Gyani Baile & Dolly Baile

happened 1) she saw the face of a woman which resembled a goddess.
She had bold features with Kajal in her big eyes and there was a smile on
her face. That smile somehow inspired fear in Dolly even though the
face was smiling. She could see the features of the face very distinctly. 2)
She heard very faint noises of conversation. She heard those
conversations but later on when she tried to recollect she could only
remember some faint words like "international, international." 3) She
heard one other conversation. In this conversation she heard a person
with an Indian accent saying "price of market". Although she heard three
four more sentences but she could not recall those even faintly.
She did not have a chance to do afternoon meditation because we had
company at home and she was busy with cooking and serving lunch etc.
After lunch my friend PR and I went to pick up the kids (Raeshum
and Shobun) from their weekend activities, Dolly stayed back and took
that opportunity to do meditation. Her meditation went well, she saw the
blue light and within the blue light she saw the tiny white spot light.
Today that white spot light was so bright, twice it went from bright to
dim and back to bright. At the end it was blue light with faint tiny white
light in it. Around this time Baba said "Shivangini, you are ready for
Shivaratri. All Gods and Goddesses are blessing you." She suddenly
remembered the face of the goddess she had seen in the morning
meditation which generated fear in her, in response to her thought Baba
said "Don't worry. Remember that you have the white shield protecting
you. So whatever happens, whatever you are asked to do, know that you
are safe and remember that you are not just this body or this mind. You
are going to come out of it safe. I am with you, within you, and around
you. I am going to be with you all this time. So don't have any fear.
Whatever you are going to learn, whatever you are going to receive is a
reward. Get your reward but it is for the benefit of many. Do share it.
Share it in the way that I have already told you." Baba was going over
rapidly and it was crisp clear messages. "You don't need to make any
effort, what needs to happen will happen. I will take care of everything.
You need to have the courage and full surrender. Now you can go.
Comeback for more Saadhana, do it in long stretches as many times as
you can before the Shivaratri."
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