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Conversations with Avant-garde Sages
that I was a murderer, that the character, not Lisa, but it was like I
experienced being the murderer, and I could see how it was
impossible not to murder. That was written in me the urge to
murder, and I could see the impossibility of not doing that, and
the urge was so strong, and it was seeing all the different dynamics
of why and how the murderer was programmed, the guilt, and the
absolute victimhood of the murderer. Like to murder you feel
absolutely victim to life, victim to circumstance. And it was like a
really beautiful experience seeing that, seeing that it's not
somebody doing it, it's completely impersonal.
WIZARD: Now I feel better, I feel better about that piece of
cheesecake I ate at midnight. [Laughing]
TRIP: Well seeing through that illusion of the personal has been
quite useful to your friends, a guy named Mike Lowing, said that
you guys Skyped a couple of times, and he could see what was
holding him back from complete freedom. And it turned
everything around for him, and he's very grateful to you for this. I
could read what you wrote him, maybe I will, since he took the
trouble the write it. He said, "The whole mind falls to bits, there's
nothing to hold onto, that's not to say that all the teachings that
you had in the past weren't perfect, there couldn't have been any
other way". That was how Mike's story had to go. "But now the
whole construct of mind falls apart, nothing makes sense because
it is now beginning to be seen as just is, rather than somebody
doing something, whether that be God, or another human. Life is
just happening without anybody doing anything. And this baffles
the mind, cause and effect are just apparent, really there is only
ever been and only ever will be this, and all the teachings become a
bit senseless, but still the heart sings with them. Nothing is left to
hold onto, complete free-falling love. Although that is just a
thought, it can't be held onto, just this, which contains all of this".
WIZARD: Beautiful.
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