." As part of
her normal Puja she touched the feet of all the deities in the mandir and
with her closed eyes saw a lit up image of the deities. This time no
matter which deity's feet she touched she saw the same sized picture
frame outline as that of Baba's and this was filled with blue color.
"It is OK if you did not meditate today. You need to write the details
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