Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

ecause I won't remember in the next life, would I?" Baba said "Soul
carries the memory. Just think how many different work experiences you
have been given in life - research, tech service, marketing. What did you
really know about those subjects? And yet you were able to perform
your duties well." All this dialogue took place in 7-8 minutes. She went
upstairs to get ready. Further communication took place. She said "Baba,
I feel uncomfortable with having to write daily meditation experiences.
In my mind it is spontaneous thing and now we are building a structure
around it." Baba said "it is OK. Continue to do this. It is for Gyani to
summarize and for you to utilize. Gyani is the one to convey this."
Dolly felt very thankful to God for his existence and everything that
he was doing for her, she said "Baba, you are so kind please take care of
my friend PV. She is such a nice person but going through so much
sickness; my friend M is seeking something in life, please help her find
what she wants. My mom has suffered a lot, please reduce her
suffering." At this point Baba said "God is in every person. God does not
suffer. There is no suffering of the Atman. It is the mind and the body
when not controlled goes through suffering. Sufferings are also due to
Prarabdha Karma."
As she was heading to work she stopped in front of the mandir to do
pranam, Baba said "Call Pam J again and fill her heart with the joy that
you are capable of giving. And give her the joy that she deserves."
Friday, January 9, 1998
In her dream on Wednesday night she saw a drop of milk squirting out
of her right eye which was a weird feeling. Having heard in the
childhood that people offer milk to Sri Ganesha, that day she decided to
offer milk in the Puja. After brief Puja she meditated. "Go ahead and
share all your experiences with Gyani because later you will not be able
to come back to share any of your experiences." This statement kept her
communication open with me but it made us both highly uncertain about
what did Baba mean by her not being able to come back to share the
experiences. For a few days she thought probably she is going to die by
Shivaratri. Soon after that it was clarified that she will keep advancing on
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