Conversations with Avant-garde Sages - The Wizard LLC

Conversations with Avant-garde Sages
introspective person, so I'm guessing that you've looked at that
desire, and I'm curious what you conclude about that desire. I
mean, is helping other people have those experiences ultimately
something that you think is going to be valuable for them?
MATT KAHN: Well for me it really isn't a desire, it's more of an
impulse, it's more of just a sense of this is just… it's almost as if
when this impulse arises, and for everyone the impulse maybe
different. For someone it might be they have the impulse to teach
children, for some people it may be to raise money for a certain
cause.
When an impulse arises in you on such a deep level, it doesn't even
come with a rational sense of why, it almost is just there is nothing
else rational in existence but for me to do this. For me that's really
how it feels. When I started to assist and help other people, it
wasn't like I went willingly in going this is what I want to do. It
was like when I started to deliver messages and help people, I
would be randomly put in situations where I had this intuition to
tell someone something, and if I didn't share the message I felt like
my heart was going to explode. in the beginning it was for my own
sanity I would go to people and say, look, this is going to sound
crazy but I have to share this with you, and if it doesn't make sense
it's fine, just humor me. And then people would have these
experiences, and it's not like those experiences made me feel like,
oh, that validates this, I would just be put in more situations. And
soon I just kind of saw life was heading in this direction.
Now as far as the experiences that I seem to be drawn to help
people have, which most of the time when I'm working with people
the whole focusing attention is for them to first discover who they
are on the deepest level, because when we are rooted in the
supreme suchness of our eternal being, we find ourselves with the
depth and the maturity to be able to handle and comprehend
mystical experiences without it being taken in one direction or
another, or created into another identity so to speak.
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