Lilith
Lilith
Lilith
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"That is the door I spoke of," he said, pointing to an oblong mirror that stood on the floor and leaned against<br />
the wall. I went in front of it, and saw our figures dimly reflected in its dusty face. There was something<br />
about it that made me uneasy. It looked old−fashioned and neglected, but, notwithstanding its ordinary<br />
seeming, the eagle, perched with outstretched wings on the top, appeared threatful.<br />
"As a mirror," said the librarian, "it has grown dingy with age; but that is no matter: its doorness depends on<br />
the light."<br />
"Light!" I rejoined; "there is no light here!"<br />
He did not answer me, but began to pull at a little chain on the opposite wall. I heard a creaking: the top of<br />
the chamber was turning slowly round. He ceased pulling, looked at his watch, and began to pull again.<br />
"We arrive almost to the moment!" he said; "it is on the very stroke of noon!"<br />
The top went creaking and revolving for a minute or so. Then he pulled two other chains, now this, now that,<br />
and returned to the first. A moment more and the chamber grew much clearer: a patch of sunlight had fallen<br />
upon a mirror on the wall opposite that against which the other leaned, and on the dust I saw the path of the<br />
reflected rays to the mirror on the ground. But from the latter none were returned; they seemed to go clean<br />
through; there was nowhere in the chamber a second patch of light!<br />
"Where are the sunrays gone?" I cried.<br />
"That I cannot tell," returned Mr. Raven; "−−back, perhaps, to where they came from first. They now belong,<br />
I fancy, to a sense not yet developed in us."<br />
He then talked of the relations of mind to matter, and of senses to qualities, in a way I could only a little<br />
understand, whence he went on to yet stranger things which I could not at all comprehend. He spoke much<br />
about dimensions, telling me that there were many more than three, some of them concerned with powers<br />
which were indeed in us, but of which as yet we knew absolutely nothing. His words, however, I confess,<br />
took little more hold of me than the light did of the mirror, for I thought he hardly knew what he was saying.<br />
Suddenly I was aware that our forms had gone from the mirror, which seemed full of a white mist. As I gazed<br />
I saw, growing gradually visible beyond the mist, the tops of a range of mountains, which became clearer and<br />
clearer. Soon the mist vanished entirely, uncovering the face of a wide heath, on which, at some distance, was<br />
the figure of a man moving swiftly away. I turned to address my companion; he was no longer by my side. I<br />
looked again at the form in the mirror, and recognised the wide coat flying, the black hair lifting in a wind<br />
that did not touch me. I rushed in terror from the place.<br />
CHAPTER IX. I REPENT<br />
I laid the manuscript down, consoled to find that my father had had a peep into that mysterious world, and<br />
that he knew Mr. Raven.<br />
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Then I remembered that I had never heard the cause or any circumstance of my father's death, and began to<br />
believe that he must at last have followed Mr. Raven, and not come back; whereupon I speedily grew<br />
ashamed of my flight. What wondrous facts might I not by this time have gathered concerning life and death,<br />
and wide regions beyond ordinary perception! Assuredly the Ravens were good people, and a night in their<br />
house would nowise have hurt me! They were doubtless strange, but it was faculty in which the one was<br />
peculiar, and beauty in which the other was marvellous! And I had not believed in them! had treated them as<br />
unworthy of my confidence, as harbouring a design against me! The more I thought of my behaviour to them,<br />
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