Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

was probably the excitement of watching that continued variety vision of
the blue light. From that day on, after my morning 5 minute puja, I started
doing the meditation. I found myself attempting to move this blue light
through every part of my body. I don't know exactly when it started
happening and how I figured out the way to rotating this light within the
body, maybe I was simply being childish, curious and willing to try this
new thing and probably that's why I jumped into this with great
excitement. Only couple of days later I realized that I actually was
internally being 'prompted' to do certain things in certain fashion. That
realization further increased my fascination and interest in meditation.
Initially the meditations lasted for 20 minutes to half an hour and then
without any conscious effort on my part the duration of meditation
increased in time. The length of my meditation depended on the ending of
the inner dialogues and the light.
Along the way, during the meditations, I started receiving very
clear messages in the form of thoughts. Initially I had great difficulty
describing my experience. Since I was not hearing a voice through my
ears and I was not seeing a person talking I couldn't tell exactly what was
happening where the information was coming from. After several
attempts I was able to describe it as a thought in my own mind, but it
definitely was not my own thought because some of the things I heard I
can hardly comprehend leave out being able to think about them on my
own. Though it was not a voice that is normally heard by ears but it gave a
voice like feeling. I was able to tell the gender of the voice. From the
fluctuations in the tone I could also tell whether it sounded happy, serious
or joking etc.
The messages I received in my meditation generated some
questions in my mind and that resulted in a two way exchange of
thoughts. Both thought and counter thought were in my own mind, but it
was clearly someone else's views and messages that I was receiving and
responding to.”
There was an interesting pattern to how things happened. In her
meditation she would receive some thoughts; her related questions would
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