Conversations with Avant-garde Sages - The Wizard LLC

Conversations with Avant-garde Sages
And in most stories, this isn't all of the case, but I think in most
stories there's this immense well of rage, and we spend a whole
lifetime to put a lid on it, and cover it up. Somebody wrote to me
recently and said something along the lines of I'm scared of just
doing in the moment whatever I feel like doing in case I let Jack
the Ripper out. And I laughed at that but I understood what he
meant, but it's not like whether a Jack the Ripper is let out or not
is not down to him, like it's not down to him letting life happen, or
him letting Jack the Ripper out, it's just something that might
come out in the process of awakening. But I do think that the ego
contains so much anger, so much anger, because it's seeing itself
as a victim, and the victim is the murderer, the victim is the
pedophile. Only when the victim sees itself being hurt, and sees
itself as the body and being hurt by life, can the story develop as
the killer and the pedophile.
WIZARD: So with the insight of the acceptance of choicelessness,
then every action being perfect and you see that in others in that
total acceptance, releases you from the I am the body notion and
helps establish one in their freefalling.
LISA CAIRNS: Yes. And here what seemed to happen in this story
was I couldn't accept my rage because I was so caught up in being
a good person, and doing the good thing, and saving animals in
this story. It was like I had to let Roger, who was my teacher see
the rage, and for him to accept it, and then seeing that, that was a
beautiful thing. Seeing him accept it, anything that came up
begun to be accepted here, because he never once judged any of
that rage that came up here, and it was extreme. Once I smashed
all the plates in the house [Laughter], I picked them up and I was
like, right, I think it was, if this is all predestined, or I was reacting
to some teaching I think, I just smashed all the plates, now take
this God.
WIZARD: And there was unconditional love there.
LISA CAIRNS: Yes, and Roger just smiled and said, "Sometime
you're a bit extreme, Lisa". [Laughter]
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