Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

Baba's comments made her feel much better. That day she was very
tired and went to sleep. After Shivaratri, first few days she habitually felt
like doing meditation 4 times a day but Baba asked her to reduce it to
twice a day. Gradually and gently He made her meditate only in the
mornings. She has continued whatever spiritual discipline is
recommended at any given time. The nature and depth of her Inner
Experiences is changing. She believes a good measure of spiritual
progress is the degree of peace, joy, and contentment in one's worldly
life as well as in meditation. Baba through his book "Dhyana Vahini"
told her "Japam and Dhyanam should never be judged on mere external
standards; they are to be judged by their inner effects. Their essence is
their relationship to Atma".
She is continuing to tread on this path holding her Sadguru (inner
guru) Sai Baba's hand. Though her Inner Experiences are continuing
more deeply, it is God's will that we limit our writing up to Maha
Shivaratri.
The next section is a boil down of our learnings from these
experiences and more. Please read on.
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