25.06.2013 Views

Conversations with Avant-garde Sages - The Wizard LLC

Conversations with Avant-garde Sages - The Wizard LLC

Conversations with Avant-garde Sages - The Wizard LLC

SHOW MORE
SHOW LESS

Create successful ePaper yourself

Turn your PDF publications into a flip-book with our unique Google optimized e-Paper software.

<strong>Conversations</strong> <strong>with</strong> <strong>Avant</strong>-<strong>garde</strong> <strong>Sages</strong><br />

letting everything go did, I couldn't do otherwise. It's like I let it<br />

all go, it's like there was no turning back.<br />

So that's what the moment calls for, if I had no home, I had no<br />

home, I trusted it. And it was miraculous the way things came<br />

through. But I didn't depend on a person. That was the paradox.<br />

Although it was always people who helped me, it’s still people who<br />

help me, I mean I just had a guy over who gave me this huge grant<br />

this week. <strong>The</strong>re are still things that are unexpected because I'm<br />

still living in that same trusting place. And it's available to all of<br />

us. Again, so what are you doing <strong>with</strong> your energies, are you living<br />

in fear, are you buffering yourself from that vulnerability, or are<br />

you saying, yes to life, doing what you love, doing what you love<br />

for other people. Are you out there present <strong>with</strong> what is, <strong>with</strong>out<br />

having to hide that vulnerability? That is where the gifts come<br />

through.<br />

TRIP: I'm taking your advice in a big way right now. I'm going to<br />

make a major life transition and run <strong>with</strong> my heart's desires, I'm<br />

going to run <strong>with</strong> it. So thank you for that encouragement.<br />

In your book, <strong>The</strong> Inspired Heart, you compared living the inner<br />

life this man that fasted in a cage, and you draw a comparison<br />

between those two. Could you tell that story of the man in the<br />

cage, and how that relates to living the inner life?<br />

JERRY WENNSTROM: Well it was a time when I was fasting a<br />

lot, and it was interesting because several years before, the actress<br />

Lotte Lenya, that Bobby Darin song, Mack the Knife. She's a<br />

German actress that came over to this country, and I knew her,<br />

and she had given me this album that she spoke of, and it was a<br />

story she told called <strong>The</strong> Hunger Artist, about a guy he was a<br />

carnival act, and his thing was fasting. And so everyday he would<br />

fast another day, a number would go up, how many days he fasted.<br />

And eventually people lost interest, but he just kept fasting, and<br />

the sign fell down, and he was this little crumpled heap in the<br />

bottom of his cage of straw. And people forgot about him, and he<br />

just kept fasting. I mean, there was a time because I gave up<br />

292

Hooray! Your file is uploaded and ready to be published.

Saved successfully!

Ooh no, something went wrong!