Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

46) If your Dhynam or Japam does not progress properly or if the
desires you have entertained do not come to fruition, do not get
dispirited with God. It will dispirit you even more and you will lose
the peace, however small or big, that you might have earned. During
Dhyanam and Japam you should not be dispirited, desperate, or
discouraged. When such feelings come, take it that it is the fault of
your Sadhana and endeavor to do them correctly.
In this context Iso Upanishad declared that when every action is free
from the sense of egoistic doership (Ahamkara) and all enjoyment is free
from attachment or desire, there will be no difference between enjoyment
and renunciation. When ego and attachment are absent, the actions are
free from self-interest and hence are tantamount to acts of sacrifice.
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