Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile
Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile
Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile
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Sunday, January 04, 1998<br />
<strong>Dolly</strong> was concerned that she never got visions of Baba's physical<br />
form like some other devotees did. And she asked why not? Baba said<br />
"It is not important that you see me". At that point she saw different<br />
lights, white and blue, and when the intense blue light appeared Baba<br />
said "this is what you think is me".<br />
There was some quiet meditation then Baba said "Call Pam J." Three<br />
to four months back when <strong>Dolly</strong> had the experience of seeing the spark<br />
in her heart (this is described in the early experience section of this book<br />
where she had a vision of the spark upon touching Baba's feet in a<br />
picture) she had told about this experience to her friend M (who was the<br />
source of Baba's books), and she said that she had an American friend by<br />
name Pam J. who had exactly same experience. Further M said, I have<br />
her number if you want to talk to her. <strong>Dolly</strong> took the number but told her<br />
that she did not know her so she was not going to call her. And <strong>Dolly</strong><br />
never called her, her phone number taken on a back of some notebook<br />
got buried over the time with other papers. Then about 3-4 months later<br />
hearing that name in the meditation was kind of strange. After the<br />
meditation <strong>Dolly</strong> told me about this part of the message but she did not<br />
plan to call the person.<br />
In next meditation: Baba showed <strong>Dolly</strong> a meditation technique to<br />
practice for some time. And the technique was to stay focused and<br />
mentally attempt to go farther and farther in the space. Then slowly pull<br />
yourself back the same path. Baba asked her to practice this technique till<br />
she was advised differently.<br />
<strong>Dolly</strong> was wondering why she was no longer seeing those beautiful<br />
formations of various illumined images with sky in the background<br />
(described previously under Visions i.e. visions of Buddha, Shiva's<br />
Tandava Nrutya, old man with long hair/ mustache/thick round glasses,<br />
the bear and dogs etc.) To this Baba said "Don't worry everything is fine.<br />
Just proceed and it will all come together. I am giving you all types of<br />
experiences based on your future role".<br />
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