Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

Dolly's left thigh close to the knee, actually it is a varicose vein type
formation but the shape is exactly that of Lord Shiva's Trishul (the
trident). First time when she got called Shivangini, she found it odd and
could not quite relate to it. And probably that was the purpose of it, but
soon she accepted that as a way to recognize when she was hearing Baba's
thoughts vs. her own.
All these Inner Experiences, at deeper levels, have given her the
belief and faith that God is omnipotent, omniscient and omnipresent but
from time to time she became doubtful whether or not she had been
imagining all these things. One day when she was asked to let people
know that she was God's instrument to help establish Eternal Dharma (the
right conduct) and become the source of joy, peace, and liberation for
many souls. She expressed her doubts and fears and said "I am sorry I just
can't tell anybody that I am even going through such experiences, because
I know they all will think I have gone crazy." One can understand her
discomfort and fear knowing what type of views psychoanalysts, students
of human psychology, and critics of religion hold on such type of
experiences. Their views extend anywhere from calling such experiences
as religious mysticism or all the way up to psycho pathological
derangement.
Probably it was response to her concern or it could be for other
reasons that day Baba led her to a book titled "Wisdom of the Vedas".
Upon inquiry in the public Library we found out that the book indeed
existed but had to be ordered on an inter library loan program from
Chicago, which required two weeks wait. Two weeks later the book
arrived and the pages 75 - 76 had the message for her which read as
follows:
"The Vedas are the science of Nature and Universe conceived as an
organic whole, as a living hierarchy - a science (veda) framed by superior
beings from a past universe. In the progress of the universe and
individuals therein, there has been no time when higher types of beings
were not present helping and guiding the growth and development of
types lower than themselves. It is however, not necessary that these higher
type of beings should always exist in the physical world. As a matter of
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