Conversations with Avant-garde Sages - The Wizard LLC

Conversations with Avant-garde Sages
All of a sudden, at that point I had survived a near death
experience, I survived nearly dying, and I was quite detached from
everything I was dealing with, there was a lot of equanimity at that
point. And just through this observing it in a detached way all of a
sudden this inner vow sprung forth really, really strongly from my
heart, and it was like everything sank right into the heart chakra,
and living from the heart rather than the mind starts happening
very, very strongly. And it had already for a long time in my life
that I was more in my heart than in my mind, and didn't
understand why people didn't get along, or why there was
separation in the first place, or the third dimension, it was alien to
me, it felt very, very strange that I didn't feel I quite belonged
there at times, I didn't understand my purpose sometimes.
And the inner vow that sprung forth was just to share more light,
and more beauty than I had done as a flight attendant, which I
loved with all my heart, I loved serving my passengers, I loved the
camaraderie on British Airways, and loved traveling the world.
And just being of service, I felt completely fulfilled doing that. Yes,
since I couldn't do that anymore, it was all of a sudden a deep vow,
unasked for, without volition, just to spread more light and beauty.
I have no idea why it was those two terms, and not love and
compassion, or this or that. But I had no personal preference
about what form it would take, none. And to my great surprise a
few weeks later all of a sudden the light poetry started flowing
through me, and I don't know if one would call it channeling,
because it wasn't really that I asked for it, or something, it was just
I would sit one day.
And it was actually on a day where I had a lovely conversation with
my best friend, Susan Kahn from emptinessteachings.com, she's
just the most wonderful woman I know, and our common buddy
Michael Jefferies, who does the Eckhart Tolle Meet-ups in Santa
Monica. And we were on the phone having a laugh, as we
sometimes do, and all of a sudden the first poem started coming
through, and I just jotted it down. I was very, very surprised
because I had not written poetry before, I had done a book review
column, and similar things, but written for Miracles magazine, I'd
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