Conversations with Avant-garde Sages - The Wizard LLC

Conversations with Avant-garde Sages
sense of, oh, but it didn't lead to any kind of conclusion because
again I'm six and I haven't learned much about life. I just took that
in, and went on my way to my friend's house.
Then when I was about eight years old, one night I was having a
dream, like most kids have when they go to sleep. And I found
myself in the most extraordinary amazing garden where the colors
of this garden were so bright and vibrant; it was just overflowing
and emanating this hue of pure love. And I remember as a kid my
greatest fear was being displaced and lost, in the '80s when I grew
up the whole campaign was don't talk to strangers. So my greatest
fear was being separate from my family and being lost.
I remember the first insight I had in this garden was I should be
afraid, but I'm not. I felt the most comforting, secure love I have
ever felt in my entire life. And as I'm walking to this garden, I find
myself walking through a field of waist-high flowers that as I can
feel my body trying to move and maneuver through this waist-high
field of flowers, I also realize that while I could feel the body
moving through the field of flowers, I was also simultaneously
hovering above them. And the love was intense, it was an
intriguing discovery, but there was nothing to question about, it
was just like, oh, that's interesting. And then 20 feet in front of
me, hovering above the field, was a being in a white robe and dark
hair, and a beard, motioning me toward them. And I didn't move.
And as this went on I started to float toward this being, and as I
got about five feet from this being, I saw that the eyes of this being
was emanating this hue of pure white light.
And in eight-year-old mind, I guess my only association was
thinking about the Halloween or the horror films where people
kind of roll their eyes in their head. I don't know why I thought
about that. And when that happened, I immediately fell through
the garden, fell through the sky, fell back in my body, which at that
moment was how I knew I left it. It was kind of like I felt my body
shaking in a cold sweat, and out of the corner of my eye I saw the
same being in like a while chalky material in my doorway
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