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Monday, January 05, 1998 "Shivangini, don't experience yourself, your thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest. This is an optical delusion of the consciousness restricting your love and affection for a few people. Widen your circle of compassion. Love all living creatures. Identify not with a fragment but with the whole. Cease all conflicts and divisions." Tuesday, January 06, 1998 Something to be described here actually had started sometimes last year in the month of October. During her daily puja, she touched the feet of the deities one by one and after touching the feet she touched her forehead with both hands. And, at that time out of devotion she also closed her eyes. Every time she touched the deities’ feet and closed the eyes; with closed eyes she saw a lit up image of the same deity. Over a period of time this image kept getting brighter and clearer. She noticed that if she took a deep breath during the time of closing her eyes the image became even brighter and it did not fade out for a longer period of time. Today during Puja, as she touched Shirdi Baba's feet she took a deep breath and held it to keep that image brighter and for longer time. At this she felt a little discomfort in her chest but did not think much of it. Everyday Puja was followed with meditation. In meditation, today, she used the technique that Baba suggested yesterday. Baba asked her to imagine Akasha (sky), stay focused and go far. First she found it difficult to do that but later she was able to see the ocean and the sky beyond. She was also able to go very far and at some far point she saw a very intense thunder like light pattern filling the sky. As she saw this she felt an intense pain in her chest. Baba asked her to mentally come back and focus on the location of pain in her chest and concentrate in a clockwise motion around it. She followed the instructions and that eased her pain. Baba said "This pain was not due to what you saw and did in the meditation. It is due to holding your breath during puja, never do that again." 52
Wednesday, January 07, 1998 Today she did not wake up for meditation due to lack of energy. After Kids and I left home for the day she turned on Hanuman Chalisa tape and sat down with a cup of tea and her favorite breakfast Upma, prior to getting ready for 9 am meeting at work. Thinking of god with loving emotions she closed her eyes and asked "Baba, why don't you give me your vision like you give to others. Would I ever see you?" "Yes you will see me in the form of different Devatas and you already see me in the form of light." Hearing this, tears started rolling down her cheeks and she said "I love you, Baba". At this time she was feeling a pain in the chest. Baba said "I love you, too. You have lost your strength since yesterday and you need to regain it. Go and climb up and down the stairs. That will help regain the strength." She said "OK", but did not move to act on that command. Baba said "Right now". She said "right now!!" "Yes right now". It was 7:39 AM. She got up and started climbing the stairs up and down. Her dialogue with Baba continued for the first time in non meditation state. While climbing the stairs up and down, Baba said "People will be awed at your good fortune and capabilities, but to gain the capabilities you need to work hard, regain your strength, and take good care of your body." She asked "Why did you chose me, Baba?" He said "Because you are pure as purity and you will never misuse the powers, these powers will be solely for helping me in establishing the Sanathan Dharma". She said "I am not that capable, I barely manage things, so far I have not gotten anywhere, would same thing happen to me here too?" She was talking generalities. Baba said "No, you did get somewhere. And here also you will. You will know about the secrets of secrets and (not to be shared)." Then she asked Baba "When would I get there, would it be in this life?" Baba said "Listen child, you were never born and will never die. It is Prakriti which is moving and leaving the impressions on the soul. There is no time frame for the Atman and you need to learn to think like that". She asked "if it does not happen in this life, what good is that 53
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Contents 3 Page 1. Foreword 1 2. Ba
Page 6 and 7: that this was nothing other than wh
Page 8 and 9: and reached almost a notch above my
Page 10 and 11: Church, and Masjid. If any friend o
Page 12 and 13: How Divinity entered into our life
Page 14 and 15: all books with several examples and
Page 16 and 17: Early experiences (January through
Page 18 and 19: work, thinking she will read it dur
Page 20 and 21: Experience #8 (June 23 thru August,
Page 22 and 23: and the car did not even have a scr
Page 24 and 25: eyes. As soon as I closed my eyes I
Page 26 and 27: viewing it all the way to see where
Page 28 and 29: experiences gained in the waking ho
Page 30 and 31: the stadium but the stadium was act
Page 32 and 33: Dream 5 (Sept. 1997) I saw Gyani pr
Page 34 and 35: car was parked, in the front there
Page 36 and 37: Shirdi Baba asked were not dollars
Page 38 and 39: hand. The snake laid on my arm in a
Page 40 and 41: Dream 15 Lots of people were suppos
Page 42 and 43: where I saw a man whose face was co
Page 44 and 45: Visions of Illumined images with sk
Page 46 and 47: Messages received in the meditation
Page 48 and 49: get answered. Then later in the day
Page 50 and 51: Dolly's left thigh close to the kne
Page 52 and 53: strong emphasis for a spiritual asp
Page 54 and 55: Friday, January 02, 1998 Half way t
Page 58 and 59: ecause I won't remember in the next
Page 60 and 61: of all your experiences so far. Gya
Page 62 and 63: and not for you. You certainly cann
Page 64 and 65: walls had some people’s faces on
Page 66 and 67: Moksha/Nirvana/Liberation etc. She
Page 68 and 69: meditating again in the jeep but sh
Page 70 and 71: Thursday, January 29, 1998 Due to d
Page 72 and 73: Dharma. After doing it, forget it.
Page 74 and 75: 11:26 AM meditation: This morning D
Page 76 and 77: crawled out to the level where they
Page 78 and 79: 4 PM meditation: Practiced "Chakra"
Page 80 and 81: she was able to wake up in time for
Page 82 and 83: now your children want to talk to y
Page 84 and 85: virtues and asked her to work on th
Page 86 and 87: Wednesday, February 11, 1998 Medita
Page 88 and 89: further asked about Brahma loka if
Page 90 and 91: She asked "Baba, are the consequenc
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Page 94 and 95: Meditation 12:00 Noon: We had to go
Page 96 and 97: I am your effort." She asked Baba t
Page 98 and 99: can spend with who, because they al
Page 100 and 101: eplied "Unless necessary I do not i
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Page 104 and 105: She described "When I touch the fee
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say good bye to Gyani and children.
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had to be finished between now and
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After morning meditation, till noon
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her trance with a sprinkle of holy
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Our Learnings At several occasions,
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expectations of worldly rewards fro
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on restraining one's desires. The s
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4. Parenting She remembers hearing
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types lower than themselves. It is
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on the moon as an object of concent
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her husband suggested that to follo
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her accumulated karma. She was also
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sees God in everything and everywhe
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activates the body. If man only und
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shastra: the science of rituals and
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10. Saadhana (Spiritual Discipline)
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and be on the path of Dharma does n
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19) Patience is all the strength th
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you, do not feel for it; as for the
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Concluding passage We started out a
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Bhagavan - an epithet of God signif
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dreaming, and dreamless sleep state
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manomayakosha (relating to mind), v
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Moksha (Liberation, Nirvana) - rele
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Radha - the main gopi in Vrindavan,
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Tantras - religious scriptures said
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